Chapter 106: This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time
Ruoyun looked at the peerless woman in front of her, and said with some sadness:
"You are still pregnant, why bother to die, even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the child in your womb?"
The peerless woman smiled bitterly and said:
"Consider? The little girl didn't think that if he died, I still had no way to live, and if he died, I could still live, how could he die without turning a blind eye? ”
Ruoyun looked at the woman carefully again and said:
"The Gu worm has been killed by us just now, why can't the girl live? Besides, I also know some poison and some Gu, the girl stretched out her hand and let me take a closer look. ”
The peerless woman did not stretch out her hand, but said:
"Little girl, shall I tell you a story? You'll know when you hear it. ”
Ruoyun saw the insistence on the peerless woman's face, and the three of them were full of questions at this time, and they were anxious to know what was going on with this man? Did you fall for the Heart Eating Gu?
Sidewalk:
"Well, I'd like to hear about it!"
The peerless woman sighed softly and said:
"It's a very tragic, tragic story."
There is a place called Jiuxi Mountain in Xirong, there is a temple on Jiuxi Mountain, there is an old monk and a little monk living in the temple, the old monk has practiced for many years, the spell is strong, people call him the dustless master, and often people go to the mountain to ask him to practice exceedance.
It is said that the old monk gave the little monk this name because he had nothing to do, and he had read such a sentence blindly, saying, 'If his life is floating, his death is resting' (from: Zhuangzi. Outer chapter), so he was excited for a while, and gave the little monk such a name that he thought was very Buddha-natured.
Fusheng stayed in the mountains all day to learn the Fa, chant scriptures, and meditate, and he didn't know anything about the seven emotions and six desires in the world, and he was cunning and sinister.
There is a family surnamed Hua at the foot of the mountain, the old man has no children and no daughters, a lonely widow, but by chance, he picked up a little girl on the mountain, and raised it under his knees, as his own daughter.
Hua Lao Han has never read a book, so he casually named the woman Hua Niang, when Hua Niang was young, Hua Lao Han carried Hua Niang to the temple to send vegetables, when Hua Niang was older, Hua Lao Han took Hua Niang to send food to the temple, so in this way, the young Hua Niang and Fusheng gradually got to know each other, and became a good playmate.
The days are long, the cold and summer alternate, and in this way, Hua Niang and Fusheng can almost be said to have grown up together! A few years later, the old man passed away, and only the flower girl was left to continue to deliver food to the temple.
Fusheng lives in the temple, reads Buddhist scriptures all day long, and Hua Niang lives in the red dust, in addition to sending food to the temple, she also learned some words with Fusheng, but these words gave her the privilege to contact some painting books in the world, there are no four major empty painting books in the painting books, only men and women love, talented and beautiful!
So Hua Niang is obviously so much younger than Fusheng, but she knows the love between men and women earlier than Fusheng.
Hua Niang sometimes asks Fusheng:
"Floating life, am I beautiful?"
Fusheng said dumbfoundedly:
"The Buddha said: Life is created by oneself, the phase is born from the heart, everything in the world is incarnated, the heart does not move, everything does not move, the heart does not change, everything does not change.
Fusheng, a stupid little monk, has read the Four Great Voids since he was a child, and he doesn't understand the love between men and women at all, like a ruthless and loveless little stone, but the companionship of the day has made him not only the master, but also the flower girl in his eyes.
If life can go on like this, maybe the moment Fusheng understands his feelings, he will return to the world and let this relationship blossom and bear fruit.
But this day it has not been able to pass on plainly, there are too many yin and yang in this world, when the tentacles can be timely, you don't know how to cherish, the day is far away from time, you know but there is no chance to cherish!
One day, a man surnamed Lie came to the mountain to look for Master Wuchen, and unexpectedly saw Hua Niang who was watching Fusheng practice swords, and recognized Hua Niang as his long-lost daughter.
Hua Niang can't tell what feelings she has for this father who suddenly fell from the sky, let's say she is happy, maybe there is, after all, it is a happy thing to find her father who is connected by blood.
But let's talk about uneasiness, there are even more people, a person who has never seen before, suddenly appeared when he no longer needed to be raised, claiming to be his father, how could he be good to himself? If it was good for himself, then why did he abandon himself back then?
Now I want to leave the place where I grew up for such a person who doesn't know how I will treat myself in the future.
Hua Niang really doesn't want to leave Jiuxi Mountain, but how can she stay? And stay for sleep?
Hua Laohan has long since died, and she can't find a reason to stay, but she really doesn't want to leave.
Hua Niang looked at the floating life sadly, she knew that she didn't want to go, in addition to the fear of the unknown in the future, the biggest reason was that she didn't want to leave and her, the floating life of her childhood sweetheart.
But Fusheng, this stupid little monk, is only happy for Hua Niang, and happy that she has found her biological father!
On this day, the flower girl is finally leaving, to say goodbye to the floating life.
Hua Niang looked at this little monk who grew up with him since he was a child, he was leaving, but he couldn't see the slightest sadness on his face, only full of blessings and joy, Hua Niang felt very uncomfortable, why was the separation imminent, he could smile so happily and so brightly, Hua Niang couldn't help but say angrily:
"Fusheng, I'm leaving, why are you so happy?"
Fusheng looked at the flower girl and asked very strangely:
"Isn't it a pleasure for Hua Niang to find her own family and live with them in the future? Fusheng has no family anymore, only Master, and my Master said that my family is gone! ”
Hua Niang wanted to say that I was unhappy, I was not happy at all, I didn't want any family, I just wanted to accompany the floating life.
But in the end, she didn't say anything, because she knew that even if she said it, Fusheng wouldn't understand, and Fusheng only had spells and the four major voids in his heart!
The flower girl looked up at the sky, didn't let the tears flow, and stopped talking, afraid that tears would rain down as soon as the words came out!
Fusheng looked at the flower girl looking at the sky, he also looked at the sky, there was a bird flying lonely in the sky, I don't know why, Fusheng looked at the lonely bird, but there was a trace of indescribable sadness and heartache welling up in his heart, why? He doesn't understand and doesn't know!
The flower girl is gone, leaving a picture of the floating life, the painting is painted with the flower girl in the falling flowers, and it is also written:
The Buddha said: Love parting, resentment will be, leaving the West and returning, there is nothing like that. But the eyes are full of empty flowers, and they are illusory.
In this way, spring, summer, autumn and winter, the moon sets and the sun rises, day after day, year after year, there is no laughter in this Jiuxi Mountain, the little monk has grown into a big monk, but the big monk has become an old monk, the big monk floats on his birthday to that painting, and suddenly understands what the sadness and heartache of that day are in the passage of time!
Just like Li Shangyin's "Jin Se".
Jin Se gratuitously fifty strings, one string and one pillar Si Hua Nian.
Zhuang Shengxiao dreams of butterflies, and hopes that the emperor will trust the cuckoo in spring.
There are tears in the pearl of the sea and the moon, and the blue field is warm and the jade is smoking.
Can this be recalled? It's just that it was already clear at the time.
Now the great monk Fusheng has finally had an epiphany, but this situation has become a memory? Now all that remains is sorrow.
The Buddha said: What is the most precious thing in the world?
That's what you have held in your hands for a long time, but you haven't been able to find it, and when you find it, you have lost it!
When he realizes what he has lost, he can't afford to waste it anymore.
One day, when the master went down the mountain, Fusheng also quietly went down the mountain, but he didn't ask where Hua Niang went.
I thought that fate came and went just the wind, but who knows, now I have to find the wind that I once held in my hand and blew by!
Fusheng searched in the red dust, I don't know how long I was looking for it, and when it was too long, I thought it would be impossible to find it in this life.
However, at this time, the flower girl appeared, but the flower girl who appeared at this time no longer knew him, at this time the flower girl only knew to obey the master's orders, to suck human blood, she has become a complete Gu person, ruthless, loveless, painless, not hurt!
At this moment, his heart was like a knife, and he finally knew what he had missed!
Fusheng used to be a little monk who was empty of the four majors, but in the years of looking for Hua Niang in this red dust, he has seen a lot of revenge, life and slaughter, he is no longer a simple, kind and cute little monk back then, thinking that human nature is good.
For today's flower girl, of course, Fusheng can't accept it, so Fusheng investigated all this very carefully, only to understand that the family who took away Hua Niang back then was not what he imagined, and recognized Hua Niang because of love and took Hua Niang home.
It's true that person is Hua Niang's biological father, but who stipulates that if he is a biological father, he will definitely be good to his biological daughter?
It is true that Hua Niang is his long-lost daughter, but Hua Niang's qualifications can become the best Gu practice container, so how can a daughter or something, in the eyes of that person, compare to the real right in his hand?
A cold-blooded and ruthless person like him, let alone a daughter who has been abandoned since childhood, is his biological parents, and in the face of power, he can also give up when necessary.
Such a cold-blooded person, of course, did not hesitate to train Hua Niang into a Gu person.
Now that she was born too late, Hua Niang has been trained by him to be a ruthless and loveless, painless Gu person!
After being a monk for half his life, he finally deeply realized the evil of human nature, and the experience of being kind to others once hated the bone marrow.
In the end, the hated almost demonic floating life, with the spells he learned in half his life and the intrigues and tricks learned in Hongchen, killed the owner of Hua Niang, that is, Hua Niang's biological father, and took Hua Niang away!
Hua Niang has no master, and no longer listens to anyone's orders to kill, but if she wants to live, she has to suck blood, and Fusheng doesn't want her to kill again, so she lets her suck her own blood and some animal blood.
It's like this, it's not bad to be able to live with Hua Niang until he gets old, but every time Gu poison attacks, Hua Niang is in pain, and one day he can't stand it.