75, obviously I met you first
Since the last time Xu Zhao heard the conversation between Xu Jun and Xu, and learned that Xu Han is daughter, he was really quiet for a while.
These days, his mood is very complicated, and fortunately Xu Han is not in Beijing during this time, otherwise, he would not know how to face this sister.
On this day, it coincided with his day off, and he was reading a book in the study, and the little guy came in from outside in a panic.
"The eldest prince, the little one just saw the princess rushing to the prince's courtyard with a long sword."
Because Xu Han has not married a wife, although he has already inherited the title, because of his youth, the house is also called by the little prince and the little prince, and because Xu Han has not yet married, he is still called 'princess' to the Xu family.
When Xu Zhao heard this, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and with the last time Xu pointed an arrow at Xu Jun, he would have heard that Xu was carrying a sword to Xu Jun's courtyard, and he was already unfazed.
But I still have some curiosity in my heart, my father is seriously ill, how can I provoke Xu to be so angry?
He rubbed his temples, put down the book in his hand, got up and walked out, "Go and see." ”
Xu Han is not at home, he is the longest, if he can mediate, try to mediate as much as possible.
If it was Xu Zhao in the past, he would only hear the news, let out an indifferent 'um' sound, and continue to read.
This will, he inexplicably doesn't want Xu Han to return to Beijing in the future and be worried about hearing about it.
If you can help Xu Han, it's a handful, he thought.
When he took people to Xu Jun's courtyard, he saw that the guards outside were at a loss, and when he wanted to enter but didn't dare to enter, he was already taken aback, and when he walked to the door, he heard Xu's voice inside, and asked with an angry temperament,
"Han'er's disappearance is not a ...... you did?"
Xu Zhao's brows tightened, Xu Han is missing? Why is there no news from the capital at all? But since the grandmother is carrying a sword to question her father, it must be true, and it should be, it may be related to your father!
He pursed his lips, although he used to target Xu Han frequently, he just felt that she couldn't afford the heavy responsibility of the palace.
He felt that the leader of the palace should be a gentleman whom he respected, admired, and impressed by his personality.
Not Xu Han, a thin boy who is too weak to wear.
But now, Xu Han is missing......
He clutched his chest.
Xu Jun's voice came from inside, the voice was too small, he couldn't really hear it, but he heard the sound of something falling to the ground very clearly, he opened the curtain, walked through the outer room, turned the screen, and entered the inner room.
Xu's gaze stayed on the guard's waist, and there was a sachet hanging on it, and when he saw the sachet, Xu was stunned.
This sachet is a little old, the embroidery on the top is exquisite, it is a unique embroidery method in Shudi, this sachet is the first object she made to Xu Jun.
Xu Jun couldn't put it down when he received it, and he was very happy, and he has been using it since then.
It's just that after getting married, she never saw him use it again, she thought it was because it was old, and because the relationship between the two was slowly getting worse, so Xu Jun no longer used it.
Unexpectedly, many years later, I saw this purse again, and it was still on a guard.
She stepped forward and grabbed the sachet and looked up at the face of the strange guard, her eyes full of disbelief, and she looked at his eyebrows little by little.
In addition to being strange, it is still strange.
Suddenly, she grabbed the guard's left hand and lifted the sleeve, and there was no trace of fading on it.
Xu's hands trembled so badly, her whole body tensed, she let go of the guard's hand without saying a word, threw herself on the side of the bed, and rudely pulled out Xu Jun's hand from the quilt, and there was nothing on it.
She couldn't help but take a step back, unable to believe what she was seeing.
Although she was suspicious of Qinfang's matter last time, she was persuaded by herself in the end, but it was just a tooth mark, which may have been smoothed out by the years.
Now, she knew, it was nothing more than self-soothing.
She suddenly didn't dare to think about who she had lived with all these years, or who she had children with, or who she was angry with......
When she was pregnant with Xu Xuan, the relationship between the two was good, and later Bai entered the door and gave birth to Xu Zhao.
Xu Shi felt disgusted and didn't let Xu Jun get closer.
Xu Han...... Xu Han......
Xu thought that that night, Xu Jun went to the main courtyard for the first time, full of alcohol, and finally ......
The despair that came to her face instantly made her feel like she was living in hell.
Her temper is short-tempered, she should question, she should vent hysterically, this is in line with her temperament.
It's just that she didn't.
Xu Shi heard himself ask in a tone that he had never been calmer than before,
"Who are you?"
"Who are you?"
Xu Junhuo, who was lying on the bed, laughed, and the guards standing by the bed looked away, unable to look directly into Xu's calm eyes.
He didn't know how to explain it, because there was no way to explain it.
The world says that Princess Xu of Zhenbei has a simple and direct temper, but no one knows that under the simple and direct appearance, she has a calm heart.
It's just that no matter how tough the heart is, there is also a gentle inside, Xu opened his eyes wide, and glanced back and forth on the two of them.
Xu Zhao saw the Xu family confronting the two, originally he should have withdrawn at this time, the grievances of the elders, not to mention that he was a concubine.
It's just that the sadness on Xu's body is too strong, so thick that his nose is sore, and he almost burst into tears.
The three people in the house did not notice Xu Zhao's arrival.
Xu slowly walked to the chair on the side, held on to the armrest of the chair, and sat down slowly, so slow that the strange guard felt sad.
Her temperament has always been neat, when has she been like this.
"There are twin sons in Zhenbei Wangfu, one is like a fairy, smart and capable, humble and courteous, and the other is mediocre and reckless."
"The title of a royal mansion has the eldest son and the eldest son, but in the end, a young son was given the title."
"How many times has the third uncle made trouble over the years, even in the big house and the second room, although the man died, the woman was also indignant."
Xu stood up expressionlessly, walked up to the stiff guard, pinched his face, and pulled his face down,
"I don't know why the person who should have died is still alive, but you, who can tell me, who is the one who knows Xu Danxiu?"
Her cold eyes seemed to be able to see through everything, and such a look made the guard's stiff facial muscles move, and also made Xu Jun on the bed frightened.
Only the slightly trembling hand under the sleeve shows how chaotic her heart is at the moment.
The unfamiliar guard's lips moved, and he spat out two words, "Ah Xiu......"
This Ah Xiu has already made Xu recognize that this man is the man who knew her at the beginning.
She trembled and asked, "Is that you?" It's you, right? Xu Jun, you are Xu Jun, aren't you! ”
Xu suddenly screamed, "Xu Jun, how long do you want to deceive me?" You are obviously Xu Jun, why did you let him occupy the magpie's nest for so many years? ”
Finally, Xu broke down and asked him crying,
"Why? Why is this happening? Do you know what kind of life I've lived for so many years? ”
A husband is not a husband, and a lover is not a lover.
If he was dead, he wouldn't let her know, but now, he appeared in front of her.
What does this mean?
Meaning, he knows what kind of life she has been living all these years!
It means that he knows how painful her heart is, but he still stands by and watches.
It means that he watched this pretending Xu Jun rush to her yard drunk......
Her beloved lovers, those deep friendships that she will never forget, all turned into jokes.
Flood of tears.
Her life is a big joke!
Zhen Xu Jun, who had already blamed himself and regretted it, heard her words at this time, his body was shaky, and he almost couldn't support his tall body.
It was him, it was he who caused Ah Xiu to fall into such a situation...... It's all his fault......
The man on the bed burst out laughing, and at the end of the laugh coughed out, snorting like bellows.
He said with malice, "Of course he knows, how could he not know, he can see it clearly in this house!" ”
"Shut up!" Xu Shi cut off his words, walked over, and sneered, "You are Xu Cheng, that twin brother, yes or no?" ”
Xu Cheng on the bed coughed desperately, and finally stopped, looking at the angry Xu in front of the bed in a daze, with a trace of nostalgia in his eyes,
"Yes, I am Xu Cheng, that Xu Cheng who has no dead bones in the eyes of outsiders, how could they have thought that I am still alive, and I am the prince of Zhenbei in a beautiful way, giving birth to children."
His eyes stayed on Xu's face, as if dreamy, and muttered,
"You probably don't know that the first time we met was on a small road, when you were dressed in fiery red clothes, like the most brilliant flowers, reflected in my mind, and I can never shake it again."
"When your carriage overturned on the side of the road, I stepped forward to help, and then walked with you all the way into the city."
"You don't know, that short journey was the happiest time of my life."
"Later, I knew that you were a girl from the Xu Wangfu in Shudi, and you wanted to ask for a marriage."
"But who would have thought that I would see you and Xu Jun standing on the corner of the street talking, you held your head high, looked at Xu Jun, and the affection in your eyes made me crazy."
"Obviously, I met you first, why did you have feelings for Xu Jun?"
"I want to go up and tell you, the first person you met was me, it was me Xu Cheng, not him Xu Jun......"
Xu Cheng gritted his teeth, his facial muscles tightened, as if he had returned to that time, but in the end he was powerless to recover.
"I tried to tell you, but I saw the joy in your eyes, and I didn't know how I would end up if I told you the truth and you still liked Xu Jun?"
"The fourth son of Zhenbei Wangfu, with a gentle character and talent, is a person who is a famous lady in Beijing who is vying to marry, and at that moment he retreated and gave up."
"Originally, I had decided to forget you and marry another lady, at this time, Xu Jun's face was hurt, I was happy in my heart, the sky has eyes, Xu Jun, the person who occupies the magpie's nest, has finally been retributed."
His body couldn't move, and he tried hard to hold his head high so that his image could be better in Xu's eyes, but that was just in vain.
He looked at Xu Shi in a daze, a little tear appeared in his eyes, his sideburns were soaked for a moment, and his pillow was wet.
"I married you instead of Xu Jun, I want to live a good life with you, but when I think of it's not me that you love, what you think of is Xu Jun, not me."
"My heart is like a knife, several times, I can't help it, tell you my true identity, but I can't say ...... when I see your bright eyes."
"Later...... Afterward...... It's going to be like that......"
He couldn't stop crying, and he couldn't stop crying.
"I entered the door of the Nabai clan, originally to stimulate you, who knows, you are a fierce character, once unfaithful, a hundred times not used, we go farther and farther...... What you think is still the Xu Jun ...... in that memory"
Xu's heart, like the last reed flower flying in the wind in late autumn, the wind stopped, the flowers fell, and there was a red yellow desolation left.
Endure!
That's to chop your heart with the blade, one knife at a time.
She couldn't help but stroke her chest, it hurt so much!
She suddenly turned around, groped for a moment on the face of the real Xu Jun on the side, and pulled up the mask he was wearing!
An ugly face, with purple scars on it, looked terrifying.
She reached out and stroked a scar, a scar.
"It's really you!" She said quietly.
Xu Jun resisted the urge to take her into his arms, her hand slowly caressed his face, then sighed and slowly withdrew.
"Ah Xiu, I was wrong, you can do whatever you want." Xu Jun hesitated for a moment and said in a rambling voice.
Xu Shi finally glanced at Xu Jun and smiled,
"What else can I do when it comes to this? It's just that I didn't expect that I had been living in a lie, and now that I think about it, it's really stupid......"
She first met Xu Cheng, and then met Xu Jun and Xu Jun, gave up everything for him, traveled thousands of miles from Shudi, and came to Beijing alone.
She thought that the husband and wife could raise their eyebrows, but it turned out that all this was just a joke, and her husband was not a lover.
The whole world has been turned upside down.
She said lightly,
"I'm not very good, I only blame myself, I've never seen you clearly, what a lifetime and a couple, it's just my wishful thinking."
Her emotions went from calm to collapse and then back to calm, as if discussing with them was nothing more than a routine such as whether the weather was good or not.
This made Xu Jun's heart tremble.
Xu sat on the edge of the bed and sighed, "Actually, many clues can be seen, but I didn't dig deeper, after all, it was still that self-righteous affection." ”
"My temper is short-tempered, and so are you, but we are strangely compatible, because we understand each other, simple and clear."
"I thought I married the best husband in the world and understood me best, for so many years, even if I knew that the Bai family killed Xuan'er, I never regretted it."
She lowered her eyes slightly, opened her palms, and looked at her hands that were no longer delicate,
"Xu Jun, tell me, where did you hide the person I love? Where did the person who knew me go like that? ”
Her voice was still calm, but there was a hint of despair in it, as if death was wrapped around Xu Jun and Xu Cheng's bodies, and it was in the bone marrow.
"Your face is ruined, so you also give up on me like Xu Cheng, a coward, do you think I'm so shallow-eyed?"
"Do you only have skin and no other merits?"
"Over the years, have you been indifferent to Xu Cheng treating me like that?"
"Swore an alliance with me, saying that he would be a good person to me for the rest of his life, but he gave up on me because of a ridiculous thing, and let other men ......"
"What kind of existence am I in your heart?"
Xu's questioning made Xu Jun unable to answer, and he was embarrassed.
He longed for time to return to the moment when his face was disfigured, and he would definitely ask her frankly,
"Ah Xiu, my appearance has been ruined, do you still want to be with me?"
It's just that there is no regret medicine in the world, and not everything can be started all over again.
He couldn't lie to himself.
Xu chuckled, looked up at Xu Cheng, and said,
"Although I met you first, I always liked him."
"Because of me, what I hate the most is people like immortals, and I think people like that are hypocritical."
"What is gentle and elegant, harmless to humans and animals, but nothing is taken to heart."
"Look, aren't you like that? In the guise of self-righteousness, the affection of disgusting people is nothing more than unwillingness. ”
She stood up, her skirt dangling, swinging in an arc,
"Now that everything is clear, this matter must be understood."
She paced, looked up, and said firmly,
"I don't care if one or two of you are unwilling or dare not face it, such absurdity, I don't want to continue, so, Xu Jun, let's leave!"