The weather in Binh Duong is getting better and better, and the whole city is under construction, as if people are using such busyness to forget the pain of breaking the city. However, Mei in the Plum Garden remembers, the pine in the Green Pine Garden remembers, and Shen Xueying also remembers.

After getting better, I felt even more cold in Pingyang, and it seemed that all the corners of Nangong Mansion were filled with the smell of dead people, and Shen Xueying couldn't live anymore. Several times he asked to go to the monastery for retreat, but his family did not agree. Seeing that she was widowed and depressed all day long, Nangong Pu finally sent her to the pure heart.

Qingxin Temple is a Taoist temple, in the mountains around Pingyang, probably because of this location, everything in the temple is fine, there is no trace of war.

Gardens, ancient trees, no more dead man's breath in the air. However, as soon as Shen Xueying closed her eyes, what she saw was the hideous face of the Tatars, and she couldn't forget the feeling of begging for death when she was carried on her shoulders. It's ridiculous, for so many years, I thought I was married to a hero! No, he's not! At the critical moment, even his wife and children can't keep it!

Now, Shen Xueying recites scriptures all day long, trying to calm her state of mind, but everything has been engraved in her heart and she has become a demon.

In the evening, I returned to my room, stood quietly and watched the sunset, and the little Taoist aunt in the view came in to serve and rest.

"Ma'am, is this time to wash?" Xiao Daogu asked softly.

After a while, Shen Xueying said, "Wait a little longer." ”

"Yes, ma'am." Xiao Daogu answered softly, but didn't go out, "Sister Xueying, are you okay?" ”

Shen Xueying was stunned, this voice was very familiar, and she looked back at the little Dao girl, who seemed to be only in her teens, but she didn't know her.

"I'm Yiyi, I've changed my appearance, Sister Xue Ying doesn't know me anymore." Liu Yi smiled: "Sister Xue Ying lives here, I thought there would be a lot of people to protect her, but I didn't expect that there was really only one old mother serving here." What's going on at home? ”

"There's not much to say." Shen Xueying turned her head again and looked at the sunset.

"I've heard about what happened in Binh Duong. If the military power was in the hands of Senior Brother Pu, all this might not be like this at all. After Liu Yi finished speaking, he looked at Shen Xueying.

Shen Xueying didn't seem to hear it.

After a while, Liu Yi's voice rose again, "Sister Xueying's heart, but there is a grudge?" But you really can't blame Senior Brother Pu. ”

"I only blame my ......own life," Shen Xueying said faintly.

"Resigned?" Liu Yi asked softly, and sighed slowly, "What is life?" Is it self-pity and self-pity to stay here, a lifelong green light ancient Buddha? Senior Brother Pu will forget you, Cheng Jun will also forget, and Cheng Rui, he is still so young, what will he remember? He will only remember that he did not have a mother in his life. You are forgotten by your husband here, but the children hate you for leaving home. You have no possibility of being redeemed in your life. ”

Shen Xueying was silent.

"Or, another. As the head of the Nangong clan, holding the family wealth, grasping everything from your husband, you can also teach your son by yourself, as long as you live, you can control the entire two generations of the Nangong clan! From now on, you don't have to feel sorry for yourself and don't look at anyone's face. There will be no more Shen Gongzi affairs, and there will be no more Pingyang affairs, because all this is up to you! Liu Yi stood behind her, stared at her back, and asked softly, "What kind of life do you want?" ”

There was only the last afterglow of the sunset outside the window, and after a long time, Shen Xueying asked, "What do you want?" ”

Liu Yi laughed.

1

As soon as Nangong Jin arrived in Jingzhou, he was called into the study by Zhao Fengming, thinking that he would talk about the Iron Sword Hall. Since Li Songran returned to Pingyang, the Iron Dao Hall has been managed by Zhao Fengming. In fact, the Iron Knife Hall has existed in name only. Along the way, he also discussed this problem with Yao Fangyu, and the solution was to disband the Iron Sword Hall, merge all the personnel into the Qifeng Hall and the Relic Sword Hall, and then set up a new hall in other places in Huguang.

It's just that as soon as they met, Zhao Fengming didn't say this, "Li Mo is here, about half a month ago, he suddenly appeared in Jingzhou and was seriously injured. ”

"Huh?" Nangong Jin was stunned, remembering that the eldest brother said that he would let Li Mo go to the capital to find his father, which was before Pingyang City was broken. "What's going on?"

"Ask him anything, and he won't know." Zhao Fengming looked at Nangong Jin, "Anyway, he came to Jingzhou to find you." In the backyard, you go and ask? ”

When he saw Li Mo, he was really startled, and the whole person was slightly sluggish and half-leaned on the bed, his face pale.

"Senior Brother Li." Nangong Jin called him lightly.

Li Mo looked up at him, tears slowly welling up in his eyes, "I don't know what's going on." It's just, I just took five disciples out of the house, and they all died in front of me. One of them was only seventeen years old, and I wanted to teach him well...... Didn't expect it to be like this. Later, he seemed to muttered to himself, "It's just to go to the capital to inquire about the master's news, what danger can there be?" How do I explain to their parents, how do I explain to Master? ”

"What happened?" Nangong Jin asked.

"I don't know." Li Mo shook his head and looked ahead with a dull look in his eyes, "I don't know if what I saw and remembered is true, I suspect that all this may not be true." Ah Jin, I don't know what's going on, it doesn't make sense. ”

"In this way, regardless of whether what you see or remember is true, first tell what you remember."

Li Mo's face was full of doubts, he paused for a long time, and began to recall, "I will take everyone to leave Pingyang and go to the capital." I remember walking for two days, but I don't know, how did I get to Rising Sun Village? No, definitely not, it's on horseback, we definitely didn't pass by Sunrise Village......"

"And then?" Nangong Jin interrupted him.

"I, I saw Ah Pu, he asked me to go to the capital, but when I left Pingyang, that's what he told me. He caught up with me and said it again? No, it's definitely not! I don't know ......, but I didn't leave Rising Sun Village before I saw Master, and, Senior Brother Tang? They brought more than 20 people to form the Qiankun Array, and we were trapped in the array. I don't know ......, I see faces, I see them dead. My disciple fell to the ground with his face covered in blood. ”

Nangong Jin didn't say a word, listening to what Li Mo was saying, her brows furrowed more and more, and when she saw Li Mo's expression, she became more and more confused and overwhelmed.

"Ah Jin," Li Mo suddenly stared at Nangong Jin and asked, "Do you understand?" ”

"And then? How did you get to Jingzhou? ”

"I don't know." Li Mo thought for a while, shook his head and said bitterly: "I seem to have seen Liu Yi, she was taking care of me, she told me that my master died, you killed her, and asked me to kill you to take revenge." I—I don't know, it's all messed up......"

"Liu Yi?" Nangong Jin asked again: "Do you know what happened in Pingyang?" ”

"What?" Li Mo asked puzzled.

"During the time you left, the Tartars entered Pingyang City, although the eldest brother was prepared, Pingyang City and Nangong Mansion were still destroyed, but fortunately, people were fine. Dad has been in the capital and only returned to Pingyang a few months ago. Nangong Jin said as he looked at his expression carefully.

"What?" Li Mo sat up in shock, "I woke up, and here I am, no one told me this." Suddenly, he looked at Nangong Jin vigilantly, "No, it's impossible." Tartar into Binh Duong City? Nangong Mansion is ruined? Li Mo kept shaking his head, paused for a while, and asked suspiciously: "Are you Ah Jin?" ”

Nangong Jin nodded, "I am." ”

"This is not Binh Duong?" Li Mo asked again.

"This is Jingzhou."

Li Mo stared at Nangong Jin, as if he wanted to see something on his face, and suddenly made a move, and Nangong Jin avoided it instantly. But Li Mo didn't mean to stop, and the second and third moves arrived.

"Senior Brother Li, stop! I'm Ah Jin, Nangong Jin! Nangong Jin felt the powerlessness in his moves, and his eyes were a little scattered.

After five moves, Li Mo collapsed on the bed weakly, I don't know if he believed Nangong Jin or really couldn't move. "You didn't kill Master?"

"Of course not. My dad is in Binh Duong, okay. Nangong Jin was a certain distance away from him, afraid that he would do it again.

"Your father?" Li Mo's expression became puzzled again, and he half-roared: "Why don't you kill me?!" Are you Nangong Jin?! ”

Nangong Jin sighed, "Senior Brother Li, don't think about it so much, whether it's true or not, you're still alive, it's true." In a few days, I will go back to Binh Duong and take you with me. You just think I'm fake, I want to kill you, anyway, if you are injured like this, it is not difficult for anyone to kill you. Now, all you can do is heal your injuries first. When you get to Pingyang, I'll let Du Ling show you. Good no good? ”

"Am I alive?" Li Mo looked at Nangong Jin in a daze, "Am I still alive?" After a while, he nodded slowly.

"Okay, then you don't think about anything, have a good rest, I'll come to see you in the next few days." Nangong Jin said softly.

Li Mo looked at him and continued to nod.

2

Liu Yi? Hearing this name, Nangong Jin really cared. I don't know if Li Mo's situation is now, whether she is doing it again, after all, charm can charm people's minds.

A few days later, Nangong Jin accompanied Yao Fangyu to find the largest temple in Jingzhou, did a ritual for Yao Junxiu, and temporarily stored the bone urn in the temple.

Li Mo's situation seems to be always hovering between normal and lost. Nangong Jin decided not to delay and brought him back to Pingyang first.

Within a few days, Nangong Jin took Yao Fangyu and Li Mo to Pingyang. In the past six months, Binh Duong has undergone great changes.

However, Nangong Jin didn't go home first, but took Li Mo and went straight to the Lingyufang Duling Medical Center. Du Ling's examination of Li Mo took more than half an hour.

Finally, Nangong Jin, Yao Fangyu, and Hao'er were all called, and the four of them sat in Du Ling's room to listen to his diagnosis.

"Li Mo's internal injuries are not too serious, and the doctor in Jingzhou was good before, and he also diagnosed and prescribed medicine, so in this regard, I will prescribe some more medicine, as long as I take care of it." Du Ling said for sure, but asked Nangong Jin again, "You said he was delirious?" ”

Nangong Jin nodded, "Did he say you were fake?" ”

Du Ling said uncertainly: "He said something and made a mess." It's hard to tell, though. ”

"What do you mean?" Nangong Jin looked at Du Ling puzzled.

"This means that this situation is very difficult to judge just by using the method of my doctor. Alas, that's what I said," Du Ling didn't seem to be able to figure out how to explain, "When you first returned to Pingyang, you were delirious for a while. At that time, it was because of the serious injury, the body could not be maintained normally, and the grogginess made you hallucinate. I can see this through the expression of pulse equality. Moreover, your pulse is consistent with what you were doing at the time. Got it? ”

"Don't make an analogy to me." Nangong Jin said angrily.