Not to mention, Changsun Hong was really nervous just now.

Changsun Hong's temperament has always been casual, and there is almost nothing that makes him feel embarrassed, but at that moment just now, he was standing in front of his father, Changsun Yi, the king of Xiang, and he felt embarrassed and nervous.

Speaking of which, he was still a very sharp person, and he heard some profound meaning from Changsun Yi's calm words.

But now, Changsun Hong doesn't seem to have the energy to distract himself from too many things. There have been too many things recently, and they are all in a hurry to appear, but they are all important things, which makes him worry about it.

Eldest Sun Hong still really wanted to find Nanyu first, but he found that he didn't even seem to be able to do this thing.

No, in the entire Xiangwang Mansion, in every place that Nan Yu frequents on weekdays, he didn't find a figure belonging to Nan Yu.

Changsun Hong thought about it, and finally prepared to go somewhere, he was going to find Qin Xi.

There is also a painting in Changsun Hong's arms, this painting is the real painting sent by Xue Yan to Changsun Yi, the king of Xiang, and the person painted on it is the appearance of Helianyu, the regent of Ningguo, and it is also the appearance of a person he is very familiar with. His heart is very chaotic now, and his emotions are also very mixed, so he wants to go to Qin Xi to tell him what is going on.

Is the Nanyu that his eldest grandson Hong knows really Helian Yu?

Then what Qin Xi said followed Nanyu's side, did he just follow Helian Yu?

Now that Qin Xi has rushed here, is it not for the Xiangwang Mansion, but for Nanyu?

What the hell is going on?

Eldest Sun Hong wanted to ask everything, but he felt that he might not be able to ask when he really saw Qin Xi. He pursed his lips, but in the end, he still didn't twist his subconscious footsteps, he still walked to Qin Xi.

There is such a person in the Xiangwang Mansion who is looking for jade dyeing, but the jade dyeing will definitely not be able to be distracted from the Xiangwang Mansion.

In the Accord, Liu Xunruo left, Xie Yiyuan was also drunk, and Yuran leaned against the wall and listened enough. Yes, she had heard enough, enough for her to understand that it was so important to be alive in this world, and that there were so many people who were suffering and suffering for a purpose that could live.

Yuran thought that she had no reason to accuse Xie Yiyuan.

Because, Xie Yiyuan did this just to live, and he was not wrong.

If Xie Yiyuan does not tell Anjun Changsun Yan all the news of the Xiang Palace, and becomes a pawn under the hands of the eldest Sun Yan, then the entire Xie family may also become the funeral object of the Xiang Palace.

Yuran heard a slight noise behind her, and she turned around to find that it was Rong Xun standing on the side of the screen looking at her.

Yu Ran smiled, she walked towards Rong Xian, and followed Rong Xian back to the Accord next door.

Yu Ran looked at the snow-white back in front of her, suddenly stopped, she opened her lips and asked, "Can you tell me why the original Zhen Dye came to this point in Nanyu now?" ”

In the past, she abandoned her identity as the eldest princess and became an ordinary jade dye, and then made herself a Ningguo Helian jade, and finally now she has become a southern jade. Why, on the hell, did she get to where she is today?

Rong Xian also stopped, he slowly turned around and looked at Yu Ran, he said with a smile, "To live." ”

"Alive?" Tamarin asked again on this word.

"Ah Ran once told me that in this world, there is nothing more important than being alive. Only by living can you do what you want to do. I've always felt that A-Ran is right. Rong Xi was dressed in white and smiled.

"Really? I really didn't expect that I was also a person who was greedy for life and afraid of death. But also, everyone in the world wants to live in peace, and if their lives are threatened by the outside world, then there are only two choices. One is to obey the mandate of heaven, and the other is to change one's life against heaven. I'm afraid that the second choice I made in the past was the second choice. Yu Ran suddenly sighed, her eyes were a little misty, and then she only heard her chuckle, and actually teased herself.

"Yes, this second option, in my opinion, is the craziest and most correct decision you've ever made. If you had chosen to be obedient, it would have been a completely different situation today. Rong Xi smiled as well, with a hint of praise for Yuran in his smile.

Yu Ran tilted her head slightly, her eyes stared at the roof for a while, and Wan Er answered: "If I had chosen to be obedient, then it stands to reason that I wouldn't have known you ten years ago, and I wouldn't have met Qin Xi, Wan Ran, and too many people now. Or perhaps, I have already died in Jiuquan, and I will only carry endless regret and pain. It's like, now I can understand a little bit of why I'm where I am today. ”

Rong Xun looked at Yuran quietly, as if waiting for her to come to a conclusion.

And Yu Ran lived up to Rong Xi's expectations, she looked at Rong Xi, a pair of dark and translucent eyes seemed to contain a halo of stars, she grinned, opened her lips and said: "Helian Yu has been going around all the way to today, but I hope that one day I can live a peaceful and stable life without being controlled by others." Although I have lost my memory, I still have a thought in my heart that I must live well. Only by living can there be hope and change as much as we can. Rong Xian, I suddenly realize now that I seem to have misunderstood myself. ”

Yuran's heart seemed to suddenly open up, why should she contradict, what is she to contradict?

In this world, if you can't even protect yourself, then you will live a miserable life.

And the reason why she became Helian Yu from an imperial princess is precisely because she is constantly changing, she used to hope that she could live a free and wonderful life, so why does she feel that this is a wrong choice now?

At least, she's alive because of it, and she's living happily. No one will look at her coldly, no one will see her as an ant, just because she has slowly lived a life worthy of the respect of others.

Rong Xun blinked, walked up to Yu Ran, and smiled at her, "How can you misunderstand yourself?" After all, the person who knows himself best is himself after all. ”

"Tolerance."

"Huh?"

"I feel that now, even if I don't have any memories of the past, I can still settle down and do what I want." Yuran's eyes were clear, and her voice was flat, as if she was making a simple decision, but she had a perseverance that others couldn't twist.

Hearing this, Rong Xi smiled freely, "I said that even if Ah Ran has no memory, it has never changed. Whatever you want to do, you can do it again on your own. I believe in you, Aran. ”

In fact, Rong Xi's sentence that he believed her still made Yuran feel quite emotional.

Yu Ran looked at Rong Xian's shockingly beautiful face, the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, and there was a flash of brilliance in a pair of phoenix eyes.

Rong Xi said this sentence, which seemed to be the most comfortable sentence she listened to after waking up from the amnesia of Xiangwangfu.

She really doesn't have any memory, and she doesn't understand what the old self is entangled with the people who appear next to her now. It's just that at this moment, Yuran found that all these things she was struggling with before seemed to matter.

Because, now she is a woman who is ready to come again.

Tauran didn't know when her memories might all be restored, but at least until then, she couldn't lose the face that should have belonged to her.

Yuran wants to prove that what she could do before, she can still do now.

As for Rong Xian, Yuran also has her own ideas.

"You say you believe me, and you say you like me. So Rong Xian, let me ask you, if I want you to marry me, instead of you marrying me, then, are you willing? Yu Ran suddenly slanted her eyebrows and eyes, a pair of phoenix eyes showed a bit of curiosity, and her lips smiled, and her whole body was very natural.

The moment Rong Xi saw Yu Ran showing such an expression, he instantly really felt that the former radiant Yu Ran had returned, and he was going to continue to tell her legend.

Rong Xian's eyes are full of softness, and this softness seems to be able to turn into substance and indulge people. He said funny: "As long as Ah Ran dares, how can Rong Xi be unwilling? ”

Yu Ran thought she was making fun of Rong Xian, but she also expected that Rong Xian would really give such an answer. But when she heard it clearly, she was still full of emotion in her heart. Because, even if Rong Xi's identity is indeed opposite to her, Rong Xi can still show his love for her lightly.

True and false, virtual and real, sometimes Yuran really doesn't want to spend his mind thinking about this.

It would be impossible to say that Yuran didn't have a good impression of Rong Xi. Because in this short period of time, the person who accompanies her the most is Rong Xian.

Even though Yu Ran is now just a small Nanyu in the Xiang Mansion of An Guo, Qin Xi still regards her as a monarch and he as a minister.

Changsun Hong likes her, but more often than not, he is still distressed about the Xiangwang Mansion, and he has always regarded Yuran as a woman who can be placed in the boudoir, just like Changsun Wanran. But Yuran, she subconsciously didn't like this.

And the eldest grandson Wanran regarded Yuran as a sister, but every time Yuran went to talk to her, in the end, the topic was nothing more than a break. They are intimate, but they are not the same kind of people.

On the other hand, looking at Rong Xian, there are obviously too many things that he wants to be busy, but he puts on a relaxed appearance every day, and wants to appear in front of Yuran all the time. Rong Xi should be opposite to her, but he is willing to take the time to take care of her, help her, and even hope that she can love him from the bottom of his heart.

Is it really necessary to distinguish so clearly between true and false?

At this moment, Yuran asked himself like this.

There are always two sides to a person's heart, can she really guarantee that she is always telling the truth to others and showing her sincerity?

Yuran thought that she couldn't do it, and she might even be lying now, deceiving others and herself.