0633: My Life
My name is Liu Xie, and I am the prince of the Han Dynasty, but I have always felt that my life is a tragic story, starting from the moment I was born.
When I was born, my biological mother, the beauty Wang Rong, was poisoned by the queen at the time. Fortunately, I was adopted by the Queen Mother when I was just born, and my father was able to grow up safely because of my father's guilt towards me.
When I became sensible, I have been learning all kinds of knowledge that should be learned according to the requirements of the Queen Mother and my father, maybe I really have some talent? Scholars and doctors would always say that I was dignified and quick-witted, and my father was very fond of me.
But I'm not without distress, because the Queen Mother has always told me not to forget my biological mother's hatred, and to behave well and strive to become the crown prince. Although I just don't understand this, I don't quite understand the meaning of the Queen Mother's words. But I still wrote it down, because both the words of the Queen Mother and the words in the book tell me that this revenge is very, very big, and if you don't repay it, you will be looked down upon by others.
Well...... As a prince, how can I be looked down upon? It's just that the object of revenge is the queen? This makes me very embarrassed, because if I really kill the queen, wouldn't I be a rebel?
As I grew older and understood, I finally realized how ridiculous my distress was. Avenge? If it weren't for the protection of the Queen Mother and the favor of my father, I'm afraid that I, the prince who lost his biological mother, would have been poisoned a few years ago, right?
After all, compared to me, although my only brother was not liked by his father because of his frivolous behavior, as the eldest son of his father, his biological mother was the current queen, and his uncle He Jin was a general of the dynasty.
So from that time on, I gave up this ridiculous idea, just studied hard every day, and was a good prince in the eyes of the queen mother, my father, and even the scholars, and silently waited for the day when I was crowned king. When the time comes, I can go to the fiefdom to stay away from the Jingshi, and spend the rest of my life happily like those uncles.
Well...... Although I'm a little sorry for my mother when I think so, I think that my mother should agree to me doing this under Jiuquan, right?
In the blink of an eye, I was eight years old, but I didn't feel the joy of growing up at all, because my father, whom I had always loved, died of illness. He walked so fast that I didn't even see him for the last time.
But then I got the news that my father was ready to let me succeed to the throne as emperor. This is what the eunuchs told me, and I heard that they had promised my father that even if I fought hard, I would be put in a position.
When I heard the news, I wanted to cry inexplicably, maybe because these people were the first people to pledge their allegiance to me, right? Well...... When I inherit the throne, I must reuse them well. At that time I naively thought, and did not even doubt at all, that they would be able to prop me up to the throne.
After all, that's what my father said, and I heard the queen mother say that these eunuchs are very powerful. By the way, if I ascend the throne, do I want to avenge my biological mother? Well...... I was in distress again.
My distress did not last long, and the next day, the new emperor ascended the throne, but it was not me. My eldest brother Liu Wei still became the emperor with the support of the generals and the empress, oh, now she is the empress dowager. The eunuchs did not fulfill their promise to their father, and my previous distress became a joke again.
Fortunately, I didn't show any joy when I heard the news, otherwise I wouldn't have been laughed at?
In the days that followed, I heard from the Empress Dowager that the eunuchs were still working hard to fight against the generals and others so that they could put me on the throne. But I don't have any illusions at this time. And I don't want to be an emperor either, because I think it's troublesome to be an emperor, and the eunuchs and scholars are always fighting back and forth, is it because the world is too peaceful, so they are really idle and have nothing to do?
Therefore, I am even more looking forward to where my fief is, because according to the ancestral system, I, the emperor's brother, will be sent to the place by the king. Well...... I haven't been out of the capital yet...... No, I don't even seem to have been out of the Imperial City. Alas, what is the outside world really like? I'm looking forward to it.
Soon, in anticipation of me, the news came. King of the Bohai Sea? Well...... I heard that Bohai is not only in Jizhou, but also in the whole world. Hehe, it seems that my brother is still very good to me~ When I go to Bohai, I will definitely get him some delicious food, and by the way, tell him where it is fun~
Well...... Although I'm a little sorry for my mother when I think so, I think she will be considerate of me under Jiuquan, right? After all, revenge or something, it's too hard for me.
It's just that I haven't set off yet, and another news has come that I have been renamed Chen Liuwang. Forget it, King Chen Liu, King Chen Liu, as the location of the former capital of Wei, it won't be too bad, right?
But then again, why didn't you reseal me to Merge State? I always hear my father mention that Li Zikang, and I really want to see him.
Day after day, I still couldn't make it, and I was very distressed because I was too young. Later, I learned that the reason why this was the case was that the eunuchs were doing it. They don't want me to leave the Kyoshi, because if I do, then I will be completely disqualified from inheriting the throne.
Alas, I really want to tell them that I don't want to be emperor anymore, so let me go to Chenliu and enjoy my happiness. Unfortunately, I can't say it, because they are so busy that they can't see anyone at all. I don't know why, but I suddenly got a little angry, because it was my business, but I couldn't make my own decisions.
At the same time, I don't understand why those scholars and eunuchs have to fight for power all day long, aren't these all given by the emperor? Could it be that if they win the fight, they will be able to make the emperor change his mind? Sure enough, the emperor is not as good as I thought, so let's hurry up and go to the fiefdom to be a free king.
I just waited left and right, but the order to release never waited, which made me more and more anxious. It's just that I don't dare to tell anyone, because the Empress Dowager still hopes that I can become the emperor, and if others say that I don't want to be the emperor, I will definitely disappoint the Empress Dowager, and I will even be beaten. How could I be so smart to do such a stupid thing? But...... I'd love to see the outside world sooner.
Soon, I finally got my wish to see the outside world. But I'd rather stay in the palace if I could.
That night, the sound of shouts and killings, cries, and screams filled the otherwise quiet and peaceful imperial city. Just when I was frightened and overwhelmed, the eunuchs appeared, and they escaped from the capital with my eldest brother and me with bloody expressions on their faces. In their words, it was because the general He Jin had rebelled and wanted to kill us......
Well...... I'm not the emperor, so why kill me? Is it because I'm the brother of the eldest brother? I don't quite understand, but I don't dare to say anything because the expressions of these people are so scary.
I don't know how long it took, but there were more and more pursuers, and they all looked so scary, and many people died because of them, which made me believe the eunuchs a little.
After running for a long time, they finally stopped, because their way was blocked. It was a cavalry unit, and it seemed to be more imposing than the troops in the Imperial City. But I don't like the guy at the head very much, because he is so ugly and has such a long beard.
Well? He asked where the emperor was? Alas, even if a person is ugly, he is still so rude. But what reassures me is that he is not like the group of people behind him, who come up and kill people directly. Well...... Looks like a good guy.
I was thinking about it when I suddenly felt the eldest brother next to me tremble, and when I turned my head to look, I found that he was trembling at the ugly man. Alas, you're five years older than me, and you're afraid of an ugly man? Looking around again, a group of people were all silent, how could they be so rude? Although the ugly man on the other side is also rude, you can't do that.
In desperation, I had no choice but to stand up and tell him that the emperor was here. At that time, I felt my eldest brother tremble even more. Looking at his frightened face, for some reason, I felt a little inexplicably happy in my heart. Because I'm not the emperor, otherwise, I'm afraid I would be the one who trembles now. Although, I don't understand why the eldest brother is so scared.
Soon after, I realized that he was afraid that I would take the throne, but I didn't mean to, it was the ugly man who did everything. But there is one thing I can't figure out, why didn't anyone dare to stop the Manchu scholars?
I also became alarmed when I watched my eldest brother take off his crown and robe with a look of fear as he was forcibly pulled to my side. Because I found that what I had thought about before seemed to be coming true, but I was not happy because I didn't want to be as frightened as my eldest brother.
It's just that I obviously can't help but call the shots when things develop, sitting on the dragon chair, wearing the dragon robe that someone else put on me just now. I don't know what to do, this is not the emperor I remember. I was very angry, because the person who had just pulled me had forcibly pressed me to the dragon chair, which made my shoulders hurt and I was even more dissatisfied.
Listening to the congratulatory voices of the hundred officials ringing in my ears, and listening to the orders I gave at all, I suddenly understood why the eldest brother was so scared, because now I am also afraid.
In the days that followed, I finally understood what the puppet in the book really looked like, because I was that puppet now. Although I am the emperor, the government has nothing to do with me, and everything has to be listened to by that ugly man. Well, his name is Dong Zhuo, and he also proclaims himself prime minister? It's so annoying! Well? Are you going to change your name to Taishi again? Forget it, so be it.
But strictly speaking, he was actually quite good to me, and he found me many masters to teach me to read, although there were before, but now these are obviously at a higher level than before. It was also under their teaching that I understood why the former eunuchs and scholars had to fight constantly, and why the Taishi wanted to make me emperor, and understood......
Since then, I've changed, I've become reticent, I've become playless. Every day, I only read books in my life, because the masters told me that only by reading more can I take back everything that belongs to me. Yes, it is mine, whether it is the right to issue orders or the whole world is mine, because I am ...... Emperor!
The officials of the Kanto region raised troops and prepared to attack the Kyoshi? I don't feel happy at all, because I'm not as ignorant as I used to be. I know very well that even if they get rid of Dong Zhuo, I will still be that puppet.
Soon after, my eldest brother Liu Wei and the Empress Dowager, who poisoned my biological mother, died. I know that's not the truth, but what can I do? However, there was a little joy in my heart, because the woman was finally dead. It's a pity that she was still buried with her father, after all, she is the queen mother.
No, my birth mother didn't enjoy this treatment, so I meditated and decided to bury my eldest brother with the eunuch. Since he can't move the queen mother, he can only grieve his eldest brother. In this way, I can be regarded as revenge, right?
The coalition army retreated, Dong Zhuo moved the capital to Chang'an, I didn't have any reaction to this, who made me a puppet? However, it is really disappointing that Li Wushuang, who is often praised by his father, is so useless.
Two years later, I finally waited for the opportunity, and Wang Yun and they killed Dong Zhuo with my cooperation. Although, strictly speaking, I only gave a few orders in a slight cooperation. But so what? Ha ha! The right and the world are all mine! I couldn't be happier.
It's just that God just doesn't seem to want me to be happy, Ma Teng killed Wang Yun and replaced Dong Zhuo to control the court. It's just that...... How dare he blatantly put me under house arrest? I'm the Emperor! The Emperor of the Great Han! Don't he know?!
Forget it, I'm just a puppet anyway, and it doesn't make a difference whether I'm soft or not. Well! Sooner or later, one day, I will punish the nine clans of Ma Teng!
Time passed little by little, and Li Yi beat Ma Teng to the point that he could only defend Chang'an, but I didn't have any reaction. I just read books every day, hoping to find a way to get rid of Ma Teng from these books.
And the opportunity has finally come! I never imagined that everything Ma Teng had done all these years would be controlled by a woman. But it doesn't matter, I'll make it this time!
I asked my eldest brother's concubine to seduce Ma Teng, because I found that Ma Teng seemed to be a little different to her. Although I am a little sorry for my eldest brother for doing this, I have already been sorry for him once, and it doesn't matter if I do it again. Moreover, this is for the sake of the big man! If I didn't know that it was impossible, I would have asked Fu Shou to join her to seduce Ma Teng. Empress? After success, just seal another one.
The plan worked, and I finally escaped. I'll be back, though! As the Emperor! As the true ruler of the world!
Hmph, that guy Jia Xu actually plans to let me go to Li Yi? Don't think I don't know what he's thinking, I just want to use the rescue to join Li Yi's command. Ran away? Forget it, anyway, sooner or later, one day, I will also get rid of that Li Yi! obviously has the strongest strength, but instead of coming to the rescue, he will increase his reputation all day long, which is obviously ill-intentioned!
Damn it! Why are they chasing after them again? That bunch of garbage, can't even make a bait?!
Damn! That horse is running too fast, isn't it?! I can't run! No way! I am the Emperor! I am the son of heaven! How can you die here?! I'm going to be able to get out!
There is a river ahead! God help me! Just jump into the river and I'll be able to escape!
Severe pain in the legs, bastard! How dare you shoot me with a bow and arrow?! But I'm not going to give up, what is this hurt compared to all these years of misery?!
It's close! Now is the time! I jumped as hard as I could, I never knew I could jump so high. Like a bird...... Bah! I'm the emperor, I should be a dragon!
It's just that before I could feel the beauty of freedom, I felt a sharp pain in my chest. That Ma Chao really dared to kill me? Aren't you afraid that the world will crusade against him together?
Never mind...... That's fine...... Least...... I don't have to be a puppet anymore......
My name is Liu Xie, and I am the son of heaven, but I have always felt that my life is a tragic story that ends the moment I die.
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