On the second day, Gu Jinli slept until she woke up naturally, which was probably the middle of the day.

After washing up, Ah Qiao waited for Gu Jinli to have breakfast, and said in a low voice: "Master, what do you need to bring?" The slave and maid go and prepare now. ”

Gu Jinli thought for a while, shook her head and said, "There's nothing to prepare, it's four days back and forth on the road, and if you go for two days at most, you can prepare five or six sets of clothes." ”

For women's clothes, there is an outer skirt over the inner skirt, and another short shirt on the outer skirt, and there are at least three pieces of this set.

If you participate in a palace banquet or something, the hair ornaments on your head, the stickers on your face, and the jewelry on your ears, neck, and wrists, it will be troublesome to bring the jewelry, and it is not convenient to take it on the road.

Gu Jinli is now a "man", men's clothes are not as cumbersome as women's, and a shirt over the middle coat is fine.

Therefore, it is not much to put five or six sets in the package.

"Yes, master." Ah Qiao answered, turned around and went to prepare clothes according to Gu Jinli's preferences.

After Gu Jinli finished eating, Ah Qiao also packed up her things.

Standing up, Gu Jinli said to Ah Qiao: "Follow me into the palace." ”

Ah Qiao thought that she was going to leave in the afternoon, Gu Jinli should go to the palace to explain Yin Suwan, so she nodded and followed her out.

He Xiang and Aiyue actually wanted to follow Gu Jinli to Yunguo in their hearts, after all, they were not at ease when they went to such a far place.

But Gu Jinli asked them to stay in Beijing, and there were other things to do.

For example, Mrs. Liu, who kept an eye on Qiu Juyuan, and if she found a suitable opportunity, she would sneak into Qi Hao's study to find important excerpts.

Although they were a little disappointed, the two maids knew the priority of the matter, and the task assigned by Gu Jinli was obviously more important than going to Yunguo with them.

Thinking about it this way, they are not so sad.

Seeing Gu Jinli coming out of the house, Aiyue, who was watering the flowers, hurriedly said, "Master, you want to go out?" ”

Gu Jinli nodded, "Go to the palace and come back in a while." ”

After just a few steps, she stopped again and asked, "Qi Hao hasn't sent anyone over yet?" ”

Hexiang, who was holding Xiao Hei, knew what Gu Jinli wanted to ask, and took the initiative to say: "Master, maybe there is something in the barracks, and the prince has not come back yet." ”

Gu Jinli's face sank, but she didn't speak again, nodded and walked outside the courtyard.

Aiyue stared at Gu Jinli's back, her eyes rolling.

Putting down the shower, she lowered her voice and said to Hexiang: "Hexiang, what did you mean by the master just now?" ”

"What do you mean?" Hexiang keeps trying to jump on the ground? Xiao Hei said lightly: "You don't know the master's thoughts. ”

"If she really has a little bit of a prince in her heart, how can she let you and me stay in the mansion......"

The rest of the words, she doesn't need to say thoroughly, presumably Aiyue can also understand.

Gu Jinli only had hatred in her heart, and Aiyue whimsically thought that Gu Jinli still had half affection for Qi Hao, and she must definitely not give them the task of stealing letters.

Aiyue opened her mouth and defended unwillingly: "However, the master's attitude towards the prince recently is clearly different from when he first came back." ”

"Think about it, in the past, as long as we mentioned the prince, the master's face immediately grew long."

"Look at it now, the master actually took the initiative to mention the prince."

"Moreover, she was a little unhappy when she heard that the prince didn't come back!"

"Love Moon." Hexiang shook her head and said slowly: "You may have seen too much of the story of the broken mirror reunion in the script, don't think nonsense." ”

After that, she hugged Xiao Hei and went to bask in the sun.

Indeed, Aiyue has read too much of the script, so she can't help but fantasize that Gu Jinli and Qi Hao may still have the possibility of getting back together.

Of course, she is also conflicted in her heart.

In the past two years, she has stayed in King Ning's mansion, and she barely understands Qi Hao.

She didn't know what to do in the court, but she only said that in terms of her feelings for Gu Jinli, Qi Hao really hadn't changed a bit.

With this persistence, Aiyue was still somewhat moved by Qi Hao.

However, after all, this is a private matter between Gu Jinli and Qi Hao, even if she has a little hope in her heart, she can't interfere.

With a wistful sigh, she turned around and went to the house to see if there was anything else she needed to bring.

On the way to the palace, the atmosphere in the carriage was very gloomy.

The eyes look at the nose, and the nose looks at the heart.

Ah Qiao guessed that Gu Jinli must be in a bad mood because of Qi Hao.

Gu Jinli's eyes fell on the book in her hand, but her mind was not on it.

It's all at this time, Qi Hao is really calm!

From beginning to end, he didn't even tell her a letter to go to Yunguo, let alone take her with him!

Too much, doesn't he want to take her with him?

With a cold snort, a cold light flashed in her eyes, and the green tendons on the back of her hand holding the book faintly appeared.

"Master?" Ah Qiao was frightened by the cold air emanating from Gu Jinli's body, and swallowed his saliva.

"Hurry up." Throwing the book on the soft couch, Gu Jinli opened the curtain, glanced outside, and said in a muffled voice.

"Yes." The coachman outside heard the movement, quickly raised his whip, and fell down fiercely.

The horses were in pain, but they really ran faster.

After a while, Gu Jinli arrived at the gate of the palace.

She first went to Shoukang Palace to diagnose the pulse of the Queen Mother according to the old practice, and prescribed a prescription that was neither good nor bad.

Yin Suwan, who had heard the news a long time ago, had already sent Shuang'er to ask Gu Jinli to ask Yin Suwan for a pulse after she came out of Shoukang Palace.

Gu Jinli smiled, carried the medicine box and followed Shuang'er to Yin Suwan's house.

Regarding the relationship between the two, Shuang'er and Ah Qiao have both "acquiesced".

Ah Qiao followed Gu Jinli as a maid, and Gu Jinli's explanation to the outside world was that she was an orphan girl who was accidentally rescued while traveling.

The little maid was dead-eyed, and she relied on her.

Two maids stood at the door, one on the left and one on the right, quietly paying attention to the surrounding movements.

After all, the lonely men and widows in this house are easy to provoke.

Gu Jinli and Yin Suwan sat facing each other, and before they could speak, Yin Suwan's eyes turned red.

Gu Jinli's eyes moved slightly, she looked at Yin Suwan quietly, did not reach out to wipe away the tears on her face, and said gently: "What's wrong?" Why are you crying? ”

It's okay if she doesn't ask, but Yin Suwan's tears poured out of her when she asked.

With beautiful eyes, she choked up and said, "Lin Sheng......"

Gu Jinli was not in a hurry, waiting for her next words.

"I ......" Yin Suwan wiped her tears and sobbed: "I have no way back." ”

Gu Jinli naturally knew the deep meaning of Yin Suwan's words, she leaned over and gently held Yin Suwan in her arms: "Wan'er, don't be afraid. ”

When it comes to love words, it seems that you don't need to think about it at all, and you can just open your mouth.

However, the word "Wan'er" came out of her mouth for the first time and crossed Yin Suwan's heartstrings.

"Lin Sheng......" Yin Suwan raised her eyes slightly, her eyes teary, "I really only have you left." ”

"I know." Gu Jinli smiled, this smile was beautiful, but faintly revealed gentleness and care: "You don't have no way back, I am your back road." ”

Yin Suwan listened, bit her lip and whispered: "Lin Sheng, my body is no longer clean, you ...... Will you dislike me? ”

She stared at Gu Jinli tightly, for fear that she would show the slightest disgust.

Gu Jinli looked as usual, stroked her hair, and said seriously: "Wan'er, I will only answer this question once." ”

"You will always be the purest and kindest woman, I will not dislike you, never."

"Lin Sheng......" Yin Suwan was very moved, and was about to throw herself into Gu Jinli's arms, but she raised her hand to block her.

With both hands on Yin Suwan's shoulders, Gu Jinli continued: "Wan'er, if people don't do it for themselves, heaven and earth will be destroyed. ”

"You're just a weak woman who doesn't want to be at the mercy of fate, and if you want to say dirty, dirty people, it should be those stinky men!"

Let's not talk about what "Lin Sheng" thinks in his heart, just say that Yin Suwan's personal maid Shuang'er, after Yin Suwan secretly went out of the palace and came back from messing with Lord Yang last time, Shuang'er looked at Yin Suwan's eyes a little strange.

Of course, this anomaly did not dare to show it too obviously.

Perhaps, in Shuang'er's heart, Yin Suwan will have sex with all kinds of different men in the future.

There are fat-headed pig ears, brains full of fat intestines, dry and thin monkeys, weak and windy, in short, these men have a common characteristic, that is, they are much older than Yin Suwan, they are ugly, and they are all womanizers.

Thinking of Yin Suwan, who is like a flower, she turned around under these stinky men, and she couldn't imagine what kind of disgusting picture it was.

Yin Suwan also felt disgusted by her behavior, but she couldn't help it, because there was no turning back when she opened the bow.

Now she has become a "bitch" who can be a husband, but the fake and high in her heart makes her unable to care about other people's opinions and eyes.

Especially "Lin Sheng", the man who gave her warmth when she was in the dark.

He once said that he was willing to love her unconditionally.

He had said that she was beautiful and pure in his heart.

Although he also proposed that she use her beauty to win over the minister, she was afraid that she would be degraded and degraded by him.

In the past, when Yin Suwan was not married, the Yin family had an old cook from a foreign country, Xu Ma.

Mother Xu was a woman from a small family when she was young, but unfortunately her husband was a gambler, and not only ruined the whole family, but also owed a lot of debts to the gambling house.

The husband had no money to repay the debt, so the gambling house was going to cut off one of his hands, and in desperation, in order to save her husband, Xu's mother could only sell herself in the Qinglou and use the money she received every month to pay off her husband's debts.

The girls had to give the big head to the bustard for the money they received from the guests, so there was not much money in hand.

After two years, she didn't know how many customers she received, and finally paid off her debts.

It's a pity that her husband who has lost his conscience has already had a new love, and he also thinks that she is a wave of thousands of people and ten thousand people, and he speaks ill of her, punches and kicks.

Mother Xu, who was humiliated, was full of sadness, and she couldn't think of committing suicide by throwing herself into the river for a while.

Maybe it was God who took pity on her when she met someone, and the river floated her to a foreign country, and she was saved by the old housekeeper of the Yin family.

The old housekeeper saw that she was pitiful, so he brought her into Yin's house to be a cook.

Xu Ma's tragic experience is different from Yin Suwan's, one is to passively do the kind of things that serve people in Israel, sell laughter and sell meat, and the other is active for the sake of power.

However, Yin Suwan is afraid that "Lin Sheng" will look down on herself in her heart and disgust herself.

Hearing that Gu Jinli had put all the charges on those shameless men, the boulder that had been pressing on Yin Suwan's heart for many days disappeared in an instant.

No matter whether Gu Jinli really thinks so in her heart, no matter how true the words in her mouth are, it can be heard in Yin Suwan's ears, and these words are enough!

At the very least, she can still deceive herself into believing that she is still the pure, immaculate, spotless white lotus, respected and loved.

And those things that have been done in secret, let them rot in the dark shadows that cannot be seen!

"Lin Sheng!" Extremely excited, Yin Suwan buried her head in Gu Jinli's arms again.

Her tears flowed down her eyes, wetting the clothes on Gu Jinli's chest.

Gu Jinli's body stiffened, because she had already pushed Yin Suwan away once just now, so it was not good to push it away again, so she could only twitch the corner of her mouth and pat Yin Suwan's back: "Don't cry, I feel distressed when I cry." ”

Who knows, Yin Suwan not only cried even more, but her hand around Gu Jinli's waist was tighter, and the bodies of the two people were close together, which made Gu Jinli panic.

First, Gu Jinli is a woman, so naturally she doesn't like women who like to give her arms like men.

Second, the person who threw herself into her arms was still Yin Suwan, a woman who was not even as good as a woman in the Qinglou, and Gu Jinli disliked her for being dirty.

Feeling Yin Suwan's hand groping on her belt, Gu Jinli pushed Yin Suwan hard.

Yin Suwan was caught off guard, and with a "bang", she was pushed to the ground.

"Wan'er, what are you doing here?!" Gu Jinli's face was serious, and her cold eyes made Yin Suwan's heart suddenly rise to her throat.

Yin Suwan was ashamed and afraid, she knew that Gu Jinli was angry.

Choking back to tears, she was too timid to speak.

Moreover, the first time she took the initiative to attack Gu Jinli, she was rejected, and she didn't know how to face Gu Jinli.

So, silence is the best thing to do.

Gu Jinli's hand touched her waist without a trace, and she unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that the strap was only a little looser.

After tying the strap tightly, she squatted down and wiped away her tears for Yin Suwan, but she was silent.

Yin Suwan hesitated for a moment and whispered, "Lin Sheng, you actually still dislike me in your heart, right?" ”

A woman who is in love will always suffer from gains and losses.

Just like back then, when Yin Suwan fell in love with Qi Hao, she was afraid that Qi Hao would leave her because her leg was broken and her face was ruined.

Now, Yoon So-wan will be uneasy because of her unclean body.

Gu Jinli shook her head and sighed faintly: "Wan'er, I don't dislike you. ”

"Then why did you ...... just now" Yin Suwan turned her face away, and there was only a little shame left for her to say the words "don't want me".

After all, offering to ask a man to ask for such a thing as himself is not something that ordinary women can do.

"Wan'er, it's not that I don't want you, but ......" Gu Jinli's expression was a little gloomy, and she whispered in a bitter voice: "I can't want you." ”

"Why?" When Yin Suwan heard this, she looked at Gu Jinli in surprise.

Seeing that she looked like she had something unspeakable, Yin Suwan's gaze shifted from Gu Jinli's face to her body, and said tentatively: "Could it be, are you ...... Your body ......"

This implicit inquiry revealed a slight tremor and a slight disappointment.

Could it be that the man she fell in love with couldn't be humane?

So, "Lin Sheng" is a eunuch? Or is there a hidden disease in the body?

Gu Jinli could see through what Yin Suwan was thinking at a glance, she was going to deny Yin Suwan's idea, but after thinking about it, in order to prevent Yin Suwan from coveting her at one time, it was better to let her die directly.

Nodding, Gu Jinli withdrew her hand little by little.

Her expression became more and more sad and heavy, and she stood up, leaving Yin Suwan with a lonely and lonely back.

"When I was young, I studied medicine with my master, and in order to identify the herbs, I tried it myself. Over time, the toxicity of some herbs will accumulate in the body. So, my body ......" Gu Jinli's voice became deeper and lower, as if even she didn't exist, and listening to it couldn't help but make people feel a sense of distress and pity.

For Yin Suwan, "Lin Sheng" is the second person besides Qi Hao who wants to be close to her.

Back then, she felt inferior because of her legs, and she didn't dare to make love with Qi Hao at first.

Later, when she wanted to have an intimate relationship with Qi Hao, Qi Hao actually empathized and fell in love with Gu Jinli.

Later, she completely broke with Qi Hao and lived in the palace.

Who would have thought that her precious virgin body would be tainted by that damn envoy of the Cloud Kingdom!

Her first time, even if she didn't give it to Qi Hao, she couldn't lose it in such a hurry without knowing it!

At that time, she was still happy to think that Qi Hao had been poisoned by her.

As everyone knows, Qi Hao left halfway and threw the envoy of Yunguo on her bed.

Qi Hao's behavior is really ruthless to the extreme.

Anyway, she is nominally his woman, and he threw her to someone else as if he had lost a torn dress, such a ruthless man is really rare in the world!

Yin Suwan sincerely wanted to open her body and mind to accept "Lin Sheng", but she didn't expect "Lin Sheng" to be a person who couldn't do it......

The mood was very complicated, and Yin Suwan didn't know how to describe her feelings, and her head was a little confused.

Hearing that there was no movement behind her, Gu Jinli laughed at herself again: "Wan'er, it is precisely because I know my physical condition that I never dare to ask for you." ”

"I've always thought that as long as I can be by your side silently, I'll be satisfied."

"But all people are greedy."

"As I see you more and more, I will have an instinctive desire for my beloved like an ordinary man."

"You won't know how much pain I feel in my heart every time I look at you and hold you."

"Several times, I've told myself not to come near you again, but I can't control my heart."

After a pause, she continued to open her eyes and say nonsense: "Wan'er, you are so beautiful, how can I dislike you?" ”

"I'm just afraid that I'm not good enough to give you the happiness that a woman deserves."

Gu Jinli's voice was indeed as she said, every word was full of pain and suffering, leaving a brand on Yin Suwan's heart, burning her painfully.

"Lin Sheng......" It was false to say that she was not moved, Yin Suwan stood up, walked behind Gu Jinli, hugged her, and choked up: "Don't say that, you are very good, really good!" ”

The corners of Gu Jinli's mouth overflowed with a sneer, but her voice still sounded painful: "No, I'm not good." ”

"I just hate why I didn't meet you sooner, I ......"

As she spoke, she stopped abruptly as if she couldn't control her emotions.

Such a forbearant and strong "Lin Sheng", who loves himself deeply, completely captured Yin Suwan's heart.

Even if "Lin Sheng" can't give herself the pleasure of the bed, but she can get his true heart, she feels that everything is worth it.

No one is perfect, her body is dirty, and "Lin Sheng" has a disease, so the two of them can be regarded as a "good match".

made up her mind, Yin Suwan said in a firm tone: "Lin Sheng, I don't mind how your body is, I just want you to love me!" ”

Gu Jinli wiped away the coldness at the corner of her mouth, turned around, hugged Yin Suwan lightly, and swore as if she promised: "Wan'er, I love you." ”

Yin Suwan said "um", and her mood eased.

The two sat down again, and Gu Jinli poured tea for Yin Suwan and said in a deep voice: "I will go to Yunguo with King Ning in the afternoon, and when I come back in a few days, you take care of yourself." ”

As soon as she heard "Qi Hao", Yin Suwan couldn't help but worry: "Qi Hao...... Did he hurt you? ”

"You watch him carefully, he's ruthless, if ...... If you can't compete with him, ......"

Qi Hao's treatment of "Lin Sheng" has been obvious to everyone for so long.

Yin Suwan was unable to share the same man with women in her early years, but now she has to share "Lin Sheng" with Qi Hao.

Although "Lin Sheng" occasionally looks sleek, Yin Suwan knows that the arrogance in "Lin Sheng" does not allow herself to commit to Qi Hao.

It's just that Qi Hao's domineering temperament, if he really wants "Lin Sheng", "Lin Sheng" seems to be able to "tie his hands and catch him".

If "Lin Sheng" resists, then he can only be injured......

Therefore, out of the desire to think about "Lin Sheng", Yin Suwan wanted to say that if it really came to that point, it would be better to let "Lin Sheng" follow Qi Hao.

Gu Jinli pursed her lips, and only changed the topic after a while: "Wan'er, you don't have to worry about me, I will protect myself." ”

"Those lists I gave you, you hide them, don't let anyone find out."

"I know." Yin Suwan nodded, and said, "There are already a few ministers who have taken a stand, and among the rest, I plan to start with Lord Wang first." ”

Gu Jinli agreed: "Lord Wang is a member of the Ning Wang Party, yes." ”

"Knock knock", a knock sounded outside the door: "Master, it's not too early, you should go back." ”

On the way here, Gu Jinli had already explained to Ah Qiao that if she stayed in Yin Suwan's house longer than the time of a cup of tea, then she quickly reminded herself by knocking on the door.

First, I am afraid that I will miss the time of departure.

Second, she really doesn't want to entangle with Yin Suwan more.

"Lin Sheng......" Yin Suwan's eyes were obviously reluctant, and when she saw Gu Jinli standing up, her eyes moistened again: "Be careful on the road." ”

Gu Jinli smiled, patted Yin Suwan on the shoulder, and then turned around and walked out of the room.

Yin Suwan sent a few steps, afraid that others would see it, so she stopped.

Shuang'er looked at her reddish eyes, lowered her head and pretended not to see.