108. Wrong is wrong
After a night of hard work, until the sky was about to turn white, he finally returned to Xiaojiang Village.
Lema stood on the high ground at the head of the village, looking at the courtyard not far away that shrouded in the morning light. He was in a state of confusion for a moment, and he couldn't wait to ask her what was going on along the way. He wanted to hear her deny it, saying that it was just Yin Liang's sowing discord, even if she lied to him.
But at this time, he stood in front of the house, but his heart suddenly hesitated.
He understands her, she has a lot of things buried in her heart, others can't touch her, the more calm she is on the surface, the more undercurrent is surging in her heart. Just like what happened to Bai Zhiru at the beginning, her face was light, but she didn't even want to give him a chance to explain.
At that time, he thought that time would be the medicine, so that she would forget the unpleasantness. But the look on her face when she saw Bai Zhiru again a few days ago made him suddenly realize how wrong he was.
She's a duplicitous liar at all, she doesn't care about anything, it doesn't matter if it's a lie. The moment Bai Zhiru appeared, it became a hurdle in her heart, where could she get by so easily! She's just being stubborn.
But since she resents him in her heart, does it mean that she loves him? If you are in love, why do you write such a play with a pen and give them such an ending?! And the dodge-ko soup......
Just when he was upset and uncertain, the courtyard door was opened with a "squeak", and Su Luan rubbed his eyes and walked out of the door in a trance.
"Tang Mingqi?" Her eyes widened as she looked at the man sitting on the horse in front of her, and for a moment she felt a little incredulous.
Tang Mingqi turned over and dismounted, his body was slightly wet, with these morning dews.
She threw herself into his arms with a smile and rubbed her head against his chest: "Didn't you say you would come back in the evening?" How is it so fast? β
Tang Mingqi's body stiffened, and after a while, he let go of the reins in his hand, pulled her into the courtyard, and looked at her with a straight face: "Luan'er, I have something to ask you?" You have to answer me truthfully! β
Su Luan was stunned for a moment, nodded and said, "You say." β
He couldn't take his eyes off and looked at her deeply: "Tell me, you've never drunk Shunzi soup, right?" β
Su Luan's heart was like being pricked by a needle. She didn't know how to speak, his eyes were too hot, as if waiting for her to shake his head in denial.
After a short silence, Tang Mingqi raised his hand to touch her slightly pale little face, and said with a wry smile: "I'll just say, you won't treat me like that." How could my Luan'er drink that kind of thing......"
Su Luan's body was shocked, and he just wanted to explain, but a thought suddenly flashed in his mind, if he misunderstood, would he be able to take the opportunity to force him away?! She really couldn't think of a better idea to let him leave naturally, whether this misunderstanding was deliberately done by someone or he accidentally learned about it, it was an opportunity given to her by God......
She made up her mind, took a step back, staggered his hand, suppressed the sourness that was churning in her throat, and said with difficulty: "I'm sorry...... I...... I don't want to lie to you......"
Yes, I don't want to lie to you Tang Mingqi. But this time, we're going to be wrong and we're wrong. I'll give you an explanation in the future!
Tang Mingqi withdrew his hand and clenched it into a fist, his nails digging deep into his palm. He approached her step by step, forcibly endured the pain in his heart, and asked in a dumb voice, "What am I to you?" Just a lifesaver to help you get out of the Lin family? Or is it the same as what you wrote in your playbook, an acting partner? β
No! No!
Su Luan's body trembled uncontrollably slightly, and there were too many complex emotions in his eyes, pain, forbearance, and determination.
At this moment, a figure suddenly flashed in the half-open doorway, and she couldn't see the person's appearance clearly, only a shadow of the corner of the light gray robe......
Grey robe......
It seems to be worn by any of them......
Su Luan's eyes shrank, and the uneasiness in his heart was suddenly magnified. Her body tensed tightly, telling herself that since she had decided, don't hesitate, she can't fall short!
The corners of her mouth were tightly pursed, and her stubborn appearance fell in Tang Mingqi's eyes, as if she was a wordless acquiescence to his questioning.
"If you don't speak, that's what you admit? Also, didn't you say early in the morning that when we leave here, we don't ask for anything else, just a letter to release our wives. His eyes narrowed slightly, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a sneer, "It's just me, like a fool, thinking about the past." And you, from the beginning, never believed in me, you only believed in yourself. β
The person in front of him has a seven-trick exquisite heart, where he needs to reach out to save it. She clearly remembers everything, but she can endure it for years, or even give up the past completely. Such a person does not need to believe him at all!
"Tang Mingqi ......" she choked up and blurted out to interrupt him, "Don't say it......"
"Don't say anything? Don't talk about these facts?! Tang Mingqi pinched her jaw and forced her to look at herself, "I thought that if you and I had a round room, you would understand my thoughts." Unexpectedly, this is not worth the weight of a straw in your heart...... How much do you want to draw a line with me, and you don't even want to have a child for me?! β
Su Luan wanted to shake his head and tell him that it wasn't like that! She didn't want to distance herself from him. But no, only this time, she had to force him to leave, Ren Ci's temptation that day was obvious, he was suspicious of her. And before long, he and the man will definitely make a move, and the more he stays here, the more danger they will both have.
She bit her lower lip desperately, desperately restrained the throbbing pain in her heart, looked at him coldly, and forced herself to say those hurtful words: "What about you? What is your identity? As Mr. Qin said, he is just his protΓ©gΓ©, just a child of a family of Kyoto Wang? Tang Mingqi, I'm not stupid. β
"Those boxes of things sent from Kyoto all have the imperial emblem on them. In all fairness, will there really be a result between me and you? As she spoke, she rolled her eyes, and the tears in the corners of her eyes suddenly slipped down and dripped on his hands, "Huh...... Having a baby...... Do you want him to end up as an illegitimate child? Or is the mother and son separated and never seen in this life? β
It's not that she doesn't want to give him a baby, it's just that she's scared too. She was afraid that the two of them were not sure enough. She was afraid that there would be too many variables, and she was powerless to resist.
For two lifetimes, her only warmth was the Lin family and his wife, she knew the hardships and loneliness of growing up alone. She didn't want her children to end up in the same fate as her. She wants her baby to be able to grow up as she pleases. I hope he can be blessed, and I hope that when he turns back, he can see and rely on, instead of being alone, and he can't turn back, go all the way.
She wanted to wait for all this to pass, so that she could be honest with him. She wanted their child to be born in anticipation and wishes......