Chapter 425: My Wan'er
"Da Da Da", the carriage drove towards the palace without speed or slow.
In the following time, Qi Hao and Gu Jinli did not speak.
Ah Qiao always maintained the action of supporting Gu Jinli, lowered his head, and was as obedient as ever.
It is said that the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear.
This sentence is really not wrong at all.
As an outsider, although Ah Qiao didn't know what happened between Qi Hao and Gu Jinli back then.
However, just looking at the current Qi Hao, his affection for Gu Jinli is really not fake at all, so he almost gouged out a heart with a knife to take a look.
Thinking of Gu Jinli's tormented and wavering state between Qi Hao and revenge, Ah Qiao felt that she was very pitiful.
said it mercilessly, Gu Jinli and herself are both chess pieces, but Gu Jinli's chess piece is more important on Mo Li's big chessboard.
sighed silently in her heart, she only hoped that in this battle, no matter whether Qi Hao won in the end, or Mo Li and Chen Zexuan won, as long as Gu Jinli was not injured.
After a while, the carriage stopped.
Without waiting for Ah Qiao to shout, Gu Jinli opened her eyes by herself.
Pulling out the silver needle from her temple, she lifted the curtain with a blank face and jumped out of the carriage.
Ah Qiao also hurriedly got out of the car and hurriedly followed.
Gu Jinli's steps are extremely fast, and she walks with the wind.
Soon, it disappeared from Qi Hao's sight.
Seeing Qi Hao standing next to the carriage, Du Jiang stopped and wondered: "Lord Wang? ”
Qi Hao shook his head and walked silently in the direction of the imperial study.
It was probably because Qi Hao had affected her mood just now, so Gu Jinli didn't even have the mood to go to the Queen Mother's Shoukang Palace to deal with it.
She went straight to Yin Suwan's courtyard, not caring about the curious glances cast by the passers-by.
Under Shuang'er's report, Yin Suwan learned that Gu Jinli came directly, so she thought that Gu Jinli must have missed herself too much, otherwise she would not be so reckless.
What if this falls into the eyes of others and arouses suspicion?
However, doesn't this also show that his status in Gu Jinli's heart is very unusual?
I was nervous and excited, and I tidied up my hair in the mirror before I let Shuang'er open the door.
According to the old rules, Shuang'er and Ah Qiao are still guarding the door and watching the wind.
Looking at her sweetheart who had lost a lot of weight, Yin Suwan couldn't help but shed tears, "Lin Sheng, you have lost weight." ”
Gu Jinli also heard Chen Zexuan say this sentence on the night she just returned to Beijing, and her mood was moved.
But at this moment, listening to Yin Suwan again, Gu Jinli was a little disgusted.
Raising the corners of her lips, she raised her hand to caress Yin Suwan's palm-sized face, her tone was soft, but the light in her eyes did not have the slightest warmth: "Wan'er, these days when I am not in Beijing, can you still handle it alone?" ”
"I ......" Yin Suwan wanted to confide in Gu Jinli all the grievances and humiliations she had suffered under those men, but looking at Gu Jinli's clear eyes, she couldn't speak anymore.
First, although he really wanted to get Gu Jinli's comfort and warmth, he didn't want to expose his unbearability.
Second, Yin Suwan also knew that Gu Jinli had been injured on the way to Yunguo, so she couldn't bear to worry about Gu Jinli after knowing what had happened.
Laughing far-fetched, Yin Suwan pulled Gu Jinli to sit down and whispered, "I'm okay." ”
After Gu Jinli sat down, she asked again, "What about your injury, is it healed now?" ”
Gu Jinli withdrew her hand from Yin Suwan's hand, then patted the back of her hand, and said gently: "Don't worry, it's already fine." ”
After a pause, she pretended to be casual and said, "Wan'er, those officials, didn't embarrass you, did you?" ”
"Lin Sheng......" Yin Suwan pinched the handkerchief, with a hint of trembling in her tone: "The list you gave me, there are still about a dozen people left." ”
"They...... Can they really do my bidding? ”
I don't know if it's because she trusts Gu Jinli too much, or if Yin Suwan has completely lost herself and reason.
She felt that as long as she put those ministers under the pomegranate skirt, those people would be at her mercy.
is about to complete the task given to her by Gu Jinli, and this feeling is like the closer to success, the more she will take care of it, and she will suffer from gains and losses.
She was afraid that something would go wrong, and that everything she had done would be wasted.
And Gu Jinli is Yin Suwan's hope.
As long as Gu Jinli nods, Yin Suwan will have the motivation to take down all the rest of the people in one go.
Gu Jinli saw through Yin Suwan's psychology at a glance, she nodded, and her calm voice carried the power to soothe people's hearts: "Wan'er, don't doubt your ability." ”
"Don't be afraid, keep moving forward."
"Even if you fall into the abyss, I will pick you up below."
Ahead, it is indeed an abyss, but Gu Jinli will not follow Yin Suwan.
Even if he catches her halfway, he will only throw Yin Suwan down again.
Let Yin Suwan taste the pain of despair after rekindling hope.
Gu Jinli said "ability", not "charm", as if she was praising Yin Suwan for how capable she is.
Yin Suwan got courage from Gu Jinli's words, she took a deep breath, and said resolutely: "Lin Sheng, as long as you accompany me, I am not afraid." ”
Gu Jinli smiled faintly and changed the topic: "Wan'er, there is something I want to ask you." ”
Yin Suwan poured Gu Jinli a cup of tea and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
"I haven't been in the capital for a long time, and I don't know much about Qi Hao." Gu Jinli pondered and said slowly: "Can you tell me what happened between him and that Concubine Gu back then?" ”
Gu Jinli hadn't thought of asking Yin Suwan this question.
However, the words that suddenly popped up in her mind on the carriage made her want to get an answer from Yin Suwan on a whim the moment she saw Yin Suwan.
First, Mo Li and Chen Zexuan have a version in their mouths, Qi Hao is always ambiguous every time he mentions the things of the year, and the two girls, Aiyue and Hexiang, are probably afraid that they will be sad and keep silent about the past.
And Yin Suwan was one of the parties back then, and she must know what happened.
Second, Yin Suwan once loved Qi Hao to the point of madness, and Gu Jinli also wanted to see what kind of person Qi Hao was in Yin Suwan's mouth.
Yin Suwan's body trembled, and her two red lips trembled: "You...... Did you hear something? ”
In Yin Suwan's impression, Gu Jinli had never asked about Qi Hao and Gu Jinli, so she was subconsciously a little weak and nervous.
Gu Jinli's face was as usual, and she said thoughtfully: "On the night of the assassination, Qi Hao's wound was infected and his high fever did not stop, so he shouted 'Ah Gu' all night. ”
"At first, I didn't know who the 'Ah Gu' was, but after quietly inquiring, I found out that the woman was one of his side concubines back then."
"So...... So, what do you want to know? Yin Suwan only felt that she was like a ghost with a pure and flawless face at the moment, and now that the skin had been torn open by Gu Jinli, as long as she pulled hard, the ugly and hideous true face she hid behind the face would be exposed.
Gu Jinli saw that Yin Suwan's emotions were a little excited, so she patiently took her in her arms, patted her gently on the back, and said softly: "Wan'er, you and I have known each other so far, and my past with you is only limited to knowing that you were once Princess Ning. ”
"Of course, if I haven't heard a word of gossip about you, you'll know I'm lying to you as soon as you hear it."
"Wan'er, the reason why I never asked about your past is not because I believe the words of others, but because I know that if there are a thousand people, there will be a thousand mouths."
"In the eyes of a thousand people, there will be a thousand of you in their mouths."
"Kind you, unbearable you, they will make up a lot of different you."
"However, those you are all living in the mouths of others, I have never seen you."
"Wan'er, if you really love someone, you won't understand someone from the mouths of others."
"Lin Sheng......" Gu Jinli's words made Yin Suwan burst into tears.
She raised her head, choked with tears in her eyes, and said, "What if...... What they say, is it true? ”
"In the past, I did a lot of bad things, and I also harmed others by unscrupulous means."
"You...... Do you still think I'm kind and pure? ”
What Yin Suwan was like in the past, Gu Jinli naturally knew it from Chen Zexuan and Mo Li.
Now she is most concerned about Qi Hao and her past, who has the kung fu to care whether Yin Suwan is pure or not, kind or not?
Besides, Yin Suwan, a woman, has long been dirty, if she is really pure and kind, she will definitely not be lured astray by herself!
Her face sank, and Gu Jinli said coldly: "Everyone has the past, and they also have the right to start over, even if you are really as they say, but these are all in the past." ”
"I only want to believe what I see with my own eyes and what I feel with my heart."
"As for the rest, I don't care."
Helping Yin Suwan wipe away her tears, Gu Jinli turned the topic back to the point just now, "I asked you about Qi Hao and that woman to see if I could find a breakthrough point to deal with Qi Hao." ”
"However, I also don't understand one thing, if Qi Hao really loves that woman deeply, how can he change his temper and ...... to me"
Clenching her fists, she slammed the table hard, and said angrily: "Wan'er, you can't know how uncomfortable my heart is when I am a dignified man, but I am humiliated and ridiculed as Qi Hao's little male pet by those vulgar ministers of Yun Kingdom!" ”
"It's really shameful and indignant, and I don't have a face to see people!"
Gu Jinli's handsome face turned red, and in Yin Suwan's eyes, it really looked like she hated Qi Hao.
Entangled in her heart, she knew whether she should tell Gu Jinli the grievances and grievances of the three people in the past.
"Wan'er." Sensing Yin Suwan's hesitation, Gu Jinli held her hand again, and said in a sad and indignant tone: "At the moment of the assassination, I was thinking that instead of inexplicably becoming Qi Hao's forbidden descendant for a lifetime, it would be better to be killed by an assassin with a sword!" ”
"However, you are still waiting for me in Beijing."
"I haven't done many things with you, and I haven't made those who hurt you before pay, so I don't dare to die."
"Wan'er...... I don't know if you're sad if you're dead, but I feel sorry for you when I think about you. ”
"My Wan'er, she is the best woman in the world, and I have to come back alive to protect her."
I don't know if I was moved by my own words, or I was deeply impressed by my acting skills.
Gu Jinli's tears fell, and Yin Suwan covered her mouth and cried lowly.
The grievances that "Lin Sheng......" had accumulated in his heart for many years were like a flood that broke through the river embankment in an instant, and he was out of control because of Gu Jinli's sincerity.
Yin Suwan cried so much that she couldn't help herself, she cried so dark that she couldn't breathe.
Although she cried many times in front of Gu Jinli, she would have restrained her emotions before, but only this time did she cry the most presumptuous and happy.
Because, she is like an onion, peeled off layer by layer by Gu Jinli.
And the innermost one, the closer she is to her true face.
The real her is insidious and cunning, scheming, ruthless, vicious and selfish.
Anyway, all the good words have nothing to do with her.
She is a bad woman in the eyes of most people, and the reason why she has survived until now is just relying on the snort of the Queen Mother.
Every time she heard that Gu Jinli was so beautiful in her mouth, she actually felt very bad in her heart.
Like a sweet dream, Yin Suwan was worried that after waking up from the dream, Gu Jinli would be disappointed to find that Wan'er, who was spotless like a lotus, was fake.
And now, all of her Gu Jinli is gone.
Because Gu Jinli doesn't care about her past, she doesn't care what she has done!
Gu Jinli will not despise and spit on herself like others!
Moved, relieved, and all kinds of emotions made Yin Suwan cry for almost a cup of tea.
Gu Jinli knew that only after Yin Suwan had completely passed the hurdle in her heart, would she tell the past without reservation.
So, except for wiping Yin Suwan's tears, she didn't say anything, just waited quietly.
The amount of water in the body is always limited.
Yin Suwan has been crying for so long, and she is tired from crying.
Since Gu Jinli has given herself a new life, she is also willing to tell Gu Jinli everything as it is.
With sobs, Yin Suwan's voice was hoarse after crying: "Back then, when Qi Hao and I were about to get married, I was hit by a frightened carriage on the street and broke my leg. ”
"At that time, everyone, including me and Qi Hao, thought it was Gu Jin, the eldest lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion? Pushed me underneath the carriage. ”
"If it weren't for the emperor taking care of Gu Xiang, I'm afraid Gu Jin? will really be killed by Qi Hao in a fit of rage."
"Later, the emperor wanted to turn a big thing into a small thing, so he turned Gu Jin? married Qi Hao as a side concubine. ”
"Qi Hao because of me, to Gu Jin? All kinds of torture. ”
"I sympathize with her, but I also hate her."
Recalling the past, Yin Suwan is like an old man in his last years, and she feels that what happened two years ago is as if decades have passed, which makes people feel indescribable.
"After all, if it weren't for her, my leg wouldn't have broken and my appearance wouldn't have been ruined." As she spoke, she unconsciously reached out and stroked the scar on her eyebrows, which was no longer visible, and sighed: "It's just that we don't know at all that Gu Jin, who is married to Qi Hao, is not the real Gu Jin, but Gu Jinli, the illegitimate daughter of Gu Xiang." ”
"Gu Xiang and Mrs. Gu know Gu Jin? If you marry Qi Hao, you will definitely die, so you let Gu Jinli Li Dai Tao stiff, for Gu Jin? Guilty. ”
The night before Qi Hao and Shen Biyun got married, that is, the night before Gu Jinli jumped off the cliff, the ridicule on the corner of Yin Suwan's lips grew.
She still remembers that when she threatened to expose Gu Jinli's identity and forced Gu Jinli to commit suicide, Gu Jinli's indifferent and indifferent appearance was like a clown jumping off the beam in comparison.
Seeing that Gu Jinli listened carefully and attentively, Yin Suwan said regretfully: "It's a pity that Qi Hao discovered Gu Jinli's identity before me, and ...... Fell in love with her. ”
"I can't tolerate the empathy of a man I've loved for many years, and I'm even more unwilling to watch the two of them love sweetly all day long, so I hurt her many times in private."
"Qi Hao turned a blind eye to me at first, and then ...... Maybe I've gone too far, or maybe it's the nature of a man, Qi Hao finally got tired of me. ”
"He didn't even disdain me perfunctory, and proposed to reconcile with me, but I naturally refused."
Gu Jinli thought about the "love and sweetness" in Yin Suwan's mouth, and wondered if she and Qi Hao were acting on the spot at that time.
One is for revenge, and the other has already seen through the identity of the other party.
Her eyes moved slightly, she endured her doubts and asked, "What do you think about Gu Jinli...... What have they done? ”
"What did you do?" At this moment, it felt like a prisoner before being executed was looking back on the sins he had committed, Yin Suwan tried hard to recall, and sighed faintly: "A lot, a lot." ”
"Poisoning, assassination, framing...... It's too much for me to remember. ”
"In the end, I used Aiyue's life to threaten her, forcing her to jump off the cliff of despair."
Gu Jinli's heart trembled and she gasped.
She has always firmly believed that she was forced to death by Qi Hao back then, but she didn't expect that the person who forced herself to death would be Yin Suwan!
If what Yin Suwan said is true, she did the cliff jumping single-handedly and has nothing to do with Qi Hao, then Mo Li and Chen Zexuan have lied to themselves!
Gu Jinli's reaction made Yin Suwan think that she was frightened by her viciousness, so she couldn't help but tone down, "Lin Sheng, I have human blood on my hands, do you still think I'm kind?" ”
Gu Jinli's fist hidden in her sleeve clenched tightly, suppressed her resentment, and shook her head with a heavy expression: "Love can make people selfish, I understand what you did at that time." ”
Yin Suwan was grateful that she didn't see a trace of disgust in Gu Jinli's eyes, and Gu Jinli's pheasant only gave her the courage to continue talking: "I sometimes think, how many people can fit in a man's heart?" ”
"When he loved me, he really spoiled me to the extreme."
"But he loves Gu Jinli, and he can't wait to hold everything in this world in front of her."
"He protects her, and for her sake, regardless of his love affair with me for many years, he asks the emperor to make peace in front of the public."
Grievances, resentment, and resentment came to her heart again, and Yin Suwan's voice was full of accusations against the negative person: "For her sake, he also turned against the Queen Mother who had raised him for many years." ”
"For Gu Jinli, Qi Hao can really be the enemy of everyone."
"A man's words are often not credible." Gu Jinli listened to Qi Hao in Yin Suwan's mouth, her heart was more sour than Yin Suwan, she pulled her lips, "Wan'er, how do you know that Qi Hao is true love for Gu Jinli?" ”
"Lin Sheng, a woman's intuition can't be wrong." Yin Suwan has been aggrieved for so long, it is rare to be able to open her heart and spread all the past in the sun, so she did not capture the first half of Gu Jinli's words, "Qi Hao paid a lot for Gu Jinli back then. ”
"I can only say that it is precisely because of Gu Jinli's appearance that I understand that Qi Hao may have been more accustomed to me than men and women."
"It is precisely because of this that I will be jealous of Gu Jinli."
With a sneer, she didn't shy away from saying her heart: "Lin Sheng, you can't imagine that at that time, I knew that Gu Jinli's child was gone, and when I saw her and Qi Hao misunderstanding and tormenting each other, how happy I felt in my heart." ”
"Kid?" As soon as she heard Yin Suwan mention the child, Gu Jinli's heart hurt terribly.
"Yes, there is a child between Gu Jinli and Qi Hao." As if thinking of something, Yin Suwan shook her head and said with a smug smile: "Qi Hao is such a proud person, no one can force him to do something against his wishes." ”
However, in order to protect Gu Jinli, he agreed to marry the emperor to marry Shen Biyun's rude woman.
"But Qi Hao didn't expect that his good father, the emperor, secretly instructed Steward Zhou to kill his own flesh and blood!"
"What's even more ridiculous is that Gu Jinli thought until she died that the child in her womb was beaten by Qi Hao."
"Hahaha...... You say, it's funny, isn't it funny? ”
"How can there be such a stupid woman in this world?"
"She would rather believe the words of outsiders than trust Qi Hao!!"
"Hahaha, they deserve it, both of them deserve it!"
Laughing and laughing, Yin Suwan's voice was raised, and tears overflowed her eyes with laughter.
"No, it's not the funniest yet."
"After Gu Jinli's death, Qi Hao's eyes were blind, and he fell to the point of giving up the power in his hands and leaving Beijing to escape the world!"
"It's just a woman, and he's ...... for her Haha, what a fool! ”
"He will fall in love with you, and he must have been too stimulated back then!"
Gu Jinli was like a statue, and her head was blank.
At this time, she couldn't hear anything, only Yin Suwan's sharp ridicule in her ears.
Qi Hao is a fool, a fool, a fool......
Yin Suwan laughed for a while, until she coughed, and then barely stopped.
While patting her chest, she looked at Gu Jinli, who was stunned and didn't know what she was thinking, and asked, "Lin Sheng, do you also think they deserve it?" ”
"Yes." Gu Jinli's throat tightened, and under Yin Suwan's scorching gaze dyed with tears, she also smiled, and her smile was more sarcastic than Yin Suwan: "Two people love each other, and trust is the foundation." ”
"If Qi Hao didn't hide it from Gu Jinli, Gu Jinli would never doubt Qi Hao's sincerity."
"What if...... The two of them can be as honest with each other as you and me, then they will not come to that irreparable step. ”
"You're right, you deserve it."
got the resonance of Gu Jinli, and Yin Suwan was greatly satisfied.
"Knock knock", at this time, Shuang'er outside the door knocked on the door a few times, "Master, the Queen Mother just sent Mama Lan to pass the word, saying that she asked you to go to Shoukang Palace." ”
After hearing this, Yin Suwan quickly wiped her face with a handkerchief and responded, "Okay, I'll go now!" ”
"Wan'er, I should go back too, otherwise it will be suspicious." Gu Jinli has gained a lot from Yin Suwan today, she got the answer she wanted, and there is no need to continue to spend time.
Standing up, she patted Yin Suwan on the shoulder and said slowly: "The rest of the ministers, you don't need to worry about anything, we don't have much time, you have to move faster." ”
"And Qi Hao's side, I know how to deal with him."
"Really?" Yin Suwan listened, and her tone was excited.
Gu Jinli said "um", patted Yin Suwan's face, and walked out of the room.
Yin Suwan also tidied up her clothes, and walked out of the door after leaving the courtyard with Gu Jinli and Ah Qiao.
On the way to Shoukang Palace, Yin Suwan was still thinking about what the Queen Mother sent someone to call her for.
may have seen Gu Jinli's weak heart, so her heart was always inevitable along the way.
But when she arrived, she found that she was completely overthinking.
The Queen Mother just got a new painting and invited her to enjoy it together.
secretly laughing at herself like a frightened bird, she was serious and attentive on the surface to accompany the Queen Mother to enjoy the paintings, but in her heart she was planning what means to use in bed next time, so as to make those ministers her ministers under her skirt at one time.