Chapter 1311 Who Blasphemed Love
Ma Chao's tone was calm, but the content was like a body cut open by a sharp sword, dripping with blood.
Da Qiao's face changed slightly, she took a deep breath, and tried to smile out: "I know you're angry, but, honestly, everything I did was indeed for the Ma family." And after all, he is also from our time, I can't ......"
Ma Chao was still calm, but he interrupted Da Qiao's words in a calmer tone.
"Sorry...... Whether he's in a coma or how he's doing, I really don't care at all, and I don't want to know at all. Ma Chao sighed softly, looked at Da Qiao's eyes, and said slowly: "Not everyone is obliged to treat him as a baby, especially since I have clearly told you that there has long been a life and death grudge between us." I don't think a smart woman like you can't understand this simple common sense, right? β
"......" Da Qiao seemed to be speechless, she looked at Ma Chao, and suddenly a strange strangeness arose in her heart.
The person in front of him seems to be very different from the guy who was unknown and would only be good to himself. Although she sometimes knew that the person in front of her was the most powerful man of this era, he had never shown the slightest arrogance in front of her, and he was still the same as in his previous life......... No, if there is a change, it is that he has become more and more mature, steady, and his actions and manners are very manly, and he even has an otherworldly manly charm than those successful people in his previous life.
There was a time when she was intoxicated by this charm, and her heart trembled with his every move. However, this charm is often fleeting, followed by a warm smile like spring.
She didn't like that smile because that's what she already got.
But now, he has finally regained that charm. He didn't speak loudly, and his speech was still so gentle, but in those words, there was clearly a trace of coldness - the charm of this coldness seemed to make her see the figure of another person, and what she suddenly realized was that this indifference was originally because... Not loved.
yes
Only if you don't love, you will reject people.
She finally understood now, but because of this, the fear in her heart became stronger and stronger: it turned out that that person never loved her......
"Zijian!" Her tone finally trembled a little, and her expression became a little more anxious and urgent: "I know you're still angry, can you listen to me?" I admit that I may still have a love affair with him, but as I said, he is the son of heaven of the Han Dynasty after all, and the murder in Xiangyang is not good for the Ma family, and I approached him like that in order to find out the murderer and clarify the Ma family. If you don't like me like that, I won't see him. Don't be angry, okay? β
Da Qiao's gentle and sincere words made Ma Chao slightly surprised. This woman, whose heart is higher than the sky, is willing to bow her head to herself and say such soft words.
However, this kind of thought was only a flash in his heart.
He looked at Da Qiao's face, then looked at Da Qiao's eyes, and then slowly shook his head.
"You know, there are some things that are not good if you have to explain them." Ma Chao spoke very slowly, every word was very clear, but there was a strange and unfathomable flavor in his tone: "I really didn't deserve you in my previous life, really." A woman like you should enjoy a better life, instead of worrying about firewood, rice, oil and salt with me in the future. I understand this very well, so, at that time, I just silently liked you and refused to enter your life. β
He looked at Da Qiao as if he was about to speak at this time, and waved his hand: "Listen to me." β
There was a trace of sadness in Ma Chao's confused eyes, as if he fell into the pain of memory: "Later, I came to this world, at that time, I didn't know what I was going to do here, until I met the most important woman in my life, I really tasted the taste of love." After that, I began to gradually integrate into the world, and I was very lucky to be favored by Yan'er, Ying'er, and Cicada. They are all people who truly love me, and it also made me understand how happy it is to be loved by someone you like. β
"Maybe they were so nice to me that I got bored with it. Especially after learning the news that you have also traveled to this world, I went to Xuzhou to visit you alone. It was at that time that I realized that the time we traveled through was different, and you should have arrived in this world two or three years earlier than me, right? Ma Chao said this, and said in a low voice: "I can leave the Yanzhou battlefield and enter Xuzhou for you because of a chair, and Ma Chao in this era is completely different from Ma Chao in history, haven't you ever thought that I have traveled to this world?!" β
Speaking of this, he raised his head, and there was no longer confusion and sadness in his eyes, but he was extremely resolute: "Yes, in this troubled world, it is indeed difficult for a woman to want thousands of mountains and rivers, and you can forgive me if you don't look for me!" But I can't figure out why you can't even send a letter. Okay, this can not be said, but when you first met Liu Xie in Xiangyang, your eyes were very abnormal, you thought I didn't find out, but I knew that you should have been in contact with each other for a long time! β
Ma Chao's smile at the moment seemed to be ridiculous: "I thought that you really couldn't forget my kindness to you, so you would run away from Jiangdong to find me." But after that time you met......" He continued to laugh, but the smile was a little miserable: "After you met, I knew that you chose to seek me because I had the foundation to settle down in this world, and he didn't!" β
"You're a smart woman, and you're scary!" Ma Chao summed it up like this, at this time, he may have thought of the gentle trap that Da Qiao confessed that night, and laughed at himself for being too stupid and naΓ―ve.
Da Qiao was speechless, just looked at Ma Chao silently. Because she had to admit that Ma Chao was telling the truth!
"I admit it!!" The corners of Ma Chao's mouth raised, but this smile was not half happy, but there was a bit of a tragic taste!
I only heard Ma Chao continue: "Even so, I still hope that in the days to come, your heart will gradually melt for me." So before I asked Sun Ce, I wrote a letter to my aunt in Chang'an asking to marry you, although I know that you don't have me in your heart. β
Ma Chao took a deep breath, looked at Da Qiao, who was already in tears, and tried to keep his voice calm: "I know that doing this is suspected of forcing you to comply, so I have been pretending to know nothing about you and Liu Xie." Especially since you have given me the most beautiful purity, I cannot fail you. It's hard for you to imagine that when I was fighting with Sun Ce, I still had to think about Xiangyang here, and I resisted the urge to kill in person again and again, just because I thought of the world and your breath, but these breaths were cruel and tangled, and the emotion of whether you love me or not lingered at all, and when I was alone in the tent, I was so desperate that I couldn't describe it! β
"Finally, I'm back." He looked at Da Qiao's eyes affectionately, and his eyes were a little uncomfortable: "But when I came back, I couldn't see the figure I thought about day and night." It was then that I finally realized that I had thought too simply......"
Ma Chao was smiling, he smiled very softly, and his voice was very gentle: "Jun You, you don't have to say that this is a lie for the Ma family." After jumping out of the magic barrier of love, I am not a fool. Like is like, it's not something that can be made up for by being touched at all, and all your actions have clearly told me that the person you love in your heart is not me. β
"But, Zijian." Da Qiao's expression changed drastically, she looked at Ma Chao in surprise, and her voice was tense and cold under her tears: "I've always been like this, you know!" I...... I'm such a person, you like it, don't you ...... too"
"No," Ma Chao's answer this time was very decisive, as if he was telling Da Qiao, and it was also like saying to himself: "What I like is not you, it's just an unfinished relationship in a previous life, an illusion that doesn't exist at all." β
"No, it's impossible!" Da Qiao completely lost her previous confidence and calmness at the moment, and when she was about to lose everything, she was like a person who was about to drown, grabbing Ma Chao's sleeve like grasping the last straw: "I'm wrong, I'm wrong, can't I?" I won't be like this again in the future, Aunt Chang'an, you still need me to be a bride......"
Ma Chao didn't tear open Da Qiao's sleeve that pulled him, but he took a deep breath, and then slowly stood up. Da Qiao unconsciously let go of his hand and looked at Ma Chao in a daze, his beautiful eyes with endless expectations, waiting for Ma Chao's verdict.
"The wedding in Chang'an has been canceled." Ma Chao replied very firmly, even coldly: "Marriage is a contract, a contract that cannot be changed in a lifetime." It's not a contract for a better life, I've disgraced my previous contract, but I'll never desecrate it! β
Big Joe froze!
She was completely stunned, looking at this man who had always been easily controlled by herself, and said such decisive words at this moment. She suddenly felt that she was a complete fool, blind! I have never seen the man in front of me clearly, let alone the essence of love! She wants to get the love that never exists, and she also wants to get a good life and the desire in her heart, but love tells her at this moment: she has blasphemed love, she is not worthy!
"Go back, it's time for the mistress of this room to come back." Ma Chao said this sentence and smiled slightly, and this time the smile finally warmed up again. However, when he looked at Da Qiao again, his voice was an indescribable mockery and helplessness: "You go back to him and tell him that he finally won me once." Don't worry, I won't do anything to you, and this world is not what I say. If you do come together, I will silently bless you. β
"No!" Da Qiao shouted bitterly: "I'm not leaving, you belong to me!" I now realize that he didn't love me in the first place! β
"Yes, he loves only himself the most." Ma Chao sighed with emotion, and then said: "But, you love him......"