During Mingyue's funeral at Sangou's house, she was bedridden, and her mother had been accompanying her, and it was not until the morning of the third day, when she was going to carry the coffin up the mountain, that Mingyue got up early.

After a careful make-up, he changed into clean clothes, went to Sangou's house and received a white cloth to put on, followed the funeral procession, and sent Sangou on his last journey.

Thinking that if it weren't for his willfulness, he would have deceived Sangou more than a month ago, and he would not have let Sangou suffer such a catastrophe, and now he has no regrets.

In addition, I think of the bits and pieces of growing up with Sangou, and my feelings are deep, just like inseparable relatives, and I am also the person I am determined to marry, and I am also a relative, a friend and a friend, but because of my own brutality and willfulness, I am buried and gone.

The staggered and complicated emotions and uncontrollable sorrow made Mingyue cry endlessly, her body was weak, and if she didn't have her mother's support, she wouldn't be able to finish this not a long journey.

Others also felt emotional, saying that Mingyue was just Sangou's godsister, but like a real sister, she cried so heartbroken, it was really in vain that Sangou was kind to her before her death.

The ground is safe, and the dust settles; Dust returns to dust, life will die, spirits will eventually perish, all things will eventually perish, no matter how brilliant it is, it is only a handful of loess and a handful of dust.

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Mingyue has been like a different person since then, living in a simple place, almost silent, staying alone in her room all day long, in a daze, she can send for a few hours, and her body does not move.

Although everyone has not completely gotten out of the grief of losing the three dogs in a short period of time, it is not as stunned as Mingyue, which can make Mingyue's mother sad.

There is no way, Mingyue's mother did not accompany her daughter less, she talked to her, and only occasionally responded, and it was normal to eat and sleep, but she didn't talk or go out.

Mingyue's father and brother also came to enlighten her, but it had almost no effect, and it was still the same. The dead are gone, and the living have to go on. There was really no way, Mingyue's mother had to be cheeky and go to Sangou's mother to persuade her.

The busy things at home, coupled with the constant enlightenment of herself, made Sangou's mother slowly walk out of the shadow of losing her relatives during this time and slowly return to a normal life.

It's just that in every quiet night, Sangou's mother will naturally think of Sangou, and she can't help but cry and swallow her sorrow; At this time, Sangou Dad could only hug her hard, and there was no other way, hoping to pass on a little strength to her, so as to support her.

Mingyue's mother was also forced to go to Sangou's mother; In fact, the Sangou family did not hold a grudge against Mingyue or the Mingyue family, and always thought that Sangou was his own life, and the number of good fortunes he cultivated in his previous life was so much, and when the number of lives came, if he didn't lose his life in this matter, something would happen in another matter.

In short, what should come can't be stopped, and our mortal cultivation in the world is only to cultivate a decent and comfortable way to die, and we can't change our lifespan, and this is already doomed before reincarnation.

Therefore, the Sangou family admits this fate and will not spill their resentment on others, even those bandits who killed Sangou. So, Sangou's mother received an invitation from Mingyue's mother, and without saying a word, she went to find her goddaughter Mingyue, and also told Mingyue about these fatalistic truths.

It is as if the three dogs came to this world and lived with us for seventeen years, giving us joy, sorrow, detachment, love, satisfaction, etc., and then his task was completed, and he went back, ready for the next reincarnation.

We should be grateful to him, because he has brought us so much love and joy, although we are so reluctant to give up on him, there is no feast in the world that will not be dispersed, and someone must go first when he leaves early.

"Godmother, I understand these truths, I understood them from the beginning, but I still can't accept such a result, why is it a three-dog? Why not someone else? I can't figure it out. This is the longest sentence that Mingyue has said since she opened her mouth during this time.

In the face of the godmother, the mother of the three dogs, the person who has lost her most beloved son, the first party, how difficult it is to say these words to herself.

"Silly boy, I have already said that Sangou's yang life is destined in his previous life, even if he is reluctant in every way, it is useless."

Sangou's mother patiently enlightened Mingyue, in fact, she was not enlightening herself; Sometimes, there are many truths and many words, but no one knows them in their hearts, and they don't even pay attention to themselves, thinking that they don't know.

Only when you really speak it from your own mouth can you realize that you know these truths and can understand them. This may be what the Buddha said: "Saving people is the first thing to do, and saving people is to be done."

"Godmother, it's still hard for me to accept this fact, it's hard to accept myself, if it weren't for me, Sangou wouldn't be like that, even if Yangshou arrived, he wouldn't have died so miserably."

In the final analysis, Mingyue is still because she can't understand her behavior, this may be a knot that has to be left to time to untie, or a knot that can't be untied for a lifetime.

"Mingyue, if you are willing to say a few words to your godmother, I will accompany you to talk about it......."

Mingyue nodded, and agreed to it.

"You see, Sangou likes you, and he has been since he was a child, and I'm a mother, so I naturally understand."

Mingyue nodded again, for Sangou likes herself, she has also known it since she was a child, there is no doubt about it.

"Since Sangou likes you, is he willing to go with you that night?"

Mingyue nodded, then shook her head, and finally nodded again.

Sangou's mother was not affected by this, and continued:

"Sangou and you are no longer children, since he is willing to go with you, he knows the consequences of this matter, which means that he is willing to bear the consequences, isn't it?"

“……..” Mingyue was silent, she was sure that she dared to bear the consequences, but she was not sure whether Sangou would dare or not, recalling that night, Sangou seemed to dare to bear it for herself, but she was very reluctant.

"Since you are all willing and dare to bear this consequence, then the current ending is the consequence, so you must dare to bear this consequence."

Sangou Mom suddenly enlightened Mingyue layer by layer like a philosophical master, although Mingyue also understood these truths, but in the end she had to succumb to the strength of reality.

The Buddha said, "Everything in front of us is the result of our past causes." If you get it, you should get it, and you don't need to be proud; If you lose it, you should lose it, so you don't need to be upset. Gains and losses are fate, why not calm down.

Bodhidharma Patriarch Yeyun: If you get honor and good deeds, etc., it is what I felt in the past, and now I can get it, and there is no fate, so how can I be happy. Gains and losses follow fate, the heart does not increase or decrease, the joy does not move, it is fixed in compassion, and it is naturally auspicious.

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