Chapter 141: Ah Li, I Was Wrong

There was darkness in front of him, his sense of hearing and smell became extraordinarily acute, the man's rough screams mixed with the woman's delicate crying stimulated the scalp, and soon the air was filled with a strong smell of blood, only the hands on the eyelids and the hard chest behind him were dry and warm.

Even if you can't see it, it's not a very pleasant experience.

After a while, the wailing gradually weakened, and Lu Ji said in a deep voice: "I don't care who you were under before, and I don't care what the military regulations you guarded before, from today onwards, you only have one name, and that is the Zhenbei Army!" ”

Lu Ji's voice was thick and powerful, easily passing through everyone's eardrums and echoing over the school field, just as when he stood in front of the Zhenbei Army for the first time and listened to Lu Xiao's training.

The Zhenbei Army is a sword that their father and son have trained little by little, and the Hu people have scrapped this sword, it doesn't matter, they can recast it again.

"The military regulations of the Zhenbei Army, do not defect to the enemy and treason, do not bully the king, do not bully the weak, do not separate comrades-in-arms, do not escape from the battle, do not be a traitor, any of the above crimes, any crime, the crime is unforgivable, and it will be executed in public!!"

Lu Ji announced sonorously, and then Su Li heard Zhao Hu shouting calmly, and the big knife in his hand was vigorous.

"Ahh

A few girls screamed again, and Chu Huai'an took Su Li and took a few steps back.

I didn't see what the scene was in front of me, but Su Li knew that those five people were cut off by Zhao Hu.

No one on the school floor spoke again, except for a few girls who were breathing heavily, in fright.

They were all from poor backgrounds, and they had heard a lot of things about the squire bullies, and after this happened to them, they were very resentful in their hearts, but they never thought that anyone would stand up for them, or in such a cruel and bloody way.

After the execution, Lu Ji asked people to drag the bodies down, and asked Zhao Hu to personally lead people to escort several girls and their families back.

The smell of blood in the school field was so strong that it couldn't be dispersed for a while, and Lu Ji motioned for Chu Huai'an to take Su Li to his camp.

After entering the camp, Chu Huai'an let go of Su Li.

The camp tent was there before, not much different from the camp tent of other soldiers, it was very simple, except for a simple wooden bed and a table for consulting military books, nothing else.

"Why did Ah Li come over suddenly?"

Lu Ji asked, casually took off the shirt that had just been splashed with blood and put it aside, he did this action casually, and after he was done, he was glared at by Chu Huai'an before he reacted, now that he has returned to Beijing, he has to pay attention to his words and deeds, especially in front of Su Li.

"I want to find a person named Sun Yao, who lives in the suburbs of Beijing, has a blind mother, and has just married when he joined the army."

Su Li directly explained her intentions, she knew the situation in Sun Yao's family in such detail, Lu Ji intuitively felt that something bad had happened, but he didn't ask more, and called someone to go to the camps to ask, and half an hour later, the man reported: "General Qiyu, Sun Yao was taken away by the county lord of Su yesterday." ”

When the words fell, Su Li stood up suddenly, she didn't expect that the soldier with the broken arm she brought back turned out to be Sun Yao!

How can the world be so impermanent?

"What happened?"

"Sun Yao's mother and wife are dead, I'm going to take him to see his wife for the last time!"

Su Li said eagerly and walked towards the outside of the barracks, Lu Ji got up and wanted to follow, but was stopped by Chu Huai'an: "You need to be in charge here, I'll just accompany her." ”

"Didn't Master Hou claim that he was just Ah Li's friend?"

Lu Ji asked, his attitude was quite tough, he is now Su Li's brother-in-law, even if he makes Su Li angry, he has more position than Chu Huai'an, Chu Huai'an's face does not change: "Ah Li is different from ordinary women, can't I be a husband and friend with her?" ”

"Ah Li is now the daughter of my country's government, doesn't Hou Ye think that he can easily ask her to marry with such words?" “……”

Chu Huai'an's face stiffened, he and Lu Ji's performance at the banquet was half a catty, he could ignore Lu Ji, but he didn't dare to make a mistake in front of Lu Guogong.

If Lu Guogong does not agree to this family business......

The corners of Chu Huai'an's lips twitched, and he immediately thought that this was a trick that Chu Lingzhao gave him, first let Su Li recognize Lu Xiao as his father-in-law, and then asked him to return the marriage letter to Su Li.

Ya's Chu Lingzhao, didn't Lao Tzu just suspect you, and he didn't want to rebel, do you need to cheat me like this?

Chu Huai'an slandered, refused to lose his momentum in front of Lu Ji, and said with little confidence: "As long as Ah Li is willing to marry me, none of you can stop it!" ”

When these words came out, Chu Huai'an's own heart twitched first.

Su Li originally agreed to marry him with great difficulty, but now I'm afraid that she won't agree to anything.

There was panic in his heart, Chu Huai'an didn't care about saying anything to Lu Ji, and rushed out of the camp to chase Su Li.

Su Li rode very fast, stepping on the point of curfew to enter the city, and when Chu Huai'an arrived at the city, the city gate happened to be closed.

Now the guards of the imperial city are much stricter than before, even if he is a free marquis, he can't enter and leave the imperial city at will after the curfew, Chu Huai'an scolded secretly, rode around the city tower, and took advantage of the fact that the guards guarding the city were not paying attention, and plunged into the moat.

After Su Li entered the city, she went straight to the county lord's mansion, the house had already lit the lamp, and the porter saw her come back and greeted her with a smile.

"Prepare a carriage!"

Su Li commanded coldly, kept walking, and ran directly to the guest room where Sun Yao was, the guards were still guarding him, and they had just poured him a bowl of medicine.

"Put him on his back and follow me to Jing Zhaoyin!"

Su Li's expression was cold, and the guards were a little surprised, but they didn't ask much, and Sun Yao went out with Su Li on his back.

The hour was not early, the yamen of Jingzhao Yin's mansion had changed a round of duty, Su Li directly showed the county lord token, and the yacha immediately went to inform Lin Zheng, and Lin Zheng came out after a quarter of an hour, he hadn't gone home yet, he should be busy with the case.

"Lord Su County."

Lin Zheng was higher in rank than Su Li, and he bowed his head slightly to say hello, and when he saw that the guard behind Su Li had a person on his back, his expression was a little surprised.

"Lord Lin, this is the woman's father-in-law, I want to bring him to see his wife for the last time, can you help decorate the funeral after the autopsy?"

In Yuanzhao, the deceased is the greatest, and the pursuit of entering the earth is safe, so there is an unwritten rule for doing the work, after the autopsy, you need to help the corpse decorate to show respect for the deceased, and at the same time, it is also a promise to the deceased that it will help them settle their grievances.

Lin Zheng knew that Su Li had a close relationship with Lu Ji and the Zhenbei Army, so he probably guessed the identity of this soldier, with a hint of solemnity on his face, and turned sideways slightly: "County Lord Su, please come with me." ”

Jingzhao Yin's mansion is very large, in front of it is the place where the court is opened, and there is a door plaque with the words "Ming Jing hanging" on it, warning the world, and also allowing the officials to introspect themselves, not let go of the clues, and complain for the dead.

Behind the back, there are two types of cells, light and dark, with high walls, and then there is the morgue.

The morgue was guarded by young and strong officials, and if a new corpse came in, it would burn the paper money for the night after nightfall, which was considered to comfort the soul of the deceased in heaven.

When Su Li followed Lin Zheng to the morgue, several yacha were squatting at the door to burn paper money, a pot of paper money was burning vigorously, and the flames were swaying and projecting the shadows of several yacha onto the surrounding walls, like behemoths that wanted to eat people, inexplicably weird.

Su Li didn't feel scared and asked the guards to wake Sun Yao up.

There were no other corpses in the morgue, and Lin Zheng said to one of the officials: "Old Hu, open the door." ”

However, the yacha who was called by name did not move, and continued to burn paper money mechanically, Lin Zheng frowned, and was about to get angry, but Su Li had already rushed to the door of the morgue and kicked the door open.

Lin Zheng was taken aback by Su Li's kick, but he didn't expect her strength to be so great.

The candle flame outside the door shone into the house together with the quiet moonlight, and Su Li saw at a glance that there was blood flowing under the corpse parked in the house.

Su Li's heart jumped, and she had a faint bad premonition, so she walked over and lifted the white cloth, her eyes widening slightly.

Lin Zheng ran in after him, and when he looked at it, he immediately gasped.

"How...... How so? ”

The woman's face was completely peeled off, leaving only a bloody head, miserable.

Lin Zheng has been an official for many years, and he has also seen many bizarre files, and this is the first time he has seen it with his own eyes.

Subconsciously took two steps back, and Lin Zheng shouted loudly: "Come on...... Come! Bring it in! ”

The last person to touch the corpse was the only one who was fake, and he was naturally the most suspicious.

After shouting, Lin Zheng turned around and went out again, grabbed the official named Lao Hu and slapped him heavily, Lao Hu was slapped on the ground, the whole person was stunned, Lin Zheng made up again: "How do you guard the corpse?" I didn't even know that something so big had happened! ”

Lin Zheng was furious, the matter in Longxi County had not been dealt with, and there was another murder, and now the face of the corpse was gone, and this pile was pressed down, and he, the newly appointed Jing Zhaoyin, did not say whether he could keep the black yarn hat, but he was afraid that he couldn't even keep his head!

Lao Hu was kicked and finally came to his senses, and when he saw that Lin Zheng was going to beat someone, he hurriedly spoke: "My lord, what happened?" ”

After asking, Lao Hu noticed the pain on his body, his expression was painful, but his eyes were blank and he didn't know what was going on.

"Lord Lin, don't blame him, they were poisoned by the murderer."

Su Li gently stopped Lin Zheng from continuing to lose his temper, and the guards had brought Sun Yao, who had come to his senses, in.

Sun Yao was even more dazed than Lao Hu, but after seeing the blood, he still subconsciously shrank and dodged.

Su Li didn't look at him, she only looked at the unrecognizable woman with pity and said softly: "Sun Yao, this is your wife who died in vain." ”

When Su Li shouted the name 'Sun Yao', Sun Yao froze, he raised his head in disbelief, staring at the female corpse with wide eyes, as if trying to tell from the bloody head that Su Li had just said true or false.

"She has been taking care of your blind mother for you for the past few years, and she has been waiting for you to come home."

Sun Yao took a step towards the female corpse and stepped on the pool of blood that was winding out.

He wore a pair of tattered shoes on his feet, the soles were thick mille-feuille, black uppers, no fancy embroidery, long worn holes, exposing the toes.

He bowed his head and remembered that his new wife had taken it for him when he left home many years ago.

He still remembered that day when she took the burden and gave him a ride after a ride, and remembered that her cheeks were dyed crimson, which were more delicate than the spring flowers.

He said that when he returned home after making military merits, he would definitely let her and her mother live a good life.

She said she did not seek riches, but asked him to return safely.

Husband......

A timid whisper suddenly sounded in his ears, and he woke up suddenly, turned and ran out.

This run reminded him of the scene of the Hu people's siege of the city that night.

The Zhenbei Army did not allow deserters.

He, like now, escaped when he couldn't resist......

He didn't run a few steps before the guards caught up and pinned him to the ground, and the guards were very measured, avoiding his severed arm, and he struggled with all his might, finally crying and begging like a coward: "Let go of me!" Please let me go......"

The word "begging" is also very sensitive in the Zhenbei Army, and Zhao Sangou is right, he is no longer worthy of the three words "Zhenbei Army".

He kept crying and begging, but no one paid attention to what he said, and I don't know how long it was, but he was tired of crying, and his voice gradually weakened, and a pair of embroidered shoes with a white background and red face appeared in front of him, and the red was pure garnet red, like what his wife wore on the day of marriage.

When he lifted his eyes, tears blurred his vision, and the person in front of him seemed to have become the shyness he had been many years ago.

"She has been waiting for you for many years, and now she has been killed by gangsters, and even her face has been removed after her death, don't you plan to cheer up and avenge her?"

The voice was just a simple question, without disappointment or ridicule, and he couldn't help but look up with a bewitchment, but after meeting those clear and calm eyes, he quickly lowered his head again.

No!

He can't do it! He's a deserter, he's a coward, he's not worthy of a knife! He deserves to die!

Sun Yao trembled, as if he had seen something extremely terrifying, his whole body was spasming and trembling, and Su Li keenly sensed that something was wrong: "Don't let him bite his tongue!" ”

As the words fell, the guard raised his hand and unloaded Sun Yao's jaw, so that he could not bite himself.

"Send him home first."

Su Li stayed and told Lin Zheng about some of the things that happened in Lizhou before, and most of the yacha guarding the morgue today were hit by the phantom incense.

When Lin Zheng heard that there was really a makeover, he was very surprised, and asked Su Li where the elder of Lizhou was sacred, and how to prevent and deal with this illusory incense, Su Li answered them one by one, and finally hinted that Lin Zheng went to find Gu Zhi.

At the beginning in Lizhou, the person who recognized Phantom Condensation Incense was Gu Jiong, and now Phantom Condensing Incense has appeared in the capital again, and he is probably the only one who can deal with this matter.

Lin Zheng knew that Gu Zhi was Gu Yunxiu's sister-in-law, and now Chu Lingzhao still had the intention to subdue him, if Lin Zheng could take the opportunity to persuade Gu Zhi and let him do things for the imperial court, the case would finally be solved by Gu Zhi, and his position as Jing Zhaoyin could also sit firmly, thinking of this, Lin Zheng thanked Su Li: "Thank you County Lord Su for reminding him!" ”

Su Li bowed his head, which can be regarded as his thanks.

The yacha will find the servant, who is half a hundred years old, his temples are dyed frost white, and when he sees the faceless female corpse, he is immediately frightened and pale.

"This ...... How so? I...... I was clearly fine when I left! ”

With a frightened face, Su Li walked over and checked the back of his neck and neck, and found no trace of disguise, he should not be the elder in Lizhou pretending.

Su Li exchanged glances with Lin Zheng, pretending to have the morgue sealed, and carefully searching for the evidence that might be left in the room, Su Li did not stay to watch, and went back to the county lord's mansion by herself.

She felt a little inexplicably depressed in her heart, not knowing if she had seen too many bloody lives in this short day, or because of the tragic death of the woman.

The dramas she had seen before always wrote in the books that talented and beautiful women have gone through hardships, but lovers will eventually become married.

However, in real life, Lu Ji loved Gu Li so much, but he could only keep memories alone for the rest of his life; The woman waited for her husband for many years, but in the end she didn't wait for anything.

Is it true that affectionate people will never be fulfilled? Or can it be consummated, but some people want to seek their own suffering?

Su Li sat in the carriage thinking about what happened today, and her thoughts were slightly confused.

“…… Dogs, you killed my young master! ”

"I have long said that he is very evil, and the young master should not be kind enough to bring him back!"

"Don't talk nonsense with him, the master said that he would abolish him directly!"

There was a noisy insult outside the carriage, and Su Li lifted the curtain to follow the sound and saw several people gathered in a small alley.

It was a little late, the lights on the street were all out, and by the moonlight Su Li only saw a few dark shadows, and she couldn't see who they were.

"What are they doing?"

Su Li asked, the coachman immediately understood, scolded, and the abuse stopped suddenly, and several people didn't seem to expect that there would be people walking around outside at this time.

This is obviously a ghost, Su Li spoke: "According to the laws of Yuanzhao, those who go to the street without permission after the curfew should be detained for one month and fined one tael of silver!" ”

Su Li deliberately spoke in a straight voice, those people were bluffed, and soon ran over the wall from the alley, Su Li thought that everyone was gone, and was about to ask the coachman to continue to drive away, but saw a person crawling out of the alley.

"Help!"

Su Li ordered, and the coachman went down to check: "My lord, it's a handyman from the Jingnan Garment Shop." ”

"Get in the car and take him to the hospital."

After the coachman helped the person up, Su Li found out that he was Zhang Wu, his face had been beaten into a pig's head, so swollen that he couldn't even open his eyes.

He struggled to open his eyes to see who had saved him, and it looked a little funny.

"Don't waste your effort if your eyes are swollen like this."

“…… It's Sue ...... Miss Sue. ”

Zhang Wu breathed a sigh of relief, his tone seemed to be a little happy, Su Li was a little speechless, this person was beaten stupid, what else is there to be happy about when he is like this?

Most of the clinics were closed, and the driver knocked on seven or eight houses in succession before finally finding a hospital willing to accept patients again.

The coachman and the medical hall guy wanted to carry Zhang Wu down, and Zhang Wu grabbed Su Li's skirt.

"Anything else?"

"Miss Su, I ......" Zhang Wu was still not used to begging like this, and after a pause, he continued with difficulty: "I was kicked out, and I can't repay the grace of saving my life, I ...... I'll mortgage myself to you. ”

“……”

Su Li felt that it was the first time she had heard someone talk so poetically about such a thing as begging to be taken in.

"Where is Gongzi Zhang from?"

Su Li asked, since he begged to be taken in, Su Li naturally had to ask the details first.

Zhang Wu guessed Su Li's intentions, his eyes darkened, and he said in a low voice: "I was picked up from the snowdrift by the Shaodong family last year, and after I woke up, I forgot my past, so I stayed in the Jingnan garment shop as a handyman." ”

Amnesia?

Su Li was not surprised, Zhang Wu's words and deeds were full of bookishness, and he really didn't look like an ordinary handyman at all.

"Since it's amnesia, it means that Zhang Gongzi can't be sure whether he was a good person or a bad person before?"

Su Li asked bluntly, Zhang Wu's face stiffened, then he lowered his head, and said dejectedly for a while: "It's abrupt, please don't mind Miss Su, it's ...... in the next place."

He said that he turned over with difficulty and wanted to get out of the car, but Su Li raised his hand and held him down.

"I'm just asking, since Zhang Gongzi can't think of it, I'll let you be a good person for the time being."

was taken in by Su Li, Zhang Wu was relieved a lot, An An was carried into the hospital for treatment, and the coachman gave the consultation fee and asked the doctor to pay attention to help take care of it, so he drove the carriage to send Su Li back.

When they arrived at the county lord's mansion, it was already early in the morning, the porter yawned and opened the door to let Su Li in, and the maid sent hot water into the ear room with sleepiness, and Su Li asked them to go down early to rest.

The subordinates all retreated, and Su Li untied her belt and prepared to take a bath, when she suddenly heard a small sound outside.

Su Li immediately wrapped her belt, the sound only rang for a moment and then disappeared, Su Li picked up the pen holder from the table and walked to the window, took a deep breath and opened the window to smash the pen holder out, but was stopped by the nailed wooden board in front of her.

Well?

Su Li was a little surprised, and reacted for a while before remembering that she had ordered her subordinates to nail the windows shut.

Ahh

Standing here, the sound could be heard more clearly, and it was clear that someone was sneezing.

Su Li was a little speechless, opened the glass jar and took out the night pearl and put it in her pocket and walked around the back of the house, and sure enough, she saw a black shadow squatting under the window.

Su Li walked over with light steps, and only took out the beads when she came to the front, and the light and soft white light reflected the aggrieved face of the man squatting under the window.

Soaked all over, the ink hair sticks to his face, inexplicably pitiful, like an abandoned little animal.

"What are you doing here?"

Su Li asked in a low voice, Chu Huai'an raised his head, and saw Su Li's calm face from a soft halo, like a girl who was always by his side many years ago.

His nose was so blocked that he raised his hand to rub the tip of his nose and gently grabbed Su Li's wrist: "The window is nailed, and I can't get in." ”

He said dryly, his voice hoarse, he had only collapsed yesterday, and there was a long gust of wind, and he was infected with the cold.

"Why are your clothes wet?"

"The gates of the city were closed, and I swam into the city from the river."

Chu Huai'an replied obediently, and his cold hand touched Su Li's soft wrist and greedily absorbed the warmth.

Su Li unconsciously glanced at him, does this person know how strict the night patrol in the capital has been recently? What if the officers and soldiers on patrol saw him get up from the moat in the middle of the night and accidentally injured him?

With that glance of intimacy and concern that Su Li himself was not aware of, Chu Huai'an's heart suddenly softened, grabbed Su Li's hand and got up with his strength, and hugged Su Li: "I was wrong." ”

He said he didn't know if he was apologizing for what had happened before, or if he was going to swim the moat tonight.

The clothes on his body were still dripping, and they quickly soaked Su Li's clothes, and the coolness of his whole body invaded Su Li's skin.

"Let it go!"

Su Li ordered, Chu Huai'an didn't move, Su Li raised his foot and stepped on it again, he hurriedly gasped and said: "My leg is numb, let me lean on it." ”

How can I not numb you?

Su Li scolded Chu Huai'an mercilessly, grabbing his belt to help him stabilize his body when he stumbled back and almost fell.

"There's hot water in the house, you go to the bath first, and I'll have someone bring you clothes."

Su Li said and turned around to leave, Chu Huai'an coughed unnaturally: "In this way, won't everyone know that I am taking a bath in your room?" Although I don't mind being known, you ......"

The green tendons on Su Li's forehead jumped.

"Shut up, I'll figure it out!"

"Oh."

Chu Huai'an obediently shut up, dragged two sour legs into Su Li's room, bypassed the screen and began to undress.

Su Li took two deep breaths and calmed down for a while before turning around and going to the warehouse to look for clothes, there were still a lot of things in the warehouse that were left before, Su Li looked for a while before finding a set of moon-white clothes, a bit like the clothes that Zhao made for Su Liang or Su Jue last year, although the style was not novel enough, it was barely enough to wear.

Su Li stood for a while with her clothes before going back, it took a lot of time to go back and forth, but when she entered the door, she still knocked on the door twice first: "You put on your clothes, I'm coming in." ”

After saying that, Su Li laughed again, she hadn't seen anything in the Xiaoyao Mansion when she first came back, but now she is becoming more and more restrained.

"Come in."

Chu Huai'an's lazy voice came, and he didn't think too much like Su Li.

Su Li pushed the door in and walked directly into the ear room, but found that Chu Huai'an was not inside, there was a string of wet footprints on the ground, and following the footprints, Su Li saw someone wrapped in a cicada chrysalis on her bed.

“……”

Su Li felt that the emotions that she had just managed to suppress were surging again, and she wanted to hit someone a little.

There were still clothes scattered on the ground, and Su Li was almost certain that this person was lying naked in her quilt now!

"Chu Huai'an!"

Su Li called his name, there was a sense of gnashing his teeth, Chu Huai'an arched on the bed, turned over with difficulty, and looked at her with only one head exposed: "The water is a little cold, my head is so dizzy, I just want to lie down, Ah Li, you won't mind, right?" ”

Don't mind?

Mind dying!

"This friend surnamed Chu, you ......"

"Ah Li, I really know that I am wrong about this matter, don't you be angry, give me a chance to make amends?" Chu Huai'an said seriously in a hoarse voice, his tone was rare and serious, Su Li threw the clothes in his hand on the bed: "Then do you know where you are wrong?" ”

This is a proposition!

Chu Huai'an tightened his head, didn't dare to answer casually, secretly observed Su Li's expression, and saw that Su Li's face was very serious, and cleared his throat: "Ahem, I shouldn't define our relationship at the level of friends, I shouldn't be such a bastard to send you back the marriage letter, I shouldn't ......."

"So you think you didn't do anything wrong all the way back from Lizhou?" Su Li asked, hearing the disappointment in her tone, Chu Huaian immediately replied: "I was wrong!" ”

He replied in a hurry, for fear that he would be judged out by Su Li if he was not careful.

Su Li nodded, and seemed to be satisfied with his answer: "You are worried that because of Ku Keduo, you will be killed for a life to appease the anger of the Kutar and Hu people, and you are afraid that you will kill me if you die, so you concealed the marriage letter, and said in public that we are just friends, all for my good, and I am afraid that I will be injured, but it is actually very well-intentioned." ”

Chu Huai'an wanted to nod his head, but he always felt that Su Li didn't seem to be a good omen when he said such a thing in this situation, so he could only shake his head cautiously: "I...... Didn't think so. ”

"Chu Huai'an, do you know how I spent this time?"

Su Li asked, Chu Huai'an was stunned, he had been immersed in the conjecture that he might be taken to sacrifice to Su Keduo during this time, so he ignored Su Li's emotions.

"When I was in Lizhou, you wrote me a marriage letter, saying that after returning to Beijing, you would ask Your Majesty for marriage, and said that you would buy a house for the two of us to live in, at that time you said so well, I believed every word, from Lizhou back to the capital, you rarely talked to me all the way, I tried to show goodwill, tried to understand what happened between us, but you didn't say anything."

Su Li paused at this point, a little speechless.

Because of what happened six years ago, her personality has actually become a little sensitive, and any slightest disturbance around her will make her uneasy.

Before, she felt that she and Chu Huai'an were no longer possible, so she could face it calmly, but since there was a marriage certificate between them, she had already treated him as a partner for the rest of her life from the bottom of her heart.

His emotions, his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, she can't take care of them all, but she will also care about them.

"I'm wondering if you regret it, because I'm old, my face is ruined, and I like others, so I don't deserve your identity as a free marquis, maybe you just sympathized with me when you wrote that marriage letter from the beginning?"

Chu Huai'an was dumbfounded and looked at Su Li in a daze.

When he wrote the marriage letter, he said that he wanted to love her, love her, and protect her, but subconsciously felt that she was very tough and would not seem to be easily hurt.

Her age is indeed considered old in Kyoto, and she can't get married at all in the mouth of the matchmaker, she never mentioned her age, so he thought she didn't care.

After her face was injured, she knew that she would have a scar, her reaction was very calm, and later she was able to enter and exit freely, so he thought that she could accept it well.

Lu Ji is very good, she will like Lu Ji, Chu Huaian is not surprised at all, in his opinion, Lu Ji does not marry her, it is Lu Ji's loss, but he never thought that this matter is also a scar in her heart.

These scars were placed in front of him, but he turned a blind eye, leaving the fragile and sensitive soul in her heart to suffer and destroy.

Chu Huai'an really regretted it at this time, he found that when Su Li said this calmly and calmly, it was more distressing than when she cried and made trouble that night.

"Ah Li, I was wrong! I shouldn't have made decisions without telling you! ”

Chu Huai'an said eagerly and sat up, but he was smart but was mistaken by being smart, he was naked at this time, and he couldn't rush out of the bed to hug Su Li tightly, and he was sweating in a hurry.

After Su Li said this, her mood calmed down a lot.

"The rest of my life is too long, I only allow it once, since the Hou Ye has returned the marriage book to me, I will live by myself for the rest of my life, and I won't worry about the Hou Ye."

After Su Li finished speaking, she was leaving, and when Chu Huai'an heard this, she didn't care if she was going to be gone, so she immediately jumped up from the bed and rushed over to hug Su Li.

At the same time, a maid hurriedly ran over: "County Lord, it's not good!" ”