063. It's a dream or an illusion

It's been six days, and Zhou Tang has been feeding Nangong Jin medicine carefully. The day before, Dr. Zhuang and Dr. Xiao Du said that Ah Jin was about to wake up, and it should be just one or two days, but Ah Jin hadn't woken up yet.

That day, Nangong Dingkang insisted on telling her that everything was going well, and then he fell asleep for two days. So, Zhou Tang did his best to take care of him for two days. In the past two days, it seems that I have returned to more than 30 years ago, when the yard where their family of three lived was smaller and older than this, and Ah Pu was only one year old. Remember, she never dared to go back to her parents' house or see her parents, but fortunately, Dingkang was very good to her, and she thought that she would live like that for the rest of her life.

When did the relationship start to fade? Is it because of Ah Jin? Zhou Tang didn't know, but remembered that after Ah Jin left, he didn't want to listen to him well, so much so that he wanted to leave.

Nangong Jin was lying down, and her eyelids seemed to move. Zhou Tang hurriedly put down the medicine bowl and said softly in his ear: "Jin'er, Jin'er wake up, you've been asleep for a long time, don't sleep, okay?" Jin'er, wake up, my father and mother are very worried. Jin'er ....... In the past few days, I don't know how many times, Zhou Tang whispered in his ear again and again. He heard it, he worked hard, Dingkang said this, Zhou Tang believed it.

I don't know when Nangong Jin heard someone calling him, it seemed to be a female voice, very familiar.

Is it my mother, calling him to eat? I made an appointment with the little squirrel to dig out the bird's nest in the back mountain, why did I fall asleep? No, no, it's not to shout for dinner, it's to call him to write big characters, and Mr. said that if he doesn't finish writing, he will tell his father, and his father will fight. It's over, it's over, how many days are you owed? Three days? Five days? One...... Year?

A year? Dad, I didn't want to kill anyone! It's true. The little squirrel was caught by my mother and went to sleep, Luo Xiaopang and I secretly ran to the firewood room in the backyard, there was no one there, he showed me a new dazzling bomb, I lit it, and I didn't think it looked good, and then we left, wanting to go fishing. Walking outside the yard, Luo Xiaopang said that his purse had dropped out of the firewood room, and I was waiting for him outside. After waiting for a long time, he didn't come. Then I saw the smoke and fire, which burned very quickly, and the fire was very big all of a sudden, but Luo Xiaopang was still in the firewood room. Dad, I'm saving him! Dad, I didn't push him into the fire, really, I was saving him!

No, my father doesn't want me anymore! But I write, every day, and I only sleep two hours a day. In addition to the four books and five classics, I copied "Three Words and Two Beats", "Biography and Practice", "The Complete Works of Mr. Wang Xinzhai", "The Collection of Tongtong", "Daozang", and "Nine Chapters of Algorithm Analogy", a lot, a lot, I don't understand, Mr. sometimes speaks, I can memorize a lot. However, my husband is still gone, and he doesn't want me anymore.

Mother? It's a mother's voice. How can it be? I hadn't eaten for four days, and I was so hungry that the old beggar gave half a steamed bun, which was snatched away by the bastards and thrown on the ground. Kill them! ......, dead, oh my! It's a dead man! The old beggar, it was the old beggar who took me away, he asked me for the internal strength of the mind, he said that he took a lot of effort to exchange with me, I gave it, he said, he sent me home. He really taught me a lot and taught me how to ask for food, but I didn't want it. He said he had something to do and told me to wait and send me home when he returned. I waited, waited for two days. I went to look for him and found the Guandi Temple, all dead people, so many dead people! I've found him, he's not dead, but I can't carry him, what should I do? He told me that in the future, he couldn't tell others that his surname was Nangong, he couldn't tell others about his internal strength, and he couldn't send me home. In the end, he died.

Mother, don't you all want me? Why? Am I not well-behaved? The Taoist chief's surname is Jia, and he said that I am beautiful, and as long as I am good, he will give me food. There was a car of teenagers, and I was ...... in it. Mine, he took us to the mine, don't, don't ....... My chest hurts! Mother, it hurts! I killed them all, and they all died. It hurts! Mother, three years, three whole years, I finally killed that Jia Daoren, yes, I killed it. It hurts to death! Am I going to die? Pain! But I don't want to die!

Mother, are you there? Mother, where are you? I won't trust anyone anymore, I'm going to live! Don't believe it, Xiao Ying and I slaughtered a sect, hahaha! But I'm not happy, I didn't kill Luo Yunshi, he said I was too stupid, take me with you and let me kill, I still can't kill it. But, he's still dead, it's all my fault! I was wrong! I killed him, even if I snatched his body back...... It hurts! I—I don't want to think about it anymore, I'm him! I am him!

Mother, are you worried about me? Don't worry, mother, Brother Luo said that men must be responsible and have a bottom. Mother, I have principles, I don't kill people casually, don't worry. Because, I'm Luo Yunshi! Because, it's ugly to see people when they die, especially if they have been dead for many days, one tribe and several tribes, and I really don't want to see dead people again.

Mother, have I slept for a long time? Am I dreaming? It's all a dream, so can I see you when I open my eyes?

It seemed that when Zhou Tang returned to the bed as soon as he turned around, Nangong Jin's eyes opened slightly, and his expression was dazed.

"Jin'er!" Zhou Tang felt that he was going to cry, "Jin'er, Jin'er, it's my mother, look at my mother's ......"

Mother? It's a mother! Nangong Jin smiled slightly, it was really all a dream! "Mother......." I don't know why, my voice was so light that I couldn't even hear it, but my mother heard it and cried. Nangong Jin wanted to reach out and help her wipe away her tears, but she could use all her strength, but she just moved her fingers.

"Jin'er, did you hear your mother call you? Jin'er, don't sleep, okay? With tears in his eyes and a smile on his face, Zhou Tang gently stroked Nangong Jin's pale face with one hand.

Rest assured, my mother is here, and I can sleep with peace of mind. Nangong Jin closed her eyes again, with a hint of a smile on the corner of her mouth.