There were many people on the street, walking in a hurry, all of them had their own affairs, and no one would pay attention to Qin Shu, who was passing by with a painful face and holding his stomach.

Qin Shu's condition worsened again, and when he learned that there was not much time left for the next day, he chose to accept it calmly.

His parents died of illness, leaving him alone, and he grew up to his current age with the support of his neighbors since he was a child.

Now, he is also seriously ill and does not have much to continue to treat, and he knows that everything is in vain.

"I want to be alive. Qin Shu sighed, dragged his body worse than the old man, left the street, and walked in the direction of home.

Dinner was very simple, only gruel and a few cold dishes from yesterday, and every bite was extremely difficult to eat.

It was night, the cramped house was warm, and the fire of the stove was still burning, bringing warmth.

Qin Shu lay on the bed, his eyes open, recalling the happy times, and the corners of his mouth involuntarily hooked up a smile.

Even if there was a burst of pain in his body, he seemed to be unaware of it, and continued to immerse himself in the memories.

Laughter, time with parents, if ...... If you could do it all over again, even if it's just ...... How wonderful.

Tears quietly slipped down his face, wetting the pillow, why is his life so miserable, is it what he did in his previous life that makes the sky hate him, so that he suffered such a situation in this life?

He remembered when he was in elementary school, and he wrote an essay that could be repeated if time could be repeated.

Above, he wrote that if time could come back, he would definitely say thank you to his parents.

Pity......

His vision was obscured by tears, and the pain continued to torment him, like an ant devouring his heart, an unforgettable pain.

Consciousness is getting blurred......

Suddenly, Qin Shu suddenly stood up from the bed, as if returning to the light, his face was more rosy and healthy.

He remembered one thing, something he had to do.

Walking over to the table, he opened his journal and quickly wrote down many words with a pen.

There are last words for many years, helping their neighbors, and leaving their own after death, please be buried with the grave of your parents.

You just need to dig a pit next to it and bury yourself in it, no ritual is required, just keep it simple.

After doing this, Qin Shu closed the diary, covered his stomach and suddenly bent over, vomiting red.

He laughed miserably, sat back on the bed, and waited silently for death to come, knowing very well that he ...... It probably won't last tonight.

He slowly took out his mobile phone, contacted his classmates who had been good friends, and said goodbye to them one by one, not wanting to leave any regrets.

There is also a girl I used to like, Qin Shu also sent a message, saying everything he wanted to say before.

I feel better.

A classmate replied, asking him about his condition and telling him to insist that he was on his way over.

"I don't use it, just remember to come to see me often in the future, I don't want to ...... Forgotten after death, forgotten by the whole world. ”

Speaking of this, Qin Shu couldn't stop crying, afraid that his existence would gradually be forgotten by everyone.

"I want to live again......"

The night was dark, and only one star shone in the night sky.

The sound of insects is continuous, and a song that belongs only to the night is played.

I really want to live again, this is Qin Shu's voice at this moment, I hope that if there is an afterlife, with a healthy body, healthy and safe parents, and an ordinary life, it is enough.

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(End of chapter)