In Qiming Hall, Zhou Tang sighed after listening to Nangong Jin's explanation, "Huai'an wants to buy silver with a letter of seal." I have already taken care of this matter. Then he shook his head and couldn't bear to say: "He grew up in Pingyang since he was a child, and he is really unfamiliar with Huai'an. Now if I want him to go to Huai'an, I always feel like I'm throwing him over there. A person is not familiar with anything, and Songran has always been an honest character, alas, ....... ”

"Ah, do you want me to talk to him?" Nangong Jin said with a smile, thought about it and asked carefully, "If he wants me to accompany him to Huai'an, the family won't object, right?" ”

Zhou Tang was about to nod, when he suddenly heard the question behind him, he looked at Nangong Jin in some surprise, immediately pretended not to find anything, pretended to think about it, and said tentatively: "This, then you have to ask your father, or do you ask?" ”

Nangong Jin thought about it and looked embarrassed, "It's not a certain thing, it's too ...... to ask like this, as if I can't stay at home." ”

Zhou Tang scolded with a smile: "You just can't stay at home." ”

Nangong Jin sighed and slumped into the chair, "There is food and drink at home, I won't go anywhere, as long as my mother doesn't drive me, I will stay in the west courtyard until I am old." Glancing at Zhou Tang, "Huai'an, it's not fun, it's good at home!" ”

Zhou Tang gave him a roll of his eyes, "You play with your mother with this kind of heart." Have a good chat with Song Ran, my mother knows that he still has some prejudices against you in his heart. You two are not the same character, don't talk and quarrel. Alas, my mother knew Songran's thoughts, but ....... ”

Nangong Jin sat up straight and nodded sincerely, "He is younger than me, I will let him." ”

"It's one thing to let's go, well, you go talk about it first. Let him stop drinking, it hurts. He won't listen to you, alas....... For Zhou Tang, this nephew has been raised since he was a child, and he is no different from his parent. I was sad to see him, but I didn't know what to do.

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Nangong Jin arrived at Hanhui Pavilion with Zhou Tang's worried face, and Li Songran really drank in the room. Nangong Jin naturally poured herself a cup and was about to drink it, but was held down by Li Songran. "Don't drink it."

"What? Poisonous? ”

Li Songran shook his head, "It's not funny. Then he snatched the glass from his hand, poured it into his own glass, and poured him a glass of boiled water.

"What's wrong?" Nangong Jin took the glass of boiled water and didn't drink it.

"Not much, practice the amount of alcohol, so as not to get drunk by you next time." Li Songran's expression was already a little drunk.

"Why didn't you come to me? We haven't discussed anything about Huai'an. Do I want to go straight tomorrow, right? Nangong Jin proposed.

After a while, Li Songran shook his head, "I don't want to go." ”

"It's okay anyway, just go out for a walk." Nangong Jin said with a smile.

Li Songran smiled bitterly, "Auntie asked you to come?" ”

"I heard that Huai'an wants you to go, there is something urgent, right?" Nangong Jin asked knowingly.

Li Songran laughed self-deprecatingly, "What is urgent, it is nothing more than signing and sealing, this kind of thing, it is the same with me or not." "I think you're right." Rent out all the shops, just collect the rent, I can't do it anyway. ”

"Songran, well, I didn't mean that. Preferably, let's go on a trip and how to do ....... ”

"Everything was given to you, from the ledger to all the correspondence and deeds. You can do whatever you want, I can't do it. Li Songran took a sip of the wine in the glass, poured another glass, and drank it again without thinking about it.

Nangong Jin sat silently across from him, watching him cup after cup, barely stopping. "You might as well drink it directly from the jar, it's more refreshing."

"I like this, I don't need you to teach me." Li Songran didn't look at him, poured another cup as if angry, and drank it in one gulp.

The two of them just sat like that, one drinking, the other watching him drink. Nangong Jin didn't know what to say, and after a long time, she finally smiled and said, "Go to the school?" ”

"What?"

"The two of us are arguing." Nangong Jin's tone deliberately carried a bit of provocation.

Li Songran shook his head and stared at the wine in the glass, "Except for the life-and-death duel, everything else is a game." You said. ”

"Did I say that?" Nangong Jin didn't remember saying this.

"What you said to Chengjun." Li Songran still didn't look at him, took a sip of wine, and whispered: "I haven't killed anyone, nor have I fought against anyone to the death, what I know is just a game." ”

Nangong Jin frowned, afraid that he had really said it, so he hurriedly made up for it: "That's not what I said." and not an executioner, who has nothing to do and kills people every day. Hey, a lot of the time I'm talking nonsense. ”

"But I think so." Li Songran poured another glass of wine and drank it in one gulp. "I used to feel sorry for you, this is your home, I robbed your father and mother, and you became an orphan."

Nangong Jin looked at him with wide eyes and some disbelief, "It's nothing." ”

"Later, I found out that you can do everything, and I desperately wanted to be like you, but as a result, I couldn't learn it at all." Li Songran took a sip of wine, "That's it for a lifetime." This sentence seems to be said to myself.

"Learn from me?" Hearing him say this, Nangong Jin didn't react for a long time.

"Don't worry, you won't learn." As he spoke, Li Songran picked up the wine jar and staggered out of the house, and sat down on the steps of the door.

Nangong Jin looked at him blankly, not knowing what to do. After a while, he finally got up and sat next to Li Songran. Gu Zi said: "When I was more than ten years old, I met a person. He's not afraid of anything, and I don't think there's anything to worry about with him. Later, I learned from him to speak, to laugh, and wanted to be him. Later, someone told me that he was who he was and that I would never be him. That day, I seemed to see him sitting there, still with that disgusted look,......, I don't remember what he said. Actually, I don't know what he will say or do, and I don't know if I am learning just what I imagined him to be. Anyway, there's nowhere to ask. ”

Li Songran chuckled, "Don't deliberately make up a story to lie to me. ”

"I also hope it's just a story." Nangong Jin paused for a long time and laughed, "At least I can do it now, and I won't be too sad when I think about him." You know, someone asked about it that time...... Suddenly I felt like I was going to die, and I didn't even know what was going on. Hahaha....... "It's like talking about someone else's business.

Li Songran looked at Nangong Jin suspiciously, then turned his head and took a sip of wine, "What do you want?" ”

"I don't know. I promised you to go to Huai'an before, but if you don't want to go, of course it's best. However, the two of us seem to have nothing to do in Binh Duong. Nangong Jin turned his head and asked with a smile: "What do you want to do?" Locking yourself in your home counts. ”

"I think?" Li Songran smiled bitterly and said softly: "I think? I want to be the same as the original, is that okay? ”

"What is that?"

After a long time, Li Songran sighed and didn't answer Nangong Jin's question, "Actually, I don't like you very much, but I don't hate it." To be honest, I don't know what you're going to do, I don't know if you're a good person or a bad person. ”

"Good guys and bad guys, but they just have different positions. There are many positions, and even if they are completely different, it does not necessarily mean that they are opposites. ”

"I don't think so."

Nangong Jin smiled: "Okay, at least we can still sit and chat like this." ”

Li Songran took a sip of wine and ignored him.

"By the way, you also borrowed 3,000 taels of silver from me, and you won't be able to pay it back next year just by sitting in Pingyang. Why don't we go to Jingzhou? I'm trying to figure out how to make some money. Nangong Jin stood up and patted her buttocks.

"You go to make money, what am I going to do?" Li Songran looked up at him.

"Overseer, otherwise, I don't know what I'd do." Nangong Jin's face was taken for granted.