208 Distorted human nature
What is the hero? I don't care, now I just want to go home......"
Song Jinghao was not enthusiastic about Shangguan Yan's words, and now he just wanted to return to Yuanzhou as soon as possible and go to Hanling to meet the girl he liked.
"Hmm......" Shangguan Yan groaned softly when he heard this, and then said, "Are you going to meet the girl you are talking about?" ”
"Yes......" Song Jinghao nodded, "For me, there is nothing more important than her, I just want to stay by her side silently......"
"Stupid love will only make people depressed......" Shangguan Yan seemed to be extremely disdainful of Song Jinghao's answer, "If that's the case, I shouldn't have saved you in the first place, and left you to fend for yourself......"
"Ahem, cough, cough ......" Song Jinghao coughed a few more times, not understanding the meaning of Shangguan Yan's words.
"But ......" Suddenly, a strange cold smile appeared on the corner of Shangguan Yan's mouth, "That girl seems to be wary of you and isn't with you, right?" ”
Song Jinghao was taken aback and hurriedly said, "You, how do you know?" ”
Shangguan Yan chuckled and said: "One hundred and thirty-four times in the eight days of being in a coma, this is by no means done by a person who has already been in love, it can be said that you are just a suitor, or a suitor who is not recognized, am I right......"
Song Jinghao nodded with a painful face: "Indeed, as the son said, Miss Xue, there are still many things that can't be let go, and ......I can't tolerate it for the time being."
"Ha......" Shangguan Yan suddenly let out a burst of disdainful laughter, "Even if you still don't want to let go, it seems that you really care about her, let me help you, so that she can never forget you in her heart?" ”
Song Jinghao's eyes lit up: "Really? Are you really willing to help me? ”
Shangguan Yan said: "As long as you become the hero of this rebellion, she will naturally remember you......"
Song Jinghao shook his head: "No, Miss Xue is not the kind of person who is greedy for fame and fortune......"
"Shhh......hhhhhhhhh At the same time, you can also relieve the distress of lovesickness, how do you feel? ”
After hearing this, Song Jinghao's head suddenly felt chaotic, and he looked at the shadow in front of him in horror, and couldn't say a word for a long time, why did this person in front of him have such crazy thoughts?
Shangguan Yan asked lightly, "What's wrong?" Don't you think that's bad? Or is your so-called relationship just a lie that doesn't stand up to scrutiny, and you don't love her at all? ”
"No, it's not!" Song Jinghao yelled loudly, "I really like Miss Xue, I didn't lie to her......"
The corners of Shangguan Yan's mouth raised: "Really?" But why can't I feel how much you like her? Don't think that shouting a few words in a dream is true love, feelings are stupid and pathetic, full of fraud and perfunctory, who will take it seriously? ”
Song Jinghao fell into silence when he heard this, his current train of thought was completely caught by Shangguan Yan's words, and he seemed to feel that his words were all right in a trance.
"How? Did I say yes? Seeing that there was no movement behind him, Shangguan Yan continued, "You are actually just obsessed with not getting her, not really loving her, well, in this case, you are no different from those gentlemen, just for physical pleasure and showing off capital ......"
"No, it's not like this......" Song Jinghao denied repeatedly, "I really like Miss Xue, I'm not the kind of person you said......"
"In that case, why are you hesitant to even make such a small decision as dying for her?" Shangguan Yan ruthlessly interrupted Song Jinghao's words, and said expressionlessly, "I have seen too many people, the so-called true feelings are just to meet their physical and mental needs, and they keep saying that they are willing to give everything for each other, but how many people can really pay?"
The so-called giving is just charity within one's own ability, is this also called true love? It's ridiculous,
Shengzhou talented girl Xue Ruyuan and Suzhou historian Shi Zongjie are a living example, then Xue Ruyuan is not as good as Jiang Ruoyan, and Shi Zongjie is also called Li Suwen's second by the world?
But the result? The interracial marriage of the imperial court made the two of them retreat, no matter how strong the love and sweetness were before, how much money was spent before and after, in the end, they were still at the mercy of fate, it was really stupid and ridiculous......"
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Song Jinghao immediately retorted, "That Xue Ruyuan Xue Cainu for the sake of peace between the Great Zhou and the Xia Kingdom, so as not to fall into the war with the people of the border city, did not hesitate to sacrifice her own happiness, so that the overall situation of the woman is taken into account, which makes the men of my generation feel ashamed, why do you evaluate her like this?" ”
"Ha......" Shangguan Yan smiled dumbly, and his laughter was full of disdain and disdain for Song Jinghao's words, "But in the end, Xue Ruyuan still ran away regardless of the overall situation, and now he is not only wanted by the government, but even the Xue family is also scolded and disliked by the scholars, I knew that this was the result, why didn't I elope with the son of the Shi family in the first place?" At least this can be an example for those ignorant couples who swear by each other all day long, don't you say? ”
Song Jinghao was silent when he heard this, he now doesn't know if what Shangguan Yan said is right, Xue Ruyuan did run away, and her life and death are still uncertain, and because of her disappearance, the situation on the Yongliang border is precarious, there were several small-scale military conflicts last year, and hundreds of people died on both sides, and in the end, it was the Xue family who raised millions of silver to subvert the indemnity for the imperial court to stabilize the border trouble.
"Let's talk about the son of the Shi family......" Shangguan Yan saw that Song Jinghao was in a daze, and continued to speak, "He is inferior to Xue Ruyuan, Xue Ruyuan is at least not willing to be so at the mercy of fate, and is willing to sacrifice his life to escape from the tiger's mouth in pursuit of freedom, but what about him?" And what ridiculous things have you done?
Regardless of the old friendship with Xue Ruyuan, he married a new love, ha, it's really stupid to think about it, true love?
Does such a thing exist? Under the illumination of fate, the true face will be revealed, this is stupid and selfish human nature, and you, too, are one of them, don't try to refute, think about it, is what I said wrong? Or you'll prove it to me......"
"I'm different from Shi Zongjie...... Song Jinghao said calmly, "Isn't it death?" I, Song Jinghao, am not afraid of ......"
"Really? Very good......"
Shangguan Yan suddenly turned around and threw a dagger in front of Song Jinghao, and said coldly: "Then you can prove it to me now, if you really did this, I will tell her on your behalf that you fought and died so that she could live happily in a peaceful environment,
And you will be a hero who will be celebrated in the annals of history, come, pick up the dagger, and slowly plunge into your chest,
Then slowly feel your heart stop beating in the pain, watch the delicate and dazzling red bloom in front of you, think about that picture, how romantic and cruel, and eventually you will fall into reincarnation and gain the favor of that girl, and I, I am your best witness, let's start......"
Shangguan Yan's words were like magnetism in Song Jinghao's ears, and he picked up the dagger on the ground by surprise, looked at it blankly, and then slowly pushed the tip of the knife to his chest......
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