210. Get better
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Chen Qingchuan didn't hide, and neither did I, and the two of us overlapped each other's hands.
My mother looked at him, her slightly yellowed eyes, full of seriousness, no smile.
Chen Qingchuan's expression couldn't tell what he was thinking, but soon, he said, "I will." ”
But my mother said, "No, Qingchuan, you have to swear to me." ”
Hearing this, Mother Jin even subconsciously lightened her walking movements, stood aside and watched, the atmosphere suddenly sank, and I also looked at Chen Qingchuan.
Chen Qingchuan and my mother looked at each other.
My mother said, "Qingchuan, I need you to swear in front of me, I only have one daughter, Kaiyan." ”
Chen Qingchuan said: "I understand you. He asked, "What do you want me to swear to you?" “
My mother said, "Swear by your life." ”
My mother has always trusted Chen Qingchuan very much, but I didn't expect that she would force Chen Qingchuan to swear here today.
I looked at Chen Qingchuan and wanted to see something on his face, but his face was calm, and there was nothing but silence.
My mom asked, "Do you dare?" ”
Chen Qingchuan's hand above me suddenly tightened little by little, held my hand and said: "I, Chen Qingchuan, swear to heaven with my life, I will use my life to take care of Kaiyan, I will not hurt her or abandon her because of anything, if there is half a lie, I will definitely die." ”
When my mother heard this, she clasped my hands with Chen Qingchuan and said, "Qingchuan, you remember what you told me today, if you break your oath, I will not let you go if I become a ghost." ”
My mother looked at me again, she said: "Kaiyan, I don't have anything to say to you, the only requirement is to give birth to this child peacefully, you have grown up, you don't need your mother to be by your side all the time, you have Qingchuan, you have your own family, what you have to do is to be a good mother." ”
I don't know why, my hand actually broke out in a cold sweat, the more my mother values the child, the more weak my heart is, I didn't expect her to be so serious about Chen Qingchuan today.
Obviously, today's answer is not at all perfunctory.
My hands trembled subconsciously.
Mother Jin looked at me anxiously.
Chen Qingchuan also looked down at me, and there was a sweat on my forehead, and it took me a long time before I found my voice and whispered to my mother, "I...... Yes. ”
My voice was full of hesitation.
My mom suddenly reached out and grabbed my shoulders so that I could face her and say, "You look into mom's eyes and answer." ”
I saw myself in her eyes, with a weak heart, hesitation, confusion, and even a look of confidence.
But my mother's eyes were too strong, and even a little persecutive, and under her gaze, I finally mustered up the courage to say, "I will, I will give birth to this child well." ”
When my mom saw that I finally faced her and answered, she let go of me, nodded and said, "I believe in you." She touched my head and said, "Kaiyan, I'm sure you'll be this good mother." ”
After she finished speaking, she smiled and said, "Okay, it's not a big deal, since you all promised me, I don't have anything to worry about." ”
Chen Qingchuan took my cold hand and put it down.
My mother smiled again and said, "I'm going to go to your father's grave tomorrow to see him, will you come with me?" At this time, my mother thought of something, so she said again: "Forget it, you are pregnant, or stay at home to raise the baby, let Jin's mother go with me." ”
I hurriedly said, "You're not well yet, why do you want to go over there, and it's very shady." ”
My mom smiled at me and said, "I'm going to see your dad, it's almost time for him to give birth, and the weather is even worse, and it's warmer these days." ”
Mother Jin smiled and said, "It's okay, by the way, I'll go out with you, this hospital is really boring." ”
My mother said, "No, after seeing Lao Xu, I went to go shopping, just the two of us, Ah Jin, sisters for so many years, and the two of us haven't gone shopping together." ”
Mother Jin said: "Mrs., you don't like to go shopping, I don't like shopping much, but if you want to go shopping, I will accompany you." ”
My mom smiled and said, "Look at your reluctance." ”
My mother and Jin Ma talked and laughed, I don't know why I saw such a picture, I was less scared, her condition was really much better than that day in the intensive care unit, her face was ruddy, and she even had enough strength to speak, as if she had returned to the past, except for being thinner, there was really not much change.
Chen Qingchuan still had to go to the company, so he didn't stay here for long, so he got up and said to my mother: "Mom, I still have a meeting, let's go first, and I'll come to see you in a few days." ”
My mom stopped talking to Kim, and she looked at him and said, "Okay, you can go." ”
Chen Qingchuan nodded.
My mother said to me again, "Will you go back with Qingchuan or stay here for a while?" ”
I immediately said, "I'm going to stay here with you for a while." ”
She said, "Then you go and send Qingchuan." ”
Chen Qingchuan looked down at me sitting there, I hesitated twice, and could only get up from the chair.
When Chen Qingchuan walked outside, I followed him, but before I could go far, my mother actually called Chen Qingchuan again.
She said to him: "Qingchuan, remember what you said, you should know your mother best." ”
Chen Qingchuan was under her gaze, nodded for a long time and said, "Don't worry." He said no more, and continued to take me out, and I followed him out of the ward.
After waiting outside the corridor, Chen Qingchuan stopped: "No need to send it, let's go in." ”
I thought of the poisonous oath my mother had made him make, and I wanted to mention it, but when the words came to my lips I swallowed them again, so I didn't say them.
Chen Qingchuan turned around to leave, but after taking two steps, he suddenly stopped again, stopping for a few seconds and not knowing what he was thinking.
I looked at him puzzled, but I didn't say anything.
At this time, he looked at me again and said, "Accompany my mother well." ”
I didn't expect him to stop, it turned out to be to say this to me, and I said, "I'll accompany her." ”
Chen Qingchuan snorted, then turned around and continued to walk forward.
When he was far away, I felt that he was inexplicable, touched his head, and went back to his room.
My mother is still chatting happily with Jin's mother, I don't know how she is in a good mood today, even the doctor came in and praised her for her much better state.
My mom was very happy and optimistic about the doctor's words, saying, "It doesn't hurt so much these days." ”
Dr. Liu was doing rounds, he checked my mother's body, recorded my mother's physical condition, and said with a smile: "Happiness decides everything, and if you continue in this state, you will definitely get better and better." ”
When I heard the doctor say this, I happily asked, "Really?" Doctor, is my mom going to get better? ”
The doctor stopped the pen in his hand and said to me with a smile: "Naturally, it is true, as long as the mentality, no disease can hit people's willpower." ”
I smiled and said, "Thank you." ”
The doctor didn't stay long, chatted with my mom and left.
After the doctor left, I happily accompanied my mother, accompanied my mother until 7 o'clock in the evening, and had dinner with her, my mother was in good spirits for a day, a little tired, so she said to me: "Kaiyan, go back early, it's dark, the road is not safe." ”
But I was still reluctant to go, so I hugged her arm and stuck to her and said, "I don't want to go, I will stay here tonight and sleep with you." ”
For my coquettishness, my mother smiled and held my head and said, "Okay, it's not a child anymore, go back quickly, my mother is very tired and needs to rest." ”
I saw that she was really tired, but I still didn't continue to pester her, nodded and said, "Then I'...... Go back first. ”
She smiled lightly, "Well, let's go back." ”
I suddenly approached her, kissed her the cheek, and I said, "Mom, you must be well." ”
She smiled, wiped the saliva from her face, pretended to be impatient, and said, "Okay, okay, I know, let's go quickly." ”
Mother Jin was folding my mother's clothes there, and said with a smile: "Why is Miss still like a child." ”
I smiled happily, got up from the bedside, and said to my mom again, "Mom, I'm really leaving." ”
She was already leaning back on the bed, leaning back and smiling at me and saying, "Go ahead, stay safe on the road." ”
I nodded and said, "Okay, I will." ”
I looked at her again and walked happily out, but when I reached the door, I felt her eyes fall on me, and I stopped and looked back at her.
She winked at me, then waved her hand again in a goodbye gesture.
I smiled and waved at her, pushed the door open, and walked straight out.
Because I still have to recuperate in the hospital for a few days, so I went back to the hospital that night, I was very happy, I can't say, I just think my mother's state makes people feel full of hope, as if as long as this trend continues, she will get better and better, better and better, until she recovers.
I suddenly had great hope in my heart that I would never again be as pessimistic as I had been in those days.
Even that night I dreamed, the dream was sweet, I dreamed that my mother was wearing a beige knit sweater, holding her fluffy head and black hair, and she looked like she was thirty-five or sixteen, standing in front of the oven and baking a cake.
The air was filled with the sweet smell of cake, and my dad sat in a rocking chair, holding a newspaper and looking at her with a smile.
I woke up smiling, and even my aunt felt that I was in a much better mood than a few days ago, and when she prepared breakfast for me in the morning, she asked me if I had reconciled with Chen Qingchuan.
I smiled at her and didn't speak, thinking of something, and was busy calling Aunt Kim.
But who knew that Chen Qingchuan actually called the ward, and the aunt answered it, and actually told the aunt on the phone, let me answer the phone.
I don't know what he was doing, so he called at this time, but I still took the phone from my aunt.
I don't know if he forgave me, but I happily said on the phone, "Are you looking for me?" ”
Chen Qingchuan on the other end of the phone said, "Did Mom call you today?" ”
I said, "It's only morning, she's going to see my dad at the cemetery, why would she call me?" ”
I don't know how Chen Qingchuan would ask me such a strange question.
I asked again, "What's wrong?" ”
He replied: "It's nothing, just ask casually." ”