Chapter 383: Don't be a concubine
Qi Die looked at Zhang Xiaofang's red face, and the sourness in her heart became more and more intense, but her face became more and more gentle: "Miss Zhang, I am the only woman by Chengen's side for the time being." ”
"I feel that I fell in love with you, thinking that if you like to become a favor, then we will be sisters in the future and be companions together."
As she spoke, her eyes staring at Zhang Xiaofang, who was bowing her head, without blinking.
Seeing that Zhang Xiaofang was still silent, Qi Die couldn't help but say, "Miss Zhang, in this deep mansion compound, I am so lonely. ”
Zhang Xiaofang pulled her hand out of Qi Die's hand little by little, and slowly raised her head, her expression had already returned to normal.
Pursing her lips, she shook her head at Prayer Butterfly.
Qi Die was stunned, she couldn't believe that Zhang Xiaofang was expressing her refusal, and looked at her suspiciously: "Miss Zhang is unwilling?" ”
You must know that although Gu Chengen is just a servant of the Criminal Department, he still has the identity of the eldest son of the Prime Minister.
Moreover, there is no one else in the house except herself, since Zhang Xiaofang likes Gu Chengen, why is she unwilling?
The most important thing is that Zhang Xiaofang is a bandit who came out of the mountains, and according to her humble status, she can enter the gate of this prime minister's mansion, shouldn't she burn high incense?
You know, there are a lot of women outside who want to climb the high branches!
Zhang Xiaofang dared to refuse, it was really a bit of a shame.
"I don't want to. Sure enough, Zhang Xiaofang's next words surprised Qi Die again: "It's right that I like him, but it's not to the point where he must be." ”
"The man I want must not only be the only one in my heart, but also the only one by my side."
"I was born in the countryside, short-sighted, and narrow-minded, and I can't tolerate sharing my man with other women."
"Miss Prayer Butterfly is very good, but I still don't want to."
There was another sentence that she didn't say.
No matter how much she loves someone, she will not be his concubine.
The seven out of the seven contain "jealousy".
Therefore, since ancient times, one of the harsh requirements of men and the world on women is not to be jealous, but to learn to accept women with a broad heart.
Even if the husband does not take concubines, a virtuous and kind good woman must take the initiative to think about her husband, which is also the criterion for whether a woman is a "good wife".
Because women have come from the beginning, there are very few objections and questions, complaints and accusations, so women in the future have also taken this as their own code of conduct, as a way to measure themselves and others.
After a long time, this has become something that all women in the world are used to.
It's like a man eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling is not a big mistake, but a woman sometimes shows up and is scolded for saying a few more irrelevant words to a man.
In this world, it is always too unfair to women.
People in the world are always too harsh on women.
Zhang Xiaofang's words, although they sound a little shocking, are words that every woman hides in her heart but dare not say.
Who doesn't want to "want to win the heart of one"? Who wants to share a man with others?
Who wants to pretend to be generous on the surface, but in their hearts they have overturned the jar of vinegar and are jealous to death?
Qi Die looked at Zhang Xiaofang deeply, guessing whether it was her true words or her desire to indulge.
Or rather, Zhang Xiaofang's words are half-truths and half-falsehoods.
She said that it is true that she loves Gu Chengen, and it is true that she does not want to share Gu Chengen with others, but the woman who does not want to be Gu Chengen is very likely to be fake.
And the purpose of saying this is not to show that what she wants to pursue is a loyal and single-minded relationship, but to imply that Qi Die consciously left Gu Chengen and gave way to Zhang Xiaofang.
Zhang Xiaofang saw that Qi Die's eyes were inquiring, so she smiled and said, "I know that Miss Qi Die may not understand me, but what I said is the truth. ”
"Thank you, though."
With that, she pushed the teacup in front of Qi Die, "Drink tea." ”
To be so honest with her heart, Zhang Xiaofang is the first and last time.
Because of this, she won't tell anyone anymore, including Gu Chengen.
After all, Qi Die will give birth to a smart and lovely child for Gu Chengen in the near future, and their family of three will live a happy life.
Gu Chengen is not only someone else's husband, but also a husband and wife of children.
Then, Zhang Xiaofang can no longer appear in Gu Chengen's life in any way.
It doesn't matter if it's a friend, buddy, or a crush.
Therefore, if she can say such things to Qi Die this time, it also means that she is really determined to break off her thoughts about Gu Chengen.
"Pray Butterfly girl, I'll leave tomorrow." Zhang Xiaofang took a deep breath, looked away, and her smile gradually became bitter: "In the future, I won't see him again." ”
"I ...... I wish you all happiness. ”
At the beginning of the story, it was probably a meeting that happened at the right time, and it was a sudden encounter.
Later, most of them couldn't reach the two flowers, and the sky was separated.
She and Gu Chengen don't need to see each other again, because they are just passing by.
Forgetting about each other may be the best outcome.
Qi Die's mood was a little complicated, and her hand holding the teacup tightened.
After struggling inwardly, the nails buttoned to the edge of the teacup still moved.
The white powder, hidden in the nails, quickly fell into the cup.
In this world, the most difficult thing to guess is the human heart.
is also a woman, and Qi Die thinks that if she is really in love with someone, it is really difficult to give him to others.
Reluctantly pulling the corners of her lips, she handed the teacup to her lips, whispered "thank you", and then poured the tea down.
Putting down the teacup, Qi Die said in a low voice: "Miss Zhang, what I said just now, if there is anything offensive to you, I hope you don't mind." ”
Zhang Xiaofang waved her hand, "No, no." ”
Qi Die stood up, blessed her softly, and saluted, "I've been bothering the girl for so long, I should go back." ”
"Girl, rest early, be careful on the way back tomorrow."
Zhang Xiaofang was very frightened when she saw that she actually saluted herself: "I can't stand it, I can't stand it!" ”
Qi Die glanced at the maid standing aside, and then took her hand and slowly walked out of the room.
Zhang Xiaofang watched the butterfly drift away, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart that it really made sense for such a weak woman to be held in the palm of her hand as a treasure.
Looking up at the dark sky, she shrugged her shoulders, exhaled a cloudy breath, and closed the door.
Walking lightly on the bluestone path, the maid held an umbrella for the butterfly, saw her face gloomy, and whispered: "Master, you say, is Miss Zhang's words credible?" ”
"She really doesn't want to stay in the house? The slave always felt that this person was a little weird, and there were many ghosts. ”
Qi Die looked ahead, and her other hand was on her lower abdomen, ignoring the little girl.
As he walked, he stopped at a distance from his yard.
The feeling of convulsions in her lower abdomen hit her whole body, and when she realized that the drug was attacking, she bent over in pain and couldn't help but moan.
"Master, what's wrong?" The little maid saw that there seemed to be something wrong with the butterfly, and hurriedly asked.
"It hurts, my stomach hurts...... "Qi Die leaned half of her body on the little girl, looking weak.
Although it is only a small amount of medicinal powder, it is extremely medicative.
The pain is like being held with scissors and the stomach is opened.
After opening it, it was stirred by something and the pain was stirring hard.
A twitch, she only felt a stream of heat gushing out between her legs, staining her tender yellow skirt red.
"Lord...... Master, you ...... You're bleeding! After the little maid saw the blood on the ground clearly by the moonlight, she was so frightened that the umbrella in her hand fell to the ground.
"Ahh As if her body was torn apart, she fell into the rain as soon as her legs became weak.
Gu Chengen came back after half a cup of tea, and as soon as he entered the courtyard, the little maid stepped forward and said with a wince...... The eldest son, the master, she ...... She ......"
"Butterfly, what's wrong with her?" Gu Chengen was in a bad mood, and when he saw that the little maid was trembling, he said sharply: "Did you not serve well and make Die'er angry?" ”
"No, it's not, master...... Miscarriage! As if resigned to her fate, the little maid closed her eyes and finished speaking in one breath The news that made Gu Chengen want to kill someone made him hear.
When Gu Chengen heard this, his eyes were about to fall off.
A strong chill burst out of his body in an instant, and he flicked his sleeves and rushed into the room in three and two steps.
"Butterfly!" When he saw the praying butterfly on the bed with a pale face and sweating on his forehead, he called out in distress.
Next to the bed, the old doctor was pricking the butterfly with a needle, and the air was filled with the strong smell of wormwood.
Qi Die's eyes were tightly closed, and after hearing Gu Chengen's voice, she opened her eyes with great difficulty.
Before she could say anything, she moved her pale lips and choked up: "Cheng En......"
Gu Chengen grabbed Qi Die's hand tightly and looked at her with blank eyes: "I'm here, Die'er." ”
"Kid...... The child is gone, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for ......" The hair on her forehead was wet with sweat, and she didn't know whether it was wet with rain or sweat, in short, people were like the meaning of being fished out of the water.
Gu Chengen's thin lips were pursed into a straight line, and the muscles in his face were tense and stiff.
He carefully brushed the hair stuck to Qi Die's face behind her ears, wiped the sweat on her forehead, and turned his head to ask the doctor coldly, "How is Madame's body?" ”
The old doctor pricked the last silver needle and said respectfully: "Looking back at the waiter, the fetus in Madame's womb is too young and rainy, so it has to be carefully recuperated for a few months." ”
"Otherwise, the root of the disease will be left."
Listening to the doctor's meaning, that is, this miscarriage will not affect the future conception of the butterfly, Gu Chengen unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, and his hanging heart also fell: "You hurry up and prescribe medicine." ”
The doctor nodded, and quickly prescribed the medicine.
When the little maid followed the doctor to grab the medicine, and there were only two people left in the room, Gu Chengen and Qi Die, the atmosphere was a little silent.
Qi Die looked at Gu Chengen quietly, and took the lead in speaking: "Chengen, I'm so useless, I didn't even keep the child." ”
The tears in her eyes were like sparkling pearls.
Although it is extremely beautiful, it seems to be piercing Cheng En's heart.
Sighing, Gu Chengen suppressed his heartache, kissed Qi Die's palm, and then put her hand on his face, comforting: "Die'er, don't be sad, we will have children in the future." ”
Hearing this, Qi Die's tears flowed even more, and she sobbed, "Cheng En...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"
Holding Qi Die's shoulder, Gu Chengen hugged her, patted her on the back, and said in a low voice: "Die'er, don't think too much about it now, the most important thing is to take care of your body right now." ”
Qi Die nodded and buried her face in Gu Chengen's arms.
After a while, after Qi Die's mood completely stabilized, Gu Chengen asked tentatively, "Die'er, before I leave tonight, you are okay." ”
"I heard the doctor say that you were drenched in the rain just now, did you go out?"
Just now, he casually glanced at Qi Die's shoes, and Gu Chengen found that there was a lot of muddy water on them, which showed that Qi Die had gone out.
Nine times out of ten, this child fell because of this.
Qi Die's body trembled, and there was an inaudible "um" sound.
Sensing the strangeness of Qi Die, Gu Chengen felt that there must be something hidden in the miscarriage, so he picked up Qi Die's little face and asked, "Die'er, are you hiding something from me?" ”
"Chengen, I ......" Qi Die looked embarrassed and difficult to speak, which made Gu Chengen feel even more bored.
Gu Chengen's tone became gloomy: "Die'er, what's going on?" Say it quickly! ”
"The eldest son, the reason why the master had a miscarriage was because she was killed by the woman in the side courtyard!" At this time, the little maid who came back from grabbing the medicine suddenly came in and said loudly and coldly.
"What?!" After Gu Chengen heard this, he suddenly stood up from the bed.
probably never regarded Zhang Xiaofang as a woman, or maybe it was because of Qi Die's incident that he forgot that there was still someone living in the courtyard.
He clenched his fists, his bones made a "creaking" sound, gritted his teeth and asked, "Who are you talking about?" A woman in the side of the house? ”
Qi Die shook her head at the little girl, although her voice was soft and weak, her expression was very serious: "Go out." ”
"Master, you can't hide such a big matter from the eldest prince." The little maid looked at Qi Die aggrievedly, and regardless of Qi Die's eyes, she took a few steps forward and said to Gu Chengen: "Eldest son, the master can't sleep tonight, so he went to Miss Zhang's room to sit for a while." ”
"Who knows, Miss Zhang actually drugged the master's tea, and the master had a miscarriage on the way back!"
"Cheng En, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have gone to Miss Zhang." Qi Die glared at the little maid, and quickly took Gu Chengen's hand and explained: "I took it upon myself to want Miss Zhang to stay, but I didn't expect Miss Zhang to be unwilling. ”
"The child is gone, I really don't care about Miss Zhang's affairs, I accidentally fell on the way back."
"Cheng Eun, you also know that the road is slippery on a rainy day, and I ......"
The little maid didn't know Qi Die's thoughts, and when she saw her defending Zhang Xiaofang like this, she pouted and said, "Master, obviously I just drank ......."
"Shut up!" Qi Die snorted, gasping slightly.
"This slut!" Seeing this, Gu Chengen's eyes were as ruthless as quenched poison.
He wasn't even in the mood to say another word to Qi Die, he blew in front of Qi Die like a gust of wind.
"Cheng En......" Qi Die called, unable to get out of bed due to physical problems, and could only watch Gu Chengen disappear into the rainy night.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"
Seeing Qi Die coughing, the little maid hurriedly stepped forward to pat her on the back, but was pushed away by Qi Die, "You kneel!" ”
Looking at Qi Die in surprise, the little maid knelt down honestly.
"When did I allow you to talk more in front of the eldest prince?" Qi Die supported her body, half leaning on and half leaning on a soft pillow, and reprimanded: "Miss Zhang has a great friendship with the eldest prince, aren't you embarrassed by the eldest prince?" ”
"However, your miscarriage was indeed done by Miss Zhang, and the slave didn't lie." The little maid was selected by Gu Chengen from among the many maids in the mansion at the beginning, and loyalty is loyal, but it is always the people of this prime minister's mansion, and they are naturally devoted to the Gu family.
Qi Die sighed, and her expression became sad, "Although Miss Zhang harmed my child, in the final analysis, it is because she loves the eldest son too much." ”
"It's too important to think about it so unscrupulously."
"I'm sad, but I can understand what she's doing."
After listening to Qi Die's explanation, the little maid murmured, "Master, you are really kind. ”
Qi Die glanced at Yue Yunpeng, who was flashing outside the window, smiled bitterly, and slowly closed his eyes.
"Bang!" After Gu Chengen arrived at the side courtyard angrily, Zhang Xiaofang had already rested, so she was awakened by a sudden loud noise.
With a soft black hair scattered on her chest, she rubbed her sleepy eyes, looking at Gu Chengen, who looked like a hellish ghost, and said with a blank face: "Gu Chengen, you don't sleep at night, what are you doing here with me?" ”
As she spoke, she yawned twice in a row.
Gu Chengen didn't speak, but stepped forward and grabbed Zhang Xiaofang's neck, so scared that she scared the third yawn back.
There was a danger that her neck would be pinched off at any time, Zhang Xiaofang was pinched and out of breath, and while slapping Gu Chengen's hand hard, she scolded: "Gu Chengen, what are you crazy about?" Let go of me! ”
"Zhang Xiaofang, do you still have the face to ask Ben Shilang what is crazy? Why don't you ask yourself what you did to Butterfly tonight!! When Gu Chengen saw Zhang Xiaofang's casual appearance, the anger in his heart burned even more, and his subordinates worked harder.
lifted Zhang Xiaofang up like a chicken, and then slammed her to the ground, Gu Chengen's eyes were gloomy, like a ghost fire in a cemetery, so it wasn't scary, he said quietly: "Zhang Xiaofang, you eat and drink in the house, this waiter doesn't mind." ”
"But, why are you so ruthless and want to cause a miscarriage?"
was pinched and thrown by Gu Chengen, and Zhang Xiaofang also lost her temper: "Qi Die's child is gone?" ”
She stood up, rubbed her almost flashed waist, and said angrily, "When did I hurt your child? ”
"Moreover, I don't know Qi Die, so what reason do I have to hurt her!"
"Besides, her child is gone, what does it have to do with me!"
In the first two sentences, Zhang Xiaofang was venting her dissatisfaction and expressing doubts.
The last sentence is a kind of inexplicable and grievance that is troublesome.
She stayed well in the room, and Qi Die was idle and had nothing to say about it, which disturbed her mood.
finally fell asleep, but Gu Chengen was crowned with a trumped-up crime, how could she not panic in her heart?
"Heh, Qi Die had a miscarriage because he drank your tea, you dare to say that it has nothing to do with you?!" Gu Chengen saw Zhang Xiaofang's dead duck's hard mouth, and a touch of murderous intent flashed in his eyes: "Zhang Xiaofang, don't think that this waiter doesn't know what you have in mind!" ”
"You have been by the side of Ben Shirou three times twice, not because you covet Ben Shirou, but because of what?!"
"Gu Chengen, you really overestimate yourself and look down on me!" The beauty hidden in Zhang Xiaofang's heart gradually cracked at this moment, she sneered, looked at Gu Chengen's eyes with some disappointment, and said: "Even if I like you no matter how much I like you, I will never do such a bad thing!" ”
"You are the eight sedan chairs to marry me, and you will not be your concubine!"
"I, Zhang Xiaofang, although I am poor and have a low status, I also have my principles!"
After all, she didn't know if it was because she was too emotional, or because she was too aggrieved, and tears burst out of her eyes.
Turning her face away, she bit her lip and stopped talking.
Gu Chengen frowned, it seemed that it was the first time he saw Zhang Xiaofang with red eyes, he couldn't help but be a little suspicious, is it really as Qi Die said, Zhang Xiaofang likes himself?
However, according to Zhang Xiaofang's temper, it seems that he really disdains to do such cruel things.
Just when Gu Chengen was deep in thought, Yue Yunpeng came in: "Master." ”
His gaze swept over Zhang Xiaofang, and then whispered a few words in Gu Chengen's ear.
After hearing this, Gu Chengen suddenly pulled out the sword hanging from Yue Yunpeng's waist, shouted "Zhang Xiaofang", and then slashed straight at her with a sword.
Zhang Xiaofang was coldly yelled at by Gu Chengen, and was so frightened that she reflexively took a step back.
Seeing that the sharp sword was slashing her head and covering her face, she rolled on the spot a few times and dodged in time, "Gu Chengen?!" ”
Her eyes were full of horror, Zhang Xiaofang looked at Gu Chengen, who was about to kill in disbelief, and gasped.
Gu Chengen kicked Zhang Xiaofang's lower abdomen and kicked her to the ground, and before Zhang Xiaofang could react, the sword had already penetrated her shoulder.
The whole movement, like a flowing cloud, did not pause.
Zhang Xiaofang looked at Gu Chengen who was holding the sword in a daze, and the crack on his heart seemed to be bigger, "You...... Want to kill me? ”
The blood was pouring and she couldn't feel the pain in her shoulder, just a little dazed in her head.
If it weren't for the quick deflection of her body just now, I am afraid that this sword will not stab her shoulder, but her heart.
Looking at this strength again, most of the swords were gone, which showed that Gu Chengen really wanted to put her to death.
Gu Chengen's eyes were stained with bloodthirsty madness, and he said word by word: "Zhang Xiaofang, I originally wanted to take your dog's life." ”
"But now, I've changed my mind."
"Kill you, the punishment for you is too light."
"You hurt me and Die'er without children, so I have to take away your most precious things!"
Zhang Xiaofang couldn't think of anything more terrible than death for the time being.
A touch of uneasiness rose in her heart, "Gu ...... Gu Chengen, what do you want to do? ”
Gu Chengen raised his arm and fiercely pulled the sword out of Zhang Xiaofang's shoulder.
"Hmm." Zhang Xiaofang snorted in pain, her body staggered, and the blood from the wound flowed into a stream again.
Losing the sword, Gu Chengen clasped Zhang Xiaofang's injured shoulder with one hand, flipped the other wrist, and roamed around several big points on her body.
Everywhere she went, Zhang Xiaofang felt a kind of pain that pierced her heart and bones.
Realizing something, she cried and shouted, "Gu Chengen, you can't treat me like this, you can't!" ”