144. Let go and move forward

Nangong Jin felt a little cold, and it was very dark around, except that there was a light not far away. Approaching, stunned, a man, delicate appearance, a little tanned, with a free and easy smile on his face. Seeing him coming, he smiled even more happily, "What are you doing?" Don't stand stupidly, come, make tea. ”

Nangong Jin didn't know how she walked over and sat down, and she didn't want to reach out and pick up the kettle next to her and pour water into the teapot.

"Hey! You stupid, such hot water, green tea, little brother, the leaves are yellow. ”

Nangong Jin hurriedly stopped, looking at a loss.

The man looked up at the sky and sighed, "Alas, forget it." ”

Nangong Jin poured a cup of tea and handed it to the man with both hands, "Brother Luo," looking at him, his eyes slowly turned red, and his nose was slightly sour, "I'm sorry......." ”

Luo Yunshi took a sip of tea and shook his head, "I'm really ...... when I meet you." Alas, forget it. ”

"I, I was wrong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Brother Luo ......." Nangong Jin said, tears still falling.

"Now I know, the words 'I'm sorry' are really useless." Luo Yunshi smiled helplessly as he spoke.

"Iβ€”I'm ......."

Luo Yunshi took a handkerchief and handed it to him, "Wipe it, it's such an adult, and I'm still crying, how many times have I told you." Okay, so tell me what you did wrong. ”

Nangong Jin took the handkerchief, but wiped his eyes with his sleeve, "I, I shouldn't have made a rash move without figuring out the details of the enemy; I didn't think about my own abilities and actual situation, and I was too impulsive and impulsive; If your own side is too weak, you should first think of a way to retreat, no matter how you save your life and survive, you will have everything. Also, if you can, try not to fight. ”

Luo Yunshi clapped his hands and said with a smile: "Okay, it's finally not in vain." So you've changed it now? ”

Nangong Jin thought for a long time and replied, "I, I don't fight everywhere, fighting can't solve the problem." When you're angry, count to three before making a decision. ”

Luo Yunshi laughed, "Good, good. It's good to know what is wrong and try to change it. Hahaha....... He laughed for a while, "But why is it still not like me?" Look at you, from sitting down to now, there are always tears dripping, it's me who died, I don't cry, why are you crying? Here, laugh and show me. ”

Nangong Jin tried hard to crack her mouth, and when she saw Luo Yunshi's grinning appearance, her tears still couldn't be stopped.

Luo Yunshi was helpless, "I said it before. Be a man, be cheerful, people are like this for a lifetime, there are thresholds everywhere, you won't be able to pass a threshold. I thought you had already let go, but who knew that it was still the same as before, and everything was buried in my heart. Little brother, I'm not saying it's bad, you can remember me, of course I'm very happy, but you have to learn to let go. Otherwise, what if your heart is so big and full? Exploding on the spot? I don't know if I think what I said is funny, Luo Yunshi actually laughed a few times.

Nangong Jin wiped her tears again and looked at Luo Yunshi.

Luo Yunshi smiled again and said, "You don't want to learn from me? Okay, I know you like to cry, and it's not that you don't cry, you can cry first, and then let all the shit fuck off and cross that threshold with a smile. Haha, along the way, there are many thresholds, just remember the happy things in your heart. ”

Luo Yunshi pointed to his chest, "Are you still sad?" ”

Nangong Jin clutched his chest and nodded.

"Take your time. Relax, sleep if you want, and remember to wake up later. Alas, what a stupidity, everything has to be taught ....... ”

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Du Ling was sweating profusely and had a serious face, but his hand was firmly aimed at the acupuncture point and pierced the silver needle, Nangong Jin was still unsteady in breath, and his face was full of tears.

"How?" These three words Zheng Shu asked hundreds of times.

Du Ling wiped his sweat, "He's been crying, now it's up to him to see if he can wake up tonight." ”

"Nope." Zheng Shu stomped his feet and said to Ah San: "Go and inform Lord Qian ......." ”

"Wait", Du Ling pulled Ah San, "Wait." Nangong Jin wants to go to Tatar, you have to inform Lord Qian, he may not be able to go. ”

Zheng Shu was furious, "Are you crazy, are you going to Tartary like this?!" ”

Du Ling was embarrassed and said: "He is not happy at home, I think it is good to leave." Besides, if I follow, there won't be much of a problem, but of course he will wake up right away. If you don't wake up tomorrow by dawn, then notify Lord Qian. Anyway, I'm not going to let him die. ”

Zheng Shu sat for a while, got up again, walked back and forth, and looked at Nangong Jin on the bed from time to time.

Du Ling finally couldn't help but say, "Lord Zheng, why don't you go out first, if he wakes up in a while, I'll let Ah San inform you?" ”

Zheng Shu rubbed for a while, but still went out, and Du Ling breathed a sigh of relief.

Ling Zheng stood at the door, motionless. Zheng Shu looked at him, only to hear Ling Zhengdao: "I forgot, you said last time that he was seriously ill." ”

Zheng Shu shook his head, "I don't blame you. He's always been that person, and he's changed a lot now. He took a few steps forward and sat down on the steps of the cloister, Ling Zheng also sat beside him.

Zheng Shu wiped his face and smiled bitterly, "When Luo Yunshi and I first met him, he was so tall. As he spoke, he gestured, "It's very thin, it's a little flower." said that we hit his sister and asked us to apologize, but he didn't give up. Yun Shi was annoyed and gave him a few pennies. We saw him buy three steamed buns with these few cents, one for his sister, and the other two for a blind old woman and a pregnant woman next to him. This one, alas, later learned that it was not one. ”

At that time, Yunshi had a task to infiltrate the pirate group, and at that time, in order to act more seriously, there were bounty notices posted everywhere in Jiangnan to arrest him. Hehe, catch the prize five taels. It's Yunshi who said, the reward is less, otherwise there will really be a killer, and it will be embarrassing if you can't beat it. Five taels of silver, hehe, who will come? As a result, someone really cameβ€”that silly boy. ”

"Such a thin and small one, we guessed that he was not ten years old. He exclaimed, he was fourteen years old. That's what it's like at fourteen, hehe. ”

"Unexpectedly, this little ghost is very good, but he is completely desperate. Yun Shi said, not seeing what the origin was. In this way, he kept leading him and fought for several days, with fists and kicks and weapons for a while. The most exaggerated thing is that on a whim that day, Yunshi laid out a formation, and the kid only used half a cup of tea to break the formation, which shocked Yunshi. However, as soon as he came out, he fainted, thinking that he was injured, but it turned out that he was hungry and fainted, and he did not eat for a few days. Hehe, I had a fever that night, and it was completely burned. I and Yunshi, two big men, served that little ghost for three days, hehe. ”

At that time, Yun Shi wanted to take him with him, saying that his master was definitely not an ordinary person. Having said that, I know that Yun Shi is soft-hearted and pity him. The little ghost was still very stubborn, thinking about five taels of silver, and thinking that we saved him, so it was difficult to start. Or Yun Shi, tell him that if he wins the battle one day, he will give him five taels of silver, and if he can kill it, he will give him all the silver on his body, provided that he can only use the bright one, and cannot use the dark way of poisoning. ”

Ling Zheng interjected: "If you kill him, you can get money, so I believe that he won't be poisoned?" ”

Yun Shi believes that as a result, he really didn't. Maybe I don't know how to poison it, hehe. Yun Shi and he agreed on three chapters, a lot of them, and the two of them signed them seriously. I didn't expect a little flower to be not only literate, but also good at writing. He said that his name was Wang Qin, however, Yun Shi directly said that it was not his real name, because when he signed, the second stroke was a small stroke, and he realized that it was wrong and changed it again. Hehe, Nangong, alas, at that time he wanted to say that his surname was Nangong, and we might send him back to Pingyang directly. ”

"That kid, in fact, is quite smart, he can learn everything as soon as he learns, but he doesn't like to talk very much, and sometimes he doesn't know what he's thinking. I have tricked him many times, but I didn't ask anything, thinking that he might have been kicked out by his family. At that time, he was nervous at the sound of a sound, and he fought with people at every turn, and even didn't sleep all night. It took a lot of effort for Yunshi to teach him to be a normal person. Later, Yunshi was going to sea, so he sent him to study. ”

Zheng Shu recalled with a smile, "It was more than a year before I saw him again. Grow taller, not skinny and small. I don't know how he found the marble. In the capital, Yunshi also discussed with me whether to take him to Tatar. I said no, but Marble never listened to me. Since that time, Yunshi has been with him all the time. He still doesn't talk much, he's still like that, and a joke will be taken seriously. Moreover, I don't think he is very bold, hehe, sometimes he is still nervous, and he will hide and cry when he is scolded, hahaha....... Just such a little ghost. ”

After a while, Zheng Shu wiped his face, "Actually, Yunshi's matter can't be completely blamed on him." To say, at that time, Yunshi also made a mistake in judgment. Alas, people are not as good as heaven, and many things are unthinkable. When he went to snatch the body, I really thought he wouldn't come back, he was completely insane. When he came back, he kept talking with Yunshi's body, and it was also that day that I knew that his name was Nangong Jin, and I was really afraid that he would go crazy. Two days later, he finally agreed to bury the marble, but fortunately the grassland weather was cold. At that time, he was eighteen years old. ”

"Yes, I hid the news of Yunshi's death until I couldn't hide it. I first reported to Lord Qian and told me about Nangong, in fact, at that time, Nangong had been topping him for two years, and he had never returned to the capital anyway. Lord Qian still checked and said that the Nangong family had such a child, at such an age, and was lost. In this way, Lord Qian also acquiesced to Nangong Jin's rejection of Luo Yunshi, and he didn't say that he would change it back, so he kept holding it. ”

After Yun Shi died, he really changed a lot, he didn't cry anymore, he didn't cause trouble, he became atmospheric in dealing with problems, he was very good at talking, and even the smile on his face was the same as Yun Shi. I know that he has been learning marble, and sometimes I think he is Luo Yunshi, as if Marble is not dead. ”

Zheng Shu stopped for a long time and sighed, "I don't know what I saw, my heart is almost out of beating, and I'm still crying." Actually, he's still the same little ghost. Alas, he blames himself more than anyone else about the matter of the marble. Zheng Shu looked at Ling Zheng, "I know that you and Yun Shi are also lifelong friends, and I don't want to speak for Nangong, but, you are really different from Nangong, he lives like an orphan, and for more than ten years, Yun Shi is afraid that he will be the best person to treat him." He was really bitter in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't have been like this. Ling Zheng, it's been so many years, alas, ....... ”

Ling Zheng looked ahead in a daze, and said with a wry smile: "It turns out that Brother Luo has been dead for eight years. ”

"I'm sorry. I know you actually complain about me. Now, I'm not in charge of your team. You and Nangong can also do well water without river water, so forget it, okay? Zheng Shu looked at him, half discussing and half pleading.

"What position do I have to decide, according to you, the relationship between him and Brother Luo is deeper than mine." Ling Zheng stood up, "Everyone is a colleague, and we don't know what will happen tomorrow today. If there is cooperation in the future, I will not deliberately avoid it. Hope he's okay. ”