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I don't know what I was feeling, I can't tell how I felt, it seemed a little better than I imagined, and it was worse than I expected.

Chen Lina saw that I didn't speak, she said again: "Okay, it's okay if people are fine, reputation is such a thing, you can see it or not, it can be regarded as a kind of retreat." ”

That's what he said, but for men, this matter may not be so light, Lu Ming was already very concerned about this matter, and now everyone knows it, I'm afraid-

I didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Chen Lina didn't really want me to let me know Lu Ming's recent situation, so she changed the topic and said, "No matter what, Kaiyan, you better go back with me, why do you bother to practice yourself here." ”

I shook my head at Chen Lina resolutely and said, "No, I won't go back, Lina, you go back." ”

Puzzled, she asked, "Why?" ”

She probably can't understand me, a good and comfortable life, but why suffer here, she doesn't know, on the contrary, my heart will be more relaxed, if it wasn't for being too willful before, maybe everything in the family wouldn't have become what it is now, maybe my mother's condition won't deteriorate, and she will be saved.

She doesn't understand my feelings, and I don't feel anything bad about my life now, on the contrary, it is more fulfilling, better than being stuck at home, not having to do anything, waiting every day is to eat and go shopping.

There is no meaning in that kind of life.

I smiled at her and said, "Lina, everyone has their own ambitions, I don't want to go back to the past, you can go back." ”

I looked at the time, and found that I had been out for a while, and I had to go back to take over, but at this time, the coffee was just served, so I put the money on the table and said to her: "If you are not in a hurry to leave, let's have a meal together in the evening, I will take you to eat the delicious food nearby, I have to go to work now, I have to go first, you drink the coffee slowly." ”

I was about to leave, Chen Lina grabbed me and said anxiously: "What are you doing, I came all the way to find you, don't you even have time to have a cup of coffee with me?" ”

I said, "Why don't you wait for me here?" I'm almost off work, so let's go straight to dinner? ”

Chen Lina naturally refused to leave now, after all, she had come all the way, how could she really just drink a cup of coffee.

So he could only compromise and say, "Okay, I'll wait for you, you have to hurry." ”

I smiled and said, "Okay, you can sit here again." ”

After that, I left the café and went back to work at the convenience store.

Xiao He and the rest of his colleagues looked at me from time to time, probably not knowing how I could have such a friend, and Chen Lina's eye-catching sports car was still parked in front of the convenience store, I only felt a headache, and I didn't know how to explain it, so I simply didn't explain it at all.

After work in the evening, I took Chen Lina to the back of the food street to eat, Chen Lina has always only been to high-end restaurants, where have you ever been here, a look of disgust, but maybe I think I'm too miserable, it's not good for me to take her to eat somewhere else, thinking of girlfriends, she can only sit with me in the red canopy, where I light all kinds of things.

Not long after, the proprietress brought the drink, I handed it to her, she didn't say anything, took a sip, and said: "You better go back with me, Kaiyan, how bad it is here, if you want to work, go back to City A, just find a copy." ”

I didn't want to talk to Chen Lina about this again, but when the boss brought the food, I opened the chopsticks for her and said, "Eat, I'm starving." ”

Chen Lina saw that I was deliberately dodging, she was a little angry, but she could only give up, after all, she had mentioned it many times.

After that, the two of us focused on eating there, and halfway through eating, Chen Lina was completely attracted by the food here, and she didn't care if I could go back or not.

While eating, she said to me with wide eyes: "It's delicious, Kaiyan, it's much better than what a five-star chef makes." ”

I smiled and said, "Delicious, right?" Didn't lie to you, did you? ”

Chen Lina couldn't stop masturbating skewers, we used to eat when we were studying, but after graduation, we rarely touched each other.

Chen Lina couldn't stop eating, and when it was almost twelve o'clock, I was about to ask her if she would go back to the dormitory with me tonight to sleep on a bed for a night, or go to a hotel for her, but before the words could be asked, a person in a suit walked in from outside, and after arriving at Chen Lina's side, he asked in a low voice: "Miss, we have to go back." ”

Chen Lina looked up at the people around her after eating, she sighed, put down the chopsticks in her hand, wiped her lips with a tissue, and then looked at me again and asked, "Are you really sure you won't go back with me?" ”

I shook my head at her and said, "Go back, Lina." ”

I refused again, she knew that I was a stubborn temper, and decided to do good things, and if I couldn't persuade me, I couldn't persuade me.

She picked up her bag and gave it to the driver on the side, and then said to me, "It's okay if you don't go back, you can come to see you in a few days, and my brother will get married tomorrow." ”

I immediately got up from my chair and looked at her.

The driver handed her her coat, she put it on in her hand, smiled and said, "Why are you looking surprised?" Isn't it sooner or later? ”

Chen Lina's expression and tone were normal, and she couldn't see the slightest abnormality.

If she doesn't say it, I really don't know that Chen He will get married tomorrow, I said, "And Peng Wu?" ”

Chen Lina said: "No, so I can't stay with you tonight, I have to go back." ”

Chen Lina was in a hurry to leave, and I immediately grabbed her.

She stopped and looked at me, thinking I had something else to do.

But I don't know what I want to do by holding her, I try to find the meaning of sadness from her face, but no, not at all, but I am too careful, maybe they have already let go.

I took my hand back from her arm, smiled and said, "It's okay, I just want to say hello to you, bless Brother Chen for me, and wish him a happy marriage." ”

Chen Lina patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely bring the words for you." ”

It was not early, and Chen Lina had to rush back overnight, so she didn't say much to me, and the driver left from the stall.

I didn't expect Chen He and Peng Wu to really become, Peng Wu seemed to have a lot of feelings for Chen Wu before, and the family was comparable, and marriage was just a matter of course.

I thought about it and thought it seemed good, at least both parties were safe, and in the future, it would be as if it had never happened.

I was also quite happy for Chen Qi, so I ate the rest there.

After eating, I wanted to pay the boss for money, and the boss told me that Chen Lina bought it.

She has always been like this, and she has never said anything to me.

I didn't dwell on it much, so I went home, I don't know why, I didn't feel sleepy, and subconsciously used my mobile phone to log in to WeChat, which I hadn't logged in for a long time. But who knew that the page only showed the login, and the WeChat messages vibrated again and again, so scared that my phone almost fell.

After stabilizing it, I took a closer look, and it was all Chen Lina and Wei Wan who sent me hundreds of messages.

Not only theirs, but also many classmates, who knew and didn't know, I slowly flipped down.

After hiding for so many years, I dare to land on this account today to see the news on this number.

When I flipped through the messages and turned to the last one, it turned out to be Chen Qingchuan's, but he didn't send me any messages, but the last time I quit, we happened to communicate with WeChat, so he stayed in the main interface.

He's not a person who often uses WeChat, he wasn't before, and now I don't know very well, but I just know that he first used it, because I liked it more before, so he placed one in the phone.

The avatar is still an avatar that has just been registered and casually made, and the WeChat name is just a very simple period.

I wanted to click on it, but my hand stayed behind his avatar, and I thought about it and retracted it.

Because it's also boring.,So I started to plan to brush a circle of friends.,I haven't opened it for more than half a year.,Brush down.,It's all everyone's dynamics.,Some funny.,There's funny.,There's food.,

Just when I watched it with relish, maybe because too much time had passed, it was no longer displayed, so I could only turn forward and refresh it.

But at the moment of refreshing, I actually swiped out a post of Chen Qingchuan, which was a photo, I thought, hehe, a person who has not been dynamic for a thousand years, actually started to post? I couldn't believe my eyes, so I skipped over the news that I had refreshed and clicked on a picture he posted.

What caught people off guard was that in the picture was a pair of men and women holding hands, both with wedding rings on their ring fingers.

Chen Qingchuan has never posted a message, so as soon as he posted a message, there were all messages below, there were our mutual friends, and he frantically asked with a question mark under the photo: "????? What's going on with Qingchuan? Getting married? ”

"New sister-in-law?"

"You also show affection? Brother Chuan. ”

Messages like these keep appearing underneath, but most of them are black question marks that are all confused.

But that dynamic, almost only stayed for a minute, and soon disappeared in the circle of friends, disappeared inexplicably, I refreshed it again, and I couldn't refresh it, it seemed like it was deleted.

I refreshed it two or three times in a row, but I didn't see it, and I clicked into Chen Qingchuan's circle of friends again to check, and it was blank.

It was indeed deleted.

My fingertips stopped stiffly on the screen, and after thinking about it, I still withdrew WeChat again, and felt that it was not safe, so I simply uninstalled WeChat again and turned off the phone.

Sure enough, you can't log in anymore.,You shouldn't have any more entanglements with the people and things you used to have.。

I got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When I went to work the next day, I told myself that I didn't have to think about it, just treat it as if I had never met it before, and still work hard as before, Xu Kaiyan!

I gave myself a hard boost.

Thinking about it, it also had a bit of an effect, and then it went back to normal, going to work in the morning and getting off work at night, the people around me were still the same group of people, and the convenience store was very busy during that time, and there was no time to make people think about it at all, gradually, it seemed that Chen Qingchuan and Chen Lina had never appeared.

After a month passed, Xiao He actually wanted to resign, saying that her father was sick and she had to go back to take care of her father.

We didn't expect it to be like this all of a sudden, she even left in a hurry, and didn't describe too much to us, her father's condition, the day I left, I worked at the convenience store, and when I went back at night, her room was empty.

I stood there looking at her empty room, and my heart felt empty for a while.

I didn't expect her to leave, I thought we could continue to work together.

When Aunt Jiang came back and saw me standing at Xiao He's door in a daze, she patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't be reluctant, Xiao He has something to do at home, and work is like this, come and go, no one will stay here forever." ”

I naturally know, but I still feel a little sad, she is the first colleague I met after returning to China, and both parties are very helpful to each other, but I didn't expect to leave.

Aunt Jiang and Xiao He have been together longer than me, but she went with the flow, comforted me a few words, and went back to her room.

I stood there staring, and a sense of loneliness came over me.

I retreated to the room.

After going to work, without Xiao He's cooperation, listless, as Aunt Jiang said, after Xiao He left, the store manager recruited another cashier, but the other party and I had nothing to say, both of them were working separately.

She is not as easy to get along with as Xiao He, she is humble, she basically doesn't work night shifts much, and she pushes it all to me.

Aunt Jiang occasionally gossiped about new employees behind her back, but after all, she didn't dare to say it in person.

The store manager naturally found out, but now is the time to hire people, so the store manager does not dare to change people, and plans to withstand this busy time first.

Later, I tried to call Xiao He, but no one answered, and I don't know what happened to her family.

Xiao He's departure and the incompatibility with my new colleagues gave me the idea of changing jobs, so I began to prepare to find a new job.

But who knows, before I started looking for a new job, I received bad news, Chen Lina called me, saying that Jin's mother was critically ill and wanted to see me.

When I received the news, I was stunned, standing at the cash register of the convenience store, and I didn't move for a long time.

After Aunt Jiang finished cleaning, she passed by, and saw me standing there in a daze, so she asked me, "Kaiyan, what's wrong with you?" ”

I didn't say anything, I took off my overalls on the cash register, and the person went outside.

When I got back to my dorm, I took the money and went straight to the airport.

I don't know what I'm thinking in that process, and I don't know what the situation is now, my head is very complicated, but the movements of my hands are extremely clear, I bought a ticket, got a boarding pass, found the passage of the passenger plane I was on, waited for about 20 minutes, and got on the plane directly.

But as soon as I got on the plane, I started crying.

I was afraid that the people around me would look at me, so I used a blanket, hugged my head, and leaned against the window and cried.

Almost two hours later, the plane stopped, and I walked out of the airport with red and swollen eyes, where a car was waiting for me.

Chen Lina was waiting for me in the car, I didn't ask too much, I just opened the car door and sat down, and she asked the driver to drive me and drove me away from the airport.

The traffic in City A is very congested, and it has been almost two years since I left, and there has not been much change.

I kept staring out the window in a daze.

Chen Lina kept looking sideways at me, observing my face.

The car actually dragged me directly to the old house, I was a little panicked, looked at Chen Lina and asked, "Where is this going?" ”

Chen Lina, who was beside me, said: "Since you left, because the house was unguarded, Mother Jin went back to the old house, she has been sick for a year, staying in the hospital, but the doctor ...... a month ago Let Jin's mother come back, so the person is now in the old house. ”

I clenched my fists, and I thought to myself, I didn't expect to come back, or to the house.

The house I could hardly have faced.

I sat there and didn't speak.

Chen Lina saw that I didn't speak again, so she gave the driver a look.

The driver continued to drive the car towards the old house, and after the car entered the iron gate, Chen Lina took me out of the car.

I followed her inside, and when I reached the door, Chen Lina stopped, because a nurse walked in from inside, and she asked, "How is Aunt Jin now?" ”

The nurse held the basin in his hand and said, "I just finished wiping the old man's body." ”

Chen Lina just wanted to say something, I had already walked towards the room where Jin's mother was, and when I rushed inside, it was completely different from what I imagined when I came.

At this time, she noticed that someone was coming in, so she also looked up at the door, and when she saw that it was me, she widened her eyes, looked at it in disbelief, and whispered: "Miss......"

She was stunned for a few seconds, overjoyed, and shouted, "Miss! Then they will get out of bed.

Chen Lina saw my expression behind me, covering her mouth and snickering.

I understood that I was being tricked, and I immediately looked sideways at her.

She saw me staring at her and didn't dare to look at me, so she said to Jin's mother: "Aunt Jin, then I'll go out first, you and Kaiyan have a good chat." ”

Mother Jin didn't care about talking to Chen Lina, hugged me and laughed and said, "Miss! How did you get back? When did you come back? Why didn't you tell me? ”

I knew that I shouldn't just believe Chen Lina's words, but now that everyone has arrived here, it is naturally impossible to turn around and leave, and I haven't seen Mama Jin for a long time, I do miss her a little.

I looked at Mama Jin, who was so happy that I didn't know how to be good, and I smiled and said to her, "I'm coming back today to see you." ”

When I saw her sitting on the bed, I frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you?" How to lie in bed? ”

Jin's mother said with a look of indifference: "Oh, it's a little problem, it's just a leg pain." ”

She clasped my hand and said, "Sir, you said you went abroad to study?" Why don't you come back for the Chinese New Year? ”

Chen Qingchuan probably didn't tell Jin's mother the reason why I left, I looked at her, thinking that since he didn't tell, then I won't say more in this regard, I sat down on the edge of the bed, and said with a smile: "It's very busy over there, and it's not convenient to come back, so I stayed there during the Chinese New Year." ”

I asked her, "How are you?" ”

Mother Jin smiled and said, "What's bad, except for fading a little pain, there is nothing wrong." ”

But as soon as she finished speaking, she held my hand as if she felt that something was wrong, so she spread my hand away, and when she saw the callouse in my palm, she asked, "Why are your hands so rough?" ”

I didn't expect Mama Jin to be so sensitive, and I immediately pulled my hand back from her palm and said, "Oh, I haven't rubbed hand cream for this time, so my hands are a little dry." ”

Mother Jin still wanted to shake it, so I dodged my hand and changed the subject and said, "Have you had lunch?" ”

Mother Jin is also old, and her head is not as refreshing as before, so as soon as my words came out, she didn't worry about the problem of my hand anymore, she hurriedly said: "Eat, eat, what about you?" ”

She immediately lifted the quilt and said, "I'll make it for you now, and I'll give you your favorite fried hairtail." ”

I hurriedly grabbed her and said, "Okay, don't be busy Mama Jin, I've also eaten, I'm not hungry." ”

The aunt who took care of her also immediately held her.

Mother Jin didn't know if it was true or not, and looked at me.

But she wanted to talk to me, so she gave up, and asked with a smile, "Then you won't leave again when you come back, right?" The house has always been clean, you drove me away last time, I came back cheekily, Qingchuan kept me, a bad old woman, here to enjoy the blessings. ”

The relationship between Jin's mother and Chen Qingchuan has always been very good, and I am not surprised that he will do this.

Seeing that Jin's mother was full of red face, I smiled and said, "It's good, there is no one living here." ”

Mother Jin clasped my hand and said, "Don't go, open your face, don't go abroad, stay at home, Mother Jin will take care of you." ”

I didn't know how to answer her, I just smiled at her.

I chatted with Jin's mother in the room for an afternoon, and when I arrived at six o'clock in the evening, I came out of Jin's mother's room, she was afraid that I would go, but she couldn't move, and her legs hurt, so she asked her aunt to go upstairs to clean up the bed for me, and I didn't stop it, and when I came out, I looked at Chen Lina who was sitting on the sofa watching TV.

I walked over.

She immediately got up from the couch, smiled at me and said, "How's the chat?" ”

I looked at her coldly.

She knew why I was like this, and said, "Am I not doing it for your good?" I'm your good sister, how can I see you living such a hard life over there, be happy, don't practice yourself, isn't it good to be here? ”

I said to her, "I'm going back, I'll go back tonight." ”

I turned around and was about to walk outside, Chen Lina was anxious and immediately grabbed me and said, "Kaiyan, don't be like this, you listen to my advice, don't go back there, okay?" ”

I ignored her and walked straight out, she pulling me.

Just as the two of us were walking forward and pulling back, a car drove in through the iron gate, and when the car came to a stop, the person who got out of the car turned out to be Dingkun.

When he saw it, he was also surprised and called: "Miss Xu?!" ”

I didn't know how I was here.

I didn't expect that I would be tricked by Chen Lina to come here, I glared at her, and she looked at me with a dodge in her eyes.

I said to Dingkun: "I'll come and see Mama Jin, it's okay, I'm going back now, you can be busy with yours." ”

I smiled at Dingkun and walked down the steps.

Chen Lina hugged me, turned around and shouted to Mother Jin in the room: "Aunt Jin! Incredible! Kaiyan is running away! ”

When the mother Jin inside heard this, she was anxious and shouted: "Open face!" Open face! You're back! You are not allowed to go! ”

I wanted to get rid of Chen Lina, but who knew that she hugged me tightly, just as I was pushing with him, suddenly in the car behind Dingkun, there was another person, and the person standing at the door of the car was Chen Qingchuan.