330. Forgiveness
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I didn't answer him at all, but I just tilted my head and said to him, "You let me go, I beg you, let me go." ”
His hand on my face shook me.
I raised my weak hand, grabbed his clothes, and begged again: "Will you let me go, Chen Qingchuan." ”
When Chen Qingchuan heard my two words, his face instantly turned pale to the extreme, I blinked, and hot tears slipped from the end of my eyes.
He smiled and reminded me in a low voice: "You came to provoke me, Xiao Yan, and then you came to recruit me." ”
I cried and said: "I'm sorry to you, I'm sorry to you, Chen Qingchuan, I shouldn't have done that, I shouldn't have ruined your marriage with Lin Yutang in order to take revenge on your parents, I shouldn't have willfully not let you go to Lin's house for dinner, it's all my fault, you forgive me, I will never do this kind of thing again, Chen Qingchuan." ”
Chen Qingchuan's hand holding my face suddenly slowly let go, and then, his hand completely slipped off my face, he took a few steps back, he stood there looking at me, his lips moved twice, and he wanted to say something, but those words that he wanted to say never came out of his mouth.
He looked at me standing in front of him with a blank expression.
And I, who hadn't eaten for many days, couldn't stand on my feet anymore, and I sat on the ground with my whole body lying on the ground, and I was panting there.
The aunts didn't dare to approach on the side, so they could only watch nervously from afar.
I supported the ground with my hands and crawled towards him with what little strength I had, I hugged his legs with my hands, crying and said, "I can really go to the Lin family to explain it for you, Chen Qingchuan, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry, I'm willful, I shouldn't have done that, can you forgive me this time." ”
He stood there looking at me, holding his legs and crying.
I tilted my head and said to him: "Lin Yutang, then I will also apologize, I will ask her to re-engage with you, you will forgive me this time." ”
Chen Qingchuan's lips twitched twice, and he said, "No need, you don't have to do this, I forgive you, I forgive you for everything." ”
He tore my hands away from his legs and laid me on the ground, and he didn't say anything but turned and walked out.
He walked in a hurry, and soon, the aunt shouted, "Sir! I chased it out, but I didn't catch up, because soon Chen Qingchuan entered the car, and after the car started, he left here at an extremely fast speed.
The aunt didn't catch up, and stood on the class and shouted a few words sir! There was no response.
Yuling on the side didn't expect this to be the case, she stood there and looked at me lying on the ground, and quickly left from this side of the hall.
When the aunt saw Yuling leaving, she hurriedly came in from the outside, and when she saw me lying on the ground, she helped me up from the ground, and she called anxiously: "Miss, Miss." ”
I cried so much that I almost lost my strength and let my aunt hold me.
I only felt weak, and my aunt tried to lift me up from the ground, but I had just leaned on her to stand firmly, and I fell down again.
Head banged on the ground, dizzy.
The aunt was so frightened that she cried, and she said, "Miss, don't scare me, you can support me for a while, and I'll call you a doctor now." ”
Then, my aunt put me down and quickly went to the table to get the phone, I lay on the ground, only to feel cold hands and feet, dizzy.
I faintly heard my aunt shouting anxiously: "Doctor! Doctor! You're coming over soon, my young lady can't do it! ”
Can't it work? I really can't do it anymore? I don't know, I just feel very tired, and then my aunt was crying and saying something, I really couldn't hear it clearly, lying there, ringing in my ears and fainting.
I don't know how long it took me to wake up, but when I opened my eyes, the room was dim, no one was there, and it was very quiet, and there was no sound.
I moved and tried to get out of bed, but when I moved my arms, I found that there was water hanging from my hands, the doctor had come, I was not dead, I was not starved to death.
But I didn't feel tired at all, I just felt extremely tired, very tired.
I was lying on the bed again, when the door was pushed open, someone walked in from the door, I was in the warm quilt, looked up, the person who came in was an aunt, she was holding a bowl of steaming porridge in her hand, she saw that I was awake, and quickly walked towards me, she put the porridge on the bedside table, and immediately asked me: "Miss, are you awake?" Do you feel that there is still something uncomfortable in your body? ”
I looked at my aunt's anxious face, I shook my head, and I said, "It's okay, there's nothing uncomfortable." ”
The aunt hurriedly picked up the bowl of porridge again, and she said, "Eat something quickly, you are hungry, hurry up and eat something to replenish." ”
She scooped a spoonful and brought it to my lips.
I stared at the spoonful of bland porridge, I don't know why I wanted to vomit, but when my aunt saw that I was lying there for a long time without moving, she simply stuffed the spoon into my lips, and the warm, viscous liquid flowed into it, which hooked my hunger a little.
My aunt struck while the iron was hot, and after I took a spoonful, she shoved another spoonful into my mouth.
A bowl of porridge was eaten under the aunt's half-stopper.
My aunt asked me again, "Do you want more?" ”
At this time, I already felt that my stomach was bloated, so I shook my head at my aunt and said, "It's full." ”
When my aunt saw that I had finished eating a bowl, she thought that it was almost over, so she put down the bowl and fed me some water.
When I came to my senses, I asked my aunt, "Who else is here?" ”
When asked about this, the aunt cried and said, "We are the only ones left." ”
I said, "What about the bodyguard at the door?" ”
That's what I care about the most.
Auntie said: "The bodyguards have all been removed, and Mother Jin has also left, and only me and you are left here." ”
Hearing this, I breathed a sigh of relief, and the whole person shrank into the quilt with great relaxation.
When my aunt saw that I didn't speak for a long time, she thought I was sad, so she cried and said, "Miss, why don't you go and call my husband, who is definitely not really angry with you." ”
I smiled and asked my aunt, "Why did I call him?" Call him back and put me under house arrest? Auntie, don't be funny, I can't wait for him to open it immediately, how can I recruit him back. ”
Auntie looked at me not only not sad, but also all over, but her tears seemed a little redundant.
She looked at me blankly.
After eating something and going in, my strength was almost recovered, and I said to my aunt again, "I still want to rest, it's not early, you can go and rest too." ”
The aunt said, "But Jin's mother, Jin's mother..."
I said to her, "She won't come back here again, you can go and rest." ”
My aunt looked at me for a while, maybe she was still a little unwilling, and wanted to mention it, but because of my face, she could only swallow it hard.
My aunt withdrew from my room, and I put my face on the pillow, closed my eyes, and went back to sleep.
I don't even know when I was torn off the hanging water in this sleep, and when I opened my eyes, it was already ten o'clock the next morning.
I was woken up from hunger, I sat up from the bed, moved my arms, pulled my needles and fists, and my body seemed to have regained a lot of strength, I got out of bed, but I was still a little dizzy, but it was only for a while, it was much better, I stood firm, I went to the bathroom to wash, and after washing up, I went downstairs.
The living room was quiet, the sun was shining brightly, hanging on the horizon, white clouds hung on the horizon, and the air was filled with the fragrance of flowers wafting from outside the garden.
I sniffed it, and my mood was inexplicably good, because there was really no bodyguard at the door.
My aunt, who was busy in the kitchen, heard me walking outside, so she immediately came out of it and said to me who was standing there stretching, "Miss, breakfast is ready." ”
I was very comfortable and said, "Okay, let's eat together, I'm a little hungry." ”
I headed for the restaurant.
My aunt stood there and looked at me for a while, and then immediately went back to the kitchen.
After breakfast, I thought of Lu Ming, I hadn't contacted him for so long, and I didn't know what happened to him, so I immediately called him again.
The phone rang two or three times, and he answered it, and I heard him call out on the phone: "Open face." ”
Listening to his voice is quite normal, it seems that seeing Chen Qingchuan that day did not have much impact on him, so I was relieved, but I still asked: "Lu Ming, are you okay?" ”
Instead, he asked me, "Are you alright?" ”
I smiled and said, "I'm fine, what can I do." ”
Lu Ming said: "I'm afraid something will happen to you." ”
I said, "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”
He said, "That's good, you're fine, I'm fine." ”
I said, "How are you doing these days?" Did you go for a run? ”
Lu Ming saw me asking about his condition, he seemed to hear what I was worried about, he smiled and said: "Kaiyan, don't worry, what I promised you will not change, and now I will not damage my body because of anyone or anything." ”
I was completely relieved, and I said, "Lu Ming, I just hope that you are getting better and better, and don't care about anything anymore." ”
He said, "I know. ”
I happily said, "Okay, that's good." ”
I glanced at the time and said, "I didn't tell you, I have to go to the hospital to see Lina, and we will have dinner together when I have time." ”
Lu Ming also smiled and said, "Okay." ”
I said goodbye to him and hung up.
After confirming that Lu Ming was fine, I was relieved.
Because I had to go to the hospital to see Chen Lina, I was busy going upstairs to change clothes, but before changing clothes, I thought of something, and immediately went to turn on the computer and log in to the mailbox to check, but after checking around, the email was still in an unreceived state, and the sense of loss hit again.
I turned off my computer and went to the bathroom to change my clothes.
After that, I went out, it was the first time I went out in more than ten days, I just felt that the air outside was extremely fresh, and the feeling of freedom was so good.
I took the car to the hospital, and when I arrived at Chen Lina, only her aunt was still there guarding her, and she was lying on the hospital bed.
After I went in, I whispered, "Auntie." ”
The aunt who was wiping the table, after hearing my voice, immediately looked back at me and saw me coming, she immediately walked towards me and called: "Miss Xu." ”
I said, "How's Lina?" ”
Chen Lina, who was lying on the hospital bed, moved, she seemed to hear my voice, and looked up at me.
She smiled, looking a little weak, and asked, "You've finally come to see me." ”
I saw that her lips were a little pale, so I didn't ask my aunt again, and quickly walked towards her, so I frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Something didn't look right with his face. ”
I went to shake Chen Lina's hand, but it was cold.
"It's fine, just a little cold," she said. ”
She smiled and asked, "What have you been up to lately?" I can't reach you either. ”
Speaking of the recent past, I said lightly: "I've been busy lately, and I've had some problems with my phone." ”
I sat down on the edge of her bed, clasped her hand and said, "Is it really okay for you?" Why is the face so ugly. ”
Chen Lina looked at it for a long time, and she whispered, "Kaiyan, the child is gone." ”
My hand squeezed her cold hand suddenly.
She said: "I just had a medicine flow yesterday, and I had a cold, so my body was a little weak. ”
I didn't expect the child to be really gone, so I glanced left and right at the ward and asked, "Where is Qiao Bin?" Why haven't you seen him for so many days, shouldn't he be with you at this time? ”
Chen Lina didn't speak, her expression couldn't hide her loss.
I asked, "Something can't be wrong, right?" Don't tell me to cancel the wedding. ”
Chen Lina hurriedly denied: "No, the wedding has not been canceled, he just happened to be busy today, he should come over to see me in the evening." ”
At this time, there was a knock at the door, and Chen Lina and I looked, but saw Lin Yutang standing at the door with a fruit basket.
She smiled and said to Chen Lina, "Lina, I'll come to see you." ”
Maybe because she was ashamed of Peng Wu, Chen Lina, who usually hated Lin Yutang, was a little more polite when she saw Lin Yutang, she pulled a smile at the corner of her mouth, struggled up from the bed and asked, "Lin, Miss Lin, why are you here?" ”
Lin Yutang said, "I'll come to see you." Then she looked at me again, and even called at me quite kindly, "Open face." ”
Chen Lina and I didn't expect him to come suddenly, so I immediately got up from my chair and hurriedly said to her, "Please come in." ”
She walked in with a smile.
She handed the fruit basket in her hand to her aunt on the side, and asked Chen Lina, "Is it better?" ”
Chen Lina said: "It's okay, it's not a big problem, it should be recovered in a few days." ”
Lin Yutang said with concern on his face: "Don't be too sad, since the doctor said that the child has some problems, then removing the child will be good for you and Qiao Bin, you are still young, and you can continue to give birth when the time comes, don't be too anxious." ”
Facing her reassurance, Chen Lina smiled and said, "I know, but I want you to make a special trip." ”
Lin Yutang said: "I am friends with your sister-in-law, I should come to see you, and you are also half my sister." ”
At this time, I, who had not spoken on the side, said to Lin Yutang: "Miss Lin." ”
She looked up at me.
I said, "Can I talk to you alone, I have something to tell you." ”
Lin Yutang was a little surprised, she looked at me and asked, "Things?" ”
I said, "Yes." ”