Chapter 489 Can't Give Up

Thinking about it, Shen Lian found the point.

There has been no movement in his realm for a long time, but this time because of the tragic death of Dugu Bushan, the bottleneck that has not been seen for a long time has exploded, so that he has fallen into a situation of epiphany and self-questioning, and he can't go out until now.

What is the meaning of the message conveyed by the strange "self" whose existence only I can truly perceive?

"Why did I come here???

Speaking of this problem, Shen Lian may have to think about it more.

Since he was kidnapped when he was young, rescued by his adoptive father, and became a mercenary, Shen Lian has been hovering on the edge of survival, at the beginning, all the basis for his life was actually just to avenge his adoptive father, but when the revenge was avenged, Shen Lian became confused.

That was the first time that Shen Lian went to the battlefield because of his original intentions, and after a tortuous battle and fighting, he finally brought the ashes of the enemy to his adoptive father's grave, and personally broke the bones and scattered the ashes.

After doing all that, Shen Lian didn't feel how happy and happy.

The experience on the battlefield really made Shen Lian indifferent to life and death, and also indifferent to life, at that time, he saw a living person, and there was no difference between seeing a stray dog, chicken, duck, fish or something, in the young Shen Lian's heart, between living things, there was only the difference between dead and alive, and whether he had the ability to cause harm to himself.

Later, Shen Lian was found by those original friends, including Alice, Bruce, Sean, Scarlett, and the dead fifth and sixth children.

Their arrival made Shen Lian gradually learn that there is a relationship called partner in this world, and from that time on, Shen Lian understood that between people, in addition to the weak relying on the strong in order to survive, there is a relationship that is even more important than life and death at the same level.

A group of half-grown children established a relationship in their father's dilapidated house, and Shen Lian did not recover his memory at that time, in his cognition, Bruce and them were equivalent to his relatives.

It is precisely because of this relationship that is stronger than any emotion in the world that Shen Lian did not have any accidents when he developed the hellish demons later.

In history, most of the people with strong abilities are not lost in the hands of their own enemies, and more, in fact, they are defeated in the hands of the people they trust the most, this did not happen to Shen Lian, maybe he has seen life and death at a young age, Shen Lian The minds of these children are much more precocious than their peers, and when it is determined that everyone is a family, no one will be a traitor.

At the beginning, it was also because of everyone's unity, using the counter-tactics of powerful enemies, so that the hell demons reached the peak step by step.

The sudden recovery of memory, to be honest, caught Shen Lian off guard, the warm home in the depths of his memory is of course what Shen Lian desires the most, but Bruce and them are also Shen Lian's relatives who can't be separated.

But fortunately, the hellish demons have reached the pinnacle, and Shen Lian's choice will not put Bruce and them in danger, but will also have a layer of protection.

When they learned that the boss of the Hell Demons had disappeared and lived in seclusion, the first choice of the Hell Demons' secret enemies was actually not to find a way to defeat the Hell Demons, but to find Shen Lian first.

Because they're afraid.

Anyone who has been an enemy of the hell demons knows very well in their hearts that "Captain Jack" is an existence equivalent to half of the combat power of the entire mercenary group of hell demons.

Captain Jack is not dead, and no one dares to touch the demons of hell.

It is true that Shen Lian even left home at the end of the year, and it was a layer of protection for Bruce and them.

After returning home, Shen Lian saw what his father and sister had suffered, and while he was not happy, he was also glad that he came back in time.

In fact, if it weren't for the help of this eldest lady of the Chen family, Shen Lian believed that Xiaoyu and Xiaoqing and their father would have been bullied by the Ma family a long time ago.

After that, he accidentally set foot in martial arts, and Shen Lian began to practice martial arts.

The original purpose of martial arts training, Shen Lian remembered very clearly, he wanted to gain strong strength to protect his family and friends from infringement.

I don't know when it began, becoming stronger in order to protect the people around me has become Shen Lian's life creed.

"I'm here because I want a lot of power, enough power to protect the people I want to protect......"

Shen Lian meditated in his heart, not only to answer the question of the mysterious existence, but also to remind himself.

Dugu Bushan's death was very profound for Shen Lian's stimulation, so profound that it reminded Shen Lian of when his father died, when Shen Lian hid in the floor mezzanine of the broken house, and witnessed the whole process of his father's tragic death through the tiny gaps between the wooden boards.

Those bastards tortured him first, and only when Daddy's blood was almost bleeding did they kill him, Shen Lian couldn't recall his feelings at that time, only remembered that his hand covering his mouth was bitten by himself to expose his bones.

From beginning to end, Shen Lian didn't make a sound, he didn't have any preparations at the time, and the enemy came very suddenly, if he didn't hide it, Shen Lian himself would die, thinking back to that day, Shen Lian's deepest impression should be the faces of those enemies, they were found by Shen Lian one by one, tortured and killed, and crushed bones and ashes, but Shen Lian never remembered what the tragic father looked like.

What I can remember is that my dad usually trains himself, cooks for himself, and occasionally cares about some of his daily details......

"But you didn't really protect anyone, Dad, the fifth and sixth, Hideo Hirata, Dugu Bushan......"

The mysterious being spoke again.

Shen Lian fell silent, if Shen Lian had eyes now, he should have burst into tears.

Every name that the mysterious existence said was like a hideous dagger, and it was fiercely inserted into Shen Lian's heart, he or it was right, he didn't really protect anyone, from the moment his father died, Shen Lian's life had fallen into endless self-blame.

For the rest of his life, there may be more relatives and partners who will die tragically in front of him like that, and he can only watch and do nothing......

Time seems to be frozen, I don't know how long it has been, maybe it is the ideological Shen Lian who has shed tears.

"However, I can't give up, there are relatives and friends outside who need my help, and I can't give up because of my previous regrets......"

(End of chapter)