My mother is the favorite concubine of the crown and the sixth palace, so I am naturally the most favored prince of my father, because my father loves the house and Wu, so he took me with him since I was a child and raised me personally.

From the age of five, my father let me get in touch with government affairs, learned to review and read at the age of seven, and accompanied my father to the court at the age of nine to listen to politics.

However, all of that was gone when I was ten years old.

As soon as I returned to the palace early in the morning, I saw a child standing beside my concubine who looked almost exactly like me.

The mother touched the child's head lovingly, looked at me with a loving face and said, "Chu'er, the mother knows that you have been very tired in the past few years, you see, the mother has found someone who can replace you, and from now on, you will never be so tired." ”

Since three years ago, my mother rarely smiled at me, and rarely spoke to me so kindly, and at that moment I looked at her loving eyes, I suddenly felt a little in a trance, and I felt as if everything was back three years ago.

My mother still loves me as much as my father, and she is still the gentle one who will keep saying in my ear that I am her mother's concubine.

"Mother, why do I look the same as him?" The sudden sound of childish voices brought me back from my trance.

I looked at my mother in amazement and asked, "Mother, why does he call you Mother Princess?" ”

"Because from this day on he will be you." The mother still smiled so lovingly and gently.

Really from that day on, that child has become me, and I watch my father who doesn't know the truth every day treat that child as he used to treat me.

That child was enjoying everything that was supposed to be mine, and I was living in dire straits every day.

My mother didn't know where to find three masters with extremely high martial arts skills to teach me martial arts, and she also found someone to teach me the Taoist art of war.

Day after day, year after year.

Three years later, for some reason, my mother suddenly fell unconscious, and I wanted to take the opportunity to escape, but for some reason I lost consciousness in front of me, and when I woke up again, I was in a cave where I couldn't see my fingers.

I don't know how long I was locked up, suddenly one day my mother came, under the light of the candlelight, I saw clearly the cave where I had been staying for a long time, the walls around the cave were hung with dried corpses, and the mother held the candlestick and looked over to tell me the origin of those corpses.

It was only then that I fully understood the purpose of my mother's concubine, it turned out that she did not really feel sorry for me to find a child who looked exactly like me, she just needed an obedient son to help her fulfill her ambitions, obviously, I was not an obedient one.

So, in the end, I could only end up being imprisoned in this cave with countless corpses.

I thought that my mother still had a little conscience and distress for me after all, so she just let me stay in the cave, but two years later, a year later, I realized that it was not, and the reason why she kept my life was only because of the body of the stand-in, and she couldn't practice martial arts and couldn't help her get what she wanted.

So since then, I have often gone out to replace him when the stand-in needs to go into battle, and time and time again, I have lost count of how many times I have been injured.

Later, when I heard the news that my father was seriously ill on the battlefield, I wanted to see my father, so I begged my mother, what she said in the future, what I listened, I just asked to see my father.

My mother didn't agree at first, but then she agreed, and then took me back to the palace.

Looking at my seriously ill father, I couldn't bear to tell him the truth, but my father seemed to already know, or he guessed it, and my father grabbed my hand and said sorry to me over and over again, and I didn't know what else to say except shake my head.

A few days later, my father, who became more and more ill, suddenly made me regent, and that day when my father was asleep, my mother called me to her palace, and then she was very angry.

It was the first time my mother had beaten me since I could remember, holding a barbed rattan and whipping me one after another.

The wound that had not healed completely collapsed, and the blood stained my clothes, but I didn't feel the slightest pain, because it hurt my heart even more.

The holy decree is that the concubine can do nothing but fire at me.

After that, my father's health gradually improved, and I thought that my mother would send me back to the cave, but I didn't expect her to let me go back to my father's mansion, the regent's palace.

I stayed in the Regent's Mansion for more than a year, during which time I contacted the old ministry, only to find out that it was the stand-in who had been poisoned and had been unconscious.

As a regent, I have more freedom and more rights, and in the dark I began to cultivate my own power frantically, but I could not do anything about my father's death.

One day, I suddenly felt as if my body was being gnawed by thousands of ants, and I went to the doctor, but the doctor just said that it was cold, and then secretly announced the imperial doctor, only to know that I was poisoned, but the imperial doctor didn't know what kind of poison I had, so naturally it couldn't be solved.

When Twilight Chun knew that I was poisoned and that I was not as free as I imagined, he secretly went to find the detoxification master, and finally found the valley master of the Medicine Doctor Valley.

It's just that the Medicine Doctor Gu Master can't detoxify me, so he can only try his best to help me suppress it.

He asked me when I was poisoned, but I didn't know anything, and then I still knew from the mouth of the concubine, it turned out that when I was imprisoned in the palace of the concubine, she had been poisoning me little by little, and the time was too long, and the poison had penetrated into the bones, and ordinary doctors could not detect it at all.

At that moment, I really hated my mother for the first time, but I couldn't do anything about her.

After meeting my mother, I asked Twilight to secretly find out where the stand-in was, and I wanted the stand-in to disappear forever, but Twilight didn't find out where the stand-in was for a long time.

During that time, I was plagued by toxins in my receptors all night long, and I couldn't sleep at night, and I felt like I was going crazy.

Suddenly, one day Mo Jinghan came with a child, and I don't know when I hated strangers, and I hated women even more.

But when I saw that child that day, I didn't know why I felt calmer than I had ever felt before, but when I saw that Mo Jinghan was very good to that child, I couldn't help but think of my father and mother.

At the beginning, my father was also very kind to my mother, but my mother still attacked my father and emperor for her own selfish interests, and even more so on me.

So although I didn't get angry at Mo Jinghan for bringing a stranger to see me that day, I didn't have a good face either.

Mo Jinghan has been afraid of me since he was a child, so he stayed for a long time and left.

But from that day on, I would always think of the child from time to time, and of her eyes that seemed to fill the brightest stars in the whole night sky.

The more I thought about the child in those days, the more upset I became, and finally I wondered if I would be less uncomfortable when I could reintegrate into the crowd.

So I stepped out of the palace, but I didn't expect to meet the child on the street.

She was still so young, she was running alone on the street, and when I saw a horse that was out of control galloping towards her, the blood in my whole body froze at that moment, and it was at that moment that I rushed over to save her without thinking about it.

Bringing her to a safe place and putting her down, when she looked up and saw me, she smiled sweetly and called me very brightly, "Uncle Huang." ”

I don't know why I didn't feel anything when I heard Mo Jinghan call me Uncle Huang, but when I heard her call me Uncle Huang, I was very repulsed, but I thought that she was younger than Mo Jinghan, and she was Mo Jinghan's friend, so it was understandable to call me Uncle Huang, so I didn't say anything.

From that day on, we would often meet on the street, and gradually she would come to me, and I would sometimes go to her.

Because of my mother's concubine, I never thought that I would like a certain woman, but I don't know when my feelings for Xiao Ran changed, and I still saw Mo Jinghan touching her head so gently and dotingly again and again, laughing and playing with her, I felt very eyesore, and I wanted to replace Mo Jinghan's hand with mine, and wanted to replace him with me.

Because I felt very uncomfortable seeing the picture of the two of them together, but they were often together, so I never went to look for her again, and she never saw her.

Later, it was Twilight Spring who found out about this problem, and he asked me, "Master, why are you suddenly so cold to Miss Mu?" Did she do something that upset you? ”

I thought about it, she didn't do anything to make me unhappy, I just didn't want to see her with Mo Jinghan.

Speaking of the confusion in her heart, Twilight Chun was silent for a long time and said, "Master, you are in love with Miss Mu." ”

Like?

At that moment, I asked myself in my heart, do I really like Xiao Ran?

She's just a kid, isn't she?

She calls me Uncle Huang, isn't she the same as Mo Jinghan in my eyes?

I was unsure about Twilight until I went to deliver her a purple jade box on a snowy day, and she suddenly asked me when I was going to get married.

From the moment I thought I would get married, I actually started to think about it.

It's just that the thought of such a woman going to live with me makes me feel irritated for no reason.

So I told her that I wouldn't get married until she was older.

The stand-in hadn't woken up yet, but Twilight had already found out where he was, and it turned out that the concubine had built a very hidden underground chamber in her palace, and the stand-in was there.

Twilight and Twilight prepare to secretly infiltrate the concubine's palace and kill the stand-in, but they fail.

After that, because of the war at the border, I went to the battlefield, but I didn't expect that I would never come back.

On the battlefield, I was injured by poison and was taken back to the cave by my mother, and the stand-in woke up.

The royal brother who had ascended the throne did not notice that I had a stand-in, but because of my outstanding military achievements, and because my father had given me a force and a military power that no one knew about, he began to be jealous of me.

It's just that I didn't know anything about the fact that I was mad from unknown poisons every day in the cave.

Later, my mother sent someone to give me an antidote, but gradually I didn't remember some things more clearly.

So one day, when Xiao Ran found the cave, I didn't even remember her when she appeared in front of me.

But the feeling of seeing her that time was exactly the same as the first time I saw her in the Regent's Palace.

It felt like she was a beam of light that illuminated my whole life.

She took me out of the cave and then detoxified me, and although it didn't completely detoxify me, my memory was slowly recovering.

As the memory returned, I found out that she actually used me as a stand-in, and that stand-in as me.

The thought that she would talk and play with that stand-in like we had when we were together before made me feel like a mushroom of jealousy.

It's just that I don't dare to expose anything in front of her, I just intentionally or unintentionally reveal some information to her that I am just a miserable stand-in, and I want to have an upright identity.

She really protected me, the "weakling", and she began to help me plan.

I then asked Twilight to assassinate the double, and although it didn't work, it did hurt him, and I took the opportunity to re-enter the Regent's Palace.

The mother seems to have found out everything, including Xiao Ran secretly helping me, so she secretly planned another war, and I couldn't, so I could only go to calm the war.

Before leaving, I told Xiao Ran that when she was married, I would tell her a secret, and I remembered everything, and I wanted to tell her on the day she was married, that I was not a stand-in, and that I wanted to tell her that I liked her.

It's just that I didn't expect my mother to do something to Xiao Ran, and she let Xiao Ran gradually forget. It's just that she didn't expect that when she tried to get rid of me with Xiao Ran's hand, Twilight found a stand-in, and then our identities were reversed again.

So Xiao Ran killed me as a stand-in, not me.

But when the stand-in was dying, I learned a shocking secret, it turned out that he was not a stand-in, he was my brother-in-law.

Mother concubine in the day we gave birth to our father happened to be not in the palace, so she secretly asked people to take her brother away, originally she wanted to secretly cultivate a chess piece that could help her win the Tiansheng country, but she didn't expect her brother to be weak since he was a child, originally the mother wanted to abandon her brother's chess piece, and wanted to start from me, but she didn't expect me to be disobedient, so I had to keep my brother's chess piece.

My brother said that all this was discovered little by little when he replaced me, and he said that he had resisted with his mother, but his mother never took his words to heart, but poisoned him to control him.

My brother died in my arms, and he said he could finally be freed.

I know what he meant by liberation, because the mother wanted him to really replace me, but once he really replaced me, then I had only a dead end.

Just like me, if he wants to regain his identity, he has only one way to die.

The news of my brother's death finally got to my mother, she ruined a game of chess that she was about to finish at a very young age, and in order to protect her, I could only lie to my mother that she was my brother.

Then on the day I regained my identity, I killed Xiao Ran.

The mother concubine didn't know, Xiao Ran's forehead and heart were a little biased, so my sword would definitely die if it was replaced by someone else, but Xiao Ran would only be seriously injured.

I thought that this would completely dispel the suspicion of the concubine, and it would also keep Xiao Ran away from me forever.

But I was wrong, although Xiao Ran left with a grudge, she still didn't give up.

Her adventures made me worry all the time, and finally my mother found out that I had lied to her.

The mother set up a very ingenious game, which made me think that she was going to put Xiao Ran to death, but let Xiao Ran think that she was going to kill me.

So we were all fooled for each other, and it turned out that the mother wanted us all to die.

But in the end, she failed, but she was not completely defeated, Xiao Ran was seriously injured in order to save me, and although I was not as seriously injured as Xiao Ran, but then a war followed, and my mother and royal brother pushed me to the battlefield.

I was seriously injured in that war, and I had the opportunity to escape, but my mother and brother poisoned me without telling each other, and it happened that Feng Yang came to me to compete.

The competition with Feng Yangyi was a good time for a long time, and I knew that he didn't really want to compete with me, he just wanted to test my kung fu.

But what he didn't expect was that I had to use internal force because of the competition, so it triggered the toxin.

Several poisons completely broke out, and I passed out in front of Feng Yangyi.

I have to say that although Feng Yangyi is sometimes despicable, most of the time he is still quite upright, although we are destined to be enemies, but he did not take the opportunity to take my life, but took me to seek medical treatment.

But when he didn't expect it, when he went to find the doctor, the mother concubine and the imperial brother sent someone to attack me at the same time, and my legs were also abolished because of this.

My legs are useless, my brother has got his wish, and my mother has also got my wish.

They thought that it was only a matter of time to take my life, so the imperial brother did not rush to take my life, but forced me to hand over the military power.

And when my mother was in great pain, she knelt before me and confessed over and over again, saying that she should not be blinded by hopeless rights, and that she should not have treated me like that.

She said that since she was a child, she has cultivated an extremely cold internal force, and her internal force can help me resist the poison in my body.

So she instilled most of her internal strength into me, and looking at her mother who washed her face with tears all day long, all those beautiful memories of her childhood came back.

The hatred for my mother gradually decreased, but every time I think of my brother, the hatred in my heart will grow wildly.

My feelings for my mother fell into an extremely contradictory situation, hating her and feeling sorry for her at the same time.

After that, I imprisoned my mother in the Lotus Garden, but it didn't take long for her to go crazy.

She would always grab me and ask me where I had hidden her baby and ask me to give her back her baby.

Gradually, I learned that my mother still had feelings for my brother, because of my brother's weak health, my mother originally just wanted a perfect chess piece, but I didn't expect to invest too much emotion, so that after losing everything, she would remember the scene when she used to take care of her brother.

It's just that the crazy person will have some scruples in her heart, and after she went crazy, she only remembered some good things, and excluded her cruelty to our two brothers from the door of her heart.

Seeing that she cared so much about her brother, I suddenly felt a little distressed and relieved for my brother.

Later, it was the doctor who told me that the internal strength of the concubine would only make the toxins in my body develop more rapidly, and I realized that the concubine did not really regret it, she just wanted to remember her before I died.

When my poison was completely removed, I took my mother to my brother's grave, and I told her the last words of my brother, I told her how much my father loved her, and I told her how much I hated her.

It was as if the last string in my mind had been completely broken, and my mother, who had been crazy for so many years, suddenly sobered up completely, she looked at me and smiled, her smile was as gentle, warm and loving as when I was a child.

Looking at her completely sober, I wanted her to see that everything she did was unsuccessful, and in the end she was left alone, which is the saddest thing.

But as soon as I got up, she suddenly removed the hairpin from her head and pierced her heart.

Watching her fall in front of her brother's grave, listening to her say that she owes her brother, and she uses it far away to compensate for her brother.

I didn't expect her to die that she didn't feel that she owed her father and me, so the moment she closed her eyes, I picked her up and threw her under the cliff.

Even if she knew she owed her brother, I don't think he would forgive her.

Seeing her blood seeping into the soil in front of my brother's grave, in order not to dirty my brother's reincarnation, I dug up all the soil stained with her blood and threw it under the cliff.

I have only hated one person in my life, and that is the mother who gave birth to me and raised me.

I have only loved one person in my life, and that is Xiao Ran who came to me when I was at the darkest time of my life.