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Hearing his words, I felt my heart relax a little.

The man looked at me for a while, and then said, "Mr. Lu asked me to ask you a question." He paused for a few seconds, then stared me in the eye and said, "Don't you regret it?" ”

As soon as he said this, my hand under the table shook.

I looked at the man and was silent.

He saw that I did not speak, nor did he rush me, but waited quietly for my answer and my reaction.

At this time, a waiter came up with coffee, he put the coffee in front of me, and said: "Of course, I am just a messenger, if you don't want to answer, I won't force you, my task today is just to tell you, if you need to leave, or need help, you can come to me at any time, I will definitely do my best to help you, after all, I am entrusted by others." ”

After he finished speaking, he took a business card and put it on the table and pushed it in front of me.

He didn't stop, smiled at me, followed the waiter's table, pushed the chair away, got up and left in front of me.

I sat there for a long time before I reached out and picked up the business card from the table, and there were three words printed on the top of the card, Shen Khotan.

I clutched my business card tightly and looked at the departing man, who sat there for a long time without moving.

When I got home, Mother Jin was still there, and when she saw me coming back, she immediately came to greet me, and she asked with a smile, "Where have you been?" ”

I looked at Mama Jin and didn't speak.

Seeing my expression, Mama Jin asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I shook my head at her and said, "It's nothing, Mom Kim." I went upstairs.

Mama Kim stood there looking at me.

I went back to my room.

I didn't go out much for the next few days, I stayed inside the house all the time, and I didn't know what I was thinking, so I kept pinching the business card in a daze.

Maybe because I didn't drive her away, Mother Jin stayed here and took care of me.

After living here for almost three days, Chen Qingchuan finally came here, it was morning, and Jin's mother didn't inform me, and when I arrived downstairs, I happened to see Chen Qingchuan sitting on the sofa talking to Jin's mother.

In the hall, the atmosphere is quite harmonious.

At this time, when Jin's mother saw me standing upstairs, she immediately said to Chen Qingchuan opposite: "Uncle, Miss is up." ”

Chen Qingchuan also turned his head to look over, he got up from the sofa, stood there and looked at me upstairs from a distance, and asked with a smile: "Are you still angry?" ”

Mother Jin also stood beside Chen Qingchuan and smiled.

Looking at Chen Qingchuan's smiling face, I didn't say anything, just walked downstairs with an expressionless face, wanting to go directly to the restaurant, but my hand was gently clasped by Chen Qingchuan who came up, and he said softly: "I'm here to pick you up, open face." ”

Seeing this, Mother Jin immediately walked up and said to Chen Qingchuan: "Qingchuan, it's better to eat first, Miss hasn't eaten breakfast yet." ”

Chen Qingchuan listened, was silent for a few seconds and looked at Jin's mother, he didn't say anything, and agreed with Jin's mother's words: "Okay, then let Kaiyan eat first." ”

Chen Qingchuan let go of my hand, and I continued to walk towards the restaurant.

I came out after eating, Chen Qingchuan was still sitting in the living room, I didn't look at him, and went upstairs directly, Mother Jin wanted to say something, but she was afraid that I would not be happy, after all, her identity is also embarrassing now, so I can only stand there and watch.

Chen Qingchuan, who was sitting on the sofa, got up and said to Jin's mother: "It's okay, Jin's mother, you can get out of the way." ”

Mother Jin turned her head to look at Chen Qingchuan, and could only nod.

Chen Qingchuan looked at me who had already walked upstairs, and didn't seem to stay long, I vaguely heard him say something to Jin's mother upstairs to leave.

It wasn't long before I heard his car leaving downstairs.

Immediately afterwards, Mother Jin came up again, and she reached upstairs and said, "Miss, my uncle is here today...... I guess I don't worry about you, come and see you. ”

I sat in front of the computer, as if I didn't hear Jin's mother's words, she saw me in such a state, and said: "You and his family's affairs, in fact, he is caught in the middle is also very difficult to handle, you should also be considerate and considerate, after all, he did not quarrel with you." ”

I still didn't speak.

Mama Jin stood there looking at me, but she could only silence and quietly retreat from my room.

As soon as Mother Jin left, I opened the window again, and the page was full of information about immigrants going abroad.

The next day, I found the business card under my pillow and called the man again to ask him to come out and meet.

He seemed to have anticipated that I would do this, and made an appointment with me on the phone.

I went out again to meet him, and when I sat down in front of him, he asked, "Have you thought about it?" ”

I said, "I've figured it out." ”

Shen Khotan asked, "Then ......what is your decision?" ”

Although I haven't seen this person, I have heard Lu Ming mention it, so he is very credible, so there is no need to doubt it.

I looked at him and without hesitation, I said, "I'm willing to leave, wherever I go, as long as I get out of the country." ”

Shen Tian looked at me and asked, "You have thought about it, if you leave here, it means that you will abandon everything here, are you really willing?" Fu'an was established by your parents, if you leave, then there will be nothing left, there will be no more good life, and you will no longer be a high-ranking daughter, everything needs to rely on yourself. ”

Since I came here to find him, it means that I had already thought about all this before I came, and I said to him: "I know everything." ”

Seeing that I seemed to have made up my mind, Khotan said, "I need your passport, as well as your documents." ”

I had already prepared, took them all, handed them to him, and said, "Here it is." ”

He took it, checked it, and after confirming that it was correct, he said, "Okay, I'll contact you again after everything is done, and I'll check with you on the day I leave." He looked at me and said in a cautious tone, "We'll be in touch at any time." ”

Shen Khotan did not stay long, and it was not convenient to stay with me for a long time, and after explaining everything to me, he left the café.

As soon as he left, I sat in the hair for a while, and then I got up and went to the bank, I didn't have much money in my account, although I didn't worry about eating and drinking for so many years, but I spent a lot of money, and I spent about the same, and my mother's inheritance was put into the trust by Chen Qingchuan, that is to say, all the money could not reach me at all, and I could only get a fixed amount every month.

If I knew that this was the case now, I should not have chosen this way in the first place, after all, I was naïve.

I looked at the balance of my account and took out my card.

After that, I made an appointment with Chen Lina to meet, and she thought I was going to talk to her about Lu Ming, so she naturally came out immediately.

After we arrived at the teahouse, Chen Lina said to me: "Kaiyan, you don't have to worry about Lu Ming, the Lu family won't let Lu Ming have anything to do." ”

Lu Ming basically didn't worry about it now, but looked at Chen Lina and said, "Lina, can you lend me some money?" ”

Chen Lina didn't expect me to open my mouth to her and ask these questions.

She frowned at me and asked, "Are you short of money?" ”

I nodded.

She asked, "What are you going to do?" Chen Qingchuan didn't give you money? ”

I said, "I had a fight with him, and I can't touch my mother's inheritance right now, so I want you to lend me some money for the time being." ”

Chen Lina said: "But what do you want the most money?" ”

I said, "After my mother died, I basically didn't have much money on me, and I basically moved Fuyasu's money, so I ......."

Chen Lina understood in an instant, and she said, "How much do you want, I'll give it to you now." ”

I didn't dare to ask Chen Lina for more, for fear that she would be suspicious, so I said, "Three million." ”

That's not a lot at all, and she said, "Okay, I'll give you a spin later." ”

I think three million plus the money in my account should be enough, although I don't know if it is enough to buy a house abroad.

When I came back from meeting Chen Lina, I went back to the old house, and when I arrived, I found that Jin's mother was not at home, and I thought that she had nothing to do with our family now, so naturally she didn't need to serve me here for nothing.

I hurried upstairs and had just pushed the door open when someone behind me suddenly said, "You're back." ”

I paused, then looked back.

Chen Qingchuan was actually standing at the door of the study behind me and looking at me.

I didn't expect him to be here.

I looked at him.

He walked up to me and asked, "Where have you been?" ”

I looked at him and said, "Don't worry about it. ”

I pushed the door open to enter.

Chen Qingchuan didn't follow up, just stood at the door and watched.

I backhanded the door shut and locked it.

I gasped for air in the room.

I woke up from a nightmare at night, and when I opened my eyes, I realized that it was night, and I was still in my room.

I stared at the darkness of the room in a daze, and I breathed a sigh of relief and tried to wipe the sweat from my forehead.

But at this time, there was a cold sentence around him: "Wake up." ”

I suddenly turned around and saw a dark figure next to the bed, and I almost screamed in fright, holding the quilt and retreating against the wall.

I gasped and looked at the dark shadow beside my bed.

And when I was frightened, the black shadow turned on the light in the room, and the person sitting next to my bed turned out to be Chen Qingchuan, and he didn't leave?

I stared at him with wide eyes.

He asked softly, "Scared you?" ”

I hugged the quilt and looked at him nervously.

I thought for a moment and asked, "How did you get in!" ”

As soon as I spoke, I realized that my throat was trembling.

At this point, I looked back at the door and saw that he was supposed to be using a spare key.

When he saw that I was sweating profusely and still panting, he asked, "Am I so terrible?" ”

He got up, went to the table not far away, poured me a glass, and then came over to me, sat down on the edge of my bed, and handed me the glass.

I looked at the glass of water in his hand and took it from him with trembling hands, but when the glass was about to touch the glass of water in his hand, his eyes fell on my trembling fingertips, and my hand immediately retracted.

Chen Qingchuan looked at me and said, "Why did you suddenly make you so afraid of me?" ”

I shook my head and said, "No, nothing, I just had a nightmare." ”

Chen Qingchuan didn't ask much, he said, "Drink the water." ”

This time I didn't hesitate, but quickly reached out and grabbed the glass of water in his hand, and I drank it in one gulp.

After drinking, Chen Qingchuan took it over to the table and asked again, "Do you still want it?" ”

I immediately shook my head.

He turned around, poured himself a glass, drank from the cup I had drunk, and said, "I have decided to send my mother back to my hometown in a few days." He turned to the bed with his cup and said, "You can stay here for a few days." ”

I didn't expect him to come and talk to me about this, I sat there with the quilt in my arms and didn't speak, silent.

He walked up to me, sat down on the edge of my bed, then reached out and lifted my face, looked at the wound on it, and asked, "Does it still hurt?" ”

I turned my face to the side and didn't speak. 、

He smiled, then rubbed my head, smiled and asked, "Still angry, huh?" ”

I still didn't speak, but subconsciously hugged my cup of quilt.

Chen Qingchuan suddenly asked, "You are very short of money?" ”

As soon as he said this, I felt a sigh in my heart, and immediately looked up at him.

Chen Qingchuan saw me staring at him, and he said: "Today Chen Lina called me to scold me, thinking that I didn't even give you money to spend, but I just learned that you borrowed three million from her." ”

I forgot to tell Chen Lina and asked her not to tell Chen Qingchuan about this, I didn't think much about it at first, I forgot about it, but I didn't expect her to go back and call Chen Qingchuan.

I immediately said, "I have no money, my mother used to give me money, and after my mother died, it has been ......" I was silent for a few seconds and said: "The trust fund has not officially taken effect yet, and it will take me two months before I can receive the money." ”

Chen Qingchuan looked at it and sighed, he said, "Why don't you ask me for it, I'd rather find someone else to borrow it?" ”

I looked at him and said, "I don't want your money." ”

I lay down on the bed, looked at him no more, and closed my eyes.

He smiled, smiled at my bedside and asked, "Really?" ”

When I heard that, I sat up from the bed again, and then I reached into his pocket, and I said, "Yes." ”

Chen Qingchuan let me search, I took his wallet out of his pocket, a lot of cards, I don't know which card it was, so I took one casually, I said: "Mine, anyway, I will go to this card every month to get money." ”

When Chen Qingchuan saw this, he just smiled faintly.

I slipped my wallet into his hand again.

I lay down on the bed again, then on the bed, took his card and asked, "How much money is in it?" ”

Chen Qingchuan looked at me holding the card and said, "I don't know, you should be enough." ”

I listened, nodded, and studied the card in the light.

Chen Qingchuan said: "In the future, don't borrow money from others, I am your husband, you should come and ask me." ”

I hugged the quilt and glared at him and said, "Are you richer than me?" ”

Chen Qingchuan thought for a while and said, "There should still be money to support you." ”

I pouted and said, "That's okay, I'm not hard to raise anyway." ”

Then he carefully tucked the card under the pillow.

Although it was night, it wasn't too late, it was only ten o'clock, Chen Qingchuan was there to talk to me for a while, and he didn't seem to plan to leave, so he went to the bathroom, about to stay here.

When he came out of the bathroom, I looked at him from the bed.

He turned off his phone, went to bed, lay down beside me, and seemed not to do anything more, whispering, "Sleep." ”

I looked up at him for a long time, then closed my eyes.

After the fright subsided, I was a little sleepy, and Chen Qingchuan, who was lying next to me, asked, "Kaiyan, do you hate me so much." ”

He asked me such a sentence, and I opened my eyes and looked at him again, I don't know how he could ask me this question.

He looked sideways at me and said again, "Still nothing has changed, no liking at all." ”

He reached out and touched my face, but I didn't dodge, he landed his hand on the scar on my face that had faded and said, "Am I still not better than him?" ”

I didn't say a word, he looked at me with a rare look of pure gentleness.

My eyes immediately dodged and said: "I've told you many times, I have nothing to do with him, the reason why I quarrel with you this time is because Lu Ming is my friend, as his friend, how can I accept it......"

I said, "Anyway, this has nothing to do with hating you, Lu Ming, me and Lu Mingzao." "I can't explain it to him at all, no matter how many times I explain, they will always think that I and Lu Ming-

Thinking of this, I turned my back to him a little angrily and said, "Anyway, you can think as much as you like, our union is a mistake." ”

I closed my eyes and didn't want to talk to him about it anymore.

Chen Qingchuan didn't even speak again, I don't know how long this time lasted, I turned around and turned back to look at him secretly, Chen Qingchuan closed his eyes, lying there quietly, looking like he was asleep.

I closed my eyes.

I don't know if I reconciled with Chen Qingchuan that day, I think it's better to stabilize him now, and if the relationship with him is too bad, it won't be good for me, so from that day on, I was no longer lukewarm, and I still got along with him as usual.

Chen Qingchuan's parents went back to the countryside five days after I left there, and my aunt called me and told me that she was crying and didn't say a word to Chen Qingchuan when she left, and Chen Qingchuan didn't keep her, but just let her personally send her back to the countryside.

After the house was cleaned up, I didn't run over there, I still lived here, and Chen Qingchuan also lived here, and I didn't mention moving in again.

He was also very busy during that time, even if he lived here, he came back very late, went out very early, basically I couldn't see his figure, only when I touched the quilt in the morning, the position around me was warm, and I knew that Chen Qingchuan came back last night.

As for Shen Khotan, since the last meeting, there has been no news for the time being, and I think many documents will not be able to be done for a while, but I have secretly started to prepare.

Time passed day by day, and when Lu Ming's side had already started the trial, I didn't mention Lu Ming to Chen Qingchuan again.

So, we had a fairly peaceful time.

But if you want to say calm, it's not too calm, Chen Qingchuan went back to the countryside for more than ten days, and the news of illness came, I don't know exactly what the disease was, I only know that Chen Qingchuan came back that afternoon after receiving the news.

Seeing this situation, I naturally knew that he was going to the countryside, so I immediately packed up a change of clothes for him and prepared it for him.

After Chen Qingchuan took it, he said to me: "I may have to go for five days, do you go back to the countryside with me, or stay in City A." ”

In response to his inquiry, I immediately said, "I—I'm going to stay in City A." ”

He didn't even force it, and when he heard my words, he nodded and said, "Okay, then you can stay here." ”

At this time, Dingkun came to pick up his suitcase, Yuling stood at the door and waited, Chen Qingchuan was in a hurry, so he didn't stay long, just glanced at me, and said to Dingkun who was waiting outside: "Let's go." ”

Yuling was about to follow Chen Qingchuan, but she walked a few steps, stopped, and looked at me behind her, I looked at her, she thought she would say something to me, but who knew that she didn't say anything, turned around and followed behind Chen Qingchuan.

After they walked away, my mobile phone rang, I subconsciously took out my mobile phone, and the call turned out to be from Shen Khotan.

I immediately walked towards the room, locked the door, immediately pressed the answer button, I fed, Shen Tian said to me on the phone: "We will be able to leave on the 13th." ”

Wasn't the thirteenth the day Chen Qingchuan came back?

Shen Tian saw that I didn't speak, so he asked on the other end of the phone, "What's wrong?" Inappropriate? ”

I said, "Can I change my day?" Two or three days in advance is fine. ”

Shen Khotan said: "The signing is on the same day, and if you change the date, you may have to postpone it for a month." ”

Do you have to wait another month?

I thought about it for a moment, and then fell silent.

Shen Tian asked: "What do you think, if you need to change the ticket, I will postpone it now." ”

I hurriedly said, "No, just that day." ”

Shen Tian reconfirmed on the phone and asked, "Have you thought about it?" ”

I'm sure I said, "Think about it." ”

Shen Tian said: "Okay, then you are ready to prepare for the next few days." ”

After hanging up the phone with Shen Tian, I went to my parents' room, where I sat for a long time, looking at their last photos.

I think that if they were still alive at this time, they would definitely be angry at me for doing this, but Mom, Dad, forgive me for taking this step.

I made the most wrong choice, but even so, I wanted to try, even if it turned out to be miserable, than to be tied up here all the time.

I think you'll forgive me.

After staying for a long time, I left the room.

In the next few days, I didn't mess up, and Jin's mother didn't notice anything unusual, and she was still busy at home as usual.

The day after Chen Qingchuan left, I also met with Chen Lina, and she was not in a good mood because Chen Qiang and Peng Wu were already inclined to get engaged.

And she, for all this, not only can't do anything, but also has to accept it with a smile.

What is going on between her and Chen Qian, in fact, I don't know very well, I think since Chen Qian has made such a choice, it means that both of them have already negotiated, and others are naturally not good at interfering with anything.

The air pressure on both sides was low, and I only sat with her for an afternoon, and after an afternoon, I saw that she couldn't lift up, so I let her go home.

I've known Chen Lina for so many years that if I were to count now, I'd probably have to pour my fingers for a while.

When I went back, I was already packing my luggage, and when my mother came to my room, she asked me what I was going to do with my luggage.

I looked at her and said, "Just tidying up." ”

Mother Jin thought of something, and said, "Uncle doesn't seem to have called back in the past few days." ”

I thought about it, it seems to be?

I looked at Mama Kim.