40. Needs

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Chen Lina saw that I had completely accepted this time, she said: "Okay, let's not think about it much, since our goal has been achieved, as for what the marriage on the Lu family's side is, let them be, you, your main task now is to get along with Chen Qingchuan and live your life well." ”

I didn't speak, and living a good life with Chen Qingchuan didn't seem to be as easy as I imagined.

Chen Lina and I sat down for a meal, and at the end of the meal, Jin's mother actually made a call to my mobile phone.

said that my mother did not cooperate with the doctor to treat it well, and when I heard this, I couldn't sit still, so I immediately hung up the phone and said to Chen Lina: "No, I have let me go back now, you can eat alone." ”

I got up and was about to leave, but Chen Lina immediately said, "Hey, it's good, why don't you eat it!" The dish has just been served! ”

She still didn't know my mother's current situation, and I didn't bother to tell her about the suffering here, I said, "You can eat one by one, I have something urgent now." ”

He didn't pay any attention to her, and then walked out of Fu Ji.

The driver was waiting outside, and I got in the car and said to the driver, "Go to the hospital." ”

Seeing my solemn face, the driver immediately nodded, and then quickly started the car and rushed to the hospital.

I was beating a drum in my heart, why didn't I cooperate with the treatment, but what did I find?

With this in mind along the way, after arriving at the hospital, I walked directly to the inpatient department, and when I arrived at the ward where my mother was, I saw that my mother was making a big noise to Jin's mother and said, "You let the doctor come over immediately!" I'm going to see what I'm doing now! ”

Mother Jin was anxiously comforting my mother and said, "Madam, don't be like this! Didn't the doctor say you had a polyp in your stomach? ”

My mother would listen, so she struggled out of bed and wanted to go to the doctor, but Jin's mother immediately stopped her.

Just as there was a commotion in the ward, I rushed in and shouted, "Mom! When Mama Jin looked up, when she saw that I was coming, she couldn't hide her excitement and said, "Miss! I'm finally here! ”

I put down the bag in my hand, walked directly to the bedside and hugged my mother and said, "What are you making trouble at noon?" ”

My mom gasped and said, "You're here just in time, I have something to ask you." ”

I wrinkled my eyebrows and said, "You have to ask something, you have to make a fuss." ”

My mom didn't beat me around the bend either, she said, "What's the situation with my illness?" ”

This made me stop, but I came prepared, and immediately said, "What else can I do?" Isn't it a polyp? The doctor told you. ”

My mother sneered, she said, "Since it is a polyp, why is the operation delayed, and since it is a polyp, why is the medicine taken different from before?" The water in the hanging is also different from before. ”

The old lady used to have polyps in her stomach and had surgery, and she was very clear about the process of polyp treatment, and she could naturally see the difference in this treatment.

I felt a lot of headaches, but I still said to my mother, "How can I keep up with the last time I figured it out, how long was the last time you had surgery?" The medicine must also be determined according to the condition of your body today. ”

My mother sneered and said, "Okay, don't fool me, tell me honestly, what kind of disease do I have?" ”

She looked at me coldly.

To be honest, under her sight, I really don't know how to lie, but I know that I must be calm, so I can reply to her naturally, my mother's psychological quality is not very good, although it is an early stage, but this disease, she will not be very receptive, it is better to let her be confused.

Under her gaze, I said to her seriously and calmly: "It's really a stomach polyp, I didn't lie to you." ”

My mother knew that I was not very good at lying, and when she heard this, she subconsciously restrained the aggressive look on her face, and she said: "As long as you say no, it's not, anyway, I'm also old, and now I can rely on you, the only daughter." ”

I shook her hand and said, "Don't worry, it's not a big deal, the doctor said it." ”

My mom said, "I naturally hope I won't have any major problems, but once -"

Before she could finish speaking, I immediately reached out to cover my mother's lips and said, "Don't think about it, if there is any big problem, I don't believe you can ask the doctor later." ”

She didn't dwell on this aspect anymore, but asked again: "How are you and Qingchuan doing?" ”

When asked, I was silent for a few seconds, and then replied, "It's good." ”

My mother frowned and said, "It's good that I don't want to listen to you, what did you promise me?" ”

I said, "It's not a day or two. ”

My mother said, "Now that I'm not in good shape, maybe I'll go someday?" The only thing you can rely on is your husband, Qingchuan, you must not come nonsense again. ”

I said, "Mom, I know, don't worry. ”

She sighed, full of sorrow, and said, "Maybe your father and I shouldn't have given birth to only one for you, but now that the family has such a big burden, no one will share it for you." ”

Mother Jin interjected on the side and said, "Madam, don't think about it, Miss has an aunt now, isn't it the same?" ”

My mother subconsciously nodded and said, "Yes, it's good that there is Qingchuan." ”

I saw that her face was not very good today, so I said, "Mom, don't think about it, go to sleep." ”

My mom nodded, so she didn't think about it anymore.

I stayed with my mom at the bedside for a while, and when she went to sleep, I glanced at Mama Kim and motioned for her to come out with me.

When I arrived outside the ward, I closed the door and asked Mama Kim, "How is it doing, that's it?" ”

Mother Jin also said with a sad face: "I don't know, I was fine yesterday, but today I started to make a lot of noise, and it is useless to persuade anyone." ”

Maybe my mom was already skeptical, but she wasn't sure yet.

Seeing that I was silent, Mother Jin said again: "Miss, if you want me to say something, my wife's heart disease is still in you and your uncle, and what she is most afraid of is that you and your uncle are not in harmony, and they are worried all day long." ”

Speaking of which, the biggest problem is still with me and Chen Qingchuan.

I pressed down the emotions in my heart and said to Jin's mother: "Don't worry, I won't have any problems with him, since I have promised my mother, I will not break my promise." ”

Mother Jin put her heart down and said, "That's good." ”

I didn't talk to Mama Jin anymore, so I asked Mama Jin to go to the ward to accompany my mother, and I went to the doctor's office to talk to the doctor for a few minutes before leaving the hospital.

I didn't sit in the driver's car, but walked nearby, it was very cold, and the wind blew on my face, like a knife.

I stood on the side of the road and watched the traffic coming and going, stunned for a moment, and then I took out a folder from my bag, and took out the divorce agreement from the folder, and I looked at it for a long time, and then I tore it up little by little.

According to this trend, it is impossible for me to divorce Chen Qingchuan, whether it is out of responsibility for Fu'an or my mother's illness.

In the past three years, we have long been bound to each other tightly, and we want to separate, and both sides will have to peel off a layer of skin, and I dare not gamble anymore.

It's time to accept this fact.

I threw the shredded paper in a garbage can, got into a taxi and left.

When I arrived at home, it was already four o'clock, Chen Lin was not there, no longer sleeping in the house, and I was not lying on the sofa watching TV, I glanced at the living room and went upstairs.

At six o'clock, someone downstairs was opening the door, so I went downstairs and arrived in the living room just in time to see Chen Lin coming back with his aunt at home.

When the aunt saw me, a hint of hesitation flashed on her face, but she still walked slowly towards me, and she called, "Madam." ”

I knew that I was really unreasonable that day, so I said to my aunt, "Auntie, I'm really sorry that day." ”

When she saw that I had apologized to her, she hurriedly waved her hand and said, "No, it's okay, miss, it's me who is wrong, and I shouldn't be emotional and leave." ”

Chen Lin, who came in, saw the two of us grinding politeness there, she sneered at her aunt and said, "Don't take the responsibility on yourself, what kind of temper she has, we people all know it very well." ”

I didn't expect her to come here and provoke me again and again, I looked at her coldly.

She smiled and asked, "What, did I say something wrong?" That is, my brother can put up with you, if it were someone else, he wouldn't want it. ”

Seeing this, my aunt wanted to say something on the side, so I first said to my aunt: "You go to the kitchen to get busy." ”

Auntie glanced back and forth between us, then nodded hesitantly and said, "Okay." ”

As soon as Auntie left, Chen Lin turned around to go to the other end of the sofa, but I grabbed her from behind.

She was startled, stared at me with wide eyes and asked, "What do you want to do?!" ”

I said coldly: "I told you Chen Lin, I just forgave you three points for the sake of you being Chen Qingchuan's sister, if you don't know how to restrain yourself, don't blame me for being unkind to you." ”

I wasn't joking with her at all, I was serious, and she pursed her lips and looked at me coldly.

Soon, I shook her hand and went upstairs.

In the evening, Chen Qingchuan came back for dinner, but no one spoke at the table, and Chen Lin was rarely silent.

Chen Qingchuan also found out about this, so he smiled and said a few words on the table, but Chen Lin and I didn't have the posture to talk, and the atmosphere on the table was cold again.

Only the aunt occasionally said a few words to Chen Qingchuan on the side.

When it was time to go to bed, I lay on the bed and chatted with Chen Lina on my mobile phone.

After Chen Qingchuan came out of the shower, he got on the bed and hugged me from behind, put his face on my neck and asked, "Are you unhappy?" ”

He put his hand around my waist.

I continued to play with my phone and ignored him.

Chen Qingchuan kissed me carefully in my ear and whispered, "If you really don't like Chen Lin, I'll let her move out tomorrow." ”

I said, "She's very annoying, but I'm not so ignorant, if you let her go, what will your parents think of me and say that I can't tolerate her?" ”

I was a little distraught, so I avoided his kiss and didn't want him to touch me.

But my waist was grabbed by Chen Qingchuan, where can I hide.

He's clearly in need tonight, and I feel like he's breathing a little heavily.