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I thought he would refute, but unexpectedly, Chen Qingchuan didn't refute, he just sat there silently smoking a cigarette.

I sat there and watched, and after watching for a while, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, so I walked over and snatched the cigarette from his hand, then threw it on the ground and stepped on it and said, "You didn't have such a big habit of smoking before, and you smoked one occasionally, why are you an old smoker now?" ”

As soon as I said this, Chen Qingchuan raised his eyes to look at me, and he looked at the cigarette butt that he stepped on for me on the ground, and he looked at me and said, "What, worried that I will get lung cancer?" ”

I said, "I'm thinking about my own comfort!" ”

I looked at his haggard face, and said, "Now that you are drinking, staying up late and smoking, are you really not afraid of getting sick?" ”

When Chen Qingchuan heard my words, he simply leaned back on the sofa, his eyes fell on me a little sluggishly, and said, "Isn't it as you wish?" ”

I said, "Don't spew blood. ”

I glared at him.

He raised his eyebrows and asked, "Do you still say you care?" ”

He asked, slightly jokingly.

I think he must have been drunk today, that's why he asked this kind of thing that didn't fit our identity.

I was serious and said, "Do you need me to care?" You should ask Lin Yutang if he cares. ”

When I finished speaking, I put my face to the side and stopped looking at him.

But Chen Qingchuan suddenly got up from the sofa and walked towards me step by step, I immediately looked at him and asked puzzledly, "What are you doing?" ”

But he did not speak, but drew near to me.

Behind me was his bed, and he was now covered in the smell of alcohol, and inexplicably I felt that the situation seemed a little dangerous, and there was something wrong with his eyes.

I glared at him and took a small step back.

I tried to pretend to be calm and straighten up and look at him, thinking that he wouldn't be too presumptuous towards me, so I didn't get out of the way, or even dodge.

But who knew that Chen Qingchuan suddenly pushed me to the bed, my first reaction was to scream, and Chen Qingchuan covered my mouth and nose with his hands in time.

My voice was so weak that I could only gasp and stare at him, and I didn't dare to struggle with my hands, because his whole body was pressing on me.

Chen Qingchuan's face above me approached me, and little by little, I could clearly see his bloodshot pupils, reflecting himself full of fear.

I tried to speak, but his mouth and nose were covered by his hands. He asked in a particularly dangerous tone, "Tell me, you care about me." ”

I think he's a psychopath, and I want to scold my mother.

Seeing that I didn't squeak for a long time, he said in a fierce tone, "Tell me, immediately." ”

I finally couldn't bear it anymore and struggled hard, trying to kick him, but his legs were long, and even after drinking, he still easily pressed my legs under his legs.

I whined in exasperation.

Chen Qingchuan looked at me under him, and finally took my hand away from my mouth and nose, I gasped there, and opened my mouth to scold: "You are sick!" You let go of me! Let go of me! ”

I pushed him hard, but Qingchuan's body didn't move at all, he just looked at me who was annoyed and angry under him and smiled, with a hint of teasing and amusement in his smile.

He said, "How about we make a deal, as long as you tell me you care about me, I'll let you go right away." ”

I couldn't move my hands, all of them were pressed under him, I could only move my head, and I was very angry and said, "Are you insane!" Chen Qingchuan! If you don't let go of me again, believe it or not, I'm calling people! ”

My threat seemed like a joke to him, and he laughed, and chuckled, and he reached out and hooked my chin and said, "Shout, I'm going to see who you can call here." ”

He felt that he was like a scoundrel at this time, completely different from his usual taciturn appearance, he just looked at me like that, very patiently.

He wasn't in a hurry at all, it seemed that if I didn't say anything, he kept pressing me like this.

I just felt my scalp tingle, so I simply stuck my head out and shouted at the other end of the door, "Auntie! Aunt! ”

But I shouted several times one after another, and there was always movement outside the door, Chen Qingchuan smiled more and more happily, and he said: "I'm afraid that no one will answer you when you shout here tonight." ”

He was completely like a stinky hooligan, his hand gently caressed my cheek, and his tone was as gentle as water: "Instead of wasting your efforts here in vain and hurting your own throat, why don't you say a word to me obediently, what do you say?" ”

He smiled, his face getting closer and closer to me, the distance between us, so close that his breath sprayed the tip of my nose, and his lips hovered above me.

He looked at the hand that was gently caressing my cheek, and suddenly moved to my lips, which were almost trembling with anger, and he asked, "Don't you really say it?" ”

"What do you want."

I was so angry that I almost cried, but all I had tears rolling in my eyes was staring at him.

He said unhurriedly: "I don't want to do anything, as long as you say I'll let you go and be happy." ”

He saw the tears in my eyes, and his fingertips moved to my eyelids, I don't know if my eyes were too sensitive, or if my emotions were held to the extreme, as soon as his fingers touched, the tears swirling in my eye sockets swished and fell straight between his fingers.

He paused slightly, then looked down at the tears that I had dripped on his fingers, and he looked at them and asked very sadly, "Don't you really say it, open face." ”

I cried, tears streaming harder.

He pursed his lips, the expression on his face did not know whether it was distress or pity, and he asked, "Do you just refuse to say it?" Won't even lie to me? ”

He looked hurt.

Thinking of our current situation, I said in a hoarse voice, "Chen Qingchuan, do you think you should now?" Your fiancée is Lin Yutang, but now you are pressing me under you and forcing me to say that kind of thing, are you perverted? ”

I don't know if all Chen Qingchuan's attention was attracted by my tears or what, he actually forgot to bind my hand, my hand immediately pulled out of his chest, I beat him hard and said: "You are a scumbag, Chen Qingchuan, you don't love me at all, I am just your stepping stone, you told Lin Yutang that I am only my sister!" Then you're still here forcing me to say what you care about! Shouldn't you ask your fiancée about that?! ”

I cried so loudly, tears like they had burst the embankment, my hand was completely out of shape and pounding on his chest, and he didn't stop me, let me beat it, just watched me cry and cry hysterically.

I cried until my eyes were red and I said, "You're a bastard, do you think it's meaningful to tease me now?" Do you want to hear me say I care? Okay, I said, who wouldn't say such a lie, if you want to deceive yourself, then I'll let you deceive. ”

I looked at him and looked at me in the eyes and said, "I care about you, I care very much, I beg you not to be with Lin Yutang, I don't like Lin Yutang, I don't like it, I don't like it, I don't like it!" ”

I yelled at him excitedly, "Is that enough?!" Chen Qingchuan, you love to listen to lies like this, right! ”

I don't know if it's because I'm too loud or what, Chen Qingchuan's whole body shook in my yell.

At first, there was a slight confusion in his eyes, but then his eyes gradually cleared up.

He looked at me like that, and I began to cry under his gaze, for the first time since I had returned, I had cried so naked in front of him, without any pretense, as before, in front of him.

He looked at me crying, his chaotic emotions seemed to wake up suddenly, and his hand finally slowly let go of me.

I took the opportunity to push him hard, then rolled out from under him, so far away from him, and cowered on the other side of the bed.

I hugged myself helplessly, burying my head and still crying.

Chen Qingchuan was silent, silent for a long time.

I looked up at him, "Didn't you say you'd let me go?" Why don't you talk count? If you have to do this, then I'll go back to City C, and if that's the only way we can really let each other go, then I'd rather never see you again. ”

I cried and sobbed in front of him, and he didn't say a word.

After a long time, he finally had a little reaction and said, "Okay." ”

It's just a good word.

I looked at him, a little puzzled by what he meant.

His body, which had been sitting extremely straight, began to collapse little by little, and he lost the frivolous and teasing momentum he had before, and his body was surrounded by a sense of loss at this time.

He said, "Go back to City C." ”

I cried and looked up at him, but he didn't look at me, his eyes fell on a corner and said, "It's my fault, it's me who overestimated my self-control." ”

He looked at me and said with a bitter smile: "Maybe as you said, only if you go to another city, I can completely let you go, if you are in front of me, I don't know why, I feel like I have lost my soul, my heart is always drilling to you, Xu Kaiyan, I think I should be finished." ”

I didn't understand the meaning of his words, he didn't seem to want me to see his embarrassment at this time, he covered his cheek with his hand, took a deep breath and said, "You don't have to remind me again, I will try to restrain myself." ”

After he finished speaking, he didn't take his hand off his face, and he said, "You go, don't let me see you again." ”

I subconsciously held the quilt and looked at him, but he kept that movement unmoving.

I didn't expect this to be the case now, I was stunned for a few seconds, and immediately climbed off the bed, but who knows, my feet were a little soft, and the whole person fell on the bed, Chen Qingchuan put his hand down from his face, and he didn't open his eyes to see.

I scrambled to my feet under the bed, and without looking back, I quickly escaped from the room.

My aunt was waiting downstairs, and when she saw me running down from the stairs in a panic, she immediately walked over to me and blocked me for an infusion: "Madam, what's wrong with you?" ”

I just felt that there was some kind of flood beast behind me, and I said to my aunt, "I—I have to leave Auntie." ”

My aunt looked at me puzzled, and I didn't care about him anymore, pushed his hand, and fled from this desert.

Yes, almost running away, the aunt chased after him and shouted: "Madam! Madam! ”

I didn't look back, and I panicked into the night.

After walking a long way, I realized that I had forgotten to put on the shoes on my feet, and I was wearing only a pair of thick cotton socks on my feet.

It rained the other day, and the road was full of water, and my feet were frozen and unconscious.

I looked at the dark night ahead, and I felt inexplicably lost and heavy.

I can't turn back, I can't go back, I finally escaped, how could I still be in that cage.

Yes, Xu Kaiyan, you did the right thing, everything you did today was right.

Your sanity is still there.

I wiped the cold sweat from my forehead, and I wanted to go forward with a gift, but who knew that a car was chasing me, yo looked back, and Dingkun got out of the car.

I looked at him defensively, and he immediately said, "Miss Xu, don't panic, I just sent you back on the orders of Mr. Chen." ”

He looked down at my shoesless feet again, and then silently pulled the car door and said, "Please get in the car." ”

At this time, I basically didn't dare to say anything, looked at Dingkun, and didn't refuse again, I got into the car directly.

After arriving at the car, Dingkun also came up, and then the car carried me away.

I was about cold and shivering in bed all the time.

Dingkun looked at me in the back seat, and he asked, "Are you uncomfortable?" ”

I immediately shook my head and said, "No." ”

Dingkun didn't ask any more questions, just handed me a blanket, and I took it and wrapped myself tightly.

After arriving at the place where I lived, Dingkun came to open the door for me, I got out of the car, and did not say hello to Dingkun, and walked upstairs as if I had lost my soul.

Dingkun watched from behind and did not follow up.

After I arrived at the room, I had an inexplicable thought in my heart, yes, I should go, I shouldn't go back here, if I was somewhere else, I wouldn't have such an entanglement with Chen Qingchuan at all, only if we were in different places, we could be safe.

Thinking of this, I couldn't sit still on the sofa, so I immediately got up from the sofa, went back to the bedroom to get my passport and documents, and I hurriedly packed a few clothes and walked out.

But I didn't expect to arrive downstairs Dingkun was still there, and when he saw me rushing out with my luggage in my hand, he greeted me and stopped in front of me and asked, "Miss Xu, where are you going?" ”

I didn't think he was gone yet, I looked at him.

I didn't know what to say, but I just looked at him in a daze, and when he saw that I was clutching my bag tightly in my hand, he said, "It's getting late, if you have something to do with me, you should go back and rest." ”

I looked at him, pursed my lips, my head flustered.

I knew that if Dingkun was here, I would definitely not be able to leave now, so my hand holding the bag loosened, and I said to Dingkun: "I, I'll go downstairs to buy something, nothing else." ”

I didn't care that I was still carrying such a dazzling suitcase, so I dragged my luggage and turned around and left.

Dingkun didn't come along, and after I went upstairs, I didn't go down again.

One night was enough for me to calm down.

The next morning, I thought about everything I had done last night, and I pounded my head there and thought, why did I go there yesterday, knowing that I couldn't go, whether it was before or after the divorce, it was not the place I should go.

If I hadn't gone, I wouldn't have done what happened last night, and I held my head to myself in great disgust.

Frustrated for a while, I collapsed on the bed and didn't move, staring at the lamp above my head, thinking, let's plan and leave City A.

That's the only way to do it.

As soon as the thought crossed my mind, my cell phone rang at the bedside.

I stared at it for a few seconds, then reached out to get it, it was Chen Lina's call, I was very flustered at this time, her phone was like a timely rain, I immediately pressed the answer button.

As soon as the phone was answered, Chen Lina said loudly on the phone: "Open face! Didn't you look for a job last time? I got you a job that fits your standards quite well! Do you have time today? Come with me and meet with the supervisor over there! You get to work! ”

I didn't expect Chen Lina to be so fast, and it was so coincidental that she was still at this juncture.

I was silent, not knowing what to answer.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Chen Lina hurriedly asked again, "What's wrong?" You don't want to go or what? ”

When she asked, I hurriedly said, "Lina, I guess I don't need to work anymore." ”

Chen Lina didn't understand what I meant, she asked on the phone, "What do you mean?" ”

I said, "I might... Gotta get out of City A. ”

Chen Lina was a little unresponsive, she asked, "What did you say?" ”

I don't know how to explain it to Lina Chen.

But she seemed to smell something unusual, and she asked, "Did you have something with Chen Qingchuan?" ”

I didn't expect her to guess so accurately, and I didn't intend to hide it from her, so I didn't deny it, and said directly: "Yes, we discussed it, and he also agreed to let me leave City A." ”

Chen Lina asked puzzledly: "Can you tell me the specifics, what is the reason?" For example, what made you and him decide that you are leaving again now. ”

I said: "I came back because Chen Qingchuan promised me that he would not have any more entanglements with me, and I also thought that if he had a fiancée, the two of us would be able to live in peace and quiet, but now it seems that I was wrong, and Chen Qingchuan and I will never be able to do what we imagined, so I have to go." ”

Chen Lina asked: "Chen Qingchuan also thinks so?" ”

I said, "Yes..."

Chen Lina was very angry on the phone, she said: "Xu Kaiyan! If you want me to say that you and Chen Qingchuan are a psychopath, what are you doing again? ”

She was so angry that she said, "And you go, where can you go?" Are you going back to that place in City C? Please, Xu Kaiyan, people go to high places, can you have a little ambition? No wonder that Lin Yutang looked down on you before! ”

In the face of Chen Lina's reprimand, I listened and did not refute, she obviously did not agree with me to leave City A, she said: "You want to leave, I can't let you go, aren't you looking for a job?" If you are afraid of too much contact with Chen Qingchuan, then you will find a boyfriend, work in a new company, and start a new chapter in your life, what contact can you have with Chen Qingchuan in the future? Let me tell you, if you keep being like this and don't start a new life, it will be impossible for you to break off with each other, Chen Qingchuan will only feel that you are alone and need his care, so do you think that a man has such thoughts, can the relationship between you be cleared? ”

She didn't take a breath, and said: "Let me tell you, even if you go to another city, the relationship between you is still unclear, and it has nothing to do with distance at all, you know?" ”

Chen Lina's words made me unable to refute them.

I've never been an ideamaker, I was, and I am.

Chen Lina knew that I must still be in the wandering stage, so she gave me a final word on the other end of the phone and said: "You listen to me, don't say anything about leaving, if you really don't want to have contact with each other anymore, it is difficult to meet even if you live under the same roof." ”

I listened in silence.

Chen Lina said again: "You come over now, I'll wait for you here." ”

She hung up the phone.

I took my phone off my ear, looked at it for a few seconds, and then put it down completely, sighing.

After that, I went to Lina Chen to meet with the director of the company she had found for me.

Chen Lina naturally has a big face, she says a word casually, and the other party is naturally trying her best to do it well, not to mention inviting the other party to meet for dinner so ceremoniously.

The other party told us that there was no problem, and also said that I would go to work when I had time to go, and the salary would be paid the same.

I don't want to do anything special in it, I just go to work, if I am offered like a mother, then what do I still do at work, it is better to eat and drink at home.

Chen Lina naturally knew what I was thinking, and she smiled with the supervisor and said, "Director Jiang, you, don't treat my friend as a special person, since she has joined your company, you can do whatever you want, and you should deduct the money if you are late." ”

After she finished speaking, she picked up the wine glass on the table and clinked glasses with him and said, "I will leave this matter to you." ”

I also raised my glass with Chen Lina, and the man looked at the two of us, and said with a smile, "Okay, okay, this must be no problem." ”

The three of them clinked glasses together.

After eating this meal for two hours, and after sending the other party away, I received a phone call, which was from Dingkun.

He said on the phone: "Miss Xu, I have something I want to tell you. ”

I thought Dingkun was urging me to leave, my hand holding the phone tightened slightly, and I listened silently on the other end of the phone.

Dingkun said on the phone: "Mr. Chen has already moved out of your house, if it is convenient for you to come over, I will give you the key there, and you can change the password by the way." ”

I didn't expect it to be so.

Chen Lina saw that I was answering the phone on the side of the road for a long time and didn't move, so she asked me what happened with her mouth.

I didn't say anything to him, so I turned around, turned my back to her, and said to Dingkun, "That... Come here, I'm here at the Dingyue Pavilion. ”

As soon as I said this, Dingkun said, "Okay, I'll come to you now." ”

After Dingkun was about to hang up, I immediately asked again: "By the way, in fact, I didn't specifically ask him to move out of my house, after all, it was also there..."

Dingkun interrupted me and said: "Miss Xu, Mr. Chen's approach is good for each other, the house is always yours, he has no reason to live anymore, and the decoration of his new house has come out, it is estimated that it will not be long before Mr. Chen and Miss Lin will move to the new house." ”