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Chen Qingchuan said: "I'm afraid that Lu Ming will tell Kaiyan about this." ”

The old lady said: "I can't take care of so much now, I can hide it for a while, and I won't appreciate my hard conscience, my time-"

Before she finished speaking, she suddenly looked at me, I looked at her quietly, she frowned and said, "Open face?" ”

I stood there and sneered, turned around and left, without stopping for a second, it turned out that it was all true, Lu Ming didn't lie, it was all true.

My mom shouted from behind, "Open face! ”

I didn't look back, I ran forward.

I heard my mother say anxiously to Chen Qingchuan: "Qingchuan! Go after it! ”

I don't know if Chen Qingchuan has caught up, I pushed the people in front of me hard, kept running forward, and after running out of the hospital gate, there happened to be a taxi parked in front of me, I didn't care about anything, pulled the car and sat down, and then let the driver leave quickly.

The driver saw that I was so flustered, and he forgot my destination for a while, so after the car had driven for a while, away from the hospital, he looked at me and asked, "Miss, are you going?" ”

I sat there and looked at him, and for a long time I didn't speak, and the driver looked at me.

I looked out and said, "Put me down at the front." ”

The driver didn't expect my journey to be so short, he looked at me for a long time, and then scolded: "Neurotic." Then I drove the car a little ahead, and when he stopped, I gave the money and got out of the car, regardless of the driver's face.

I walked around the streets, feeling so lonely and helpless.

I wanted to call Chen Lina, but as soon as I held the phone, I stopped again when I thought of Chen Qian, no, I can't cause her any more trouble.

I put my phone in my bag again.

I can't tell you what kind of mood I feel at the moment, I began to walk on the street again, aimlessly, people around me came and went, everyone was expressionless, I was suddenly a little tired, so I sat on a stone pier on the side of the road for a while, I looked at the speeding cars on the side of the road.

The phone is ringing, and I don't want to know who is calling.

I let it ring, roaring hoarsely on the noisy road.

I don't know how long the phone rang, so I got up from the stone pier, went to the side of the road to hail a taxi, and got into the car.

This time the driver asked me again where I was going.

I sat in the back seat for a moment and then said to the driver, "Go to the cemetery." ”

The driver took one look at me, withdrew his gaze from me, started the car, and drove me in the direction of the cemetery.

When I arrived at the foot of the cemetery, I bought a bouquet of flowers in front of a flower shop, and after giving the owner money, I carried the flowers up the mountain, and after walking for a long time, I stopped in front of a tombstone, I looked at the picture on the tombstone, looked at it for a long time, bent down and put the bouquet in front of him, and I whispered: "Dad." ”

The person in the photo was smiling kindly and looking at me with joy.

I sat down in front of him, and I didn't want to cry, but I just looked at him very calmly.

I haven't been here to see him much since he died, and I don't know why, but there was a moment when I wanted to see him, but I didn't know what to say to him.

I sat there for about half an hour, and I smiled at him and said the first thing to him: "If you were still alive, you would blame me, after all, I am not a good daughter, and when I am willful, I always do not care about Fuyasu and you." I smiled and said, "Dad, I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me." ”

I went to caress his face on his photo, it was too long, even his last photo was blown away by the wind and rain, my fingers stroked his face inch by inch, stroked for a long time, I looked up at the sky, and it was a sign of rain.

The cemetery was so gloomy that there was no one left, and I was a little frightened, so I didn't sit any further, wrapped my clothes tightly, got up in front of the tombstone and said, "I'm leaving." ”

I smiled at him, didn't stop any longer, lowered my head, and hurried down the mountain.

After leaving the cemetery, I wandered outside again until ten o'clock in the evening, and I stood on the road and wandered, not knowing where I was going.

I didn't want to go home, maybe I should go somewhere else and walk around, but I was so tired that I sat down on a stone pier on the side of the road again, staring at it in a daze.

I felt that someone was watching me in the dark, and when I looked sideways, I found a car not far away, it was the Xu family's car, and I didn't want to know who was sitting in the car.

I got up from the stone pier again and walked to the bus stop not far away, there happened to be a bus stopped in front of me, 301, which happened to be the trip home, I used to take it when I went to school.

I walked up in a daze, then sat down by the window, and stared out the window.

The black car of the Xu family has been quietly following the bus.

The car drove for about twenty minutes, and after stopping at the stop where I was supposed to go, I got out of the car, then turned around and walked back to the way home, walked for about five minutes, and when I reached the door, the car stopped behind me, and I looked back.

Chen Qingchuan pushed the car door and got out of the car, I smiled at him, and then he walked towards me and stopped in front of me.

He said to me, "If there is anything, go home and tell me." ”

I said, "I don't have anything to say to you." ”

I turned around and walked towards the gate, Chen Qingchuan stood behind me and watched, and after a long time, he also followed me into the house.

My aunt was waiting at home for us to come back for dinner, and as soon as she saw me, she came out of the kitchen to greet me and said, "Madam, you have finally come back." Then she looked at Chen Qingchuan who was following behind me, and she immediately walked over and called, "Sir." ”

Chen Qingchuan said to his aunt, "Let's prepare dinner." ”

I had already entered the dining room, and my aunt immediately said, "Okay, I'll go and bring out the hot food now." ”

Chen Qingchuan nodded, didn't say much to his aunt, and then followed me into the restaurant.

I am very normal, after my aunt brought the food, I sat there and ate quietly, Chen Qingchuan sat opposite me, looking at me, he saw that I didn't mention it, he didn't mention it, so he used chopsticks to put my favorite dishes in my bowl and said: "Auntie said that you are not feeling well this morning, do you have a cold?" ”

I didn't speak, I was silent.

Chen Qingchuan said again: "I walked outside for a day today, I must be very tired, after eating, I took a shower and went to bed early." ”

I remained silent, not responding.

Chen Qingchuan still continued: "Chen Lina will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, do you want to accompany her to be discharged?" ”

Dead silence, dead silence in the restaurant.

The aunt stood there and looked at it for a long time, probably feeling that the atmosphere was unusual, so she quietly withdrew from the restaurant.

After my aunt left, I finished the bowl of rice in the bowl, then got up and said to Chen Qingchuan, "I'm done." He turned and walked out of the dining room and headed upstairs.

Chen Qingchuan sat at the dining table and watched, he didn't actually eat much himself, he kept holding it for me, and when I got up to leave, he also put down the chopsticks in his hand.

Arriving upstairs, I took a shower as usual and came out of the bathroom to sit on the bed and watch TV.

It may be that my mother called Chen Qingchuan and asked me about my situation, and after Chen Qingchuan came back from the balcony after answering the phone, she stood by the bed and looked at me.

After a long time, he put his phone down and walked towards the bathroom.

I listened to the sound of water in the bathroom, and kept turning the TV station over and over, and the speed of changing the channel was getting faster and faster, and when it was getting faster and faster, I swept the things on the bedside table to the ground, and then lifted the bedside lamp and slammed it towards the bathroom door, I stood on the bed, panting, panting hard, looking at the broken lamp on the ground.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped abruptly in the sound of breaking, and there was silence inside, and I don't know how long it was silent, the door was opened, and Chen Qingchuan stood there looking at me in his pajamas.

I looked at him too.

I didn't say anything, sat down on the bed, and looked at him.

Auntie heard a huge smashing sound downstairs, she hurried upstairs, then pushed the bedroom door open, and then looked at me and Chen Qingchuan.

Chen Qingchuan said to the aunt at the door: "It's okay, you can go down." ”

My aunt looked at me sitting on the bed, and then at the smashed lamp on the ground, she hesitated for a few seconds, and finally reached out and closed the door.

Chen Qingchuan and I were left in the room.

He walked up to me, I looked at him, and I said, "It's okay, my hand just slipped a little." ”

The quilt was uncovered, and then he lay down on the bed calmly.

Chen Qingchuan stood by the bed and looked at me.

My hands were shaking, shaking violently, but after a while, I closed my eyes and pressed my shaking hand to my heart.

Chen Qingchuan finally cleaned up the broken table lamp underground.

After cleaning up for about half an hour, and making sure there were no broken glass shards, he got into bed and lay down next to me.

When the lights in the house are turned off, there is no more sound in the house.

After a night of silence, the next morning, Chen Qingchuan and I sat downstairs for breakfast, and I said to him, "In the morning, I will go to the hospital to accompany Chen Liyuan out of the hospital." ”

Chen Qingchuan, who was reading the newspaper, said: "I happen to be free, so I'll accompany you." ”

I directly refused: "No, I'll just go myself." ”

I looked up at him and said, "You can take care of Fu'an." ”

I shoved the bread in one gulp and chewed there.

Chen Qingchuan looked at me, and he whispered, "Kaiyan, we are all for your good." ”

I didn't refute, I nodded and said, "I didn't say that you did anything wrong, it's good, anyway, I'm also notorious, no matter how much scandal it is, you are not afraid of being known to be cuckolded, what am I afraid of?" ”

I smiled and said, "Chen Qingchuan, you are more competent than me, you should be my mother's son, but unfortunately, you are not, so you became my mother's dog, and you are nondescript here." ”