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To this day, I still dare not recall that half a year, my father was hospitalized for adenocancer, and a happy family suddenly fell into the abyss.

Mother, who has always been a full-time woman at home and lives happily, was at a loss in an instant, and Tomiyasu began to be covered with a layer of frost because of his father's illness.

When I heard the news that my father was sick and hospitalized, I almost cried and ran to the hospital, and when I was on the way, my whole body was trembling, my hands were shaking all the time, and the words adenocarcinoma and adenocarcinoma kept flashing back and forth in my mind.

I used to think that the word cancer was very far away from me, and I never thought that this disease would befall my father one day.

I received the first major setback in my life.

I received the news and rushed to the hospital, Chen Qingchuan and my mother were there, my mother was crying outside the ward, and Chen Qingchuan was supporting her.

I shouted from afar: "Mom! ”

When my mother heard my voice, she immediately turned her head, and as soon as she saw that it was me, she rushed up and hugged me, like a piece of driftwood in the sea, and her body was not much better than mine, and she trembled more than me.

I hugged her and cried and said, "Mom, how can this be. ”

Her mother hugged me tightly, and she whispered in my ear, "Kaiyan, you may have to be prepared." She let go of me, and then she looked at me with a serious face and said, "You're not a child anymore, you've grown up, do you know what it means to grow up?" ”

I didn't understand why she was saying such things to me all of a sudden, I shook my head at her, crying and shaking my head.

My mother put away the tears on her face and wiped them for me, she said: "Growing up means that you have to take responsibility for your parents, you are no longer the child who was protected by your parents before, and now it is time for you to protect your parents." ”

She wiped all the tears from my face, and then sorted out her emotions again, she took my hand and said, "Come, you come with me." "She took me into the ward.

I was very confused, I didn't know what she was going to do, but I had a kind of premonition in my heart, they seemed to have something big to tell me, I was mechanically pulled into the ward by my mother, but when I was about to enter the door, my mother stopped, she looked back at Chen Qingchuan who was standing behind me and said, "Qingchuan, you also come in." ”

Chen Qingchuan came here before me, and he seemed to know something, so his expression was a little complicated, but after my mother's words passed, he walked over and entered the ward with us.

My dad was lying on the bed with a ventilator on the tip of his nose, he looked pretty good, he was in good shape, and when he saw me coming, he smiled kindly at me, and he said, "Kaiyan, you're here." ”

Looking at the breathing tube on the tip of his nose, I rushed over and hugged him, crying and shouting, "Dad! ”

In the past, he would always hug me back, but this time he didn't, he just looked at me lovingly.

I still couldn't believe all this, lying on him helplessly and scared crying, my father didn't stop me, let me cry, until I cried until I had no strength, he carried me with his hand and whispered, "Kaiyan, you sit down first." ”

I looked at him with sobs.

He raised his hand to wipe my tears, and he said, "Don't cry, Dad is fine, but Dad has something very important to announce to you today, and I hope you agree." ”

I was very puzzled, I didn't know what they were going to say to me, my parents, Chen Qingchuan, and the other two uncles and uncles in the ward all looked quite solemn.

In such a solemn atmosphere, I nodded and looked at him with red eyes.

He said, "Dad wants you to marry Qingchuan. ”

I was about to wipe my tears from my hands, and I looked at him, thinking I had misheard something.

But he said to me again with certainty: "This matter is the result of my unanimous discussion with the directors and uncles, Kaiyan, do you understand Dad?" ”

I turned my head to look at Chen Qingchuan, he was standing there, very calm, obviously he already knew about this matter, I turned my head to look at my mother again, she stood there without speaking.

The uncles and uncles of the directors of Fu'an next to them were all standing quietly.

It's not a consultation, it's an informing, it's the result of all of them negotiating, and it's a message to me.

I turned my gaze back to my dad.

I cried and asked, "Dad, why?" ”

He leaned on there and said tiredly: "Because Dad is tired, I can no longer hold up a piece of the world for Kaiyan and Mom like before, I need to rest, and Qingchuan can take care of you for Dad and stabilize Fu'an." He said, "Kaiyan, you are an adult, you should understand every decision your father makes, right?" ”

I don't know how to answer, do I? It doesn't seem to be, I don't understand, why do they want me to marry Chen Qingchuan, shouldn't I marry someone I like?

Why did my father, who had always loved me, let me marry someone I didn't like at this time?

My crying stopped abruptly at that moment, and I looked at everyone in the room.

My dad held my hand, and then said to Chen Qingchuan behind me, "Qingchuan, come here." ”

Chen Qingchuan walked over, he stopped beside me, my father also held his hand, he didn't say anything, and shook my and Chen Qingchuan's hands together.

I tried to pull away, but before I could pull out, my dad held on to it, and he was so strong that it was almost hard for me to pull away, and I looked up at him.

He said to me, "Listen to Daddy." Then, he held my hands and Chen Qingchuan's hands together, and the force almost made my whole hand hurt.

Chen Qingchuan's hand on top of me was also stiff and cold.

I didn't struggle anymore, but let him hold it.

After that, there were many people in the ward, all of them were people from Fu'an Group, my father's secretary assistant, various uncles and uncles, they had something to discuss, so we naturally didn't have to stay any longer, I walked out of the ward in a trance, and Chen Qingchuan followed me quietly.

After a long time, I looked back at him, and I asked, "Do you agree?" ”

Chen Qingchuan was silent for a while, and after a long time, he said: "Kaiyan, this is a group decision, and we can only ...... Follow the arrangement. ”

I stood there and didn't say anything more, and then, without looking at him again, I left the hallway.

Chen Qingchuan stood there and didn't catch up, just watched from afar.

After that incident, my life hasn't changed, I'm still in and out of school as usual, and everything seems to be the same as usual.

But I know that something has changed, Chen Qingchuan has not come to school for a while, he is in a state of suspension, and Chen Qingchuan is busy, but my life is quite peaceful and leisurely.

No one around me noticed that something was wrong with me, I still laughed and joked with them, and I didn't tell Chen Lina about the changes in my family.

Until one day, Lu Ming came to me, he was also exhausted, and the two of us stood in front of each other without talking to each other.

Lu Ming said with red eyes: "Kaiyan, I don't agree." ”

I looked at him and he said, "I don't agree with us breaking up. ”

He took me by the hand and said, "Let's get married, and as soon as we graduate, we'll get married." ”

I looked at him, I thought I would be happy, but at this time I didn't have any waves in my heart, just looked at him, my expression numb.

Seeing that Lu Ming didn't react, he said again, "Don't you want to?" ”

I withdrew my hand from his palm, and I said, "Lu Ming, we are all calm and calm. ”

I turned around to leave, but Lu Ming hugged me from behind, buried his face in my neck and said, "Don't go, I can't live without you." He said in a trembling voice, "You know what? I had a dream last night, I dreamed that you got married, married someone else, I struggled to wake up from the dream like crazy, when I woke up from bed sweating profusely, I realized that it was a dream, at that moment I missed you very much, I even had the urge to pull you to the Civil Affairs Bureau in the middle of the night, open face, don't leave me, don't give up on us, okay? ”

He was begging me, the proud young man, but now he was begging me.

But what about me, how should I answer his pleas, even he has a premonition, is there going to be a separation between us?

Just as I was in a daze, suddenly a sentence came from behind us: "Open face." ”

I stiffened my neck and looked back, Chen Qingchuan and Qiao Bin were standing behind us, and we were now in the school playground.

I didn't expect to meet them here, I was stunned for a few seconds.

Lu Ming also turned around.

When he saw Chen Qingchuan, he didn't speak with a cold face.

Chen Qingchuan's eyes shuttled back and forth between me and Lu Ming, and after a long time, he walked up without saying a word and grabbed me and pulled me out of Lu Ming's arms.

Qiao Bin was startled, and stood there looking at it in surprise.

Lu Ming didn't expect Chen Qingchuan to make this move, he grabbed him from behind and asked coldly, "What do you mean?" ”

Chen Qingchuan was dragged back by him, and he didn't have much expression on his face to look at Lu Ming and said, "You can't understand?" Chen Qingchuan looked at me with low eyes: "Kaiyan shouldn't have told you yet, since that's the case, then it's up to me to speak." He gently hugged me in his arms, and then said to Lu Ming, "We are about to get married." ”

Lu Ming frowned and looked at him, and then he looked at me in Chen Qingchuan's arms, and I suddenly dragged me and said, "Go, let's go." ”

I was dragged by Lu Ming again, and when I was about to leave with him, Chen Qingchuan, who was standing behind me, whispered, "Kaiyan, you'd better think clearly." ”

His words were very light and light.

And my footsteps stopped in time at that moment.

Lu Ming felt that I had stopped, so he turned to look at me, and he looked puzzled.

I broke free of Lu Ming's hand, and then stood in front of him, looked up at him and said, "Lu Ming, let's break up." ”

This is the second time I've broken up with him.

After I finished speaking, without waiting for him to answer me, I walked towards Chen Qingchuan, turned back to Lu Ming and said, "He is right, we are indeed going to get married." I grabbed Chen Qingchuan's hand and whispered, "You can go." ”