Chapter 92: Mu Xiaoyun's obsession

Knock on the door, no one answers.

Yang Feng's brows furrowed even tighter, did he leave him alone to train?

When he came to the training ground, he didn't see Mu Xiaoyun.

After that, Yang Feng searched the entire military camp and did not find Mu Xiaoyun, but saw that the lights in Long Qianjun's office were still on.

Without any hesitation, Yang Feng walked towards Long Qianjun's office.

I couldn't see Mu Xiaoyun, his heart was empty.

A person's habit formation is generally about twenty-one days, and Yang Feng and Mu Xiaoyun have only been training together for half a month, and Yang Feng has already become accustomed to Mu Xiaoyun's existence.

Knock knock!

Yang Feng knocked on the door of Long Qianjun's office.

"Come in." Long Qianjun's somewhat tired voice came from the office.

Yang Feng walked into the office.

Seeing that it was Yang Feng, Long Qianjun looked a little surprised, and said, "Shouldn't you train with Xiaoyun at this time?" Why did you run me here? ”

"I didn't find Mu Xiaoyun today, I didn't find her in the entire military camp, do you know where she went?" Yang Feng asked.

Long Qianjun looked puzzled, glanced at the desk calendar on the table, and then showed a sudden look, and then his face became solemn again, and let out a long sigh.

Heavy and helpless, distressed and sad.

"You know where she is, don't you?" Yang Feng asked urgently.

"Hmm." Long Qianjun nodded, paused and said, "You go to the martyr's cemetery of the Dragon Weapon Special Brigade to have a look." ”

Yang Feng chuckled in his heart, said thank you and hurriedly left the office.

How could Mu Xiaoyun go to the Martyrs' Cemetery?

Yang Feng didn't ask Long Qianjun because he wanted to find the answer by himself, and he felt that he was close to the answer.

Listening to Yang Feng's footsteps in the distance, Long Qianjun also sighed heavily, muttering to himself: "I hope Yang Feng can untie the knot in your heart." ”

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In the martyrs' cemetery of the Dragon Weapon Special Brigade, nearly 100 graves stand solemnly there, giving people a solemn and sad feeling.

Every martyr here is a member of the Dragon Weapons Special Brigade, and they have dedicated their fresh and young lives to the country and the people.

Every martyr is a hero!

Loyal to the country, horse leather shroud, no complaints and no regrets.

The moment Yang Feng stepped into the cemetery, his expression became serious and serious, and there was a kind of awe in his heart.

Just at a glance, he saw Mu Xiaoyun.

In the depths of the cemetery, in front of a tomb.

There was only her lonely figure in the huge cemetery, and there seemed to be a whimper in the whirring wind, and the atmosphere was even more bleak.

Yang Feng cautiously passed by the graves of each martyr and came to Mu Xiaoyun's side.

Mu Xiaoyun looked at the grave in front of him with a sad face, and did not react to Yang Feng's arrival.

Yang Feng stood quietly beside her, looking at the name on the grave, he understood a lot of things.

Mu Feng!

There are two large letters on the grave, which are the names of the people lying under this tomb.

I don't know how long it took, Mu Xiaoyun said in a hoarse voice: "The captain told you that I was here?" ”

"How do you know?" Yang Feng asked.

"Because only the captain knows about the entire dragon weapon, I come here every year today." Mu Xiaoyun said lightly, unable to hear the emotion.

"So I'm the second?" Yang Feng was a little proud.

Mu Xiaoyun glanced at him coldly.

Yang Feng said embarrassedly: "I just want to ease the heavy atmosphere, I hope you don't feel too sad." ”

"Didn't you keep asking me why I wanted to be a soldier?" Mu Xiaoyun said, staring at the name on the grave, "That's why." ”

"Who is this?" Yang Feng asked cautiously.

"My father." Mu Xiaoyun said, with obvious grief in his voice.

"Uncle is a hero." Yang Feng said seriously.

"But he's not a good father." Mu Xiaoyun said, her eyes glistening with tears.

Yang Feng was silent, thinking of his old squad leader Zhang Miao.

still remembers what Zhang Miao said before he finally died. "I was a soldier first, then a husband."

Yang Feng thought that Mu Feng must have thought the same way, first a soldier, and then a father.

Everything is a dilemma, and life is always like this.

"You can tell me the story of your father, if you want." Yang Feng said, not curious, just wanting to share some of Mu Xiaoyun's pain, so that she would not be as painful as she is now.

Mu Xiaoyun didn't speak, just quietly stared at the name on the grave.

After a long time, Mu Xiaoyun spoke.

"I didn't see my father when I was a child, and my mother told me that my father was a soldier and could only come back once a year."

"When I became sensible, the happiest thing I did every time was to wait for my father to come back and listen to him tell me the story of his time in the army."

"In the year of the college entrance examination, I was admitted to a key university with the first place in the school, and I thought that I would wait for my father to come back and tell him the good news, but I didn't expect him to come back."

Saying this, Mu Xiaoyun's voice trembled.

Yang Feng looked distressed, wanting to comfort but not knowing how to speak.

This image came to his mind.

A little girl looks forward to her father's return every day and keeps her report card carefully to tell him the good news, but in the end she gets bad news.

He couldn't empathize with that feeling, but he had seen it.

When I saw Zhang Miao's daughter-in-law at that time, when I told the bad time of Zhang Miao's sacrifice, Zhang Miao's daughter-in-law's performance still makes Yang Feng remember it deeply.

I'm afraid I will never forget it for the rest of my life.

The mixture of despair, grief, and helplessness is heartbreaking.

He didn't know how Mu Xiaoyun faced this, this strong woman still looked so strong now.

The tears in the eyes stubbornly did not fall.

"When I learned the bad news of my father, my world collapsed, and the omnipotent hero in my eyes left me forever, and I didn't even feel the fatherly love he gave me." Mu Xiaoyun said emotionally, "After being decadent for half a month, I resolutely rejected the university's admission letter and chose to join the army!" ”

The words "choose to join the army" are so determined and resolute, as if even if the whole world comes to stop her, she will not change this idea.

Of course, it is conceivable that there will definitely be a lot of difficulties and obstacles after this choice.

But don't think about it, Mu Xiaoyun overcame all the difficulties one by one.

"Then you joined the army to carry on your father's will?" Yang Feng asked.

"It's not!" Mu Xiaoyun's voice suddenly became cold, "I joined the army for only one purpose, which is to avenge my father!" ”

"For revenge, I will pay any price, including my life." Mu Xiaoyun said to her father's grave.

It seemed to be saying to Yang Feng, and it seemed to be saying to her father.

It's both a choice and a commitment!