108. The past is like orange peel

In the days of waiting for the letter, Sangou's mother was so excited that she couldn't sleep all night, thinking about all this, like peeling orange peel to make sauce, every time she peeled off something, she had to smoke herself to tears.

Since marrying into the Luo family, at a young age, she has faced the great grief and breathless pressure of losing two children one after another, and when she was pregnant with her third child, she worshiped the Buddha and recited scriptures with her mother-in-law every day, asking God to bless her.

finally gave birth to the three dogs, but they were still worried every day, for fear that they would die again; Fortunately, Sangou was hard-fought and competitive, and despite the surprise on the way, he still grew up without danger and strongly.

Moreover, Sangou's child is very rare, he is very sensible at a very young age, he studies very hard, and his grades are also very good, because of these, the whole family likes to feel sorry for Sangou.

Especially as a mother, I can't wait to hold this baby in my hand every day, but the child grows up day by day, has his own world, and can't be like when he was a child.

People and animals, when the child is older and it is time to let go, you have to let go ruthlessly. Coupled with poor family conditions, I can't afford to spoil it.

Despite this, every time I watch Sangou eat, sleep, or even see Sangou's distant back, and hear Sangou's simple call, my mother's eyes and even my heart will overflow with infinite love and pride.

Every Sunday afternoon, Sangou has to carry a schoolbag and a jar of pickles, and when he goes to school, his mother will send him out of the door, and he has been watching the child's back disappear at the turn of the village.

Before you have gone far, I am already looking forward to your return; Without saying goodbye, I remembered it.

Every day, I calculate the time when you will go home, and on Friday night, my mother will prepare the best meal in the house early, waiting for you to come home, and make up for the body you are stretching.

Sangou is a child, although he likes Mingyue, even if Mingyue likes him, Sangou still refuses to say it, for his mother, he has long seen it in his eyes and remembered it in his heart.

Looking at this pair of childhood sweethearts, I was both happy and worried, although I experienced those twists and turns in the middle, but in the end, I let my mother get her wish.

If time stays there, how beautiful and beautiful life is, but the next series of huge changes knocked my mother to the ground again, and she couldn't get up.

After worshipping so many Buddhas and reciting so many scriptures, in the end it was useless, and the once favorite son, Sangou, only gave the family seventeen years of joy, and in the end, it still couldn't be kept.

Oh my God, what do you want me to do? Can you let me go? It's better to take me away first, so that I won't stay in this world and suffer from this.

Every time, I want to follow Sangou to another world together, where I may really be able to continue to see my son, and then I will be satisfied.

But no, there is still a home here, and there are four dogs and spring flowers who are also in love, this home can't live without itself; No matter how difficult or bitter it is, even if it is a practice in the world.

Mother regrets it now, I knew that you didn't die, you shouldn't have died to persuade Mingyue, you shouldn't have persuaded her so quickly and so uncomfortable, to marry someone who didn't want to marry.

But now, all this is too late, and the happiness of the second half of his son's life is actually buried in the hands of his mother.

Mother's harm, not only the happiness of her son, but also Mingyue's, if it weren't for her mother, the current Mingyue, if you knew that you were still alive, how happy and happy it would be.

But now, how can I let Mingyue know about this? What will happen when she finds out? This God, not only played tricks on the dead mother, but also tricked the dead Mingyue, it's too aggrieved and uncomfortable, poor Mingyue, godmother, I'm sorry for you.

"This is God trying to trick our Luo family, what happened to make such a fuss? You don't have to play like this, God, you God. ”

The mother of the three dogs cursed the damn God, I don't know whether to continue to be happy, or sad, in short, the grievance is dead, making such a big joke, how can people face it?

…….

Since Sangou "died", maybe there were too many tears, maybe it was because she couldn't sleep all night, Sangou's mother's eyes blurred a lot, and in broad daylight, she often couldn't see people clearly.

I don't dare to go out, I see people from afar on the road, I can't recognize them, and I don't see the greetings until I'm close, for fear of being said to be a big face (snubbing others).

In the middle of the night, I couldn't sleep, and I discussed with Sangou's father, thinking that Sangou was still alive, even if it was confirmed, I still couldn't say it first, if it reached Mingyue's ears, I didn't know what would happen.

Although Mingyue is only a goddaughter, she is as close as her biological daughter, and she can't be hit by this blow soon after she gets married, which affects her family life.

Let's wait for her to settle down, for example, after having a child, maybe at that time, Sangou may have gone home to visit relatives.

Sangou Dad is a man, but he is not as delicate as Sangou's mother, except for the moment when he knew that Sangou was not dead at the beginning, he would be very excited.

Now I'm basically calming down, not so sad and happy, but more rational, but thinking more about other things.

Since the three dogs are not dead, who is buried in the grave? Has anyone ever looked for his remains? In the future, the news that Sangou is still alive spreads, will anyone come to collect the body? How do I get it?

Now, what to do with this cemetery? Should the names of the three dogs on the stele be filed? Also, after making such a big fuss, how should I tell the people in the village about this in the future?

Especially on Changtai (Ming Cheng's father), although most of the funeral expenses owed to him were repaid, they only said that they gave money to Sangou, and did not say that they were money for others.

It seems that no matter what, even if you help someone else to bury it, even if someone else's family comes to claim the body and not pay these funeral expenses, you have to pay off the borrowed money.

It's just that it is very unlucky to receive the funerals and money of relatives, friends and people in the village, and there is no way to return it to others, but you can't keep the truth and let others say that they rely on this to collect money from others and make people rich.

can only keep a good account book, and when someone has a happy event in the future, return the double copy to others.

Also, the biggest headache is Mingyue's side, Mingyue's marriage, I have told Sangou in the letter, I want to have a future life (now eighteen-year-old men), this little thing will definitely be able to carry the past.

It's Mingyue's side, what would she think if she knew that Sangou wasn't dead? According to her previous personality, will there be some trouble?

That's very troublesome and shouldn't be, once this marriage is married, it is not just her business, but two people, two families, and two families.

It seems that we still have to find a way, explain the matter to Changtai first, and then discuss a countermeasure together, so as not to be caught off guard in the future.

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(End of chapter)