Chapter 115 Human Desire Goes Crazy
Chapter 115 Human Desire is Crazy
After sending Rou Niang away, Su Jin sat in the candlelight for a while, and finally decided to go to study for the imperial examination, which actually went against his original intention, but Su Jin knew that this road was bound to go, could he be willing to become a low-level small people, and let others oppress him? After traveling through the millennium, running here to live a humble or frightened life is obviously not something that Su Jin can bear, so he can only go to the imperial examination, enter the office, and win the capital to protect himself.
Su Jin is still very confident in himself, thinking that the future generations have been mixed in high school for two and a half years in the past three years, and in the last half a year, Su Jin suddenly opened his mind, became crazy serious, and his grades soared, and he got the university notice majestically in people's unbelievable eyes, of course, the college entrance examination in later generations is not much comparable with the current scientific examination, but this learning ability is the biggest capital.
Su Jin thought about it, his brain was a little groggy, and he always felt that there was something he hadn't done, and he couldn't remember it for a while, so he sorted out today's noisy day from beginning to end, and suddenly remembered what the little guy in Hefeng Building said.
Yan Biyun gave him a valuable horse, and at the same time handed him a letter, and actually refused to let him enter the inner house to talk, all of which made Su Sujin a little puzzled, was he afraid that he would be drunk and disorderly, and take advantage of the sadness of parting to make something happen?
Su Jin shook his head self-deprecatingly, and began to look around for the letter, after taking a bath, the clothes were changed and placed in the side room, and the things on his body were logically packed up and sent to the bedroom, and the letters and the like were sent to the study and placed under the book pressing stone.
Su Jin was secretly amused, Yan Biyun was so careful about even an envelope, it was really speechless.
Su Jin picked up the small scissors to cut the seal, took out the plain paper and looked at the light, he couldn't see a few lines, his face changed, he paused, used the scissors to cut the candle core brighter, and sighed and continued to read.
"Concubine Biyun said to Wu Lang Su Jin: Today is the period of the eighty-two days of the concubine and Lang Jun's acquaintance, remembering that day, Jun teased the scene of Zhu Jiazi on the contemptible building, vividly, since that day, Biyun has a heart, attracted by Jun, and gradually into confusion, thinking about these eighty-two days, no day does not think about Jun several times, Jun Ci said, 'This situation can not be eliminated, only to frown, and to the heart.' It's really close to my heart. ”
"Ranjun must not know the identity of the slave family, and the slave family does not want to deceive Lang Jun, not the slave is hypocritical, just because he really does not want to be separated from the king because of this, but now the slave family has to say it for the king; The slave family was originally the Yan family in Linchuan, Fuzhou, my father is the youngest brother of Yan Shu, the father is blessed, seven years ago he drove the crane fairy to go, when the slave family was fourteen years old, when the father was reincarnated, he had a marriage agreement with the then three divisions of the household judge Pang Ji, and the slave family was promised to marry the young son of Pang, after my father went, my uncle had said that the dissolution of the marriage contract was unsuccessful, and the marriage date was set after the expiration of filial piety. ”
"Unexpectedly, Pang Gongzi suddenly fell seriously ill and died three days before the wedding, and the slave family became a surviving person, that is, the folk so-called 'widow', my Great Song Dynasty is the most important ritual, and the woman's observance of festivals is greater than the sky, although the slave family has never met with Pang Gongzi, and has never even met once, but the Pang family once again refused the uncle's request to dissolve the marriage contract, although the uncle was angry, but there was nothing to be done."
"The slave family was supposed to be like this in this life, but fortunately, there was no one to take over the family property, and there was no business talent among the uncles and brothers, so at the request of the uncle, he took care of the Yan family's property to pass the time."
"God doesn't know whether to tease the slave family, but taught the slave family to know my Lang in Luzhou Mansion, although these days are worried, but they are happier than ever, the concubine has also been delusional in private, willing to serve the king in the posture of Pu Liu, serve tea and water for my Lang, grind ink and add fragrance, then there are no regrets in this life."
"However, the concubine is really stupid, I don't know that this is the thought of the mirror, the concubine is addicted to this and does not know it, but the eyes of others are like torches, these days the letter from the family in Beijing suddenly came, the uncle said in the letter that this matter was earnestly taught, the day before yesterday, Lord Bao also came to visit, bluntly talked about this matter, so that the concubine was terrified and her dream was shattered, and she was helpless."
"Wu Lang must be depressed in his heart when he reads this, Lang Jun and don't be annoyed, let the concubine analyze one or two, and then make plans; The concubine is nominally the body of the Pang family's wife, the Pang family does not dissolve the marriage contract for a day, if the concubine falls in love with others, it is the crime of fornication, for Biyun, can not be with Lang Jun for life, it is the crime of fornication, and the concubine also admits it, but this move affects not only the concubine body, the uncle is an important minister in the court, and he is famous for his gentle etiquette and clear name in the world on weekdays. I must not implicate everyone in my family because of my own affairs, and Lang Jun should understand my intentions. This is one of them. ”
"Second, Wu Lang will soon be like the study of the Heavenly Academy, if I fall in love with you, it will damage Lang Jun's good future, although Lang Jun jumped out, but in Biyun's view, he is a talented and wise person, and his future is unlimited, how can he ruin his good future because of the ominous body of the slave family, this is the point, and the concubine body will not be able to fall in love with you."
"Third, aside from all others, the concubine is old and yellow, five years older than Lang Jun, this unruly love will be fruitless, and the Su family will never promise you to marry a widow, and it is a widow five years older than you, which will damage the good reputation of Lang Jun and the Su family."
"The above are all Biyun's heart, Lang Jun is smart and clever to understand my mind, the concubine knows that Lang Jun is in love with me, and the concubine is also in love with you, but the world makes people, a sweet dream will eventually wake up, and the slave's heart is like a knife cutting needle and pricking the pain."
"The concubine's innocent body has been seen by the king, and this heart and body belong to the king in the whole life, but only you can't keep your ears and temples with the king, and hope that my Lang Mo thinks of the concubine as a concubine, and works hard to make progress, and glorify the ancestors; When he is prosperous, with the talent of my lang, the world is beautiful. The mother should rush to it, and there must be a good match. Concubine Biyun wept blood and said goodbye. ”
The whole letterhead is densely packed with neat fly-headed small letters, and there are faint tear stains on the plain white paper, obviously Yan Biyun must have burst into tears when she wrote this letter, and she couldn't help but be sad.
Su Jin sat on the chair in a daze, his hand slid down weakly, and the plain note fell from his fingers like a white butterfly on the carpet.
In the middle of the night, Su Jin jumped up suddenly, picked up the letter and tore it wildly, his eyes were wide open, his mouth was loud, and he tore a piece of paper and threw it into the air, and the paper turned into pieces of snow, falling all over the table and chairs, and all over the ground.
Su Jin's face turned pale, bared his teeth and laughed, and his heart was resentful.
"This is the woman, this is the woman." Su Jin muttered: "When you are tender, you are like a maggot on the tarsal bone, and when you are ruthless, you are like a snake and a scorpion beast, I am really stupid, what kind of feelings do you have to talk about with these women of dignitaries and nobles, Su Jin, Su Jin, you don't forget what your identity is, you are just a pariah, people are swan meat, you are a toad, people are the niece of the third envoy Yan Shu, you are helpless and rely on yourself, what are you." ”
Su Jin gasped: "What affects my future, it sounds good; Can't the niece of a prominent minister of the court even break the marriage contract? What other age, ridiculous! When Lao Tzu kisses you, why don't you say your age when you hold you? What jade pendant to give, what horse to send, when Lao Tzu eats soft rice? ”
Su Jin's mind was already confused, pacing back and forth, and suddenly cursed Bao Zhenglai again: "You nosy bag Heizi, eat, who are you?" Is it good to be a teacher? I fell in love with Miss Yan and you? You old antique ran to stick a stick, Lao Tzu fucked your ancestors. ”
Su Jin scolded the heavens and the earth, and he scolded all the interfering factors that he could think of, the proprietors of the Chamber of Commerce, the prefect Zhu Shiyong, Zhu Tianshun, who was full of flowers with his face flying by him, and the four people in the poetry meeting. Gangs, troublesome little hooligans, all suffered from the pond fish.
In the end, Su Jin's face was as red as fire, he made a grunt, fainted to the ground, and didn't know anything.