153. Embarrassment
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I said this quite seriously, I don't know if Lu Ming has a premonition of something, the look on his face is a little subtle, and he looks at me.
I stopped looking at him, turned and walked towards the kitchen, and began to cook.
I was very clumsy, I didn't get rid of it at all, and the splashing fumes alone scared me a little at a loss, but I kept telling myself in my heart, I must be calm, I must be calm, this dinner tonight is very important, although this meal will not be the theme, but I still want to draw a perfect end between me and Lu Ming.
I don't know if it's still careful, but when the four dishes are served, they are even decent.
Lu Ming sat there and watched, and I smiled and said, "How about you taste it?" ”
Lu Ming picked up the chopsticks and tasted it, he tasted it carefully, and after tasting it for a while, he smiled and said, "It tastes really good." ”
I didn't believe it, thinking he was lying to me, so I also picked up the chopsticks and picked up a small piece of food and tasted it, the taste was not too good, but it was not too bad.
At this time, Lu Ming said again: "Kaiyan, I have something to tell you." ”
He also said very seriously, it seems that he has something to say to the other party today, I put down the chopsticks in my hand.
Lu Ming looked at me and said, "Accompany me to the doctor." ”
I froze for a few seconds and looked at him.
He said: "I have been brewing this sentence in my heart for a long time, and I only mustered up the courage to say it to you today, although I am very scared, and even deceive myself to avoid all this, but I think, no matter what, in order to be with you, I decided to go to the hospital to be examined by the doctor, no matter what the result is, I will actively cooperate." ”
Lu Ming's words caught me off guard what I wanted to say.
After he finished speaking, he looked at me again: "That's what I want to say, open face, you can say what you want to tell me." ”
Lu Ming looked at me quietly.
Under his gaze, for a moment, I couldn't say half a word of what I wanted to say, and as soon as the words he just said came out, what I wanted to say seemed a little out of place now.
He will become like this, the responsibility lies with me, if I break up with him when he finally cooperates with the treatment, I can't imagine what will happen later.
Lu Ming was still quietly watching me, waiting for what I was going to say to him.
My hands tightened, and finally, I let go of my clenched hands into fists and said to Lu Ming, "Okay, then let's find a hospital, and I'll accompany you." ”
Lu Ming smiled and said, "Okay, let's find a hospital tonight." Lu Ming poured red wine for me, and when he poured the red wine for me, he suddenly thought of something and asked, "By the way, didn't you say that you have something to say to me today?" What's up? ”
I immediately said, "Oh, it's nothing. ”
Lu Ming didn't ask any more questions, so he took the dishes for me and said, "You won't go back that night, okay?" ”
I wanted to refuse, but Lu Ming said again: "We haven't seen each other for a long time. ”
There was a pleading look in his eyes.
I didn't know why, I wanted to refuse, but I still couldn't open my mouth, I hesitated for a while, and reason told me that I could have as little contact with him as possible now, so I would have less contact, and no matter what, everything would wait for him to see the doctor.
I said, "I'll stay with you until twelve o'clock, and my mother has something to do for me to go back today, okay?" ”
Lu Ming couldn't hide the loss in his eyes, but he naturally didn't want to insist on letting me stay, so he said, "Okay, then accompany me until twelve o'clock, and I'll send you back when I pour." ”
I smiled at him, and the two of us ate there, I ate slowly, looking up at Lu Ming on the other side from time to time, but every time, when I looked up, he could sense it and smile brightly at me.
I could only look away in silence.
He did it on purpose, and he should have guessed what I was going to say, which is why he offered to accompany him to the doctor so in time.
I stayed with Lu Ming until twelve o'clock, twelve o'clock, Lu Ming wanted to send me back, I wanted to refuse, but I thought that I had rejected him many times today, the words came to my mouth, I thought about it, and I pressed it down again.
When one person feels guilty about another, a look and a word from the other person becomes his biggest obstacle.
I feel anxious and irritable about this situation, I have never been so uneasy with anyone, but this person who makes me unable to feel at ease is Lu Ming, but he is him.
Lu Ming drove me home, and it was twelve o'clock, and the lights on the street outside were extremely faint in the middle of the night.
I was not very interested in speaking at all, but Lu Ming said a few words to me, because if I wanted to answer or not, Lu Ming couldn't continue the topic, and he stopped well.
When the car drove to the gate of the old mansion, I wanted to stop Lu Ming from driving the car into the old mansion, but before I could make a sound, I found that a car was parked at the iron gate of the old mansion, and my mother and Aunt Jin were standing outside, talking to a figure in front of the car with their backs to us.
It wasn't until Lu Ming's car was stable that I lowered the window slowly, and when they heard the sound of the car, they all looked at us, and I saw clearly that the person standing in front of my mother and Aunt Jin turned out to be Chen Qingchuan, and the car was also Chen Qingchuan's car.
Everyone saw me sitting in Lu Ming's car, including Chen Qingchuan, who was standing opposite my mother.
My mom didn't expect this to be the case, and immediately frowned.
Lu Ming also looked outside, he naturally saw Chen Qingchuan, but he was much calmer than us, just as if he hadn't seen it, and called my mother through me: "Auntie." ”
My mom was completely cold.
At this time, Chen Qingchuan withdrew his gaze from us and said to my mother and Jin's mother, "Mom, Aunt Jin, then I'll go first." ”
Chen Qingchuan didn't stay long, turned around and left, and Jin's mother immediately stopped in front of him and said, "Qingchuan, you haven't eaten yet, since Miss is back, let's go to the restaurant together for dinner before leaving." ”
Chen Qingchuan said to Jin's mother: "Aunt Jin, no need, you can eat, I still have something to do." Then he said to my mother, "Mom, I'll go first." ”
After he finished speaking, he pulled the car door and got into the car, and after the car started, he drove away from our car and left after a while.
My hand on the car door tightened and tightened, and for a long time, I hesitated to push the car door down, and when I stood in front of my mother, I just said, "Mom." ”
My mom didn't say a word, turned around and walked down the hall.
Mother Jin didn't say anything, and followed behind my mother.
Seeing this situation, Lu Ming looked at me.
I thought of Lu Ming's attitude when he entered the old house that day, so I said to Lu Ming: "Okay, you can go back." ”
Lu Ming asked, "Don't you need to go in and say hello before leaving?" ”
I said, "No, you better go back first." ”
I didn't say anything more to Lu Ming, I turned around and hurriedly chased after my mother, and when I arrived in the hall, I found that all the dishes on the table were cold, and my mother and Jin Ma sat at the table with cold faces.
I walked slowly in front of them, and my mother suddenly slapped the table and said, "Didn't you say that you would come back at night to eat hair?!" Why didn't you answer the phone? ”
I immediately took out my phone and turned it on, only to find that the phone was out of battery, and I said to my mother, "The phone is out of battery." ”
My mom stood up angrily and asked me with a cold face, "Do you know that we waited for you at home for dinner and waited for you all night?!" ”
Mother Jin said again: "Uncle has been waiting for you all night, why did you come back in that person's car, my young lady!" ”
My mother didn't tell me at all that Chen Qingchuan would come to the house for dinner today, and even Chen Qingchuan didn't tell me about it, I said to my mother: "I don't know if Chen Qingchuan will come, if he comes, I-"
Before I finished speaking, my mother directly interrupted me and said, "Don't say it, Xu Kaiyan!" Now it's useless to say anything, you can weigh it yourself, I really pumped my head and let Qingchuan come here tonight. ”
She pushed me away in front of her, and rushed upstairs angrily, I looked at Jin's mother, who didn't bother to pay attention to me, didn't even bother to clean up the food on the table, and left with my mother.
I was left standing there alone, confused, for a long time, I also felt angry, pushed the dishes and chopsticks on the table hard, and then sat down at the table and said, "What is this called!" ”
The next day, I went to the apartment where Chen Qingchuan is now living to look for him, but when I arrived at the door of the apartment, Chen Qingchuan's door was locked, so I called him, and the phone was also turned off, I could only knock on the door, lie on the door and shout: "Chen Qingchuan!" ”
There was no response, so I went to the hospital again, thinking if he would go to see Hong, but there was still only Chen Lin guarding in the hospital, so I left the hospital again, thinking about where he would go?
I thought about it, so I gave Dingkun a call, I wasn't sure if Dingkun still knew Chen Qingchuan's whereabouts, Dingkun's phone rang three times, and he answered.
I immediately said on the phone: "Dingkun, it's me, Xu Kaiyan." ”
As soon as he heard my voice, he subconsciously called, "Miss Xu? ”
I said, "Yes, do you know where Chen Qingchuan is?" ”
As soon as this sentence came out, Dingkun was silent for a while, and I asked again: "You know that, right?" ”
Dingkun said: "He is here in the Golden Palace. ”
As soon as I heard Dingkun say that he was in the Golden Palace, I immediately hung up the phone, and rushed to the Golden Palace, and when I arrived there, I happened to see Chen Qingchuan and Chen Qian coming out of the Golden Palace, I rushed out of the car, and then trotted towards Chen Qingchuan, before he was about to get into the car, I grabbed him, gasped and said, "Chen Qingchuan." ”
He heard my voice and looked back at me, and then Chen Qi, who got into another car, looked at us, and he smiled at Chen Qingchuan and said, "Okay, then I'll go first." ”
Chen Qingchuan glanced at it, then his eyes fell on me, and he asked me very calmly: "Is there something?" ”
It's no different from last night, as if nothing happened.
I rushed over excitedly, and was asked by him so lightly, but I didn't know how to answer.
Chen Qingchuan saw that I was stunned, so he took my hand away from his clothes and said, "If it's okay, I'll leave first." ”
I just wanted to grab him again, but Chen Qingchuan suddenly clamped my wrist and whispered, "Kaiyan, we're okay anymore." He looked sideways at me and frowned, "Don't embarrass each other. ”