240. Loneliness
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After my mother-in-law yelled at me, she hugged Chen Lin, who was covered in blood, and cried there.
The aunt turned pale with fright, and immediately went to the side to get the phone and call for an ambulance, and the house was in chaos.
The driver heard the sound, rushed in from the outside, and when he saw the situation inside, he immediately rushed over, and he and his aunt and mother-in-law lifted Chen Lin from the ground, did not wait for the ambulance to come, but took Chen Lin out of the hall quickly, and after getting into the car, I heard my mother-in-law sitting in the car to call Chen Qingchuan, she cried into the phone and shouted: "Hey! Feed! Something happened to Qingchuan! Something happened to Chen Lin! It's terrible, it's all blood! ”
I didn't hear what my mother-in-law said, because not long after, the driver slammed the door shut, and the car drove away through the door.
My aunt stood there anxiously watching, and when the car left, she immediately turned back to look at me.
She said to me, "Madam, you just now, you just now."
I didn't panic at all, I said to my aunt, "It's her mouth that is cheap, she deserves it." ”
With that, I turned and went upstairs.
After that, the house was in a very quiet situation, and there was not even a sound of movement, and this situation continued until ten o'clock in the evening, when I heard the sound of a car coming from downstairs.
Not long after, there was the sound of footsteps, and my aunt opened the door and said to me in a low voice, "Miss, Mr. is back." ”
He came back from the hospital around this time, and he was already home at this time.
I sat on the bed and didn't move, and when my aunt saw me sitting there and ignored her, she became more and more anxious, so she immediately closed the door and withdrew from the room.
Not long after, the door was opened again, Chen Qingchuan stood at the door and looked at me on the bed, he suddenly shook the door fiercely, after the door closed, he looked at me fixedly, after all, he didn't say anything, and entered the study.
Not long after, there were footsteps outside the door, I thought it was an aunt, but who knew that the person who rushed in was my mother-in-law, after she arrived in the room, she rushed towards me on the bed, she grabbed me sitting on the bed, grabbed my hair, and slapped me in the face, and the aunt who followed her mother-in-law screamed, came over and said, "Sister! Don't do that! ”
But my mother-in-law was mad, grabbed my hair, pinched my face and said, "Xu Kaiyan, you want to kill Chen Lin!" What are you dissatisfied with our family, you are coming at me! What are you doing to Chen Lin! ”
Seeing that she couldn't be persuaded at all, the aunt shouted in the direction of the study: "Sir! Mr! ”
As soon as Auntie's words fell, the door of the study was just pushed open, Chen Qingchuan rushed over, immediately grabbed his mother, and said in a deep voice: "Mom! What are you doing! ”
Before he could completely separate us, her mother slapped me in the face again. Chen Qingchuan just wanted to stop it, but who knew that before he could do it, the slap just landed on my face.
Her mother pointed at me and scolded: "I'll kill you, a scourge that hurts people, I'll let you beat Chen Lin!" ”
Chen Qingchuan saw that his was completely gone, so he pushed her suddenly, and said with anger in his voice: "Mom, calm down!" ”
The mother-in-law was pushed by Chen Qingchuan like this, and almost didn't stand firm, but fortunately, the aunt immediately hugged her, and after she leaned on the aunt to stand firm, she looked at Chen Qingchuan and said, "Qingchuan!" She's going to beat your sister to death! You don't know how to teach people, I, a mother, naturally have to discipline you! She pointed and said, "Look at her lawlessness now, she dares to smash people today, and she will dare to kill people tomorrow!" ”
My mother-in-law was about to rush up and do something to me again, but Chen Qingchuan put her hand in the first place again and said, "Mom, I will handle this matter myself, don't worry about it." ”
He said to his aunt, "Auntie, take my mother downstairs and let her calm down first." ”
When the aunt heard this, she immediately said to her mother, "Sister, let's go, let's go downstairs first." ”
The mother-in-law didn't move, but looked at Chen Qingchuan and gasped and said, "Qingchuan, let me tell you, such a daughter-in-law, if you don't control it well, you will suffer in the future, fortunately Chen Lin is fine, if she has something." She pointed her finger at me and said, "I'll give her her life." ”
The mother-in-law pushed the aunt who was holding her away, and then left the room angrily, and the aunt immediately followed, and after this absurd situation was over, Chen Qingchuan looked at me again.
At this time, my hair was messy, my cheeks were red and swollen, and there were scratches on them, and he looked at me for a long time, said nothing, and went back to the study.
The moment the door closed, I stood there a little unsteadily, but fortunately my hand held on to the cabinet next to me in time.
I stood there silent for a few seconds, and I still heard Chen Qingchuan's mother scolding downstairs, scolding me for losing my family, killing my parents, and being murderous, saying that I was a shrew without rules, Chen Qingchuan really poured blood mold for eight lifetimes before marrying me, an unlucky ghost.
Hearing this, my heart was cold little by little, little by little.
I thought I could endure all this, I thought that as long as I didn't care so much, then we would be able to be safe, and my marriage with Chen Qingchuan would be able to live in harmony.
But now I realize that some things are not at all able to achieve the desired effect by forbearance and accommodation, and I think highly of myself after all.
Yes, I didn't hold back in the end, it wasn't the life I wanted at all.
I stood there and closed my eyes and took a deep breath, and after a long time, I opened my eyes again and looked at the study, which was tightly closed, and light leaked out of it, and it was quiet inside and outside.
I chuckled, grabbed my phone and clothes from my bed, and walked straight out of the bedroom.
When she arrived downstairs, Chen Qingchuan hadn't gone to rest yet, she was sitting on the sofa to rest, and her aunt came out of the kitchen with tea, which seemed to be to put fire on her. ”
I didn't say anything, just walked quickly out of the hall.
At this time, Chen Qingchuan chased down from upstairs, and Chen Qingchuan's mother sat there and said to her aunt, "You let her go!" I'll see where she goes! It's better to let her die outside! ”
Chen Qingchuan stopped, stood on the stairs and looked at me who had already gone out.
Auntie saw that Chen Qingchuan upstairs didn't say anything, and his mother stopped him again, and Auntie couldn't chase it out again, so she could only stand there and watch.
When I got outside, I didn't ask the driver to see me off, but walked out of the villa myself.
When I got to the side of the road, I stopped a car and asked the driver to take me to the old house.
Twenty minutes, when the driver dropped me there, I pushed open the iron door and walked in, and when I opened the door and looked at the empty room, I was stunned for a few seconds and walked in.
There was no one in it, and I could only hear my own footsteps echoing through the great room.
I went to my mother's room, and it was empty, only her photo and my father's photo hung there, and the dust fell on the photo, showing that the room had not been cleaned for a long time.
I didn't dare to go inside again.
Standing at the door for a long time, I closed the door again, exited the room, turned on all the lights in the house, and went to my room, and the moment I stood in my room, I cried aloud.
I cowered in the corner of the bed and hugged my lonely self.
I felt that a great loneliness was engulfing me, it turned out that I had lost my parents and was being bullied, and the only thing I could do was to cry helplessly in this empty house.
Xu Kaiyan, how sad, you have become what you are now, embarrassed and unbearable.
I hugged myself and hugged myself tightly.
Outside, the wind was blowing, and the door that was not closed outside was blowing and slamming.
I cried until my throat was hoarse, I smelled the damp musty smell in the room, I curled up in the corner of the bed for a long time, then got up from the bed, went out of the house, and when I walked to the corridor, I found a figure standing in the living room downstairs, I was shocked, I thought it was my mother, and after rushing down, I found that the figure had disappeared from the door.
I stood there stunned, still empty.
I feel a little ridiculous.
I was a little hungry, I didn't eat for a day, I went to the kitchen, rummaged through things, but it was empty, it was all empty, only a few moldy breads were lying there, I couldn't care so much, I stuffed those two moldy breads into my mouth with a blank face, and then I sat on the sofa, turned on the TV, and watched TV there.
After watching it for a long time, I always felt that someone was looking at me behind me, and I immediately looked back to see that the black shadow flashed again.
I rushed out of the couch and chased outside, and the figure who left in a hurry stopped, and I stopped.
I recognized her, it was Mama Jin, who I hadn't seen for a long time.
I stood there for a few seconds, then didn't say anything, and walked back.
Mother Jin immediately turned around and looked at me who was walking inside, she cried and followed, calling behind me: "Miss, Miss,"
I didn't look back, but tried to close the door with my backhand, but Jin's mother immediately supported it with her hand, she lay on the door and cried and said, "Miss, you let Jin's mother come in to see you." ”
I pressed it desperately, and said with a blank face: "I don't want to see you, I don't want to, you let me go!" ”
When Mother Jin saw the wound on my face, she slammed her hand on the door and asked, "What's the matter with the wound on your face, Miss, let me in." ”
I yelled at her, "Get out of here!" I said I didn't want to see you again. ”
I pressed desperately, trying with all my strength to drive her out, but who knows, when the door was about to be closed, Jin's mother stretched out her hand into the crack of the door, and when the door closed, her hand was stuck inside.
She was screaming outside, and she seemed to guess that I was going to let go, and she took the opportunity to push the door open, and she rushed in from the outside.
After rushing inside, regardless of the pain in his hands, he rushed to me, knelt in front of me, hugged his legs, and cried there: "Miss, you can meet Jin's mother, let me see you." ”
She looked at the wound on my face, cried and asked, "Who beat you, why did you come back here so late?" She turned her head again to look at the half-bitten moldy bread on the table, and she cried out, "You can eat the moldy bread." ”
She immediately got up from the ground and reached out to check my face, but I shook her hand away and said, "Don't touch me." ”
I didn't look at her, I turned and walked back to the end of the couch, where I sat down and continued to eat the bread on the table.
Mother Jin looked at me, she came over again, knelt in front of me and said, "Miss, you tell Mother Jin, what happened, you didn't eat no matter how you turned it over." She looked at the wound on my face again, and cried and asked, "Who hit you, you tell Mother Jin." ”
This time I didn't bother to push her, my eyes still fell on the TV, motionless.
Mother Jin knelt on me and cried for a while, she looked at my face, probably knowing that I would not talk to her.
She sat on the ground and wiped the tears from her face with her hands, and instead of crying again, she got up and walked towards the kitchen, and hurriedly searched inside to find me something to eat.
I didn't stop or say anything about her actions.
Soon, almost half an hour, she brought out a hot noodle and placed it carefully in front of me, and did not speak, but sat there looking at me.
I looked at her for a few seconds, and she held back her crying and said as quietly as she could, "Eat it." ”
Actually, I'm not hungry anymore, I look at her.
When she saw that I didn't move, she became even more anxious, and she cried and said, "Miss, you should eat it quickly, it will be cold for a while." ”
I looked at her.
Finally, he asked in a hoarse voice, "Why are you here?" ”
When asked this question, she held back tears and said, "I have always lived near here, and occasionally come here to have a look, but I didn't expect to see you here today." ”
I didn't speak, but looked at the bowl of noodles in front of me.
That bowl of noodles has the smell of my mother, that fragrance.
When she saw me staring, she said, "Eat it quickly, or your noodles will be cold." ”
I moved twice, picked up the bowl of noodles, and bowed my head to take a sip of the soup.
The taste was exactly as I imagined, and I buried my head in eating the bowl of noodles one by one, and when I ate it, I didn't even have any soup left, and I ate it all.
When the bowl was empty, I put down the bowl in my hand and said to Mother Jin, "Let's go, I'm only staying here for two days." ”
I've also calmed down a lot.
Her eyes were still on the wound on my face, and she asked, "...... the wound on your face?"
I knew she wanted to ask, so I hooked my lips at her and smiled and said, "I said it's okay, you don't have to worry about it, and my mother has passed away, and you have nothing to do with our family anymore, so you don't need to come here to see the house again, and no one will come to this house anymore." ”
I got up to leave, but Mother Jin also got up immediately, grabbed my hand and asked, "Miss, did you suffer the injury on your face at home, and your uncle beat you?" ”
She thought for a while, and then said, "No, my uncle will never beat people, especially you, how could he beat you." ”
She looked at me puzzled, thought about it, and then asked, "What the hell is going on, can you tell Mama Jin, miss." ”
I felt that she was very annoying, endlessly, so I shook her hand again, maybe the force was not well controlled, Jin Ma didn't expect me to be like this, I pushed her down on the sofa, she immediately covered her waist with her hand, grabbed the sofa with the other hand, and immediately looked up at me.
I hurriedly rushed over, held up Mama Jin on the sofa and asked, "Are you okay?" ”