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I thought about the worst, but I didn't expect it to be so fast.

I stared at the TV for a long time, then quickly got up and rushed over, unplugged the power, and the room was quiet for a moment.

Now that I've come this far, don't look back, don't regret it, don't cut it anymore, don't think about it anymore, I must move forward firmly.

Perhaps, you can use this incident to get out completely?

My mom shouldn't be too much of a problem, so many doctors are around her, so many people are around her.

Thinking of this, my heart settled down a little.

I didn't dare turn on that TV again.

The environment of this B&B is not good, the light in the house is quite dim, the windows are not big enough, the small window is still close to the top of the wall, quite old furniture, and I don't know how many people have slept with it, and even some musty quilt sheets, so that everything in this room is covered with a strange layer of coldness.

There was no sound in the house, only the sound of cicadas chirping outside.

There aren't many people living here, only two or three in total, and it's not as bustling with tourists as the hotels in the city centre.

I hugged the quilt and curled up on the bed and barely dared to close my eyes.

Obviously very sleepy, but always support his eyes to stare at the small room.

I heard my breathing extremely heavy in the room, one after another, obviously my body was extremely cold, but I was smothered in a cold sweat under the quilt.

I've never felt like time was so hard to get through.

I simply closed my eyes and lay there stiffly, forcing myself to sleep.

I don't know if I'm too tired or what, in this extreme tension, I gradually fell asleep, but not long after, I was awakened by a nightmare, I immediately opened my eyes and went to the bedside time, it was only two o'clock, and this sleep was only an hour.

I felt dizzy, so I wrapped the musty quilt around me tightly, trying to force myself to continue sleeping, but when I closed my eyes, I heard a small cracking sound outside.

I don't know if I'm too alert or what, but I opened my eyes suddenly, and my first instinct was to look over the door.

There was a shadow dangling in the doorway, refracted through the crack under the door.

Someone was coughing outside the door.

I pinched the quilt and asked in a cold voice, "Who?!" ”

No one answered me, and there were still shadows dangling, again and again.

I just felt my hair stand on end, and suddenly a cigarette butt rolled in through the crack in the door.

The cigarette butt was burning, and when it rolled in, it continued to burn and smoke at the door.

I didn't dare to move at all, so I sat there with the quilt in my hands, staring.

After about half an hour, the figure disappeared from the doorway again, silently, and if it weren't for the cool cigarette butt in the ground, I would have thought I was seeing a ghost.

I was a little out of breath with my hands pressed against my heart, but I didn't have the courage to open the door and look outside.

I kept praying in my heart that it would be dawn soon, and it would be dawn.

I sat in bed almost all night with my eyes open, and by dawn the next morning, it was exactly six o'clock, but the inn was still quiet, and no one was up.

At this time, my heart was also a little calmer, I couldn't bear it anymore, and finally fell asleep in a daze.

It was eight o'clock when I woke up again, and the innkeeper woke up, and there was finally movement and conversation downstairs.

I just came down from the upstairs with empty steps, the boss had breakfast here, I didn't go elsewhere to eat, I asked the boss for a bowl of noodles, and I ate there, but I didn't eat much, I didn't have the appetite to eat, and went back to the room.

This time I went back to my room to catch up on sleep, and listening to the noise outside, I quickly fell asleep.

But I have been sitting and dreaming, there are Lu Ming, Chen Qingchuan, my mother, and Chen Lina in my dream.

I dreamed of Chen Qingchuan, who had just come to our house, standing in front of me in a white-washed black long-sleeved shirt, with a slight shyness on his face.

I was holding a rag doll, dressed in a beautiful princess dress, with long black hair, and tilted my head to look at him, like a kitten or a puppy.

But my mother told me that he was an older brother and would live with us in the future, so that I could study with him.

Chen Qingchuan also looked at me at that time, with a hint of joy in his eyes, but with a hint of timidity, he looked at me like that.

I don't hate him, because he is good-looking, and although he is dressed in shabby, he is clean, his fingers are white, and there is not a trace of dust, which is not at all like those nasty ghosts outside.

I took his hand and smiled sweetly at him and shouted, "Brother." ”

My mother asked me to talk to him more and get acquainted with him, so I took him into my room and showed him my house full of dolls and toys.

He may have entered the girl's room for the first time, and he was a little nervous and helpless.

But I didn't care about him, I took all my favorite dolls to him, introduced them to him one by one, and asked them to greet him.

He snorted and laughed, the first time I had ever seen him, and since then I have rarely seen him smile so happily, even if he laughs politely, politely, and detachedly.

And that smile is different, it is happy from the heart.

He timidly stretched out his hand to me, and his voice was very special: "Kaiyan, hello, my name is Chen Qingchuan." ”

He held his hands and looked at me expectantly.

But I stared at his hand and didn't move, but looked at his hand for a long time.

He subconsciously shrank back, and when he was disappointed and wanted to retract, I threw myself at him, and threw myself into his arms, and he was so startled, I didn't expect me to do this, but soon he stabilized his thin body, and looked at me with a hasty face.

I tilted my head, laughed brightly at him, and said, "Brother, I like you." ”

It was the first time I met Chen Qingchuan, and I remember it quite clearly, and even in the past ten years, I have dreamed of that scene several times, and every time, I repeated the dream of pulling him into my room, and then dreaming that I threw myself into his arms.

Obviously, my consciousness was struggling, yelling for me not to do this, but every time, the me in the dream always threw myself uncontrollably into his arms, repeating the beginning of our meeting over and over again.

When we first met, I didn't hate Chen Qingchuan, and I even liked him very much, because I was an only child and I was very lonely at home every day.

There is a big brother at home who plays with me, accompanies me to read and practice calligraphy, I am happier than anyone else, and I am quite clingy to him.

I don't know when it started, the excellent Chen Qingchuan became my comparison, my parents who used to dote on me in every way, under Chen Qingchuan's obedience and sensibility, I became arrogant and arrogant in their eyes.

They don't like me more and more, I didn't want to eat any more when I took a bite of the cake before, they didn't feel anything, they discarded it, but after Chen Qingchuan came, my habit of this, under Chen Qingchuan's frugality, became a waste of not eating the suffering of the world.

My beautiful and expensive clothes have become out of place in their eyes.

The time to go out to play can never be as long as before, because Chen Qingchuan doesn't like to play, he is always learning, and my previous fun has become unlearned and stubborn in their eyes.

Obviously, they liked me very much before, and everything came from me, but when Chen Qingchuan came, everything changed, and I can no longer hear them praise me.

In their words, they always say how sensible Chen Qingchuan is, and how bad I am.

His arrival changed my life dramatically.

Slowly, I didn't like him anymore, I started to hate him, and I didn't want him to leave our house all the time.

He talked to me, and I ignored him.

He wasn't good at words, but every time I attacked him with my sharp teeth and mouth, I called him a hillbilly, a wretch, a nasty ghost.

He would be silent, or pretend not to hear, sitting at his desk with his fingertips whitish and holding a pen, doing the questions there.

And I sat next to him, and I was only happy to see him like this.

Later, as I got older, my rebellious psychology became heavier and heavier, and Lu Ming and I began to fall in love, which should be the time when Chen Qingchuan and I really had a bad relationship.

My mother prevented me from falling in love, let Chen Qingchuan look at me, supervise me, and tell them anything abnormal about me.

Although Chen Qingchuan has never done this, the relationship between us has completely turned into a bitter cold.

He was like a monitor around me that watched me 24 hours a day, and my parents were like a remote control for him.

I lost my freedom, I lost my privacy, and I quarreled with my family every day.

Of course, he never bothered to argue with me, and no matter how nasty things I said, he wouldn't react much.

So I rebelled against him and my parents in a different way.

I fell in love with Lu Ming, and I kissed Lu Ming in the corner of the overpass where he often passed.

After school, Lu Ming and I went to the discotheque, and I asked Lu Ming to tell me to smoke, play games, and hang out in bars.

What's even more excessive is that once, Lu Ming and I kissed in my room and almost got into bed.

At that time, Lu Ming was kissing me and taking off my clothes.

And Chen Qingchuan was in the next room, I pretended to scream loudly, and responded to Lu Ming quite warmly.

Mom and Dad weren't at home, and there were just three of us in this room.

Chen Qingchuan was like a dead pig in the room over there, there was no sound, I kissed and kissed Lu Ming, both of them were a little misfired, just as Lu Ming couldn't help it, hugged me tightly, his hot body was close to me, and asked me in a hoarse voice: "Kaiyan, I can't help it, can you give it to me?" ”

He gasped, panted hard, and his forehead was covered with sweat.

That's when we first experienced lust, and the two of them were on the brink of danger.

I also felt a little bit of it, but I couldn't grasp what it was, so I nodded confusedly.

And at the moment when Lu Ming was about to enter, the door was kicked open by Chen Qingchuan.

He was standing in the doorway and staring at us coldly.

Watch as our naked bodies hug each other.

I knew he would come in, I ignored him, and when Lu Ming turned his head to look at him, I hugged Lu Ming's face and kissed him hard.

Chen Qingchuan suddenly rushed up and pushed Lu Ming hard, Lu Ming was completely unprepared, the whole person rolled under the bed, Chen Qingchuan dragged me up, I kicked him hard, struggling and screaming.