On a cold night, the whole street still looks dark and gloomy under the light of the street lamps. Only the orange light of the small green building can make people feel a little warm.

When Tang Yunyang returned to the green building of his home, just the light had already warmed him. This shows that in the midst of this cold winter night, Jane. Merlin hadn't slept yet, apparently waiting for his return.

However, to his guilt, he was about to tell her something rather cruel. It wasn't until this fear of facing his wife got a grip on his mind that he began to feel that he was still alive.

He didn't know how he got back to Nancy from that out-of-town cemetery, and he had been in a complete state of confusion since hearing the exact news of Marianne's death and what had happened to her.

However, the light in the small green building made Tang Yunyang feel warm. It brought him a hint of fear, which was not a contest of blood and fire like a country or a nation. In that kind of competition, you can fight for it at the cost of your life.

But how can you get through the torture of this feeling? After all, people can deceive all the people in the world, the only thing that can't be deceived is their own conscience, and the only thing they can't let go of is probably some kind of commitment made in their conscience.

And this burden will always weigh on his mind. It will make him apologize for blanching and blanching, and he will make his own words.

Yes, not every burden on every man's shoulders, or every scar on every man's heart, will be so great and historic. But as far as a simple man is concerned, no matter how great it is, when such a burden and hurt arrives, he will still feel fear.

The steps towards home are heavy, and the steps are just mechanical steps. After facing the news of Marianne's death, the rebuke of responsibility has always haunted my heart. When facing the warm light projected in the green building, self-blame grabbed his heart and rubbed it hard.

His mood is even more depressed, and in the face of emotional self-blame, he even has doubts about what he has done before, and he will worry that he has done everything wrong.

Even for a moment, he had some kind of desire to give up.

"It would be better to have a mistake of some kind, or it may free me from this trouble!"

A voice in my heart whispered.

At night, there are snipers on duty near the small building, observing and guarding. At this moment, his head must have appeared in the sharp gaze of the sniper, and it only takes a small error of judgment to make his head bloom, and he can put an end to the heavy life saving in this world and all the bad consequences caused.

In our daily life, the idea that we can hope that everything can start again and choose again will always pass through our minds from time to time. I will always find excuses for myself when I make mistakes. In fact, to put it bluntly, it is just a thought process in which the "mind" is looking for a balanced state.

"Or I can reach into my arms and make a feint like pulling a gun!"

The thought crossed his mind, and he immediately felt that his weakness was humble and ridiculous. The things in front of you must be faced, and no matter what kind of punishment you will receive, I am afraid that you should not complain.

"After all, it's all me, it's all me, it's all my own doing! Miss it once, but you can't miss it forever! ”

Of course, you can't go wrong forever. Therefore, it is Tang Yunyang's choice at the moment to say everything sincerely, no matter what kind of encounter this choice will bring him, it is the right thing.

After all, paper can't contain the fire, and can that little daughter bear to let her be helpless all the time? All this is taken for granted, and it is not a reaction that a responsible person is willing to make.

Exhaling deeply, his steps firmer. The lights of the green building were now more dazzling and more eye-catching, but at this time he was deeply worried that maybe after he said those things, everything would cease to exist.

Tang Yunyang entered the door, and the warm feeling of home enveloped his body and mind almost at the same time.

"Honey, is that you?"

Jane, who had been listening attentively to the sound of the door. Merlin asked at the right time, for the sake of the later conversation, Tang Yunyang tried his best to balance his voice, so that he would not have any excessive abnormalities in his voice due to psychological factors.

"Yes dear, I'm back, you know, the temperature outside is almost unbearable, I think my ears must be frozen, and now it's itching!"

"Really? There's a good hot coffee for you, and as for your ears, I think you can probably handle it, but it's just a minor issue, so don't worry about it at all! ”

For some reason, Jane's tone sounds so cheerful today, but it lacks the usual elegance and reserve.

"Well, come on!"

But Tang Yunyang, who was so distraught, didn't notice at all that his eyes were sour for the second time today.

If a person has been in some kind of dangerous situation, it is assumed that he has never received the care he deserves. Then a cold and ruthless person may be born.

However, if a person feels the most tired, heartache, and helplessness, often a cup of hot water is enough to warm his whole life, so that his whole hard and cold shell melts away in an instant.

Then Tang Yunyang appeared in the living room, in the living room of the Tang family at this moment.

On the small table in the living room, there was a bottle of red wine that was mostly empty at the moment, and two cups of coffee with red wine were the reason why the two women in the living room were so happy and excited.

"Hey, Don, you are like a night wanderer, why do you always go out at night, is it because your charming black eyes and hair can exert their charm more at night? Oh, Jane, don't be foolish enough to believe that he really went out to do something serious, and those are all the methods they use to deceive us women! ”

"Oh, Belle, I can't agree with what you're saying. Although he is an attractive man, he is, but he is also a responsible man, I am sure of that! ”

"Really? To be sure, oh Jane, your faith in him is simply too much, be careful, oh, I'm afraid you're all his captive! ”

Tang Yunyang sat beside Jane with a heavy ass, looking at everything happy, and his heart couldn't help but feel bored for a while. He saw the bottle at a glance, but it wasn't the spirit he wanted at the moment.

Then he stood up recklessly, turned and went to the wine cabinet to get a bottle of spirits. When he turned around, he saw the slightly surprised stares of the two women. Tang Yunyang is a smoker and a good coffee drinker, although he must drink spirits when he drinks, but generally speaking, he doesn't have any more hobbies for wine, and he rarely thinks about it.

Although the two women were somewhat surprised by their performance, Tang Yunyang understood that there was indeed something wrong with his actions today, and he raised the wine bottle as if he was mocking.

"Oh, nothing, ha......"

As he spoke, he pretended to breathe a sigh of relief, stretched his lower limbs, and grimaced before continuing.

"You know, it's too cold outside today, and I want to have a drink to warm up!"

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Tang Yunyang's move to take the spirits caused Elena. Belle was interested, and she lifted her coffee cup.

"Okay, give me some too!"

"Belle!"

Jane whispered, though she had also drunk a lot of coffee and wine mixtures, which were similar to psychedelic ingredients that made people warm up, and there seemed to be some kind of extreme happiness in her mind.

But when her eyes fell on Tang Yunyang, a woman's unique intuition told her that Tang Yunyang was as fragile as a child in need of help today, so she whispered to Elena. Belle's action to add fuel to the fire.

"Oh, I see, it doesn't affect you, I'm going to get a beauty sleep, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow is a beautiful and special day!"

Elena. Belle pretended to stretch her waist, and the words in her mouth seemed to remind Tang Yunyang that tomorrow, tomorrow was a special day, and he had to deal with it well.

Tang Yunyang looked at Elena. Belle left the living room before returning to the couch and sitting down, by which time Jane had poured him half a cup of piping hot coffee.

Spirits and coffee, the two wonderful substances must have had some wonderful reactions in the stomach, and a stream of heat spread throughout Tang Yunyang's body.

"Jane, I'...... I ......"

Tang Yunyang wanted to say goodbye to Jane. Merlin made these things clear, but he didn't know how to say it, so he held back until the end.

"I just got the exact news that Marianne is dead and I see her grave!"

"Marianne! How ...... this! ”

Simple. Merlin covered her mouth in surprise, even though she had heard the news of Marianne's death when she was in the United States. However, no one had mentioned the complete process of this matter to Tang Yunyang, and even everyone pretended not to know about it.

At that time, it was the first annual meeting of the China Renaissance Party, and no one wanted to mention it to Tang Yunyang, who seemed to have forgotten about it because he was busy, although he had asked in the process of recuperating from his injury, and he always answered in a vague way.

"Honey, yes, I know, we all know about it, and if you hadn't brought it up today, none of us would have wanted you to think about it again!"

Jane hugged Tang Yunyang's head tightly and kissed him lightly on the cheek from time to time, as if a mother was comforting her hurt child. In my mind, I was nervously thinking about how to solve the incident!

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