Chapter 68: Believe in Yourself
Helian Feng glanced at Yu Ran, and nodded silently after a while. He saw Tamzoan smiling at himself, and saw Tamzen raise his hand and poke his forehead with his finger as usual, and he looked at Tamzoan's back until there was no one else in his eyes.
Helian Feng stood in place, his small figure was dressed in a dragon robe, and only the servant girl who followed and served stood behind him, he stood in front of the main hall, and suddenly felt a little lonely.
Without a father, no friends, and no amiable brother, he Helian Feng only has one sister left. He didn't actually worry a lot, and he trusted Yuran's ability very much, but there was always some uneasiness in his heart.
Helian Feng felt as if he had lost a lot of things and a lot of happiness as he grew up, so he didn't want to lose even Yuran one day.
He's not small, so it's not like he doesn't understand anything. Because of this, he found that he couldn't really settle down at all, and he had to work as hard as his jade sister to not disappoint others.
Yuran's carriage went all the way back to the outside of her mansion, she crossed the covered bridge and returned to the house, and when she walked to the inner room, she glanced at it casually, and then her expression changed a little helplessly, she opened her lips and said: "You are really living freely, I knew that it would be better for you to live alone in Qiaotianju, I think you will be more diligent." ”
The person Yu Ran said didn't have to think about it at all, it was naturally Rong Xian.
Rong Xun obviously got up, but at this moment he was still leaning on the bed, still wearing a single coat, the neckline was open, and there were still traces left by the last night's charm on the exposed skin, which looked particularly confusing. His right hand supported one side of his face, and his free left hand flipped through the books placed on the bed from time to time, he was half-squinting, his handsome face was lazy, and his black hair was drooping, so he was not grateful.
Rong Ran heard the movement of Yu Ran entering the house, and he didn't move for a while, until Yu Ran spoke to him, he raised his eyes leisurely, looked at Yu Ran with a pair of dark eyes, and said with a smile: "It seems that Rong Ran didn't serve His Highness well enough, so His Highness was dissatisfied." ”
When Yu Ran heard this, his expression did not change. She leaned down, looked at Rong Xian closely, and touched Rong Xian's cheek with her hand, Wen Wen smiled and said, "Yes, the wait is not good enough, so hurry up, I want to change clothes." ”
Rong Xi listened and pinched the book in his hand, then sat up, and said, "Your Highness should think about what clothes to wear next before you go out, so that Your Highness doesn't have to work so hard." ”
Yu Ran glanced at Rong Xian and chuckled, "Rong Xian, don't you just say that you are lazy?" Hurry up, don't let me think about not caring about anything and just going to sleep. ”
"Your Highness can indeed ignore anything and just sleep." Rong Xi said as he spoke, but he still got up and helped Yuran take the dress.
Yu Ran took off his coat, a smile on his lips, and a deep look in his eyes, "If you can, I really want to live as comfortable as Rong Xi." ”
Rong Xi did not continue on this topic, he skillfully tied his belt for Yuran, straightened his clothes, and then turned to say: "I went to the early dynasty today, and His Highness doesn't seem to feel good. ”
Yuran's eyebrows raised slightly, staring at Rong Xian's Ruyu face, and smiled slightly: "It's not good?" It's not very good. But what could be good at such a time? Troubles always follow, my choice represents Ning Guo, and my will is Ning Guo's will. So, isn't it me the one who should be most distressed? ”
Rong Xi slowly lowered his hand, he glanced at the top and bottom of Yu Ran's clothes, and felt that it was about the same, so he could finally look at Yu Ran, and said warmly: "Your Highness doesn't seem to be living as freely as before. His Royal Highness is not the flesh and blood heir of Ning Jun, but he still became the regent of Ning Kingdom. His Royal Highness is even worried about Rong Xi's body now, because Rong Xi's existence is still a huge threat in the eyes of today's Ning Guo's courtiers and people, and their worries will now be all added to His Highness's body, which is expected by His Highness, but it still makes His Highness think about it again. Isn't it? Rong Xi said at the end, and suddenly asked Yu Ran a rhetorical question, and then laughed to himself.
The robes he wore were snow-white and spotless. His hair is jet black, bringing out the poetic sheen of his pearly white neck under the bun. The sun shone on his body through the window, as if crossing a golden halo, he tilted his head slightly, his expression was quiet and serene, and the corners of his mouth curved into a smile arc, this appearance that seemed to smile but not a smile made his handsome face a little enchanting, but it did not break his picturesque dust in the slightest.
Yu Ran always believed that there were few men in this world who were more beautiful and charming than Rong Xi, and there should be no one like him. Because just by Rong Xi's face, just with Rong Xi's confident charm like a spring breeze, it is enough to convince the people standing in front of him that he is really a special existence that you can't refute.
Yuran tilted her head, looked at Rong Xian with a pair of watery eyes, and said, "Yes, Rong Xian, you are right. In that case, would you like to guess my decision, or help me make a decision? If it were from your mouth, I would be willing to believe it. ”
"Your Highness never needs to make decisions that Rong Xi makes, because the person Your Highness prefers to believe in is himself." Rong Xi smiled, his tone was extremely indifferent, and he replied: "Your Highness has already made up your mind in your heart, so Rong Xi only needs to obey, isn't it, Your Highness?" ”
In fact, when Yu Ran and Helian Feng walked back to the imperial study, she heard from Helian Feng's mouth that he could clearly talk about Rong Xi, which made her feel a little surprised at first. But later, Yu Ran thought about it carefully, and also felt that although Helian Feng was still young, he didn't even feel this matter at all.
Helian Qing died, and Helian Feng ascended the throne, but in fact, everyone clearly knew in their hearts that the person who was behind the scenes was the regent Yuran.
Helian Yi said that Yuran was the eldest princess of the previous Ming Dynasty, and said that Yuran personally set up a situation to destroy his dear dynasty, and said that Yuran left Murong Xi, the fourth prince of Huaguo, in his mansion. If the Ming Dynasty is still there, then Murong Xi will soon be a concubine, which is well known to everyone, and Helian Yi can make this matter clear.
Since Yu Ran dared to show up in women's clothes and dared to bet on everything she had, she had already thought about it. And now that the dust has settled, in fact, she can turn the things that are carried out into small things and small things, and no one in Ningguo will make waves because of this kind of thing.
However, Yu Ran also has to admit that even if things get smaller, it will leave a pimple, which makes people feel embarrassed when they think about it. Therefore, Yu Ran had already made up her mind, as long as Helian Feng inherited the throne, it would be closer to the day when she and Rong Xi would be separated.
Because Yu Ran is bent on planning, and Rong Xi is also calculating in his way.
If Yu Ran kept Rong Raid by her side before to make her identity of Helian Yu act more freely, and there was no need to hesitate before the identities of Yu Ran and Helian Yu, then now Yu Ran has no reason to leave Rong Raid behind.
Just like Zhuo Lengyan said, she had to plan early, because after all, she could only make a decision between Rong Xi and the world. If she wants everything to go on as before, if she still wants to achieve her goal, then she has to be steadfast.
Yuran likes Rong Zhan, and Rong Zhan also likes Jade Ran, which is both happy and helpless. But when does it take for love to become love?
Yuran is not a person who doesn't know how to love, she even wants to love vigorously like an ordinary woman, but now the gap between her and fantasy is always very deep, separating the two sides in half.
Women always like to be sentimental, so Yuran has always controlled her mind, and she reminded herself over and over again that in her previous life, she was too delicate and pure in her emotions, so she caused the people around her to die, and she finally had to choose the ending of ignorance*.
Yu Ran thought that in her previous life, she must have loved her country, loved her relatives, and loved Rong Xi. She loved everything around her, but in the end, she ended up like this. Because of love, there will be hate, this sentence is actually not wrong at all.
Now that she thinks about it carefully, it seems that she didn't think enough about herself in her previous life, so she didn't know anything at all, and just blindly thought that she was capable enough to simply get what she wanted and live a relaxed life.
Yuran and Rong Xian have come to such an embarrassing point today, and even Yuran himself is beginning to be a little confused.
It turned out that she liked Rong Xun so much and loved him so much, but why, now she feels that love is such a tiring thing, and she hasn't even tried again?
In the end, Yu Ran couldn't even say a word about whether you have ever loved me. Because Yu Ran found that he didn't know when he had become a person like Rong Xi. The same pretence, the same breeziness, the same like to pretend that you can not care about anything.
Rong Xi said: "Your Highness never needs Rong Xi to make a decision, because the person Your Highness prefers to believe in is himself." His Highness has already made up his mind in his heart, so Rong Xi only needs to obey, isn't it, Your Highness? ”
And Yu Ran is now standing in front of Rong Xian, just like before, she stared at Rong Xian, and her heart was obviously turbulent, but in the end, she still turned everything into calm. She smiled, smiled indifferently, and said to Rong Xi: "Yes, I do think so, just like Rong Xi originally thought in your heart, our habits are still the same, and our thoughts are still similar, that's it." ”