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When I broke up with him, I didn't say I couldn't be friends, I said, "Yes." ”

Lu Ming said: "Since we are friends, let's have a meal together?" ”

I said, "Aren't you afraid of being photographed by reporters?" ”

I glanced left and right and said, "I'm afraid, my reputation is already stinky enough, and I won't be able to eat." ”

I was leaving, Lu Ming grabbed me from behind and said, "Kaiyan, we were all hurt by our most trusted family members, do you still care what the outside world thinks of us?" As long as we have a clear conscience. ”

I stopped and stood there silently, Lu Ming pulled me and said, "Follow me." ”

Before I could react, he took me and turned around and left, I don't know what he was looking for me to do today, I could only follow, he took me into the car, and he didn't start the car, just pulled up all the curtains on the windows, and there were only two of us in the car.

Lu Ming said: "Haven't you been completely dead to your family? Kaiyan, I said that we will always be victims of the family. ”

I said, "You don't have to remind me every time, I know it." ”

Lu Ming said: "Do you really understand? ”

I looked at him sideways, and Lu Ming said, "You don't understand at all, in the future, your life can only be lived under the arrangement they have arranged for you, do you think Fu'an will return to you?" Never again. ”

I said, "I'm not interested in Fu'an in the first place, they want it, just take it, I'm not rare at all." ”

Lu Ming said: "But don't you have the life you want to live? ”

I was silent about his words, because I had never even had what I wanted in my life, let alone my own life.

I am a person who has no ideals, no ambitions, and gets by every day.

After a long time, I answered truthfully: "I don't." ”

Lu Ming said: "Kaiyan, if you don't have it, you can only be trapped here forever, you can't get out, I have told you many times, if you want to escape, I will not hesitate to help you, the reason why I am here is because you are here, but your heart is no longer with me." But I'm still here, so whether you still love me and need my help, I will still help you without hesitation. ”

If it weren't for another film wrapping the pill, I would almost have doubted the temperature of my palm, and I would have melted it, and a thin layer of sweat appeared in my palm.

Lu Ming said: "I can help you escape your family, forever and ever, and after you leave, I will not stay here again." ”

What Lu Ming said is very tempting, and at this time, it is undoubtedly the most exciting for me.

I have thought about leaving many times, but every time, I chose to give up because of my mother, and this time, it turned out that it was my mother who hurt me the most and was hungry.

When she was calculating me, she didn't care about me at all, even once, she didn't hesitate to make me infamous in order to cut off the relationship between me and Lu Ming.

When she agreed to me being with Lu Ming, I thought she had finally figured it out and was willing to compromise for me, but who knows, it all came from her early calculations.

Poor me, I still want to repent.

They don't need my remorse at all.

Lu Ming saw that my hand was always clenched into a fist, so he reached out and gently held it, the pill was still in the palm of his hand, and it was burned by the temperature of my palm.

Lu Ming asked, "Have you figured it out?" Cheerful. ”

I don't know what I am, almost subconsciously shook off Lu Ming's hand that was holding my fist, and said to Lu Ming in the next second: "I don't need your help, I want to go, I'll do it naturally, Lu Ming, you take care of yourself." ”

I pushed the car door and was about to get out of the car, Lu Ming sat there and said, "Kaiyan, you will come to me sooner or later, you and Chen Qingchuan's family do not match at all, and the family problems between you alone will make you unhappy." ”

I turned around and said angrily, "That's my business, it's none of your business." ”

I ignored him, and when I got out of the car, I slammed the door with my backhand, and I didn't know where my anger was coming from.

I walked down the street alone, but after walking for a while, I stopped again, looked at the medicine in my hand, and I actually threw the medicine in the trash can with my backhand, including the mineral water in my hand.

I stood there looking at the tiny pill that had fallen into a pile of rotten leaves, and then I turned and walked on, without looking back.

I never had the courage to take the pill, this kid wasn't what I was expecting, and I couldn't kill him with my own hands.

When I got home again, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, there was no light in the living room, and I didn't see my aunt, so I reached in and called into the darkness: "Auntie? ”

No one answered me, only heard my own echo, I felt very strange, so I wiped the wall again, after my hand touched the switch on the wall, I pressed the light on me, and the living room was instantly bright, my first reaction was to subconsciously look at the end of the sofa, there was a person sitting there, Chen Qingchuan was sitting there.

I looked around, he was the only one sitting in the hall, so I walked slowly towards him, stopped beside him, Chen Qingchuan sat there and said, "It's late, go upstairs and rest." ”

He got up from the couch and walked straight upstairs without looking at me.

I stood behind him and looked at him, he was wearing pajamas, and he must have been waiting for me in the living room for a long time.

I clenched my bag in my hand, followed him, and went upstairs together.

When I arrived at the room, Chen Qingchuan sat on the bed and flipped through the book, he didn't ask me how the child was, and I didn't say anything about the child, just pinched my clothes and went to the bathroom, and when I came out, I lay down next to him.

Chen Qingchuan flipped through a few pages, then put down the book in his hand, and then he also lay down.

Nothing was said all night.

The next day, my mother came to us early in the morning, she was supposed to be here for the children, she waited for me for a long time in the downstairs living room, and when I slept until ten o'clock and came downstairs, my mother immediately got up from the sofa and looked at me.

As if I didn't see her, I went to the restaurant directly ignoring her existence, Chen Qingchuan was behind me, my mother immediately walked towards Chen Qingchuan, she asked anxiously: "Qingchuan, where is the child?" Is the child still there? ”

Chen Qingchuan said to my mother, "Yes, Mom." ”

When she heard Chen Qingchuan's answer, she breathed a sigh of relief, she covered her heart with her hands, and said with great joy: "That's good, that's good." She added: "You must take care of it well, don't make a mistake, this child is finally conceived." ”

Chen Qingchuan didn't speak.

My mother hurried to the restaurant with the support of Jin's mother, and she said, "Kaiyan, my mother stewed some chicken soup in the morning, you can taste it quickly." ”

She pushed Mother Jin and asked Mother Jin to bring in the chicken soup immediately, and Mother Jin hurriedly went outside to get it.

When she brought it in, my mother took it for me, and she said, "It's still hot, you can drink a bowl of it." ”

The chicken soup was steaming in the porcelain bowl, and my mother blew it for me, held it in front of me with both hands, and said with a smile, "Drink it quickly, open your face." ”

I just looked at her coldly, she saw the coldness in my eyes, the hand holding the chicken soup trembled, and she said, "It's hot, Mom cooked it for you in the kitchen at six o'clock this morning, and now you need to replenish your body, so that the child can have nutrition." ”

She stretched the bowl of chicken soup in front of me again, smiled and said, "Drink it while it's hot." ”

Her bowl of chicken soup barely reached my mouth.

I looked down at the bowl of chicken soup in her hand, didn't say anything, just waved my hand and hit it hard, and my eyes followed the bowl of chicken soup that flew out, and when the bowl fell to the ground, there was a crunch sound.

She looked at me unexpectedly, and she was stunned.

Chen Qingchuan, who heard the movement, immediately walked in from outside, and he stood there silently watching.

My mom's face was stunned at first, but then there was a flash of water in her pupils, and she looked at me.

I said, "I'll never forgive you, ever." ”

I got up and left, and my mom grabbed my wrist from behind, and she sat in her chair crying and said, "Open face! Mommy is for your good! You must be considerate of me! ”

Hearing her words, I looked back at her: "Personally find someone to release the news, and find out that my daughter is living with a married man and intervening in other people's marriages for my own good?" Thousands of calculations, all kinds of calculations, and the control of Fu'an in my hands is calculated away, and it is also for my good? Knowing that I was faking my pregnancy, as my biological mother, I didn't stop it, in order to let me remarry, you will do what you want, and force me to admit that I deceived all of you by faking my pregnancy in front of everyone, and then pretending to be deceived and slapped me in front of everyone, is it also for my good? ”

I said, "Mom, all of the above, is this how good you are to me?" ”

When I said these words, she had already cried to tears, she cried and said: "Kaiyan, one day you will understand my hard work, I know you will blame me, but I have to do all this, you have to hate me, I have nothing to say, but you can't vent all your resentment against me on this child, the child is innocent, you must give birth!" Just think it's mom begging you, begging you this time. ”

She suddenly knelt in front of me, cried and hugged me, and pleaded under me.

She has always been as arrogant as her, and she would do such a thing to me, Jin's mother was so frightened that she rushed up, and she wanted to help my mother, and she also cried and said, "Madam, what are you doing?!" ”

My mother ignored Jin's mother, she looked at me with tears on her face: "Kaiyan, I promise you, as long as you give birth to this child, your mother will never care about you in the future, what you want to do, I will not interfere again, this is your father's wish, and it is mine, even if you don't look at your mother's face, you have to look at your father's face, this child can't be happy." ”

She begged me, crying and begging me.

I didn't have any reaction, but under her pleading, my face was full of tears.

I looked down at her below, and I cried and laughed, and I said, "Mom, let me go." ”