Section 35 The door is full of prosperity, and there is no joy
"I can't help it, Yuebai, I can't take any chances-" Yao Jin's tears suddenly poured out, hot tears mixed with rain, her eyes hurt very much, her heart hurt too, she looked at Lin Yuebai's sad and self-blaming eyes, as if she remembered something, and hurriedly said: "No, Yuebai! I'm not just for you, don't blame yourself, don't blame yourself!"
"If it weren't for me, how could you be coerced by him! How could you promise him to give up Xiao Nanguo! That's what you bought with your life! I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it, Ah Yao!" Lin Yuebai hugged Yao Jin, she slapped her shoulder, and it seemed to hit her heart.
"No, it's not just you," Yao Jin looked at the approaching crowd, and said in Lin Yuebai's ear: "Zhao Yu, Zhao Sheng, Wang Xiang and Xuannu, and even those people in Nanguo Mansion, so many people's lives together, not to mention handing over Xiao Nanguo, it is my life, it's worth it!"
"What......" Lin Yuebai said incredulously, "Could it be that they were also-"
"He's the emperor, isn't it easy for him to want anyone's life. Yao Jin shook his head desolately, and held Lin Yuebai's cold hands tightly: "But he really loves you...... I'd rather believe that it's true love...... Yuebai, be his queen, you still have a lot of ways to go in the future, you must be happy......"
"Ah Yao, but Ah Yao, what about you!"
"I'll be here, I'll be with you, like I was all those years ago, with you......"
Yao Jin's voice gradually blurred, many people rushed up, hurriedly pulled Lin Yuebai and Yao Jin apart, they were afraid of the plague, and hurriedly picked up Lin Yuebai and ran away, and Yao Jin fell to the ground in despair, her hot palms seemed to still have the coldness on Lin Yuebai's hands, but she couldn't be unconscious in the heavy rain again, no one would come to accompany her in the rain anymore, she had to stand up and walk back. She knew that even though she had been torn apart countless times from beginning to end, she still had to pick it up piece by herself and put it together, she had to be the same Yao Jin, even though she had been forced to give up everything, at least there was Yuebai-
Zichen Palace.
Li Nan came in from outside the hall and whispered to Li Yao about the encounter between Lin Yuebai and Yao Jin, and Li Yao didn't seem surprised, frowned slightly and asked about Lin Yuebai's physical condition, Li Nan replied that the doctor and the imperial doctor had gone, except for some frightening and cold, the pulse was fine. And Li Yao paused for a moment, and finally said, "It's good to meet." ”
At this time, Mo Dongling under the steps had already finished what he wanted to say, because after all, he went to Yunliguan without permission, and at this moment he was kowtowing to the ground and waiting for the emperor's fate. And Li Yao didn't say a word about the matter he proposed to the eldest princess from beginning to end, his eyes looked at Mo Donglin's gray hair and purple official clothes, and said lightly: "It's raining outside, Mo Qing will stay in the palace tonight, the widow has asked people to go to the Queen Mother to spread the word, Mo Qing will go to the Queen Mother to say hello and have dinner together." ”
"Thank you......, Your Majesty, Longne! The old minister was very frightened, and asked His Majesty to punish the old minister for the crime of entering Yunliguan privately, otherwise the old minister would really have no face to meet the Queen Mother!"
"One thing to one thing. Let Mo Qing go to see the Queen Mother, it is a time when the widow is a son of man who is filial to his mother and uncle, and wants the elders to catch up more about the old days; ”
“...... The old minister obeyed. ”
When Mo Dongling left the Zichen Palace, the torrential rain outside had stopped, because the rain was too heavy just now, many places on the ground had not subsided, but the dark clouds in the sky were scattered all of a sudden, and in the clear blue sky, a bright star twinkled in the sky. Not long after Mo Dongling walked out of the Zichen Palace, he stopped, looked up at the pure starry sky, and couldn't help but yearn for it.
Maybe it's getting older, or maybe it's because people are in Beijing lately, Mo Dongling now likes to be alone in a daze, and he can always think of many years ago, the longer it seems that the memory is clearer, sometimes he sits sleepless in the study at night, and he doesn't speak for an hour or two, just thinking quietly, quietly looking back on most of his busy life, once upon a time, he was still a high-spirited teenager, full of ambition to enter the dynasty and enter the WTO, to break into the army to break into the world, he also had extremely disdain for those intriguing ministers, those who did whatever it took to achieve the glory of the family all day but wore a pair of selfless masks of the court, and then the years passed, he gradually became the person he hated the most, and he gradually understood that behind the so-called family glory, there are thousands of inextricable relationships, the life and death of countless people, those people he once laughed at, what is the original intention under their masks, and who will remember, who cares......
At this moment, Mo Dongling walked slowly under the clear starry sky, the starlight fell on his purple official uniform and was hazy, but it seemed to illuminate the guilt in his heart more and more brightly, and looked back at the Zichen Hall that was crawling in the night, in fact, his heart was confused, and the guilt of Wei Nanyan and the only possible prince to ascend the throne, in order to keep the Mo family's full glory This sense of responsibility prompted him to make up his mind to stand on Li Yao's team, he stood right, Li Yao successfully ascended the throne and became the emperor, he Mo Dongling became the most important person in front of Li Yao, and suddenly came to the center of the imperial power from the border pass。 Although his sister Mo Xijun is not the emperor's biological mother, nor has she raised the emperor for a day, but she is still regarded as the queen mother, Li Yao is very deferential to her, and there is no stop in greeting her every day, plus there are very few concubines in the harem and have not yet been established, and now everything in the harem is still respected by the queen mother; his son Wei Yan befriended Li Yao when he was only a palace guard, and now although Wei Yan is only a clear stream of imperial history, he has a great trust in front of the emperor, and some things that he doesn't even know, the emperor will explain to Wei Yan to do; and his daughter Wei Nanyan is still an inexplicable Jin Gongzi in the side hall of Zichen Palace, she unswervingly followed him to this day, and soon the emperor will let her return to the harem, and maybe she will also give birth to a dragon heir - what a prosperous family of people who are like brocade and boiling oil! But every time I think of all this, Mo Dongling has a faint sense of unease and fear: there are many examples of important ministers in history who are in power and the opposition are uprooted by the emperor overnight and the whole clan is wiped out. Even if there is no now, will there be one in the future? If someone deliberately frames him one day, as long as he arouses the slightest suspicion in the emperor's heart, with his understanding of the suspicious and suspicious His Majesty today, will the Mo family still be able to gain a foothold in the world at that time?
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