Chapter 142: Right and Wrong
"I'll admit that I'm still very weak, and I'm just an ant in this world. But for the sake of the future, I will definitely put all my strength into one day, and one day I will become strong enough to be taken seriously by this world. Of course, if I don't live up to my expectations of myself in the future, I'll try my best to make the promise I made to you now. However, I have some confidence in myself, and I hope you can have some confidence in me. Of course, you also have to have more confidence in yourself. My staff are all very good-looking, and so are you, so if you're sad, you can't compare to them, and there's no way to make me pay more attention to you. Even if it's for your own purposes, smile a little more, and I'll be even happier. ”
In fact, Qin Xi at that time could hear that the last two sentences of Yuran were ridiculing him, because he still remembered that when he first entered Yuran's Prince's Mansion, he was too frustrated, and the whole person was in a state of grogginess, drunkenness, and death. It was also thanks to Yuran that he didn't mind, and said such a thing to distract him.
Not to mention, Qin Xi really observed the situation of the guests in the entire Helian Prince's Mansion because of Yu Ran's ridicule, and he really found that they were all extremely handsome young men without exception. Qin Xi had always heard of Helian Yu's romantic reputation when he was outside, but when he really entered the mansion, he found that this "romantic style" was indeed not ordinary, and when he came back to his senses, even he himself became one of the members who created Helian Yu's "romantic reputation".
Qin Xi really didn't expect that Helian Yu's true identity would be a woman, and it turned out to be the eldest princess of the Ming Dynasty. In fact, he was quite puzzled, why an eldest princess no longer lived a pampered life in the palace of Mingxu, but had the ambition to plan the world. But the truth is that everything subverted his original idea of Yuran, and he really found that Yuran was a very special existence.
Yuran ran at both ends of Ningguo and Mingxu, and the four small countries had actually been in a situation of being annexed by Mingxu, but on the other hand, Yuran didn't seem to be in a hurry at all. Qin Xi was thinking: Could it be that she kept saying that she wanted to go against Ming Xu, but the reality was just a joke?
But later, after seeing Yu Ran deal with things indifferently again and again, Qin Xi realized that Yu Ran was not joking, she really had the heart to fight for the world.
Qin Xi has accompanied Yuran step by step until now, and he doesn't know how many times he has gotten along with each other, so he finds that he has fallen deeply into a trap called Yuran, and he can't get out anymore, he is really in love with Yuran. However, Yuran already has Rong Xi, and Yuran's love for Rong Xi is something he absolutely can't ignore.
Now Qin Xi doesn't seem to be so attached to hatred, because he has another object that makes him obsessed, that person - it is Yu Ran. When did he start taking jade dye to heart? Perhaps, it was from the very beginning, when he was in a desperate situation, that Yuran said to him.
Qin Xi even thought that if Yu Ran was really a greedy person, would he be able to share Yu Ran's love for him from Rong Xi? However, this is not possible. Even he himself understands that if Yu Ran is really such a person, then she is not Yu Ran, and it is impossible for him Qin Xi to fall in love with such a Jade Dye.
Everything was arranged by God from the beginning, and he could only accept it, let alone refute it. Therefore, he only hopes that he can continue to accompany Yuran by his side, until maybe one day, Yuran has already got what she wants, and he no longer needs him, so he will "retire after success". It's just that he can't imagine that day coming, and he doesn't know how painful his choice will be.
Qin Xi has always disliked Rong Xi, because he was jealous of Rong Xi, but he also envied Rong Xi. Because of Rong Xian, he got the love of Yuran. Therefore, Qin Xicai has been looking forward to Yu Ran recovering his memory, and also hoping that that day will come later. Because he felt that the loss of his memory could treat him as an equal with Rong Xi, and he could also be more selfish and hope that Tamzome could love him more. Although, in the end, he will find that all this is just his own delusion, because even if he starts again, Yu Ran still thinks about Rong Xian the most.
Now, the day has finally come when Yuran will regain his memory. Qin Xi's heart was mixed, and even he didn't know whether he should be happy or sad, but in the end, he ...... Joys outweigh sorrows, right?
He, Qin Xi, as long as he is a good strategist of jade dyeing, it will be good, right?
Yes.
Qin Xi replied secretly in his heart.
Qin Xi said several words of pleading guilt towards Yu Ran, which made Yu Ran feel ridiculous for a while. How many years have they known each other, and they still want to be so polite? Could it be because she has lost her memory for too long, and she was too unfamiliar with Qin Xi when she lost her memory, so Qin Xi felt estranged? Of course, Yuran didn't understand what Qin Xi was thinking, but she didn't want Qin Xi to feel embarrassed, after all, she really regarded Qin Xi as a confidant.
Yu Ran smiled gently at Qin Xi, and then raised his uninjured right hand to help Qin Xi, who was bowing.
"Well, don't do that. At least don't embarrass me, okay? Yuran said softly.
Qin Xi straightened up as he said, then slowly adjusted his mentality, and walked to Yu Ran's side again, he really did as Yu Ran said, and did not continue to talk about the topic just now.
"Miss Changsun doesn't have to worry about her life there, Your Highness can actually rest and go again." Qin Xi pondered on the side for a moment and spoke. He has always put Yuran's body first, and he doesn't want Yuran to tire himself, let alone under this kind of assassination.
Yu Ran chuckled, didn't look sideways, and opened his lips directly, "Qin Xi, you can rest assured, I'm fine, and I won't be frightened by this, but if I haven't recovered my memory, maybe I'm really shocked now." ”
Again, Qin Xi thought so, because Yu Ran could always hear what he was thinking through his words and tone. Qin Xi didn't know if this was a good thing or a bad thing, but let's just count it as a good thing, at least it meant that Yu Ran still understood him.
"Oh yes, how is the sixth prince of Anguo now?" Yuran willow's eyebrows moved slightly, and suddenly asked.
Qin Xi's footsteps were steady, he helped Yu Ran, and then responded: "Someone came to the palace just now, take him back to the palace." I was afraid that something would happen on the way, so I also ordered the two of them to escort me secretly. ”
"That kid is weird and clever, it's not annoying, but it's still a headache for me. In fact, as long as he leaves the Xiangwang Mansion, there is no one who can be involved with the Xiangwang Mansion, even if he does not find someone to escort him, it is estimated that the eldest grandson Yan will not send more people to have more rights and wrongs. But it's okay if you arrange it like this, and it can be regarded as a more defensive hand. Yuran thought for a while, and then said, "Then what about Xie Yiyuan, and you went back too?" ”
"Yes, he also went back after the eldest grandson returned to the palace." Qin Xi's eyes drooped, his expression flickered, obviously a little down. He used to have two best friends, one was Changsun Hong, and the other was Xie Yiyuan. But now, one of his former friends is working against his other friend, and the person he loves the most.
Qin Xi didn't know how he should face these two former friends, because the person he once trusted the most could hurt the person he loved at any time. And his choice can only be jade dye now, and he can't help but thank Yiyuan after all.
Qin Xi knew that even if Xie Yiyuan had been shaken in his heart, it would never be possible to change his mind, and Xie Yiyuan had no way to risk the Xie family's life.
"Really?" Yu Ran asked casually, but she didn't need Qin Xi to have any answer. Her gaze was slightly slanted, and the rest of her eyes saw Qin Xi who was in a trance, she pursed her lips, sighed lightly and said: "Actually, Xie Yiyuan is a talent, he has talent, and he has also helped Changsun Yan come up with a lot of good ideas, I admire him." It's just that in this kind of world, and he is a child of a family, this situation is also a last resort. In this world, some people dare to stand up against it and go to the last step with their toughness, and some people make compromises, just to be able to live in the world and make a difference. I think everyone's choice is different, and they make this choice just according to their temperament, and we don't have the right to say to them: you did wrong, you can't do it.
"There is no good or evil in the world, just like me, in the eyes of some people, maybe Helian Yu is a romantic, cold-blooded and ruthless bad person, and he has taken away the world of Ning Guo. And in the eyes of others, including you, I have become a good person worthy of respect. You say, among so many people in the world, who is not in a dilemma on both sides of life? Therefore, Qin Xi, don't always think too much, no matter how much you think about it, you can't figure out whether Xie Yi is far from your friend or your enemy. If you're like this, it's just you who are embarrassed. ”
Yu Ran wanted to persuade Qin Xi very much, but she felt that she had exhausted her tongue.
Qin Xi turned his head to look at Yu Ran, and he saw that Yu Ran's gaze was facing forward, but there was no focus, but far away, I don't know where he was looking. He saw that Yuran's expression was warm, and there was a smile on his lips.
Qin Xi subconsciously blurted out: "He is no longer my friend, at least my friend, not a person who will hurt Your Highness." ”
"Ah, if you think so, I can't help it. I don't know if you're trying to please me, but I'm happy. Yu Ran turned her head sideways, and just saw that Qin Xi was also looking at her, she blinked, and she didn't feel embarrassed, so she simply took a few words casually, which also allowed Qin Xi to ease her depressed mood.