"I'm honest, when I saw the body that had been blown in two, my heart was filled with fear."

"Through the photos, I can feel the tragedy of the war. Although I often shout the slogan that I am not afraid of death, at this moment, my heart is mixed. ”

"However, when I realized that I was still a soldier, I let go of my fears."

When Jiang Hai and Qin Jun forced themselves to suppress the uneasiness in their hearts and returned to their seats to open the first report together, their hearts were full of surprise.

This is not a withdrawal application as they imagined, but a petition that is half review and half determination.

The handwriting has the meaning of writing stroke by stroke, and it is clear that the warrior who wrote this petition did not have a high level of education.

However, with Shan Chong's realization, Jiang Hai and Qin Jun suddenly felt that this young man must stay in the peacekeeping camp.

Not only that, but they also had to bring him safely back to China from the peacekeeping camp in Lisibia.

Jiang Hai and Qin Jun glanced at each other very tacitly, and the corners of their mouths finally showed their first smile in three hours—this was the best reward for their worries about this period of life.

"Lao Jiang, what's next, or do you want to see it first?"

With a hint of anticipation, Qin Jun Chong Jianghai asked.

"Come on, come on, let's see together. With the first foundation, I feel a lot better in my heart. Jiang Hai had a smile on his face and stretched out easily.

Picking up the second manuscript paper, just opening it and looking at it, the smile on Jiang Hai's face became even stronger.

Suddenly interested, sitting on the chair, Dantian slowly recited: "The horse leather shroud, dying on the battlefield, is the highest honor for a soldier." ”

"If I die in Lisibia, please bring my ashes back to China. Then tell my parents not to grieve, because their son, died gloriously. ”

Before the battle, the foreword died. It was originally a very unfortunate thing, but Jiang Hai didn't care, but laughed out loud: "These stinky boys, I really think we are going to die." ”

Qin Jun also smiled, and leaned in front of this report: "If you want me to say, the instructor's hand is really good." Prepare for the worst, and be careful when you arrive in Lysbia. ”

"It's also a wake-up call for those of us. Morale is available, but we can't play with the lives of the soldiers. ”

Thinking of Shen Yun's previous advice, Jiang Hai also had to admit that Shen Yun's ideological and political class, the scope of education was indeed not only for these soldiers.

He and Qin Jun were nervous for three hours, but the result was still good.

But watching the soldiers entrust their lives in their hands, why did they suddenly feel more pressure in their hearts than before?

Jiang Hai and Qin Jun were chatting in the office, but they didn't know that the person they were talking about was standing in front of the window of another office at this time, quietly looking at the endless night sky outside the window.

"Ahh

A sudden sneeze destroys this very stylish scene.

The window was subjected to a violent moisture attack, and in an instant it was painted a thick white, and then disappeared into nothingness.

And Pan Guang, who was sitting at the desk looking at the documents with a serious expression, looked up at Shen Yun, who was a little embarrassed, and shook his head helplessly.

"It's all said, let you go back and rest quickly. Having just come back from such a hot place, my body must not be able to adapt for a while. You see, it's not just a cold. ”

Saying so, he was not slow at all in his hand, threw a roll of toilet paper at Shen Yun, and saw that Shen Yun caught it very quickly, and then said:

"Hurry up and wipe it, go back to sleep after wiping, it's not you on duty today, just make some fun."

"If I didn't want to ......"

As soon as Shen Yun's words came out, he suddenly stopped when he saw Pan Guang looking at him with a smile on his face.

Such a faceless thing, he won't take the initiative to admit it.

"Say, keep talking, what are you doing stopping?"

Picking up his water cup and taking a sip of the somewhat cold tea, Pan Guang looked at Shen Yun with a narrow expression. At this time, how could Shen Yun listen to Pan Guang, he smiled, and just shook his head blindly.

The quilt was placed on the table at random, Pan Guang stood up and came to Shen Yun's side, also staring at the night sky, but his mouth did not stop: "I know, you kid is also waiting for Jiang Hai's report, right?" ”

Seeing that Shen Yun was silent, Pan Guang continued to ask: "You say, if a large number of fighters apply for withdrawal, what should we do?" ”

After all, the requirement for the peacekeeping battalion is 1,000 people, and if there are too many people who quit because of this, it is really impossible to explain to their superiors in the end.

"Battalion commander, haven't you heard a saying that a twisted melon is not sweet? If it takes a human life, there will definitely be people who are afraid. But we must also believe in the consciousness of our warriors. ”

The more Shen Yun said this, the more Pan Guang could feel the uneasiness from his words.

However, Shen Yun was right, he couldn't refute it for a while.

Enlightenment, for many people who have studied modern psychology and philosophical theories, is something that is absolutely subjective.

When trying to make a detailed estimate of a team's combat effectiveness, these things are often overlooked.

Therefore, faith, enlightenment, spirituality, and inheritance, for many people, they would rather ignore than believe in it a little.

However, Shen Yun believed that the victories of many battles of our army were won by virtue of such mysterious subjective factors.

Pan Guang took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, took one out, and handed it to Shen Yun: "Come to relieve boredom?" ”

Although Shen Yun drank and smoked both alcohol and cigarettes in Lisibia for various reasons, it was a last resort.

Now that he is back, there is no such harsh environment, Shen Yun can naturally not smoke without smoking.

Waving his hand, watching Pan Guang light the cigarette and take a hard puff, Shen Yun said with a little expectation in his expression: "I think, this is a hurdle." It's the same for any military man. ”

"If they can't get over this hurdle in their hearts, then even if they go to the battlefield in the future, I'm afraid they will need to pay a lot of money to adjust their mentality."

"Now the society is saying that when I really go to the battlefield, I will definitely do something, but right now, it is not the real battlefield."

Those who say these things are just looking for reasons for themselves to retreat. Only when there is no way back, these people will probably fight back, but at that time, the sacrifices paid will be too much. ”

Pan Guang turned around and screwed the cigarette butt into the ashtray: "You're right, but don't be so pessimistic." At least we'll be the first to rush out, and that's enough. ”