155. Don't you want me?
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Then, he pressed the answer button, and the kitchen was quiet, so he could basically hear what the person on the phone was saying.
After Chen Qingchuan answered the phone, Mr. Wang of Ruixing immediately reported his name on the other end of the phone and said, "Mr. Chen, it's me." ”
Chen Qingchuan naturally remembered him, he leaned on the kitchen cabinet and said with a smile: "Mr. Wang, why did you call me today." ”
The person on the other end said, "Chen is always like this, don't we have a celebration banquet in Ruixing?" Because the cooperation with your company is very pleasant, so I specially invited Chairman Xu to participate, but I don't know why Chairman Xu shirked it three times and twice, I really wonder. He paused for a few seconds, and asked a little hesitantly, "Can ...... How could we Ruixing not do a good job and offend Fu'an? ”
I don't even know what company Ruixing is, let alone what projects I've worked with.
Chen Qingchuan heard the words of the person on the phone, his first reaction was to come to see me, he may have guessed something, when even immediately smiled and said: "Mr. Wang, I'm sorry, I think you must have misunderstood something, Fu'an and Ruixing have always been the most loyal partnership, there will never be any gaps, Fu'an shirked here, not because he has an opinion on Ruixing, but Chairman Xu's family has been unwell recently, so there is some time to be lost, I hope you understand." ”
Mr. Wang of Ruixing heard Chen Qingchuan say this, so he said: "So that's the case, we have sent several invitations to Fu'an Xu Dong, what celebrations did we have in Ruixing before, you and the old chairman were all there." ”
Chen Qingchuan was very sorry and said: "This is a misunderstanding, the cooperative relationship between Fu'an and Ruixing will never change anything, I know that this celebration is very important for Ruixing, Fu'an can be invited, Fu'an will definitely be present, as for the chairman, I may hope you understand." ”
Ruixing Wang on the phone always smiled and said: "It's okay, as long as the misunderstanding is explained clearly, and there will be an emergency at home, Mr. Chen, we will personally visit the old lady another day, I hope the old lady is healthy." ”
Chen Qingchuan said with a smile: "With Mr. Wang's words, it will definitely be." ”
The two exchanged a few words, and then Chen Qingchuan hung up the phone.
He looked down at me and asked, "You pushed Rising for an invitation?" ”
I didn't even think about saying, "I'm busy, I don't have time to go there, and you know I hate this kind of socializing, I don't even know them, what am I going to do." ”
I put my head on Chen Qingchuan's heart. 、
Chen Qingchuan sighed, he said: "Ruixing is one of Fu'an's important partners, and you can't refuse at will like other companies, and you have repeatedly pushed two or three times, this kind of behavior is easy to make the other party feel uneasy and even think more, if Ruixing's Mr. Wang doesn't come to call today, it is very likely that the cooperative relationship between Fu'an and Ruixing will have a gap from then on, this is a very dangerous thing, do you understand?" ”
He thought for a moment and asked, "Didn't your secretary remind you?" ”
I said, "Yes." I was a little humble and said, "It's just that I'm really busy, so I ......"
Chen Qingchuan said: "Everyone is very busy, you are busy Ruixing is even busier, the other party can invite you three times and twice to show that the other party attaches importance to you, in terms of personal communication, you must respect each other and be happy." ”
I didn't know how serious it was, so I hugged him and didn't speak.
Chen Qingchuan sighed again and said: "Fortunately, the other party is an old cooperative relationship, and he doesn't really care, if you have time, it will be better to be there in person." ”
I whispered, "I'm afraid, I'm afraid to go, there are so many people, I don't know them, when I get there, I must talk to them, I have to smile at them, I have to greet them." I looked up at him and said aggrievedly, "I, I'm not like you, I'm a woman, I'm scared ......"
When I thought of something, I immediately looked up at him and said, "Won't you go for me?" You used to go. ”
Regarding my words, Chen Qingchuan said: "I have resigned from Fu'an, open face, this is your business." ”
With that, he let go of me and turned to walk towards the living room.
When I saw this, I immediately followed him and said, "Can't you go if you leave your job?" Then, I'll reinstate you. “
As soon as I said this, Chen Qingchuan turned to look at me and said, "Kaiyan, it's impossible." ”
He went to the bathroom to change clothes, and I stood in the living room a little aggrieved, so I sat at the dining table and waited for him.
After Chen Qingchuan came out after changing his clothes, he said to me, "Let's go, send you back." ”
I immediately got up, he didn't look at me anymore, but went to the door to pick up the key to the entrance, I stood there for a few seconds, and when I saw that he had arrived at the door, I stood there without moving, because he was still wearing Chen Qingchuan's pajamas.
He looked back at me, I didn't change my clothes as if I was angry, I went to the door and picked up my down jacket and wrapped it, I put on my shoes and said, "Let's go." ”
Then I was the first to walk inside.
Chen Qingchuan didn't say anything, he closed the door, and followed me, it was still raining heavily, and it was still a heavy rainstorm, I followed Chen Qingchuan to the parking lot, and after getting in the car, Chen Qingchuan turned on the heating in the car sufficiently, and then drove the car out of the parking lot.
The rainstorm washed out the front of the car window, I lay on the window and looked at the blurred world outside, I don't know why my heart was a little panicked, I turned back to look at Chen Qingchuan.
Chen Qingchuan drove very quietly, so I sat in his car and turned on the radio, and songs slowly flowed out.
I don't know why, but I felt a little sleepy, so I fell asleep with my down jacket on my body.
I don't know how I woke up, when I opened my eyes in a daze, the first time I looked out of the car window, the rainstorm actually stopped, outside was the fresh air after the rain, but in this air, I still smelled a few traces of smoke, I found that Chen Qingchuan in the driving position was smoking, the window was open, and he put his hand on the window.
I felt a little cold, so I wrapped my down jacket tightly around myself, rubbed my eyes in confusion with one hand, and said, "Are you home?" How the car stopped. ”
Chen Qingchuan was still smoking, but after taking a puff, he threw the cigarette butt in his hand out the window, then spit out a puff of cigarette and raised the window.
He looked at me and said, "Kaiyan, let's talk." ”
When I heard his six words, I don't know why, I actually felt an inexplicable tightness in my back, I still hadn't woken up, my head was confused, but when I heard Chen Qingchuan in this sentence, the sleepiness in my head woke up instantly, and I looked at Chen Qingchuan.
He said to me again very seriously: "Let's talk." ”
I immediately straightened up and looked at him.
"Let's not see each other again in the future," he said. ”
When I heard what he was going to talk to, I immediately covered my ears with my hands and said, "I don't want to hear it!" Chen Qingchuan! I don't want to hear you say that! ”
Chen Qingchuan didn't care how I reacted, and whether I listened to it again or not, he continued to say calmly: "We are divorced, and we have nothing to do with each other, don't entangle each other anymore, just let me go." ”
When I heard him say this, I covered my ears with my hands, and then slowly slipped off my ears and looked at him.
His eyes fell on the front of the car and said, "I'm tired, very tired, for you, I've become completely different from myself, be happy, let me go." ”
This is the second sentence he asked me to let him go.
I looked at him in silence.
He turned his head to look at me, and said: "Take care of yourself in the future, eat on time, now you are shouldering Fu'an, so don't be willful and playful, Fu'an is your father's life's work, I hope you can continue his hard work, and your mother, she loves you very much, she has always loved you, but the way she loves you is different from other mothers, and her love is no less than anyone else, open face, I hope you can understand her expectations of you." ”
When he said this, he paused for a few seconds and then said, "Okay, I'm done with what I'm going to say, I'll send you back." ”
He didn't even wait for me to react before starting the car and driving away.
I sat there quietly with my down jacket in my hands, I didn't know how to react, begging or retaining, explaining or arguing.
Or cry and hug him, coquettish with him, cry and make him take back those words.
It seems that the usual methods used by him are a little difficult to deal with today, because Chen Qingchuan has never said these words to me so seriously.
I just looked ahead and watched the rows of plane trees slide backwards on the side of the road.
After a long time, I heard me ask Chen Qingchuan in a very soft voice: "Brother Qingchuan, don't you want me?" ”
I turned my head to look at him, staring at him with tears in my eyes.
I thought he would answer, but he didn't, he just kept his sanity and drove there.
I wanted to shake his hand.
But who knows, Chen Qingchuan said softly: "I don't want to be your pet anymore, and I don't want to be a refuge when you are injured, Kaiyan, do you understand?" ”
I looked at him crying, tears dripping on my clothes, a few drops in my mouth were salty.
He said: "I will marry Xiang Hong and be with her." ”
I didn't care about anything, I didn't care about him driving, I rushed over and hugged him, buried my face in his neck and said, "Don't, I don't want you to be with him, I don't!" You are mine, always mine, I am not allowed! ”
I cried and said, "Do you hate me because of that?" But it was she who slandered me first, why do you think I'm wrong? Why don't you even believe me now, she's ugly and hypocritical, she's not as gentle and kind as you see, why do you want to marry someone like that! ”
Chen Qingchuan pulled my hand off his neck and said, "Kaiyan, I don't allow you to say such things again!" She is not as good as you, but she is not bad, she is knowledgeable, not rude and willful, appearance and background do not determine all of a person's superiority or not, when you belittle her, it is equivalent to belittling me. ”