Chapter 193: It's hard to look back on the past

Just as Song Zhengzhun was worried about earlier, the Splendid Flower Troupe came in from the outskirts of the city, and was searched for a round, and when they arrived around the Song family, they let the secret agents turn over again, and in the end they still successfully entered the Song family.

Chen Mu thought he could breathe a sigh of relief, but who knew that there were foreigners who came uninvited, and under the pretext of watching the play, they spied backstage from time to time.

In addition to foreigners, there are also some officials who are also patrolling around.

It's no wonder that they attach so much importance to it, Chen Mu and Song Zhenshu once appeared publicly, and now that Chen Mu has escaped, they want to focus on "taking care" of the Song family.

Chen Mu thought earlier that Song Zhengzhun and Yu Wanting were making a big fuss, but now it seems that it is very necessary.

The stage had already been set up, just outside the lobby of the Song family, Song Zhengzhun and his family came out to watch the play and drink tea and enjoy their leisure time.

Chen Mu took advantage of this opportunity to sneak out of the backstage, and under the leadership of Song Zhengzhun, he came to the front of a courtyard in the back house.

There were two heroic women guarding the courtyard outside, and they should have protected Song Zhenyuan closely.

"Sir."

"Well, keep a good guard outside, and no one can let them in."

"Yes!"

Chen Mu stopped in front of the door and took a deep breath, Song Zhengzhun gently patted him on the shoulder and said, "Just talk to her casually." ”

Chen Mu exhaled a long breath, nodded, and walked in.

The room was dimly lit, and the windows were sealed, making it breathless.

Through the light leaking from outside, Chen Mu saw Song Zhenyuan sitting in front of the dresser, combing her hair, there were a lot of knotted hair on the comb, and there was also a large piece of hair on the ground, which looked really ugly.

Song Zhenyuan was a little flustered, squeezed the comb tightly, and when she turned her head to look, she saw Chen Mu and was also at a loss.

"Ah Yuan, an old friend is coming to see you." Song Zhengzhun's voice calmed Song Zhenyuan a lot.

She walked to the front, and by the light of the door, she saw Chen Mu's face clearly, her blank eyes, her pupils contracted, and she covered her mouth, and tears suddenly rolled down!

Chen Mu was also moved, after so long, Song Zhenyuan still missed his brother Chen Ying, and he was also sad about it.

"No...... No...... No...... It's not, it's not! Song Zhenyuan shook her head desperately, suddenly grabbed the vase next to her, and threw it over with all her might!

"Get out!"

"Get out!"

Chen Mu turned his head to dodge, the vase smashed on the door panel, cracked, and the fragments splattered everywhere, so frightened that Song Zhengzhun slipped outside.

Song Zhenyuan still didn't stop, she was crazy, and she beckoned everything that could be thrown in the room to Chen Mu!

Although Chen Mu can hide, there are some things that can't be avoided, this sister threw a pot of hot tea over, splashed it, and it also burned Chen Mu's skin and flesh red!

Everything that could be thrown out, Song Zhenyuan pulled out the door bolt, rushed out of the room, and hit Chen Mu!

Chen Mu was also complaining, and he couldn't fight back, he was hit by a few bolts, he really couldn't carry it, and when he saw that Song Zhenyuan was going to hit him in the head, he immediately walked out.

After only a few steps, Song Zhenyuan cried again: "Don't go!" ”

"If you don't leave, you'll still have your life to play!" Chen Mu didn't dare to stop, walked to the courtyard gate, and saw Song Zhengzhun hiding behind the two female thugs, and he also looked disdainful.

"How often?"

Song Zhengzhun smiled awkwardly: "It's not very often ......."

Chen Mu glanced at the garbage basket next to him, it was full of debris, and it was estimated that the furnishings in the room had just been replaced with new ones today, so he could only shake his head.

At this moment, there was a click in the courtyard, and when I saw through the crack in the door, Song Zhenyuan had thrown the door bolt on the ground and was sitting in the yard crying.

Song Zhengzhun looked distressed, and threw a look of help at Chen Mu, Chen Mu saw this situation, and could only return to the courtyard with a hard head.

He walked up to him and crouched down, not knowing how to comfort him.

Song Zhenyuan raised her head, her face was full of tears and snot, she couldn't care about it so much, she threw herself into Chen Mu's arms and cried.

She didn't say "I miss you so much", nor did she say "I want to die", she just kept repeating the sentence: "I want to live so much...... I really want to live......"

Chen Mu's heart seemed to have been hit hard by a sledgehammer and cracked into countless pieces.

He gently patted Song Zhenyuan's back and said softly, "Then live well...... Live well......"

Song Zhenyuan was like a wounded cat, rubbing in Chen Mu's arms, greedily inhaling the smell on Chen Mu's body, as if as soon as he let go, Chen Mu dissipated like a phantom.

She raised her head, her eyes full of affection: "But you are gone, how can I live...... How am I going to live......

Chen Mu was also heartbroken, at this moment, he didn't mean it, but he also remembered his brother in his heart.

"He's gone, and we're going to live, even if it's for him......"

Song Zhenyuan's body suddenly tightened, pushing Chen Mu away, as if looking at a stranger, and full of reluctance.

"Big brother still has a lot to do, if you want, we can do it for him together......"

Chen Mu didn't actually want her to do anything, he just wanted to leave her a motivation to survive.

However, Song Zhenyuan seemed to be touched by something, stood up and walked into the room, turning her head to look at Chen Mu as she walked, her eyes full of vigilance.

"No...... You're not real, not really! ”

Chen Mu looked at her cowardly back, and finally could understand Song Zhengzhun's worries.

"That's what it looks like...... Song Zhengzhun stood behind Chen Mu, without sighing, his eyes were moist, as if he was nostalgic for the picture of his daughter when she was a child.

Chen Mu wanted to speak and stopped, and he didn't know how to speak, but Song Zhengzhun patted him on the shoulder.

"You've done a good job, let's go back to the show first."

After such a reminder, Chen Mu also left the small courtyard and returned to the backstage, and it didn't take long for him to take the stage, go through the motions, and sit sullenly after coming back, his mind was full of Song Zhenyuan's suitable manners.

She thought that she should know Chen Mu's identity, which showed that her mind was actually clear, at least for a while.

As long as you are awake, you will be saved.

As for how to save it, Chen Mu has no way for the time being.

If it is madness, medicine can treat it, but this is clearly a heart disease, mainly because of excessive sadness, heart disease also requires heart medicine, but her brother Chen Ying is no longer there, what is her heart medicine?

Brother Chen Ying is a cynical person, although he has a marriage contract with Song Zhenyuan, Chen Ying often boasts in front of Chen Mu, which girl is interesting to him, which girl is easier to play and so on.

In Chen Mu's memory, although his brother had talked a lot about Song Zhenyuan, most of them were comments on her beautiful appearance or dress, and he never mentioned the two of them to Chen Mu.

Chen Mu couldn't think of more information, and he had no way of knowing, so he could only sit down.

When Chen Mu hugged his head and thought, a fragrant breeze came to his face, and Song Zhenshu sat next to him.

"See?"

"Hmmm......"

The two were silent for a moment, Chen Mu raised his head and said to Song Zhenshu: "Tell me about her and my eldest brother, anything." ”

Song Zhenshu hesitated a little, and finally spoke: "Why do you think my father opposes this marriage?" ”

What Chen Mu thought in his heart was that the door was not right, but in the end he didn't speak, because that night Song Zhengzhun also used the same reason to predict that Song Zhenshu would not have any results with him Chen Mu.

Song Zhenshu didn't answer, walked outside, and came back after a while, but he was holding Chen Mu's cigarette stick in his hand.

She filled Chen Mu with a pot of tobacco, lit it, and then handed it to Chen Mu.

This cigarette stick was given to Song Zhenshu by Fang Zhang in order to identify Chen Mu that night, and it was a little weird for her to help Chen Mu light a cigarette at this time.

Chen Mu took a sip lightly, after all, he was afraid that the smoke would choke the second lady, but Song Zhenshu's next sentence made Chen Mu choke on himself.

"Because your eldest brother is a complete decrepit person, Abba won't let my sister marry him!"

The deceased is the greatest, not to mention that he is still Chen Mu's eldest brother, Song Zhenshu said this, and Chen Mu felt uncomfortable.

It's no wonder that she wants to light a cigarette for Chen Mu, as if she is afraid that Chen Mu will not be able to suppress her emotions.

"Why did my eldest brother fail?" Chen Mu's feelings for his brother were undoubted, but he also knew that it was impossible for Song Zhenshu to slander the deceased, so he could only suppress his emotions.

"Your eldest brother does have a deep affection for his sister, but he has others outside, or rather, in his eyes, women are all the same, and every woman is the same."

"He is a prodigal son, and no woman can get his sincerity, or rather, he is sincere to every woman......"

"But he doesn't know that women are different from men, especially women who have not stayed abroad and have not studied in girls' schools, and they are even different.

Song Zhenshu analyzed very rationally, Chen Mu didn't know much about his brother's affairs, but his brother often bragged about all kinds of women in front of him, and he knew it in his heart, but he didn't believe that his brother was a bad man who played with women.

"The eldest lady is the same as you, she is staying abroad, and her mind should be more open-minded, why can't she think about it so much?"

"I know that he is a decrepit person, why did he sink here?"

Faced with Chen Mu's question, Song Zhenshu didn't sell it, she raised her head, and the line of her chin was very resolute.

"Here's the problem, he let his sister know that in his eyes, his sister is different from other women, and his sister is the only one."

Chen Mu was silent, and after a long time, he asked, "So, do you think this is true?" ”

Song Zhenshu lowered her head and looked at Chen Mu: "I don't know if he is sincere, but my sister thinks that he is sincere." ”

It is precisely because he treats other women the same way, but he is different from his sister, so his sister is more fond of him, and besides, they ...... They've been through so many things that they shouldn't do......"

"Although my sister stays in the United States, the concept of chastity is still there, if she is not a stubborn person in her bones, how can she be stubborn enough to resist her father and insist on staying abroad?"

Although Song Zhenshu said plainly and gently, Chen Mu's mood was also complicated.

He would rather believe that his brother is sincere to Song Zhenyuan, and he doesn't want his brother's glorious image to be damaged even a little.

"Tell me what they've been through......

Song Zhenshu looked at Chen Mu: "All?" ”

Chen Mu looked directly at her: "Yes, all." ”