Yuran said that she felt that she was not her now. Because, she lives a hollow life now, and she has no direction.

Yu Ran thought that the world that existed in her eyes now was too small.

She wanted to know who she was, she wanted to know what was going on around her, what more experiences did she want to have in her dreams than her, she didn't want her whole life to live in the clouds, she wanted to see further.

Therefore, it is impossible for her jade to stay in the Xiangwang Mansion for the rest of her life.

"Nanyu, you don't know how to embroider, so do you remember what else you will have?" The eldest grandson's hands kept rubbing, and the wind blew on her cheeks, making her cheeks look even redder. She exhaled into her palm, and patted her shoulder with both hands, she was really cold, she didn't know how Yu Ran was so different from her.

However, the eldest grandson Wanran apparently quickly became acquainted with each other, and she felt that Yuran really had no resemblance to her.

Yu Ran listened, his fingertips lightly touched his face, and then shook his head and said, "I don't know. ”

"That'...... Let's not draw, if you don't know I can teach you. The eldest grandson glanced into the room intentionally or unintentionally.

Yu Ran also glanced at the eldest grandson Wanran's line of sight, and then opened his lips and said, "Wanran, you just feel cold, so you want to enter the house, right?" ”

"Nanyu." The eldest grandson shouted in a low voice.

Yuran waved his hands and said with a smile: "Okay, I know, let's go in - paint?" It just so happens that I still have pen and paper here. ”

The eldest grandson nodded happily.

Of course, Yuran agreed with the opinion of the eldest grandson Wanran, and also thought that it was just a good time to kill time, in fact, after listening to the words of the eldest grandson Wanran just now, she was going to find the eldest grandson Hong later. If what Eldest Sun Wanran said was true, then there must have been something that was enough to touch Eldest Sun Hong's heart.

Yu Ran knew very well that Eldest Sun Hong was not a really unruly person, so it must not be a trivial matter to make him become like this.

Yu Ran was carrying a pen and drawing, but his thoughts didn't know where he had drifted. It wasn't until she came back to her senses that she realized that what she had drawn on the paper was a person wearing a flowing shirt with black hair flying.

Yu Ran looked at what he had drawn, and his eyes darkened.

The person in this painting also seems to come from her memory, she suddenly only remembers that the man is dressed in white and snow, and his slender fingertips are holding a thin scroll, and the black hair hangs down to the waist, flowing smoothly, shining a little in the sun, it should be a very beautiful scene.

It's just that no matter how carefully Yu Ran thought about it, she couldn't remember what that person looked like. It seemed that whenever she wanted to think about it seriously, she would have a headache and dizziness, and finally had to give up for a while.

Yu Ran stared at her painting for a long time, and finally exhaled softly, put the pen on the inkstone, and then looked at the painting of the eldest grandson, and then her gaze froze again.

The eldest grandson is still painting seriously, and what she draws on her paper is also a person, and it is also a man, but it should be regarded as a teenager, who looks like he is only fifteen or sixteen years old, but he can be regarded as having clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, and there is a sense of warmth and moistness.

"Like, who are you drawing?" Tamazen asked aloud.

The eldest grandson Wanran's hand holding the pen suddenly paused, almost dripping the ink on the tip of the pen on the paper, she also put the pen down temporarily, glanced at the jade dye, and then looked at her own painting, showing a very shallow smile, her eyes seemed to flash a little lonely, she whispered: "He grew up with me, because he has also been a good friend of my brother since he was a child." ”

"You've been a good friend of your brother since you were a child?" Yu Ran first asked rhetorically, and then seemed to begin to carefully examine the painting of the eldest grandson Wanran, she stared at the face of the young man on the painting, and after a moment, her brows tightened more and more, and she got closer and closer.

Yu Ran looked at the gentle appearance of the young man in the painting, and her heart suddenly fluctuated inexplicably. She closed her eyes suddenly, and there seemed to be a person in her mind, that person stood in front of her, dressed in a green shirt, warm and thorough, but her impression was not a teenager, but a young man of her age, the young man in the green shirt seemed to be smiling warmly at herself, as if his lips and teeth were moving, and he was saying something to himself.

But Tamaze couldn't hear or see clearly.

At the moment before Yuran was about to get out of this memory, Yuran seemed to hear clearly, and she only heard two words clearly.

She seemed to hear it, and the man in the green shirt was smiling slightly, and shouted to her, "Your Highness." ”

What the?

Who is he?

Whether it's the people in white before, or the men in green shirts that I think of now, who are they?

Yuran almost collapsed, she couldn't remember, she really couldn't remember who they were.

Yu Ran held her forehead with one hand, her mind was in chaos, her feet were soft, and she almost fell to the ground, but fortunately she was helped by the eldest grandson Wanran.

"Nanyu, are you okay?" The eldest grandson Wanran was obviously frightened by the jade dye.

Yuran slowly straightened up, she frowned and opened her eyes, the first thing she saw clearly was that the eldest grandson Wanran looked at her nervously, and she said funny: "I'm fine, what are you doing with this expression?" ”

The eldest grandson Wanran saw that Yuran actually laughed at her in turn, so she withdrew her hand suddenly, and her ears gradually appeared red, and she paused for a while before saying, "I'm worried about you, you actually ......"

Yu Ran smiled and nodded, she let out a long sigh of relief, and then comforted Wen Yan: "I know, don't be angry, I'm just joking." ”

"Just kidding again, Nanyu, do you know if you do this again in the future, I may just ignore you." The eldest grandson Wanran's intimidation is still very unconfident.

Yu Ran was obviously not frightened by this, she touched her folding fan from the table with her right hand, held the handle of the fan, and did not open the folding fan, but tapped the top of the head of the eldest grandson Wanran with the tip of the fan. Yu Ran is about a punch higher than the eldest grandson, so Yu Ran's movements are exceptionally smooth.

"Okay, I'm not kidding you in the future, okay?" Yuran said with a smile.

"That's what you said the other time." The eldest grandson said a word, and then she turned to twist her eyebrows, staring at Yuran's smiling cheeks for a long time before asking, "Nanyu, what's wrong with you just now, do you have a headache again?" ”

"Ah, not really." Yu Ran tapped his jaw with the tip of the fan, and then pointed to the painting painted by the eldest grandson, and said seriously: "The person painted on it doesn't look like the Xie Yiyuan of Shangshu Mansion, so- he is Qin Xi, the eldest son of Qin Taifu?" ”

The eldest grandson was stunned by Yu Ran's question, she looked at Yu Ran with some incredulity, "Nan Yu, who told you this?" ”

"If you're referring to Qin Xi, that's what your brother told me." Tamarin responded calmly.

"Brother...... eldest grandson's expression suddenly darkened a little, she lowered her eyes, and asked Yuran: "Nanyu, do you already know about Brother Qin's affairs?" ”

Yuran nodded, "Yes, I know everything." ”

The eldest grandson was silent for a long time before he spoke in a low voice again: "Nanyu, ...... in the future." Don't even mention it. ”

When Yu Ran heard this, he also stared at the eldest grandson for a long time. In the end, Yuran smiled warmly, and this time touched the hair of the eldest grandson Wanran with the palm of her left hand, and she said: "Wanran, people, the more things you don't want to remember, the more you always remember the most." On the contrary, like me, I want to remember something, but I can't remember anything. ”

After speaking, Yu Ran's gaze moved back to the painting of the young man in green shirts, Yu Ran's eyes narrowed slightly, and a little confusion flashed in his eyes.

Yu Ran felt that she seemed to be familiar with this face, but she couldn't describe this feeling of familiarity and strangeness. Of course, Yuran didn't have the courage to ask the eldest grandson Wanran at this time.

I'm afraid that the feelings that the eldest grandson Wanran has for Qin Xi's death are not the death of a friend, the eldest grandson Wanran likes the young man in the green shirt in this painting, and Yu Ran understands it.

"Nanyu, why don't you have a face?" The eldest grandson Wanran was not in a stable mood originally, but her eyes inadvertently swept to the jade dyeing paper, and saw the figure of the man on it dancing on the paper, but there was no picture.

Hearing this, Yuran also paused, looking at the person she had drawn, her slender fingertips seemed to be a void depicting the outline of the man's face on the paper, and after a moment, she smiled and sighed: "Because I can't think of anything, I obviously think it's important, but I can't remember." Every time I feel like I can remember just a little bit, I always fail. ”

"Is he someone Nanyu thinks is very important?" The eldest grandson was a little curious.

"I have the impression that yes, it's the kind of very important, very important ...... That's right. Jade Ran narrowed her eyes and muttered. However, Yuran was not as depressed as the eldest grandson, but recovered quickly, she smiled, and instead teased herself: "I think he is so important to me, maybe he is my husband." ”

"Husband? Nanyu, are you already married? The eldest grandson was surprised.

"I don't know, I'm just saying it casually, like you're so nervous?" Yu Ran replied with a smile: "Besides, looking at my appearance, it should be more than twenty years old, maybe one or two years older than you, and it's rare for me not to marry at my age, right?" It's like you, and you're just twenty years old this year, hasn't the prince thought of finding you a family to marry in a beautiful way? ”

When the eldest grandson heard this, she was silent for a long time, and she said softly: "Nanyu, I don't want to ......"

Don't want to think about anything? Don't want to get married?

Yu Ran tilted her head, she thought that she understood what the eldest grandson Wanran meant, and thought that if it weren't for the fact that the eldest grandson Wanran had been hurt by Qin Xi's death and refused to marry, then King Xiang would have married the eldest grandson Wanran a long time ago.