Chapter 1120: She's Dead
Ye Nishang was satisfied, because she felt that it was enough, it was really enough, and she could die in his arms, and she would die without regrets.
It was almost time to go, and Yun Mad put Ye Nishang down, he lowered his tone and said softly: "Are you okay?" "She's actually looking very bad at the moment, he asked knowingly.
Ye Nishang smiled faintly, and said in a weak tone: "I.... It's okay, you don't... Worry about me. "She could feel her strength disappearing little by little, and she was dying, no joke.
"I'm sorry, I want to take you to the doctor, but it takes a certain amount of time to go to the city, I'm afraid you won't be able to hold on, and I can't keep carrying you like this, because the road is too bumpy, your body can't hold on at all, I want to pull out the sword on your body, but I'm even more afraid that you can't hold on to it." Yun Mad said helplessly, in fact, when he saw Ye Nisheng now dying, he knew that her condition was really bad.
Three sharp swords were inserted into her body, and unless she was a Da Luo Immortal, she would not be able to live at all.
He had always wanted to ignore this fact, but it was true after all, and he couldn't ignore it, and he couldn't do his best, so he said apologetically; "I'm really sorry, I really wanted to save you, but I found that I was helpless." Even if she went to the city to find a doctor, she probably wouldn't be able to hold on.
"I know, and I've said it a long time ago, that you don't need to apologize to me." Ye Nishang spit out a sentence in a low and cold manner, she was trying her best not to speak weakly.
Yun Mad's eyes were dark, and he slowly spit out an incomprehensible question: "Ye Nishang, why are you doing this?" Is it really worth it? ”
He was originally depressed why Ye Nishang did this, but he remembered what she had said to him in the camp before, and knew why she wanted to save him, and why she was willing to die to save him.
It's just that he can't believe it's true, because this kind of friendship is too heavy.
He understands the discomfort and pain of this kind of love, because he has also loved, and she can't ask for it, and he can't love it, and two people fall in love with someone they shouldn't love and suffer the torture of love.
"Yun Madness, I know you love Wei Xueying, is your love worth it?" Ye Nishang asked with a wry smile, her eyes full of reluctance.
She really didn't want to leave, but she couldn't help it!
When she was dying, she wanted to say everything she wanted to say, even if he would hate her because of it.
But she thought, he won't!
After all, she had already died for him.
Yun Mad didn't reply, he loved Wei Xueying regardless of any return, it was a silent payment, so there was nothing worth it or not.
Ye Nishang said this, just to want him to be clear, in fact, she, like him, is all about loving someone, and never cares about anything in return!
"You know what? I've been in love with you since I met you in Qinglou, but my love is forbearance and grief, and my identity makes me never dare to say my love for you. Even if I dare to say it, I am afraid of being ridiculed by you and ridiculed by the world, so I have never dared to say it blatantly, and even if you have the courage to say it, you will refuse me. Ye Nishang said with a weak smile, and her eyes couldn't help but carry some sadness of memory.
"Later, when I learned that you were the Prince of Yun, I couldn't help but miss it and returned to the Southern Zhou Kingdom, looking forward to the day when I could see you. But after seeing you, you were so strange to me that you didn't seem to remember me. Ye Nishang recalled that when she returned to the Southern Zhou Kingdom, she secretly saw Yun Madness.
But at that time, they also ignored her existence and ignored her.
She wanted to stop him, but she didn't, and let her pass by him, because she knew that she was not qualified.
In the crowd, just missed.
"Later, because of the Gu worm, I helped Yunzhou do things, and you hated me because of this, and even wanted to kill me. Actually, I complained, but this is also my own fault, no wonder you. Later, I wanted to stay by your side, but you hated me, my heart hurt so much at that time, but I never thought that I didn't love you. Ye Nishang said sadly, and confessed to Yun Madren:
"Because I love you, I can't help but love you. To you, my love is crazy, but to me, I love you for everything you are willing to give, including my life. ”
Yun Mad sighed, and his face couldn't bear to look at it: "Don't say it, it's all over." This feeling is really too heavy, and it makes his heart extremely heavy.
Ye Nishang shook her head and said with a wry smile: "No, you let me say it!" Otherwise, I don't have a chance. If she doesn't say it, these words will be buried in her heart forever.
"After I left that day, I was captured by Yunzhou, I was tortured, but I gritted my teeth and persevered because of my love for you, because I still want to see you for the last time, but I know that I am not qualified to stay by your side. I saved you until today, and I'm glad that the person who saved you was me, because you'll always remember me, right? Ye Nishang looked at Yun Madness expectantly, forgave her for her greed, and hoped that he would have a place in his heart that belonged to her.
Yun Mad nodded, he wanted to say that Ye Nishang was a fool, but he didn't, because he couldn't bear to hurt her, and she did leave a mark in his heart with such a method.
"That's good, I'm so happy, at least I didn't do it in vain. Hehe....." Ye Nishang said with a smile on her face, she coughed twice, and more and more blood flowed out of her mouth.
"Cloud madness, don't hate me, don't hate me, I just love you too much. When I die, bury me here! Because here are your good memories of me, I love it here. Ye Nishang confessed her last words, she liked this place because here, Yun Mad showed her long-lost tenderness.
And she hopes for a quiet life after her death, and she doesn't want anyone to disturb her, so she is buried in the deep mountains and old forests, which is too suitable for her.
"Yes, don't worry." Yun Mad promised that he would do his best to Ye Nisheng's dying conditions.
"That's good." Ye Nishang was satisfied, reaching out and touching Yun Mad's face, full of reluctance; "I have to... Let's go. "She has no strength anymore, her eyelids are heavy, and she wants to sleep!
"Promise me to live well..... There is no problem that cannot be overcome, as long as you believe.... There will be tomorrow, and I am sure that you will find everything you are looking for......" Ye Nisheng's words became quieter and quieter, and gradually, she lost her voice and closed her eyes heavily.
Seeing Ye Nishang close his eyes, Yun Mad felt bad in his heart, and he said helplessly and apologetically: "I'm sorry, Ye Nishang, forgive me for not being able to repay your love." You are a good woman, don't meet me again in the next life, I hope you can be a girl from a good family and live a happy life. ”
Ye Nishang didn't reply, she was indeed dead, her hands had long been weakly lowered, and her chest had not risen and fallen.
After a long while, Yun Mad got up and began to prepare a place for Ye Nisheng to be buried.
After a long time, Yun Mad buried Ye Nisheng, took a deep look at the grave, and then left.