Chapter 344: Never
Before Rong Xian went to the banquet, he saw Su Jiu, who was busy collecting all kinds of messages, so he stopped the person, and said a few words half-instructed and half-reminded, and then paced out of the house and got into the carriage and entered the palace.
Su Jiu pondered Rong Xian's words for a while, and he didn't completely understand his mind for a while, so he turned around and went to find Yu Ran.
Yu Ran was indeed as she said to Rong Xian, and went to the wing room to find Yun Lu who had just been settled. When Yu Ran walked into the side room, the first thing he saw was Yun Lu sitting on the chair in front of the table, but instead of sitting upright, he was sitting directly on his side, most of his body was almost facing away from Yu Ran. He rested one hand on the back of the chair and crossed his legs comfortably.
Yun Lu's long black hair on the back of his head was entangled with a white cloth scarf, and the inky black brocade robe was newly put on after the jade dye was sent to him.
Now the jade dye has changed back into a woman's clothes, and the black hair that was originally tied up is also hairpin. Anyway, Yun Lu is also blind and can't see her appearance. So as long as Yu Ran still speaks in a man's gentle voice, it doesn't matter what it looks like.
It may be because Yun Lu's eyes can't see, so his hearing is abnormally good. From the moment Tamzome walked into the room, he heard the steady footsteps and judged who it was.
"Is it Childe?" Yun Lu stood up suddenly, grinned and turned his body in the direction that Yu Ran had come from.
"Yes, it's me." Jade Ran responded.
Yun Lu raised the corners of his lips, and he still had such a hippie smile on his face, but he seemed to twist it slightly, suddenly lowered his head, and said with some pity: "I've been waiting for Gongzi here, Gongzi went to the Rongxian Gongzi, I thought Gongzi didn't want me anymore, and I was going to be kicked out soon." ”
One Rong Raid is like this, and now a Yunlu is still like this.
It's just that they don't have the same feeling for Yuran, although Rong Xi often pretends to be pitiful or innocent to get close to her, but he himself feels noble and elegant to outsiders, and he can definitely make people understand at a glance that he is an out-and-out noble son. Looking at Yun Lu again, his appearance is also very handsome, if those eyes are still there, he must be a smart and handsome young man, but Yun Lu's temperament is a rebellious and stubborn person from the bones, I am afraid that when he has not fallen into the hands of the Jiang family, maybe the life that was cut off in his hands can't even be counted on his two hands, after all, he is a person who must be bullied back if he is bullied, so Yun Lu himself is very contaminated with the market atmosphere.
However, Tamarin is clearly not a person who will judge everything by his birth or the actions of a person who behaves on the outside. Her eyes twinkled, and she smiled: "Since I saved you, then you can stay here in peace, no one will drive you out, and I will not allow anyone to take your life from my hands." ”
Yun Lu was stunned when he heard this, as if Yu Ran's affirmative assurance made his heart a little shocked and surprised, and he stumbled in the direction of Yu Ran with his hand on the table, but with a light and pleasant feeling.
Yu Ran saw that he was walking a little "bumpy", so he reached out to help him.
But Yun Lu seized this opportunity, and directly grinned and held Yu Ran's right hand in the palm of his hand, and then held it tightly, he said with a smile: "No one has ever said such things to me like Gongzi before!" ”
Tauran twitched her hand, but couldn't pull it out, so she continued, "Why? ”
Yun Lu smiled and said, "Childe, didn't you ask knowingly!" When I used to be in the Jiang family before I was yin, I was almost a scoundrel outside, and when I met people who wanted to bully me and take advantage of me, I cut off their hands or simply killed them, and I always had to lose my temper at people when things didn't go my way......"
"If you meet a good-looking girl, you want to play?" Yuran asked with a smile.
"Not in this case!" Yun Lu flatly denied it.
"Why is that?" Yu Ran said curiously.
Yun Lu replied: "I don't care to do this kind of bullying girl, how boring it is, it's better for me to be happy by myself!" ”
"It turns out that you are actually quite a righteous person." Yu Ran commented suddenly.
"Childe, you're not kidding me, are you? For a hopeless person like me, you still say that I am righteous? Yun Lu also felt a little funny.
Yu Ran's eyebrows raised slightly, and he said calmly: "You said that you are messing with the world by yourself, there is no cure, and you like to be alone, but in fact, this is not the case." It's because you've tasted the loneliness of being alone, but you can't change the situation, so you force yourself to adapt to loneliness. You don't want to mess around from the beginning, nor are you so willful and vexatious at the beginning, it's just because when you lose the reason to obediently restrain yourself, you can only choose to numb yourself in this way and become a person who walks in the dark.
"The question I just asked you may sound very normal to you, because people will rightfully think of you as such a scoundrel who can do everything. But don't you insist that you don't bother to do it? That just proves what I said, that you're not really a bad person. A person who is really bad to the bone is that no matter what he does bad or wrong, he will do whatever the consequences will be, without any consideration, and without any reason. But what you did was just fighting back, and the people you bully kill because they want to harm you. If people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone, if people offend me, why should I be patient, just let those who look at you with strange eyes know - you are not a bully. ”
Yun Lu was stunned by Yu Ran's words, it was the first time he had heard that someone would have such a deep understanding of his life, and it was also the first time he had heard that there was a person who did not deny the normal life he has gone to today.
It's simply ...... It was something he had never thought of before.
The corners of Yun Lu's grinning mouth were a little stiff, and he said, "Childe, you are really ......" is really an unexpected person.
"Don't say I'm such a good person who comforts people, I don't accept it. I think if I compare myself to you, maybe I look like a better person than you, but it's just a look......" Tamaran smiled deeply at this point, and did not continue.
Because no matter how Yun Lu can hide himself, his style of action is always on the surface; But Yu Dye is different, Yu Dye is strategic, and she also has a lot of considerations when doing things, it can be said that she is a person who is not easy to leak her feelings to the outside, and it is such a person who is much more terrifying than Yun Lu when she decisively acts, because you can't guess what kind of earth-shattering thing she will do in the next moment, and how big a game she will design is waiting for you to throw yourself into the net.
Yu Ran didn't continue, but it didn't mean that Yun Lu couldn't guess the deep meaning behind Yu Ran's deliberate words.
Yun Lu was silent for a while, he felt that he might really bump into someone who was a little strange this time.
But that's what he hoped for most, wasn't it?
"Childe's voice is so good, and when he walks, he feels stable and elegant, he must be a person with an outstanding demeanor, like a fairy, how can this be compared with Yun Lu?" Yun Lu teased himself.
Yu Ran raised her eyebrows and said, "It seems that you are quite willing to say that you are low." ”
"Childe, you can't say that, I'm a scoundrel myself, what's wrong with that?" Yun Lu took Yu Ran's hand and shook it, and said unusually lively.
Villain? She has always compared herself to a villain rather than a gentleman.
Yu Ran smiled silently, his eyes turned around Yun Lu's eyes tied with a white cloth towel, and asked, "How do your eyes feel, do they still hurt?" ”
Yun Lu seemed to pause when he heard this, but he quickly recovered, he shook his head and said with a smile: "It doesn't hurt anymore, it's just that it was cut open from the eyelids, and the eyeballs have not been completely gouged out." ”
"You can really see it. Isn't it important to you whether you can see it or not? Tamarin asked. After all, as long as people live in the world, they like to pursue light, if you have light at the beginning, and only have darkness in front of you for the rest of your life, it is too cruel.
"Of course it matters, whose eyes don't matter! However, even if my eyes were still there, I didn't use them well, I didn't see reality at all. So, what difference does it make if you have eyes or you don't have eyes, it's better to be out of sight! Yun Lu said with a grin. But behind this smiling side, it was enough for Yu Ran to perceive the deep meaning behind it.
Yu Ran tilted his head and responded, "Your idea is quite special. Although it is said to be a fallacy, it is not unreasonable. ”
"Hehe, I know that Childe loves me the most, and everything will be directed towards me." Yun Lu first said excitedly, and then with a little deliberateness, he directly stuck to Yu Ran's body.
He was now about half a head taller than Yuran, and he knew that the person in front of him should be slightly shorter than him, so he deliberately leaned down and pounced on Yuran's body, hugged Yuran's waist, hung his head and rubbed Yuran's shoulder.
It's just that he suddenly felt that something was not right.
"Hey, Childe, your waist is so thin, and it feels so soft to the touch, and your body is fragrant, how do you look like a woman." Yun Lu said and touched the jade-dyed clothes, feeling that the material of the jade-dyed clothes was also soft to the touch, and it didn't seem to be the same as the slightly tough clothes just now.