Chapter 361: A Completely Wrong Decision
"What about you?" Zhen Ruxue cried so hard that she couldn't cry, "Have you ever thought about it for me? I'm pregnant, and I'm so uncomfortable every day, no matter what I eat, I'll vomit out! If you can accompany me every day, no matter how hard you work, I will admit it, but you haven't seen anyone, have you ever thought about it for me?"
If Zhen Ruxue cried before, Tanglin Guyun would feel full of pity, and would come forward to wipe away her tears and comfort her softly in her ear for a long time. However, at this moment, he only felt bored! After all, as an emperor, he had a lot of opportunities, how could he have so much effort to coax a child who didn't grow up every day?
Exhaling a breath, he said lightly: "The hardships of pregnancy are something that every mother must bear, what is there to complain about? Not to mention that I am the emperor, do you think it is possible for me to accompany you every day?"
Zhen Ruxue was stunned for a moment, and her eyes were suddenly full of sadness: "But...... But I want to see you, and as long as I can see you, I don't want anything, including this child......"
"What nonsense?!" Tanglin Guyun suddenly scolded, his brows furrowed a little, "You also know what this child means to Yulin Kingdom, how can you say that if you don't want it, you don't want it?" It was because of my willfulness that I didn't leave the child in Youning's belly to hurt her body, which led to the current consequences! Do you want the same tragedy to happen again?!"
Tanglin Guyun had never said these words to anyone, including Duanmu Youning himself, but that didn't mean that he didn't dare to admit it! Although Duanmu Youning had an accidental miscarriage because of the Lovesick Gu, even if there was no such thing, he was already planning to kill the child! Otherwise, he could have found a way to interrupt his plan to go to the Valley of Customs, wouldn't everything else happen later?
Zhen Ruxue was taken aback by his reprimand, and couldn't help but shudder, and then became even more aggrieved: "Brother Yun, how can you be like everyone else, full of children? If it weren't for this child, wouldn't you have come to see me at all?"
Tanglin Guyun glanced at her and didn't make a sound: If it weren't for the child, I wouldn't have come to see you, and I wouldn't have made you a concubine at all!
Such a fact is indeed a bit cruel to Zhen Ruxue, but he has no choice, his feelings cannot be forced, and he cannot go against his will.
Not being silent is equivalent to acquiescence. Realizing this fact, Zhen Ruxue couldn't help but stumble, looking grief-stricken: "Brother Yun, it turns out that you really think like this? Then what do you think of me? You married me just so that I could give you a child?"
At this point, Tanglin Guyun didn't want to stimulate her anymore, so as not to make her emotionally unstable, so he said patiently: "Don't think nonsense, if I am just for the sake of the child, I can find some women to enter the palace casually, how can I choose you by thousands of choices? It's not too early, let's rest!"
"What about you?" Zhen Ruxue immediately asked, "You still want to find Concubine Yanliang?"
Tanglin Guyun clenched his fists: "I will stay with you." ”
Zhen Ruxue was overjoyed: "Thank you, Brother Yun, thank you......, Brother Yun! I'm so happy!"
Looking at her tearful smile, Tanglin Guyun suddenly felt slightly apologetic: in fact, sometimes, she is also easily satisfied. It's a pity......
The dishes on the table were already cold, and Zhen Ruxue ordered someone to remove them and make some more. However, the two of them almost didn't move their chopsticks, so they ordered someone to take them again. After packing up everything, the two lay down on the couch, and the maid extinguished the candle, quietly closed the door and retreated.
Lying on the side of Tanglin Guyun, Zhen Ruxue was very happy, but her intuition told her that Brother Yun was unhappy, because he exuded a coldness all over his body, and he was silent all night, almost not saying anything.
Realizing this, Zhen Ruxue was very aggrieved: With me, are you so impatient? Is it because I deceived you with the child in my womb? But I don't want to, you haven't come to see me, I can't do it!
But...... The chamberlain said that he had just gone to find Concubine Yan Liang, so he naturally wanted to ...... That's, is it because he didn't have that success, so he was angry?
Thinking about it, she seemed to have made up some kind of determination, and a hand had been quietly placed on Tanglin Guyun's chest, and slowly moved down. Tanglin Guyun immediately noticed it, grabbed her hand and frowned and asked, "Ru Xue, what are you going to do?"
Zhen Ruxue's face was flushed with shame, but fortunately she couldn't see it in the dark, so she had the courage to say: "Brother Yun, in fact, I can serve you, I know that you went to see Concubine Yan Liang just now...... But you're going to be angry when I'm interrupted, so I can serve you, really. ”
Tanglin Guyun understood what she meant, but she couldn't even get angry, she just put her hand aside and said lightly: "Don't mess around, the imperial doctor has repeatedly told you that you must not have sex in the first trimester of pregnancy, otherwise it is easy to hurt the fetus." Rest well, and don't think about it anymore. ”
Zhen Ruxue's face became more and more red, but she still wanted to insist: "It's nothing, I'm in good health, the child is fine, and it's been two months, so there should be nothing wrong......"
"Ru Xue, don't say it again!" Tanglin Guyun raised his voice, his tone was already a little stern, "Give me a good rest now, otherwise I will be really angry!"
Zhen Ruxue was suddenly startled, and hurriedly nodded obediently: "Yes, yes, I know! I'll sleep here, Brother Yun, don't be angry!"
After saying that, she quickly withdrew her hand, obediently closed her eyes, and lay motionless. After a while, Tanglin Guyun exhaled a breath, only feeling exhausted: "And you remember, you are not allowed to use children as an excuse in the future, otherwise I will not forgive you." ”
Zhen Ruxue nodded even more: "Yes, I know, never again!" I promise this is the last time, otherwise you just don't come to see me and let me die!"
Tanglin Guyun sighed slightly: "Sleep." ”
For the first time since the establishment of the concubine, Tanglin Guyun felt that this was really a completely wrong decision. Because he is only one man, and has only one heart, it is impossible for him to give this heart to so many people at the same time, and put aside the one who is truly beloved.
Thinking of this, he suddenly had an extremely strong urge to take a look at Duanmu Youning. , Hearing that Zhen Ruxue beside him was still tossing and turning, he pursed his lips, and quietly pointed at her sleeping hole, and after a while, he got up quietly and left quickly.
At this time, Duanmu Youning had finished bathing and was about to go to bed to rest, but at this moment, the candle flame in the room flashed, and there was already a figure in front of him. Looking back, she couldn't help but smile bitterly: "You still dare to come, didn't the emperor say to let you come during the day, why did you break in in the middle of the night?"
The person who came was naturally Duguwei, smiled, and he glanced left and right: "The emperor won't come over tonight, right?"
Duanmu Youning also smiled: "Then who knows? But if he really comes, you have to be unlucky, and you had better have the consciousness to bear all the consequences." ”
Dugu Wei pouted: "Actually, what is there to be afraid of? I don't have any bad intentions, I just came to see you." Besides, it was a little unrighteous for me to leave you last time and only take care of your own life, so I came back to see, didn't the emperor do anything to you, right?"
Duanmu Youning couldn't help but smile: "What can he do to me, we didn't do anything." ”
"That's right," Dugu Wei scratched his head, which was really reassuring. But before he could say the next sentence, he suddenly smiled bitterly: "I'm really afraid of something, isn't it unlucky for me to rush?"
Before the words fell, Tanglin Guyun had already stepped in, and said coldly: "Do you still know that you are afraid? If you really know that you are afraid, you will not take my words as a deaf ear!"
Dugu Wei smiled bitterly and got up to salute: "The grass people see the emperor, the emperor, the grass people have come so many times in total, and they have all been bumped into by you, and you can't do bad things, otherwise you will pay the price sooner or later." ”
Tanglin Guyun's eyes were not as cold as he imagined, but there was not much warmth: "I don't have an opinion on how many times you have come, but I have already said it, what's wrong with you coming in broad daylight? Why do you have to go through the house in the middle of the night?"
Dugu Wei sighed: "The emperor forgives the sin, not that the grass people will resist the decree, but that the grass people did not make a special trip to visit the queen tonight, but just made a pen purchase, and only came by here on the way back."
Tanglin Guyun was noncommittal: "Then you have already seen it, and you are not leaving?"
What, I haven't said what I really want to say! Dugu Wei was helpless, so he had to give a salute: "In this case, the grass people have retired, the queen mother, I'm leaving!"
When he left, Duanmu Youning couldn't help laughing: "There is really such a coincidence in the world, he was met by the emperor once he came." ”
Tanglin Guyun was not interested in continuing this topic, he was entangled by Zhen Ruxue, he was physically and mentally exhausted, and this exhaustion was obviously on his face, and he didn't bother to hide it. Duanmu Youning obviously also discovered this, and a faint concern appeared in his eyes: "The emperor seems to be very tired, what's wrong?"
Tanglin Guyun shook his head, originally wanted to confide all his troubles to Duanmu Youning, but when he was really face-to-face, he couldn't say a word, just said lightly: "It's okay." It's just that I'm going to leave the palace in a few days, so I'll tell you first, and the affairs of the harem will be handed over to you. ”
"Out of the palace?" Duanmu Youning was a little surprised, "Is there anything wrong?do you need concubines to be with the emperor?"
"No need, I can go by myself," Tanglin Guyun shook his head, "It may take a few days to go back and forth, I will hand over the affairs of the court to the prime minister, and Ru Xue and them will be handed over to you, you must take good care of them, especially Ru Xue." ”
"Yes, the concubine knows, the emperor can rest assured," Duanmu Youning nodded, still a little worried, "Then the emperor must be careful in everything." ”
Tanglin Guyun nodded. After hesitating for a moment, he still planned to leave: "Okay, I don't have anything else to do, you should rest early." ”
This time, he obviously didn't intend to let Duanmu Youning stay, so he walked very fast, and disappeared almost in the blink of an eye.
Duanmu Youning thought that the reason why he wanted to leave the palace was to observe the people's situation and see how far the drought had become. But he didn't know that Tanglin Guyun just felt too tired, he just wanted to find a place where no one was there and hide quietly for a few days, otherwise he would really collapse.
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