335 Relocation
Suddenly, Li Tianyang began to issue the issue of relocating the main body of each institution to the Beijing Division, and it was quickly approved by the high-level.
Subsequently, the entire behemoth of Hongmen began to act in an extremely fast time.
Those who stayed on Dayuan Island, in addition to the branches that split from the major departments, the wives and children of Li Tianyang's family also stayed in it, and this behavior at least made the entire Hongmen feel at ease.
In the spring of that year, I met a girl who was clean and generous.
At first, I didn't really care too much about her, except for greetings, there wasn't much intersection, but I felt that she had few words, no one to talk to, and she rarely took the initiative to speak.
I'm a person who likes to joke, and I always make all kinds of jokes with people around me at work, shortening the distance between everyone, trying to bring laughter to everyone, but every time I make a little joke with her, I always feel that her smile is a little more cold.
I had further contact with her, and after adding WeChat to each other, I started chatting intermittently, but it was this opportunity that made me see her differently.
It is said to be chatting, but in fact, there are not many things to talk about between us, she has just stepped into society, or she has not yet set foot in society, and those of us who sacrifice too much in order to make money, the content we can talk about is actually not too much.
But it is precisely because of their simplicity that it arouses me, an old man who has been in the society for a long time, to pay more attention.
What she likes is to watch short videos and listen to songs, which she told me, but in my silent attention, in fact, she prefers to chat with other friends who are far away through the Internet.
While chatting with her, she shared with me a chapter of an essay she wrote when she entered high school. Through this chapter of essays, I feel closer to her heart and learn something unknown to outsiders.
She is fragile and sensitive, at least in my opinion.
Maybe she didn't realize that she was willing to talk to a person on the Internet who couldn't meet in real time, because she knew that netizens rarely intersected with her in real life, so that she didn't have too many scruples in everything she said and did.
There is no intersection, at least it means that in reality, she will not be hurt, but she can vent all kinds of grievances and hesitations she has encountered in reality, and she can feel the comfort brought to her by netizens on the other side of the Internet.
But she didn't know that the more time she spent on the Internet, the less time she spent in reality, and the relationship with her classmates and colleagues naturally became indifferent.
She is alone.
Her essays, my first impression is that girls always mature earlier than boys, when a sensitive girl suddenly loses her familiar environment, her first thought is to close herself, which is why she has always felt isolated from the world as mentioned in her article.
The reality is the same, each other has been colleagues for nearly a month, although it seems that she is present every time she is at a colleague party, but many times she always sits on the sidelines, silently watching the crowd around her laughing and playing; Or occasionally show a smile in response to the kindness of a colleague.
I often watched her like this, secretly, and a little pity came out of my heart.
I seem to be a big person, heartless and heartless, but in fact, I am always cautious when dealing with a relationship, for fear that my actions will hurt others.
I know that my appearance is ordinary and unbright, and I can't be like those handsome guys, who make people shine from the first sight.
I don't have any special skills, I sing out of tune, dance out of shape, and even my body looks chubby, I'm afraid that few people can look the other way at someone like me.
Therefore, after I have sufficient self-awareness, I hope to be a person who makes others feel warm, at least this trait is not predestined by nature.
Treat every friendly person, I am willing to show my sincerity, as long as there is no conflict of interest in reality, someone has failed their sincerity, and for me, in fact, there is not much loss.
Perhaps because of this, I feel that I get along with people very well in life, and there are many people around me who are willing to express kindness to me, which in turn prompts me to give more true feelings.
However, in the eyes of the people I want to be close to, a warm man like me (maybe just feeling good about myself) will make them feel a little dazed and uncomfortable.
There's no way, who let our strength be there, if we don't work hard and develop some advantages, then how can we get a girl's favor!
I wanted to get close to the girl who had risen to my liking, but I was afraid that she would become confused and even disgusted by the rash closeness.
When I asked her to dinner for the first time, I don't know how it spread the next day, and when I went to work, my colleagues didn't actually have too much malicious interrogation, and my heart was nervous at that time, I wanted to sneak a look at her expression, but I was afraid that she would be embarrassed, and finally I used excuses to prevaricate the past, afraid that she would be uncomfortable with the sensitive.
The second time I asked her alone, it happened to be the afternoon of May 20, and her cheerful appointment made me excited, and I couldn't wait to take her to taste all the delicious food and play all the fun things.
But in fact, until the moment before the other party agreed, he hadn't thought about where to take her to dinner, because he was not confident and thought that she would not agree to his invitation.
I hurriedly ran out of the house and picked her up on the way to eat, and at that time I was always thinking about where the environment was better and where the food was more delicious.
However, it backfired, and a solo date with her seemed to me to be very bad, the food may not be to her liking, or the environment may not be quiet, anyway, until long after the checkout, I have been self-examining, and I always feel very sorry for her.
There was an event after the meal, and a friend from the part-time company invited us to a banquet and drink, and we had already said good things, so I went to the place where I ate with her.
At the dinner table, her sudden depression was discovered by me because she suddenly dropped the chopsticks in her hand and made a crisp sound of "pop" on the table.
The others didn't notice, but I was keenly aware that something was making her very uncomfortable, and I wanted to ask afterwards, but she didn't give me an answer, just said that I went to do the laundry, and interrupted the conversation with me.
I wondered if it was because my friend asked me who I was having dinner with, and I didn't tell the truth in front of the fight, but found an excuse to fool her around, which made her uncomfortable.
Of course, maybe it was just my delusion, but I thought about explaining to her that we went home separately afterwards, and I came back by surprise, and bought her a bouquet of roses before it was twelve o'clock at midnight.
She said she didn't like red roses because they looked too earthy, and she liked blue roses, but I looked around and still couldn't find them.
Fortunately, with colorblind eyes, I listened to the flower seller sister after a flicker, and gave her a bouquet of pink roses, but after returning home, I thought that the bouquet of roses should be regarded as yellow roses!
At that time, I wanted to take this opportunity to explain to her that I didn't want to admit in public that I went on a dinner date with her, not that I didn't dare to admit in front of everyone that I liked her, but that I was afraid that she would become uncomfortable with her for the next few months because I behaved like this.
I am not confident, I will be the person she wants, if she actually just regards me as a friend, an amiable little brother, then my arbitrary behavior will bring her a lot of trouble and trouble.
Of course, at that time, I was thinking more about mustering up the courage to confess to her, but when the words came to my lips, when I saw her standing in front of me in thin pajamas like a hibiscus out of water, my heart was once again cowardly and retreated.
"On this special day, I want to surprise you!"
There are thousands of words in her head, but in the end, she only turned into this few ten words, looking at her smiling face, suddenly a kind of happiness welled up in her heart, at least the smile on her face at this time, it shouldn't be fake!
In the end, I still didn't dare to confess, it can almost be said that I ran away, and even in WeChat, I just said good night to her, and then I hid in the quilt alone, tossing and turning.
The next time I met her, I suddenly saw her eyes with tears in them, and I felt pity in my heart.
I fidgeted, my heart was like a knife, and I wanted to go up to comfort her, but looking at the friends around me who were comforting her one after another, I didn't dare to really act.
Perhaps, when you really care about someone in your heart, many worries will arise in your heart: worrying that you will not be able to say too good words; worried that others would take advantage of this to misunderstand her; I'm more worried about her grievances, which actually come from me.
Looking at the pear blossoms and rain on her face, my heart was heavy, I had nowhere to put my whole body, and I wanted to take a step closer to her, but it became so difficult.
I suddenly confirmed in my heart that I had fallen in love with this girl, this girl who seemed to be isolated from human interactions, and who smiled a little indifferently.
I can't promise that I'll make her happy all the time, but I want to make her happy; I can't make her not lonely, but I want to be the first person she wants to find when she is lonely; I can't let her smooth sailing in reality, but I am willing to use my warmth to soothe the grievances and sorrows in her heart.
I am willing to be her only warm man, all the warmth only melts the ice in her heart and frees her from loneliness; I want to see her smile every day, the kind that comes from the heart, and for that I want to be her only clown.
Hey, that girl I like, would you give me a chance?
At the beginning, everything was still going according to plan, but after some smashing, Zuo Yiqian, who rushed forward to protect his belongings, was also taught a hard lesson by several strong men.
The two guys invited by the silk village did not dare to step forward to stop them, and the strong men who were red at the eyes of the dead hands, while smashing the goods in the village, the blood of Zuo Yiqian's beating was like an infusion, and they were unrecognizable.
Zuo Yiqian is also a tough guy, his entire net worth is in this Zhuangzi, now the economy is in recession, business is difficult to do, to be honest, he has no other more valuable goods besides this Zhuangzi.
After the weak and even this Zhuangzi was destroyed, it would be a catastrophe for Zuo Yiqian and his family.
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In order to protect his property, Zuo Yiqian can be regarded as fighting with his life, and he stubbornly entangled one of the thugs who smashed the most powerfully, so that he could not use his hands and feet.
For these hungry and crazy thugs, and finally found a temporary job, at this moment, in order to complete the task and get the due remuneration, no one dares to steal and play tricks, although these two silver are now in the inflationary Suzhou, it is not much value, but at least they can buy a small half stone ration to maintain the life of a family of three for a month.
Moreover, for these thugs, their hearts are filled with anger and injustice: they have given up their dignity all day long for their livelihood and are like dogs who let people call and drink; For a job that requires them to work hard, they all need to squeeze their heads.
But look at the guy in front of them, because they are reincarnated well, they have no worries about food and clothing since they were born, and when others are still desperate for a mouthful of porridge, they are still thinking about bullying other people's wives and relatives.
The reason why the thugs have always kept these injustices deep in their hearts is because they still maintain a minimum of conscience and calm thinking.
However, when they break through the defense of conscience that they have built since childhood, what they may do next will be beyond their imagination.
Although it is forbidden to carry weapons among the people, in order to defend themselves, almost all of the five thugs present have a simple weapon: an iron needle with a sharp edge, and a kitchen knife full of rust marks that I don't know where to go.
The thug who was entangled, the first time he did this kind of thing, was very panicked, at this time he was worried that what he had done, he was likely to be bumped into by the government officials patrolling around, and at the same time, he was also very worried about the shopkeeper who was holding his left leg at his feet.
didn't think much about it, after the thug got rid of the entanglement several times to no avail, he raised his heart ruthlessly and pulled out the self-defense dagger from his long sleeve, and stabbed it without thinking about it!
"Ahh
At that time, I heard Zuo Yiqian's scream, and then a stream of blood followed the action of the thug who pulled out the dagger, and scattered it around, and suddenly a bloody breath gushed out.
"Y-What are you going to do!"
"Let it go!!"
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