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I coquettishly said, "I can't sleep hot at night without you." ”

I buried my face in his arms and cried.

Chen Qingchuan also hugged me, didn't speak, he dropped a kiss on my forehead, and then his face lowered, put it to my ear, and whispered, "I miss you too." ”

I laughed.

I hugged him tightly, I don't know why Chen Qingchuan's arms are always inexplicably reassuring, it was windy weather outside at this time, I only heard the wind howling outside the window, everything outside was cold and cold by the moonlight, in his arms, my whole person was warm.

It didn't take long for me to get a little drowsy.

Chen Qingchuan couldn't sleep yet, his hand was gently stroking the hair on my sideburns, and asked in a gentle tone, "Are you sleepy?" “

I squinted my eyes and said with a small hum, "I'm a little sleepy, Brother Qingchuan." ”

He dropped another kiss on my lips and said, "Well, go to sleep." ”

I looked at him again and said, "But I want to talk to you." ”

When I said this, my eyelids began to fall again, Chen Qingchuan smiled, and he said, "What do you want to talk to me about." ”

I wanted to answer, but before the words came out completely, I completely fell asleep in Chen Qingchuan's arms, I was so sleepy, I tossed around in the countryside for a day, and sat in the car for so long, and the last little consciousness left, I only knew that Chen Qingchuan was stroking my head there, coaxing me to sleep.

After that, I fell asleep completely.

I woke up again, I was awakened by a nightmare, I sat up from the bed, sweating profusely and panting, at this time Chen Qingchuan was awakened by me, he also sat up, frowned and asked, "What's wrong?" Having a nightmare? ”

Then he turned the lamp open, and put his hand on my forehead, and then I realized that it had been a nightmare, and that it was only two hours after I fell asleep, and it was only twelve o'clock.

I looked back at Chen Qingchuan and saw him beside me, so I immediately threw myself into his arms and cried in fear.

Although Chen Qingchuan didn't react a little, he knew that I was having a nightmare, so he hugged me, patted me and whispered, "What's wrong?" Crying for something? Is it a nightmare? ”

I didn't want to look up at him, I just hugged him, buried my head in his arms and cried.

I was covered in cold sweat, and Chen Qingchuan also found out, so he didn't force me to raise my face anymore, just hugged me and coaxed me in a low voice: "Okay, I'm here, don't be afraid, it's just a dream." ”

I didn't know that I cried in his arms for a while, Chen Qingchuan was afraid that my crying would wake up Jin's mother and my mother, so he hugged me and lay down again, wrapped in a quilt.

My body was still shaking, and I lay on Chen Qingchuan and sobbed, but I gradually woke up from the fear of the nightmare.

Chen Qingchuan kissed me on the forehead and asked, "What did you dream about, tell me." ”

I didn't speak, I just grabbed the button of Chen Qingchuan's pajamas, and I still feel palpitations, I was silent, and I refused to say anything.

Chen Qingchuan didn't ask any more questions, stroked my back and said softly, "Okay, continue to sleep, it's okay." In his warm arms, I gradually fell asleep again, and fell asleep again in his arms.

When I woke up the next morning, I got up from the bed from my dizziness, and my first reaction was to look at the position around me, and it was ten o'clock, Chen Qingchuan had already gotten up.

I subconsciously turned my head again, and then reached out and touched my forehead, there was no fever, just because I didn't sleep well, I was simply dizzy.

I was awake and sleepy with my head down, but I was disturbed by the thought of the dream I had last night.

I dreamed of the airport, I dreamed of Lu Ming, I dreamed that I was trapped in the empty airport hall, and Lu Ming was standing upstairs, looking at me with strange eyes.

I ran desperately for my life, running aimlessly downstairs, trying to find an exit, but every door was closed, and when I no longer had the strength to run wildly to find the exit, suddenly there were hands behind me that grabbed my neck, and I couldn't make a sound, I just felt that I was almost suffocated by those hands.

I struggled to turn around with those cold hands, only to find that the person behind me who was choking my neck turned out to be Lu Ming.

His eyes were full of hatred, and his face was twisted and hideous.

And just then, I was awakened.

Thinking back to his face and his eyes now, I still have some palpitations now.

I sat there and shook my head, and I expelled the lethargy in my head, and I got out of bed with all my weakness.

When I arrived downstairs, I didn't find Chen Qingchuan, so I looked around the house, and Jin's mother knew that I was searching for Chen Qingchuan, so she said to me: "Uncle went back to the countryside." ”

My mother was drinking tea on the other side of the sofa and said, "You still have to give an explanation to the Chen family about your remarriage, so I sent Qingchuan over." ”

When I heard this, I didn't speak, and walked towards the restaurant tiredly.

When Mother Jin saw that I was weak, she asked, "Didn't Miss sleep well last night?" ”

I looked at her, shook my head and said, "I'm fine." He sat down at the table and ate there.

But as soon as I took a bite of a loaf of bread, I still felt uneasy, and after thinking about it, no matter what, I still had to make a break with Lu Ming, and I couldn't drag it out like this anymore.

I got up and walked out of the restaurant, and Jin's mother stood behind me in confusion and asked, "Miss?" Where do you go? ”

I ignored Mama Kim, but went back to the bedroom, then sat on the edge of the bed, picked up the landline phone, I was silent for a few seconds, and then pressed a string of numbers on the phone button.

When the call was made, my restless heart calmed down.

I counted the phone ringing, it rang almost six times, the phone was answered, and Lu Ming's voice came from the other end, and he fed it.

I immediately spoke: "Lu Ming, it's me." ”

After he heard my voice, he was never alive on the other end of the phone.

This is the first time I took the initiative to contact him after escaping from the airport, I quietly waited for Lu Ming's storm, unexpectedly, he was silent on the other end of the phone, I thought he hung up, so I took the phone from my ear again, looked at it twice, no, it still showed that it was on the phone.

I put the phone to my ear again, and said, "Lu Ming, let's meet." ”

He had expected me to give him this call, and he finally said, "Somewhere." ”

That was the first thing he said to me.

I said, "The old place, the teahouse where we often meet." ”

Lu Ming didn't refuse, he said, "Okay." Then he hung up.

I put the microphone down from my ear, stared at it for a long time, and placed it on the bedside table.

After all, there was a break between us, so I didn't hesitate any longer, got up from my chair, and went to the closet to change into my clothes.

When I hurried downstairs, I said to my mom, "Mom, I'm going out." ”

My mom was reading a floral book, and when she heard me say this, she took her eyes off the bridge of her nose, looked at me and asked, "What are you running out on a cold day?" ”

I said, "Something." ”

After I finished speaking, I didn't look at my mother, so I walked towards me, fortunately Jin's mother was busy in the restaurant, otherwise she would have to rush out and ramble again.

After I got in the car, I asked my driver to take me to the teahouse where I often met Lu Ming, and on the way there, I had almost already thought about what I should say when I met Lu Ming.

I kept looking out.

At some point, the car stopped, and the driver, who was sitting in the driver's seat in front of me, said to me, "Miss, it's already here." ”

I realized that I had looked out the window and there again.

I pushed the door and got out of the car, and then asked the driver to go back first, and walked straight to the teahouse, and when I arrived inside, the waiter told me the box where Lu Ming was, and I went straight upstairs.

When I arrived at the box where Lu Ming was, he was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window waiting for me, I closed the door with my backhand, and Lu Ming heard the sound of the door opening, so he turned to look at me.

I thought I would feel guilty and even avoid his gaze, but I didn't, and I looked at him calmly.

Then, I looked away from him first, and then walked towards the tea table not far away, Lu Ming looked at me, walked over, and sat down opposite me.

He just looked at me like that.

I know that today is to give an explanation for the escape at the airport that day.

I took a deep breath and said to Lu Ming: "I'm sorry, Lu Ming, I still can't go abroad with you, I thought about it for a long time at this end, and I always felt that the two of us couldn't go back to the beginning, so I would run away that day, I knew you would hate me, but I still want to tell you, Lu Ming, let's break up." ”

Lu Ming looked at me coldly, his eyes were like a cold poisonous snake, and his pupils didn't even flicker for half a minute.

I squeezed my hands under the table and let him watch, looking back at him with a determination I had never felt before.

Finally, a slight laugh came out between Lu Ming's teeth, and he said, "This is what you asked me out today to tell me?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

Lu Ming said: "Xu Kaiyan, do you know? You've given up on me for the third time, the third time, and maybe it's the last chance between us. ”

I said: "I'm sorry, I don't know how it became like this between us, Lu Ming I think, you should also know that we can't go back to the beginning for a long time, the two of us are still so proud, no one is willing to bow their heads for anyone, time is proving impossible for us, I even think that we are even worse than before, the reason why the two of us have come to this is just because of each other's unwillingness, and now it turns out that the two of us will indeed not be like before." ”

Lu Ming said: "So, this is your final choice?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

I said this very firmly, and after thinking about it, I said, "I can no longer feel your love for me from you." ”

Lu Ming smiled and said: "The reason why you can't feel it is because you have long lost your love for me, you naturally can't feel my love, Xu Kaiyan, who did you give your love to?" Can you tell me? ”