24. Wishes
When I woke up, I sat there with the quilt in my arms, looking ahead in a bit of a daze.
There was no one around him, and Chen Qingchuan was nowhere to be seen.
When I got out of bed, I went to the closet and grabbed a piece of clothing to put on.
When I arrived downstairs after washing, my aunt was cleaning there, and when she saw that I was awake, she immediately greeted me.
I opened my mouth and asked her, "What about Chen Qingchuan?" ”
My aunt didn't answer me, but stammered and changed the subject with me and said, "Mrs., madam, breakfast has been prepared for you on the table." ”
I found my aunt's expression to be particularly unnatural.
I frowned and asked, "Are you hiding something from me?" ”
Under the pressure of my eyes, where did my aunt dare to lie, she hurriedly said: "Sir went out at seven o'clock this morning, and your mother was hospitalized for a heart attack last night." ”
I said, "What did you say?!" ”
The aunt was frightened by my tone, her body paused twice, what else did she have to say, I didn't have the patience to wait for her to continue, and immediately walked towards the end of the sofa, picked up the phone and called Yuling.
Yuling told me on the phone that my mother was indeed in the hospital now, and she was admitted at 6 o'clock this morning.
Where did I dare to delay, I asked for the address of Yuling Hospital, so I hung up the phone and asked my aunt to ask the driver to prepare a car to take me to the hospital.
When I arrived, Yuling was standing outside the door of the ward, I gasped and ran over quickly, and asked, "Sister Yuling, where is my mother!" ”
After I asked, I looked at the window at the door of the ward and saw my mother lying on the bed with a pale face, and a nurse next to her was cooking, and she seemed to be in a state of deep sleep.
I was about to push the door in, but Yuling grabbed me and said, "It's not time to visit, you let her rest first." ”
I frowned and asked, "How could this suddenly happen?" ”
Yuling suddenly said with a cold attitude: "Why is Sister Zhen like this, don't you understand the reason in your heart?" ”
I don't know how to open my mouth.
At this time, the door of the doctor's office opposite my mother's ward was pulled open from the inside, and Chen Qingchuan walked out with the doctor. ”
When the doctor saw me suddenly coming over, he glanced at me, and Chen Qingchuan immediately explained, "This is my wife." ”
When the doctor heard this, he nodded.
His and Chen Qingchuan's expressions were not very good, and the doctor said to Chen Qingchuan: "Since your wife is also here, let's just explain the situation together." ”
Chen Qingchuan's face was not very good, he hesitated for a few seconds, and then hummed.
I suddenly had a bad premonition in my heart, which came from the subtle emotions in Chen Qingchuan and the doctor's words, as well as their solemn expressions.
The doctor was the first to go back to the office.
Chen Qingchuan took my hand and whispered, "Go in." ”
He took me by the hand and tried to take me to the office, but I stood there but didn't move, but grabbed him and asked, "Is it ...... What's the problem? ”
Chen Qingchuan didn't deny it to me, nor did he speak, just looked at me silently, and after looking at it for a while, he stretched out his hand to hold my face and whispered, "Listen to what the doctor says first, okay?" ”
Chen Qingchuan didn't speak, just led me into the office.
After the door was closed by the nurse, Chen Qingchuan and I sat at the doctor's desk.
The doctor looked at me and asked, "Are you Ms. Song Zhen's daughter?" ”
I said, "Yes, I am." ”
He flipped through the diagnosis report on the table, muttered for a long time, and said, "We suspect that your mother has stomach cancer. ”
I was shaken uncontrollably by Chen Qingchuan's hand.
Seeing that I was nervous, the doctor immediately reassured me and said, "Of course, this is only our preliminary suspicion, and the specific results still need to wait for the pathological results to come out before we can make a judgment." ”
Chen Qingchuan asked: "Based on your years of clinical experience, what are the probabilities?" ”
The doctor hesitated for a while and said, "It's hard for me to answer, but judging from my clinical experience for so many years, I have this tendency, but I still have to wait for the pathological results to come out." ”
Chen Qingchuan replied: "Thank you." ”
I couldn't understand what they were saying, my mind went blank, and I didn't even ask the doctor any questions.
The doctor gave us time to accept it, and then got up and said to us, "When the patient is awake, you can come and visit, but not too long, for she is just stable." ”
Chen Qingchuan replied, and the doctor left the ward.
I shook my head and said, "No, it can't be true. I got up to leave, and I wanted to go to the doctor again to ask for clarification, Chen Qingchuan immediately grabbed me, buckled me to the chair and sat down, he twisted his eyebrows and said: "The doctor said, everything has to be pathological, and the matter is still inconclusive, don't think about it first." ”
What else do I have to say, Chen Qingchuan's hand held my face, and he looked at me with a calm gaze and said, "Xiao Yan, let's not mess around first, okay?" Whatever the outcome, everything has me. ”
Then he took me in his arms, placed my hand behind his head, touched me and comforted me, and said, "Don't be afraid, I am your husband, and I will bear everything with you." ”
For a moment, I felt like a person floating in the ocean, desperate, helpless and afraid, and all emotions came up at me.
How can this be, although my mother's health has not been very good, but every year I have a physical examination, except for some small problems, everything is normal, how suddenly it became like this.
I was at a loss, I had no idea what I was going to do.
Chen Qingchuan comforted me in the doctor's office for a long time, until two hours passed, when Yuling knocked on the door from outside to remind us that my mother was awake.
Chen Qingchuan let go of me, his dry fingertips rubbed his red and swollen eyes and said, "Don't let my mother know for the time being, just don't you know about this, understand?" ”
I looked at Chen Qingchuan for a long time, I held back my tears and nodded vigorously.
Chen Qingchuan sighed, kissed me on the forehead, and then pulled me up from the chair.
He took me out of the doctor's office and waited until I had almost recovered before taking me into my mother's room.
Mother Jin was feeding my mother porridge, and she saw Chen Qingchuan leading me in from outside.
He sighed, wondering if he didn't want to see me.
After Chen Qingchuan led me to my mother's bedside, he smiled as usual and asked, "Mom, are you better?" ”
The old lady sneered and said, "How good I am, I'm going to be angry, it's better to go like that last night, just be happy." ”
Mother Jin didn't like my mother to say such unlucky things, so she glanced at my mother.
My mom didn't look at her anymore, but looked at me and asked, "What?" What else are you doing here? Come to see me off? ”
Chen Qingchuan changed the topic to Aunt Jin and said, "Aunt Jin, in terms of diet recently, try to give your mother a lighter diet. ”
Aunt Jin smiled and said, "Don't worry, there won't be much of a problem." ”
Chen Qingchuan moved his hand to my back and said, "Go over and sit with my mother." ”
I hummed and sat down slowly in front of my mom.
The old lady looked at my red and swollen eyes, probably guessing that I must have cried, and she thought of the smacking me yesterday, so she sighed and asked, "Does it still hurt?" ”
I immediately shook my head, my voice trembled a little and said, "No, it doesn't hurt." ”
The old lady saw me holding back tears, thinking that I was wronged, she said: "Kaiyan, don't blame your mother for being cruel to you, I'm doing this for your good, now that things have happened, no matter how much you say, it's not too interesting, I just hope you won't make such a mistake next time, our family can't afford to lose this face, do you understand?" ”
I replied meekly, "I understand." ”
It was probably because of my good attitude, the expression on her face gradually softened, and she said again: "I'm old, and I don't have any other hope for Fu'an, I just hope that you and Qingchuan can give me a grandson." ”
The nurse came in and was taking something to sign for Chen Qingchuan, when he heard this, the pen in his hand stopped, and he glanced at us.
My mom took my cold hand on her knee and asked, "I'm afraid I don't have many years left, you...... Can you fulfill your mother's little wish? ”