Feng Jingyao looked up at the dim beam of the room and was stunned for a while, then he mustered up his courage and said in a hoarse voice: "The Buddha is above, and the disciple is also a child of a poor family, and his ancestral home is Cangzhou Mansion in Hebei; When he was young, his family was poor, his father was sick and weak, and there were originally seven brothers and sisters in the family, but there was a plague in Cangzhou that year, and his brothers and sisters were infected one after another, and the family had no money for treatment and could only watch them die one after another; When he was ten years old, his father passed away, leaving his mother and his disciple to rely on each other. ”

Su Jin's heart tightened, he didn't expect Feng Laohu to have such a miserable childhood, seeing his brothers and sisters all die of illness, what kind of feeling it was like, Su Jin didn't dare to imagine.

"My mother can't support her disciples, and she wants to take her disciples to remarry, but she is afraid that her disciples will be looked down upon; When there was nothing to do, the teacher learned that the teacher was Liu Dahua, the iron lion of Wuqiao, Cangzhou, and was accepted as a disciple; The following year, when there was a severe drought in Cangzhou, I moved my family west with my mentor and settled down in Malanshan Mountain in Jinju, where my mentor accepted apprentices and taught his profession, and only then did he live a stable life for seven years. ”

Su Jin sighed secretly, Feng Laohu was also extremely difficult when he was young, and it was a coincidence that he was able to survive.

Feng Laohu sighed and continued: "The disciple practiced martial arts with his master, chopped wood and carried water every day, and served the master and his wife. Among the brothers and sisters, the disciple's martial arts are the most proficient, and the master often praises me for my hard work, and I may be able to pass on his mantle in the future; Hey, if it weren't for that day, the disciple would have been like the master, and now he is teaching the apprentice in Malan Mountain, living a peaceful life of self-cultivation and self-eating; Hey! Life circumstances are really unpredictable, who can predict their fate? ”

Su Jinxin said: Fate is naturally unpredictable, but fate is not an absolutely illusory thing, what you do now actually affects your future fate; But I don't know what the fate-changing thing he was talking about was.

Feng Laohu sighed slightly, rubbed his somewhat reddened eyes with trembling hands, and said softly: "One day, the disciple went to the back mountain to chop wood, and a peasant woman under the mountain hid in the cave of the mountain wall with the disciple to avoid the torrential rain, the disciple ...... When the disciple was eighteen years old, he had not yet touched a woman's body, and he really couldn't control himself at that time, so he ...... And he defiled the young woman......"

Su Jin rolled his eyes and said in his heart: "It turns out that the thing that changed fate was actually caused by an ordinary peasant woman.

Afterwards, the disciple also regretted it very much, so he begged the woman not to make a noise, and also gave her all the belongings on her body, begging her to keep it secret for the disciple; The woman accepted the money and promised the disciple; The disciple thought that he would be safe, but unexpectedly...... Unexpectedly, early the next morning, dozens of people from the village at the foot of the mountain came to the mountain to find the master's theory, and the teacher beat his chest angrily, lost a large amount of money and silver to the peasant woman's husband, and finally expelled the disciple from the school. The disciple knelt and begged for three days and three nights, but the master did not change his mind, and from then on the disciple became a helpless person again; Impulsively made a big mistake, the disciple did not blame the teacher for being ruthless, only blamed himself for believing the woman's words, he knew that this was the case, and the disciple was in the cave...... This woman should not have been allowed to live! ”

Su Jin was shocked when he heard this, what kind of logic is this, he made a mistake and blamed the tainted woman, this person's mental skills have been so vicious since then, no wonder it has developed like this.

"Amitabha, the Buddha forgave his sins, and the disciple was repenting, but these thoughts were indeed what the disciple was thinking at that time; After kneeling for three days and three nights, the disciple finally understood a truth, that is: no matter what you do, you need to bear the consequences, and don't regret it, because then you will suffer more white eyes; What you have to do is to plan ahead, when you do something, you have to think about everything and don't trust other people's promises. If the disciple hadn't believed the woman's words, how could he have been expelled from the teacher afterwards and suffered the scolding and white eyes of the mountain people and the brothers? ”

Su Jin almost fainted, this guy actually had no remorse, and he was ashamed to put all the responsibility on others, his heart was not right, and people would be treacherous.

"After the disciple came down the mountain, he went into the village under the mountain that night, and killed all five members of the peasant woman's family, and there was no precaution in advance, how could he not remedy it afterwards, since I was expelled from the school, it was my enemy, and the enemy was going to kill them."

Feng Laohu lit three sticks of incense and bowed three times, inserted them into the incense burner, and said: "This is the first thing that disciples often have nightmares, disciples often dream of the appearance of a family of five with wide eyes, the three children told the truth that the disciples had planned to forgive them, but the disciples can't repeat the mistakes of the past, I killed their parents, they saw it, after more than ten years of growing up, they will not seek revenge from the disciples, so the disciples can't let them have such a chance; This matter has been said to the Buddha, please give the Buddha a spiritual revelation, the disciple only asks the Buddha to exorcise their appearance from the disciple's dream, and the disciple will make a golden body for the Buddha to repay the vows. ”

After Feng Laohu finished speaking, he stood quietly, looking at the Buddha statue in front of him squinting and looking down on him, carefully observing and listening to whether the Buddha statue was abnormal, and whether there would be any spiritual revelations.

Su Jin didn't dare to come out, Feng Laohu's martial arts practitioners, his ears and nose must be very sensitive, and when he listened carefully, a slight breath or even a violent heartbeat could be detected by him.

The air seemed to freeze, and Su Jin's nervous head was sweating, and he closed his mouth tightly. Lips, eyes, nose, nose and heart to control emotions, but fortunately, Feng Laohu's sigh was soon heard, and Su Jin took a breath lightly through the soaked veil, knowing that this level had passed.

But listening to Feng Laohu's sigh: "The Buddha is above, it seems that the Buddha is not very satisfied with the words of the disciple, so the disciple continued to say and pray for the Buddha's protection." ”

"After getting off Malan Mountain, the disciple felt for a moment that the world was so big that there was nowhere to stay, but there was a sense of pleasure in getting out of the cage; The disciple originally wanted to go to Cangzhou to find his mother, but after thinking about it, seven years have passed, and it is unknown whether his mother is still in the world. The disciple has no home for a long time, and he is still a murderer and a guilty person, and if he finds it, it will be a disaster for his mother, so why bother; In the vast world, the disciple does not believe that there is no place for himself, so the disciple changed the name of Feng Qibao and asked a fortune teller to give the name Feng Jingyao, the disciple did not know what the name meant, and the fortune teller said that with this name, the disciple would be able to soar. ”

"The disciple was just trying to escape the government's investigation, and after taking his name, the disciple tricked the fortune teller into the wilderness and cut him down, because he knew the disciple's original name and appearance, and as soon as he died, no one in the world knew my appearance and original name except for my mentor and mother and a dozen senior brothers; Although they know about my teacher and brothers, they don't know my name, so don't worry. ”

Su Jin scolded in his heart, this dog thief is really vicious, extremely vicious, and at the same time his mind is extremely meticulous, as if he was born to be a blank of a great traitor, such a person wanders the world, and he doesn't know what shocking things will be said later.

"The disciple is still not very relieved, in order to avoid the pursuit of the government, he ruthlessly smashed the bridge of his nose, deliberately connected crookedly when he connected the bones, and after the injury was healed, before the appearance was very different, even if my mother and disciple were face to face, I was afraid that she would not recognize her own son; The disciple then relied on some martial arts to wander on the rivers and lakes, sold art, guarded the bodyguard, worked as a nurse, and saw all kinds of things in the world, but the disciple has an unyielding heart in his heart, why do those people with fat brains enjoy the enjoyment of big fish, meat, wine, and beautiful women, the same people, the wisdom and intelligence of the disciples are no less than them, why can they only play tricks and run errands for them? The disciple was extremely unwilling. ”

Su Jin sighed in his heart: "If you can be willing, there will be no you today, a person like you who is cruel and dares to destroy even his own face, what can't he do." ”

I listened to Feng Laohu: "At that time, the disciple was a nurse in a wealthy family surnamed Tang in Chengdu Mansion, and the disciple remembered that the old man Tang was originally an official, and he didn't know how to collect a huge amount of property. Maybe the richer the person, the more afraid of death, the surname Tang has collected a lot of martial arts and strong nursing homes, and there have been several groups of thieves in Chengdu who want to beat him, but we have repelled them; But although the disciple was careful to be a man with his tail between his legs, the man surnamed Tang still often beat and scolded us nurses, speaking of which, any of us can screw off his fat head, but no one dares to speak up when he beats and scolds him. ”

"On that day, there was a man named Song Guiliang in the nursing home who ate him and scolded him for no reason, and when he returned to his residence, he scolded Master Tang angrily; The disciple knew that this Song Guiliang was Master Tang's personal attendant, and he had saved Master Tang from danger several times, and even he was beaten and scolded, how could it not be chilling; So the disciple secretly tested him, coming and going, and Song Guiliang also paid attention to me; One day, the disciple invited him to the drunken village of Chengdu Mansion to drink, ready to have a showdown with him, the disciple was fully prepared, once this Song Guiliang did not comply, the disciple would take advantage of his unpreparedness to immediately kill him, but fortunately, Song Guiliang and the disciple hit it off, so I and Lao Song did a big case that caused a sensation in Chengdu Mansion. ”

Su Jin was secretly frightened, needless to say, this old man Tang was going to be unlucky.