A bottle of red wine went down his stomach, this time there was no trouble for Qin Jin, Yu Jingque stood up and took a bottle by himself.

"With your caution, it's very inconsistent with your behavior today." Qin Jin said with a little lesson.

Not compliant?

Yu Jingque does not conform to himself, does Qin Jin conform to him?

It's just a life with a mask.

After a few more sips, Yu Jingque said with a little wine: "Can we still see people?" ”

Yu Jingque didn't just talk about Qin Jin's problem, but brought himself with him, so that Qin Jin would have the intention to speak.

Sure enough, hearing Yu Jingque's words, Qin Jin smiled silently and said, "Do you know that I hate this body so much, why do I have to protect it?" ”

"Because it's a mission." Yu Jingque said.

"Big mistake." Qin Jin's words surprised Yu Jingque.

"Because sometimes when I don't go, there will be people like me, and since I'm already gone, why let them suffer again?"

With the smile on Qin Jin's face, Yu Jingque felt like a spring breeze.

She just didn't want a girl like her to suffer the same experience, so even if she hated this body, she still had to take care of it carefully and didn't dare to hurt it in the slightest.

"Now there are many girls participating in the anti-Japanese struggle, they are all enthusiastic and kind-hearted, and when they encounter the same situation as me, they will make the same choice as me."

"It's just that it's too painful for them." Qin Jin is to protect these girls.

No one persecuted these girls, just because they were too kind.

Isn't it painful for them to be painful for Qin Jin?

How many people's pain can one person endure?

"Then you are not dirty, but white and flawless." Yu Jingque took a deep breath and said.

"There's no point in saying that." Qin Jin seemed indifferent to this kind of remark.

"If I die one day, can you do me a favor?" Qin Jin suddenly shifted the topic to this matter.

Yu Jingque wanted to say that he didn't say these depressing words, but he understood that for people like them, these words were not discouragement.

"You say." Yu Jingque wanted to hear what Qin Jin planned to let him do.

Putting the wine glass on the table, Qin Jin stroked the hair on his ears and said, "Cremate me." ”

Nowadays, people pay attention to entering the earth for safety, and cremation is a big disrespect.

Qin Jin actually said that he was going to cremate himself.

"Burn it cleanly, scatter the ashes into the river, and there will be no Qin Jin in the world." Qin Jin's tone was full of anticipation.

Or even yearning.

She was looking forward to such a day, and she was looking forward to the day when Qin Jin disappeared into this world.

She waited for that day with anticipation and excitement.

Maybe Qin Jin wanted to die a long time ago, or maybe Qin Jin's heart had already died.

She just persevered so that she didn't let those girls go through the same pain.

When she persists until she can't continue to persevere, she will die happily, even with her wish.

She wanted Qin Jin to disappear into this world, disappearing cleanly, leaving no trace.

Come clean.

But in Qin Jin's heart, he couldn't leave cleanly.

So she simply let herself disappear, disappear forever, disappear cleanly, and even leave no traces on the land, defiling the great rivers and mountains of the motherland.

But is this a defilement?

Qin Jin is white and flawless, how many people can see her dedication.

How many people can understand her pain.

"Okay." Yu Jingque's hand holding the wine glass trembled slightly, but he still agreed to Qin Jin's request.

Because he could see that Qin Jin was really looking forward to it, and even eager for it.

It was not easy for him to refuse Qin Jin's request, even if it sounded unpleasant.

"You agreed, and we agreed." Qin Jin looked at Yu Jingque in surprise, she thought that Yu Jingque would refuse, but she didn't expect to agree directly.

"Don't worry, I will." Yu Jingque said with a smile.

"Retractor." Qin Jin actually wanted to hook up with Yu Jingque like a little girl.

Yu Jingque stretched out his hand and met Qin Jin, and the two agreed to pull the hook.

After letting go of his hand, Qin Jin actually held his face with both hands, looking yearning.

A person, yearning for death, Yu Jingque felt that the depths of his soul were struck.

He originally wanted to ask about the abacus today, but he didn't want to mention it at all.

But when I think about it, if I don't mention it, will it kill many people?

In order to prevent those girls from suffering, Qin Jin can persist in the situation of being so eager to die, does Yu Jingque have to stand by and watch?

After sorting out his mood, Yu Jingque said: "Do we have a codename called abacus?" ”

Yu Jingque's words pulled Qin Jin back from his yearning.

"What's wrong?" Qin Jin asked.

"The Secret Service seems to be investigating this calculation, if it's really in Ice City, you tell him to be careful." Yu Jingque observed Qin Jin's expression as he spoke.

Qin Jin frowned and said, "I don't know about the abacus, but I'll send the news." ”

"Don't you know?" Yu Jingque asked.

"Although I know a lot of things in Bingcheng, I don't know all of them, and many people are higher than me." Qin Jin is actually in Bingcheng, and he is really an important person.

It's just that there are many people with a higher status than her, and this abacus is like this in Qin Jin's opinion, so she doesn't know it at all.

"I heard that it was a very important person, and the Japanese seemed to be staring at it." Yu Jingque can only continue to refine the lie.

"Okay, don't worry." Qin Jin said.

If you want to judge whether the abacus is in the ice city from Qin Jin, there is no way now, because Qin Jin doesn't know the abacus at all.

Waiting for Qin Jin to send the news, after that, maybe judging from Qin Jin's reaction, Yu Jingque can only put his hope on the next meeting.

After that, the two talked about some work matters, as well as Yu Jingque's situation in the secret service department, etc., in fact, they said that it was not bad, and Chen Xiqiao's thoughts were similar.

After that, Yu Jingque got up and left.

After drinking, when he opened the door and was blown by the cold wind, Yu Jingque was a little in a trance.

Turning his head to look at Qin Jin, who was standing in the house to see him off, Yu Jingque said softly: "Don't take a bath when you go back today, sleep well with peace of mind, white and flawless." ”

After saying this, Yu Jingque turned his head and left, Qin Jin first showed a disdainful smile on his face, and then a rare tear fell from the corner of his eye.

Back at home, Ji Youning saw Yu Jingque drinking, and hurriedly came up and asked, "Why did you drink, did you drink too much?" ”

Yu Jingque usually doesn't drink, so if he drinks it once in a while, Ji Youning will be so worried.

Looking at Ji Youning in front of him, Yu Jingque stretched out his hand to hug Ji Youning, but before Ji Youning could react, he arrived in Yu Youque's arms, and his body stiffened.

"It's good to have you." Yu Jingque was in Ji Youning's ear, and the hot breath was on Ji Youning's ear, which instantly made Ji Youning's ear turn pink.

Before Ji Youning could react, Yu Jingque had already let go of her, ran to the second floor without washing, and slept upside down.